Arlow :) HEhe... quite glad that my com is back to normal now :D Perhaps its because its the weekends already.... and I've been a good boy studying for promos... so heaven let me play for a while :D Okie...
Well... can really see everyone is preparing for promos hur~.... My shoutbox still got no new msg.....
Haha... anyway.... Hmm... just fininshed econs mind-map..... Was a really big one.... Used up the whole mahjong paper... but well... think its quite reasonable lar.... I used 2 mahjong paper for Combined Humanities during O lvls... One for geog and another for social studies.... So haha... now its only 1 subjects... and 1 year so hehe... by the end of next year I would get 2 pieces :) But hor.... really got a bit more lar, cannot be in jc the workload still same as sec school right.... So haha... got a lot of overflowing going on....
Anyway.... My sis got a brochure ( duno how to spell ) from CTSS cos she P6 now.... Then guess wad I saw..... My first impression is "Kua tio hui ar!!!!" Jackie Wu style. ( Direct translation: See ghost ar!!! )
Haha... GUESS WHO I SAW!!!! I saw my sec school, CWSS principle MISS TAY!!!!! Was totally unexpected.... cos it was in other school's brochure. LOL....
She was giving some trophy to a CTSS student.... As if CWSS very good like that.... haha...
Actually was very shock when my sis got the booklet for choosing school....
CWSS has dropped so so so much.... Its now in band six lor..... same as CTSS, min agregate 231, and even swiss cottege got a higher band than us lor.... Haiz.... Very dissapointed..... when I went in that time, CWSS was at its prime.... was very proud to be a student of CWSS.... But now.... it gets worst and worst.... maybe a few years down the road, CWSS would become just a normal neighbourhood school.....
At first I thought CWSS standard keeps dropping because the intake every year is getting worst.... But I see that the min aggregate still remain the same.... SO the problem lies with the school, the quality of the input remain constant but the quality of the output dropped....
Haiz.... anyway.... its still nice to be in a school like CWSS :D Will always be proud to be a student there. Really learned a lot of thing during the 4 years in there :D
K lar... think thats about all for today....
Bye~
Do visit my blog more often after exams :D
Friday, October 15, 2004
Thursday, October 14, 2004
Arlow!!!! I'm back haha... thought I won't be blogging for some time but.... hehe... anyway... its good to see me right :D
OKie.... Firstly.... My shoutbox it back!!! Haha... thanks to minzhong for hosting the shoutbox for me. So hehe... everyone can start leaving your msg already :)
Haiz... msn still got problem still cannot sign in... So got something to tell me can just leave your msg :D
OKie.... Have you all tried listening to the songs I recommended :D haha.... Nice right :D... The radio station keeps playing the bai yue guang every night. :D
OKay... anyway... saw this mecedes advertisment.... haha... very interesting....
It says... (not the exact words though)
Life should be reversed...
We should be start old....
Then spend the first year resting.... (retirement)
Then you start work as the boss....
Then you make lesser decisions.... (demote)
Then you enjoy life... ( Love life)
Then when you are at your prime... Drive a mecedes :S
Haha.... doing free advertising for it :P....
Anyway... thats not the point....
Imagine how nice would it be if life really can be reversed.... Haha.... It would be so much better... cos now you start of easy, but work so hard, in the end, you old already... you cannot do the things you want cos you may not have the physical ability to do it.
But if its reversed... you start off hard, but life gets easier and when your are finished, you are still young and can do lots of things! ....
Haha... Really like the idea of having life reversed.... How bout you? :) Can leave your opinion in the shoutbox :)
OKie.... about 10.30 now... Need to sleep liao.... Haiz.... very drained mentally these few weeks..... But hope everything will be okay after promos ends next week :D Have been studying quite hard... so I hope I get what I deserved :D Wish me luck :D And good luck to you too :D
OKie.... Firstly.... My shoutbox it back!!! Haha... thanks to minzhong for hosting the shoutbox for me. So hehe... everyone can start leaving your msg already :)
Haiz... msn still got problem still cannot sign in... So got something to tell me can just leave your msg :D
OKie.... Have you all tried listening to the songs I recommended :D haha.... Nice right :D... The radio station keeps playing the bai yue guang every night. :D
OKay... anyway... saw this mecedes advertisment.... haha... very interesting....
It says... (not the exact words though)
Life should be reversed...
We should be start old....
Then spend the first year resting.... (retirement)
Then you start work as the boss....
Then you make lesser decisions.... (demote)
Then you enjoy life... ( Love life)
Then when you are at your prime... Drive a mecedes :S
Haha.... doing free advertising for it :P....
Anyway... thats not the point....
Imagine how nice would it be if life really can be reversed.... Haha.... It would be so much better... cos now you start of easy, but work so hard, in the end, you old already... you cannot do the things you want cos you may not have the physical ability to do it.
But if its reversed... you start off hard, but life gets easier and when your are finished, you are still young and can do lots of things! ....
Haha... Really like the idea of having life reversed.... How bout you? :) Can leave your opinion in the shoutbox :)
OKie.... about 10.30 now... Need to sleep liao.... Haiz.... very drained mentally these few weeks..... But hope everything will be okay after promos ends next week :D Have been studying quite hard... so I hope I get what I deserved :D Wish me luck :D And good luck to you too :D
Tuesday, October 12, 2004
Argh!!! Something is terribly wrong with my com!!!!
Haiz... why must it happen at this time!!!!
Guess heaven wants me to study hur~ ....
So yar, I can't sign in on msn cos when ever I click sign in, my com restarts...
So... haiz... plan to reformate my com once I finish my promos this friday....
K lar.... so if got anything call or sms or e-mail me.... cos I won't be on msn until then :)
Haiz... why must it happen at this time!!!!
Guess heaven wants me to study hur~ ....
So yar, I can't sign in on msn cos when ever I click sign in, my com restarts...
So... haiz... plan to reformate my com once I finish my promos this friday....
K lar.... so if got anything call or sms or e-mail me.... cos I won't be on msn until then :)
Monday, October 11, 2004
Sunday, October 10, 2004
Arlow.... haha... have been neglecting my blog lately....
Cos these few days busy with promos mah...
so with the little time I had I watch anime...
So hehe... not much time to blog lor....
Hehe... so sorry ar :D Will come back with more entries after promos :D
Haha... and Full Metal Alchemist is a very nice anime :D
Haha... addicted to it liao :D So hehe... got time can go dl and see see :D
OKie. Bye~
Cos these few days busy with promos mah...
so with the little time I had I watch anime...
So hehe... not much time to blog lor....
Hehe... so sorry ar :D Will come back with more entries after promos :D
Haha... and Full Metal Alchemist is a very nice anime :D
Haha... addicted to it liao :D So hehe... got time can go dl and see see :D
OKie. Bye~
Friday, October 08, 2004
Yo! BAck again :P haha...
Wanted to share some songs with you all :D Haha....
Firstly:
白月光 (張信哲)
白月光 心裡某個地方 那麼亮 卻那麼冰涼
每個人 都有一段悲傷 想隱藏 卻欲蓋彌彰
白月光 照天涯的兩端 在心上 卻不在身旁
擦不干 你當時的淚光 路太長 追不回原諒
你是我 不能言說的傷 想遺忘 又忍不住回想
想流亡 一路跌跌撞撞 你的捆綁 無法釋放
白月光 照天涯的兩端 越隱瞞 越覺得孤單
擦不干 回憶理的淚光 路太長 怎麼補償
你是我 不能言說的傷 想遺忘 又忍不住回想
想流亡 一路跌跌撞撞 你的捆綁 無法釋放
白月光 心裡某個地方 那麼亮 卻那麼冰涼
每個人 都有一段悲傷 想隱藏 卻在生長
OMG... Fell in love with this song the first time I heard it on the 'feng shen bang' This is SO SO SO DAMN NICE!!!! Especially with the MTV....... AR!!!!! You all should go and listen to it....
It has those like very 'bei chan' feeling then listen liao... very sad... can feel his loneliness.... Aww...... really a very very nice song :D
The next would be this:
"White Flag" by Dido
"White Flag"
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I felt that this song is very 'powerful' From the lyrics.... and the way the singer sings.... can feel that the will not to surrender is very strong.... especially this part. [ I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door] YAr... haha... loved this song... And haha... love the style of this song too.... So after I've heard this song, I went to download another song by the same artiste to see whether the style is only for this song or is it the style for the singer. So yar... got another song which has the same style. So haha... think it would be the same throughout lar. So hehe... maybe next time can go look for more of their songs.
So hehe... recently heard so much good songs... it made me kind of feel guilty.... Should I show my appreciation of such good works by going for genuine goods rather than pirated ones... or illegally downloaded ones.... You know... maybe one day, if they make losses and nobody would want to make music anymore. Then how would the world be like? But... its like.... if I go buy the entire CD for 1 or 2 songs.... like a bit wasting money leh....
So haha... they now got those online music store that sells song by song one right.... Haha... hope that it will become more widespread and I might one day be able to use it and stop my downloading :D
OKay... enjoy the songs and
Bye~ for the 3rd time today :P
Will be the last lar :P
Wanted to share some songs with you all :D Haha....
Firstly:
白月光 (張信哲)
白月光 心裡某個地方 那麼亮 卻那麼冰涼
每個人 都有一段悲傷 想隱藏 卻欲蓋彌彰
白月光 照天涯的兩端 在心上 卻不在身旁
擦不干 你當時的淚光 路太長 追不回原諒
你是我 不能言說的傷 想遺忘 又忍不住回想
想流亡 一路跌跌撞撞 你的捆綁 無法釋放
白月光 照天涯的兩端 越隱瞞 越覺得孤單
擦不干 回憶理的淚光 路太長 怎麼補償
你是我 不能言說的傷 想遺忘 又忍不住回想
想流亡 一路跌跌撞撞 你的捆綁 無法釋放
白月光 心裡某個地方 那麼亮 卻那麼冰涼
每個人 都有一段悲傷 想隱藏 卻在生長
OMG... Fell in love with this song the first time I heard it on the 'feng shen bang' This is SO SO SO DAMN NICE!!!! Especially with the MTV....... AR!!!!! You all should go and listen to it....
It has those like very 'bei chan' feeling then listen liao... very sad... can feel his loneliness.... Aww...... really a very very nice song :D
The next would be this:
"White Flag" by Dido
"White Flag"
I know you think that I shouldn't still love you,
Or tell you that.
But if I didn't say it, well I'd still have felt it
where's the sense in that?
I promise I'm not trying to make your life harder
Or return to where we were
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I know I left too much mess and
destruction to come back again
And I caused nothing but trouble
I understand if you can't talk to me again
And if you live by the rules of "it's over"
then I'm sure that that makes sense
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
And when we meet
Which I'm sure we will
All that was there
Will be there still I'll let it pass
And hold my tongue
And you will think
That I've moved on....
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I will go down with this ship
And I won't put my hands up and surrender
There will be no white flag above my door
I'm in love and always will be
I felt that this song is very 'powerful' From the lyrics.... and the way the singer sings.... can feel that the will not to surrender is very strong.... especially this part. [ I will go down with this ship And I won't put my hands up and surrender There will be no white flag above my door] YAr... haha... loved this song... And haha... love the style of this song too.... So after I've heard this song, I went to download another song by the same artiste to see whether the style is only for this song or is it the style for the singer. So yar... got another song which has the same style. So haha... think it would be the same throughout lar. So hehe... maybe next time can go look for more of their songs.
So hehe... recently heard so much good songs... it made me kind of feel guilty.... Should I show my appreciation of such good works by going for genuine goods rather than pirated ones... or illegally downloaded ones.... You know... maybe one day, if they make losses and nobody would want to make music anymore. Then how would the world be like? But... its like.... if I go buy the entire CD for 1 or 2 songs.... like a bit wasting money leh....
So haha... they now got those online music store that sells song by song one right.... Haha... hope that it will become more widespread and I might one day be able to use it and stop my downloading :D
OKay... enjoy the songs and
Bye~ for the 3rd time today :P
Will be the last lar :P
Arlow.... haha... was quite sometime since my last entry about myself... Haha... the previous entries are all short short ones and are often complaining... So heres a update of my progress for the past few days :)
Let me see.... lets start with monday :D Went to school early in the morning cos need to prepare and give out prizes..... cos a few people from our school too part in some competition,,, which I wasn't informed of and then won some commendation award.... So yar... because they took part in the name of IT club, so I have to give a brief intro to the school and announce their names to get the cert. from the principal... So hehe.... was very scary at the beginning where everyone starts to assemble at the parade square. Then hmm... then I 'gen ta ping le' haha... went up there, read out the speech then come back down.... Then hehe... when I was up there... everything was alright :) I wasn't as nervous as before liao :D hehe.... Actually hor, I wanted to go up there not to read some stupid speech, but to be the parade commander :D :D. Haha... I missed the time where I shouted in secondary school :D It was so fun :D Haha.... still remember that time, I was like dun want to go up.... so I stayed till the last minute then go up there... and it was min zhong who encouraged me :D So glad that there was him othewise I would have missed a very nice experience :) Thank you :D
OKie.... then lets continue further down this week... Open house :D Hmm... was very very busy with the prepareation of open house. Stayed back a lot after school, then now thats its finally over, felt quite weird when I can go home so early today. So yar, on the open day itself, I called for a meeting... but only 5 people turned up. My video production team, bin, then another came super late. Haiz.... where did all the rest go? So yar, that day was only the 5 of us 'zhi cheng da ju'. Well.... was rather slack lar. Cos our venue is on the second floor. And nobody come to the second floor, except for ocassional 'lost' souls and 2 guided tour. HAiz..... So yar... slacked the whole day in the air-con room.... So I learned something from this experience. It is better to have a small space in the crowded area, then a big air-conditioned place in a deserted area.
K lar, then I shall move on to today. Today went to popular at Lot one with sen min to get my TYS :P haha... only 1 week before then I buy me TYS... hehe... So yar, on the way back I saw MRs Yeo :D HEhe... I called her. She seemed very tired. So had a small chat. then when she heard I wasn't taking chem anymore.... her face become :.... haha....
OKay... have to go for dinner now :D
Will return tonight with some gossips :P. Stay tuned :D
Bye~
Let me see.... lets start with monday :D Went to school early in the morning cos need to prepare and give out prizes..... cos a few people from our school too part in some competition,,, which I wasn't informed of and then won some commendation award.... So yar... because they took part in the name of IT club, so I have to give a brief intro to the school and announce their names to get the cert. from the principal... So hehe.... was very scary at the beginning where everyone starts to assemble at the parade square. Then hmm... then I 'gen ta ping le' haha... went up there, read out the speech then come back down.... Then hehe... when I was up there... everything was alright :) I wasn't as nervous as before liao :D hehe.... Actually hor, I wanted to go up there not to read some stupid speech, but to be the parade commander :D :D. Haha... I missed the time where I shouted in secondary school :D It was so fun :D Haha.... still remember that time, I was like dun want to go up.... so I stayed till the last minute then go up there... and it was min zhong who encouraged me :D So glad that there was him othewise I would have missed a very nice experience :) Thank you :D
OKie.... then lets continue further down this week... Open house :D Hmm... was very very busy with the prepareation of open house. Stayed back a lot after school, then now thats its finally over, felt quite weird when I can go home so early today. So yar, on the open day itself, I called for a meeting... but only 5 people turned up. My video production team, bin, then another came super late. Haiz.... where did all the rest go? So yar, that day was only the 5 of us 'zhi cheng da ju'. Well.... was rather slack lar. Cos our venue is on the second floor. And nobody come to the second floor, except for ocassional 'lost' souls and 2 guided tour. HAiz..... So yar... slacked the whole day in the air-con room.... So I learned something from this experience. It is better to have a small space in the crowded area, then a big air-conditioned place in a deserted area.
K lar, then I shall move on to today. Today went to popular at Lot one with sen min to get my TYS :P haha... only 1 week before then I buy me TYS... hehe... So yar, on the way back I saw MRs Yeo :D HEhe... I called her. She seemed very tired. So had a small chat. then when she heard I wasn't taking chem anymore.... her face become :.... haha....
OKay... have to go for dinner now :D
Will return tonight with some gossips :P. Stay tuned :D
Bye~
Thursday, October 07, 2004
Arlow :D
haha... been quite some time since I last blog....
Will be neglecting this bloggy for some time...
Cos very busy recently...
Just finish the open house....
then now have to prepare for promos....
Will be on the week after next :)
So have to start working hard now :D
Haha... so yar :)
All the best for promos and
Wish me luck~ Bye :D
*Note: Anyone miss me hor can send me e-mail one :P lol, haha... so BHB....
haha... been quite some time since I last blog....
Will be neglecting this bloggy for some time...
Cos very busy recently...
Just finish the open house....
then now have to prepare for promos....
Will be on the week after next :)
So have to start working hard now :D
Haha... so yar :)
All the best for promos and
Wish me luck~ Bye :D
*Note: Anyone miss me hor can send me e-mail one :P lol, haha... so BHB....
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
Sunday, October 03, 2004
Saturday, October 02, 2004
OH No.... Am at a loss now... BAd news.... Was just informed that there were major mistakes in the PW written report survey analysis.... We repeated the same age and gender group twice and we forgot to put in the gender for another age group.... This is bad... very very bad.... I now pray that we will not be penalised too heavily. I hope that "Lao tian you yan" ( direct translation: Heaven got eye ), that heaven can see the hardwork that I've put in and give me what I deserve. I understand that a mistake is a mistake and there bound to be some demerits, but now I only wish that my hardwork out weights the mistake I've made. I just want what I deserve, not asking for more, and I think I deserve more than just a pass. So I'll be happy to obtain 6 or 7 marks out of 10. Wish me well.
Haiz... this incident really worries me a lot... think thats all for today ba... bye~
Haiz... this incident really worries me a lot... think thats all for today ba... bye~
Friday, October 01, 2004
Haiz.... its 11.02 now.... but hor... dun leh.... felt like a walking dead this whole afternoon...... Like all the life has been suck out of me like that...
Was supposed to study maths today.... but hor... really no mood leh.... Haiz... am very behind schedule for maths now... am supposed to complete chanter 7 today... but hor.... I only managed to finish chapter 3 yesterday... then today just started on chapter 4....
But haiz... think I spent more time cos it was on binomial theorm.... I'm really quite weak in that so I need to practice more.... But I think thats not the reason I am so behind schedule.... its because I do not have the motivation and the interest in maths... I took maths because I have no choice.... I need a maths to have more variety of courses in the Uni.
Haiz... I dun see such a problem happening to physics. Cos I love physics.... Its abouy common sense..... not like maths... its just manipulation of numbers and figures... which dosen't make sense at all... So... I have no problem studying for physics... and econs too... cos I also like humanities... and writing essays.....
Haiz... so maths is the biggest worry for my promos.... hope I won't have history repeat itself just like A -maths.....
haiz... cos that time, I was doing quite okay for A-maths... until like mid year of sec 4, where I cannot move further in A-maths liao... I really cannot make sense in anything about A-maths... So yar... decided to give up on it... haiz... so I really hope this won't happen again for maths C.... Although I am doing alright for now... I am really scared I might you know... cannot make it tru this promo for maths.... then I will start dropping down until the A lvls... and history repeats itself again....
Haiz.... ' Kor mia lang ar ' ( Direct translation: Bitter life person )
Anyway... haha.... am really addicted to this Full Metal Alcemist anime series :P Haha... Love the theory about equivelant trade.
Heres the explaination of alchemy
"Alchemy is a science where one understands the structure of a matter, breaks it down, and then rebuilds it. If used correctly, it can turn plain lead into gold. However, since it is science, the principles of nature still apply. You can only create something of a certain mass from something with the same mass. It is the principle of equivalent trade..."
Haha... how nice if there is really such a thing in the world..... haha... but it will be bad for the producers... cos when we buy one product, when it breaks down, we just transmute it back.... then we will never have to buy another product again :D haha....
Oh... talking about producers... haha saw this very interesting article on the newspaper. It says that scientist are studying the brain of human and how it react to advertisment in order to make their advertisment more effective. But what really caught my attention is this .
"Would be able to locate the "buy button" in people's minds to turn them into consumers zombies"
Can you imagine how scary is that.... we might on day, after seeing a poster, walk in a buy the product without even knowing what we are doing.... This is so scary sia.... haha... especially when they used the word " Zombie " ... you imagine you walk down the streets and see mindless peole just walking in to shops and carry out tons of consumer products.....
Haha... hope that won't happen to me :P
Think thats all for today :) Got to go do some PW stuffs and maybe force myself to stidy maths liao. Bye~ Have a nice weekend ahead :D
Was supposed to study maths today.... but hor... really no mood leh.... Haiz... am very behind schedule for maths now... am supposed to complete chanter 7 today... but hor.... I only managed to finish chapter 3 yesterday... then today just started on chapter 4....
But haiz... think I spent more time cos it was on binomial theorm.... I'm really quite weak in that so I need to practice more.... But I think thats not the reason I am so behind schedule.... its because I do not have the motivation and the interest in maths... I took maths because I have no choice.... I need a maths to have more variety of courses in the Uni.
Haiz... I dun see such a problem happening to physics. Cos I love physics.... Its abouy common sense..... not like maths... its just manipulation of numbers and figures... which dosen't make sense at all... So... I have no problem studying for physics... and econs too... cos I also like humanities... and writing essays.....
Haiz... so maths is the biggest worry for my promos.... hope I won't have history repeat itself just like A -maths.....
haiz... cos that time, I was doing quite okay for A-maths... until like mid year of sec 4, where I cannot move further in A-maths liao... I really cannot make sense in anything about A-maths... So yar... decided to give up on it... haiz... so I really hope this won't happen again for maths C.... Although I am doing alright for now... I am really scared I might you know... cannot make it tru this promo for maths.... then I will start dropping down until the A lvls... and history repeats itself again....
Haiz.... ' Kor mia lang ar ' ( Direct translation: Bitter life person )
Anyway... haha.... am really addicted to this Full Metal Alcemist anime series :P Haha... Love the theory about equivelant trade.
Heres the explaination of alchemy
"Alchemy is a science where one understands the structure of a matter, breaks it down, and then rebuilds it. If used correctly, it can turn plain lead into gold. However, since it is science, the principles of nature still apply. You can only create something of a certain mass from something with the same mass. It is the principle of equivalent trade..."
Haha... how nice if there is really such a thing in the world..... haha... but it will be bad for the producers... cos when we buy one product, when it breaks down, we just transmute it back.... then we will never have to buy another product again :D haha....
Oh... talking about producers... haha saw this very interesting article on the newspaper. It says that scientist are studying the brain of human and how it react to advertisment in order to make their advertisment more effective. But what really caught my attention is this .
"Would be able to locate the "buy button" in people's minds to turn them into consumers zombies"
Can you imagine how scary is that.... we might on day, after seeing a poster, walk in a buy the product without even knowing what we are doing.... This is so scary sia.... haha... especially when they used the word " Zombie " ... you imagine you walk down the streets and see mindless peole just walking in to shops and carry out tons of consumer products.....
Haha... hope that won't happen to me :P
Think thats all for today :) Got to go do some PW stuffs and maybe force myself to stidy maths liao. Bye~ Have a nice weekend ahead :D
Wednesday, September 29, 2004
:) am not feeling very well now.... was very very sleepy just now, so I thought I give myself a break so I went to sleep at 8.00pm..... but toss here toss there.... didn't manage to fall asleep, so after a while... woke up again at 8.45 : Then thinking, haiz...... about time to start my revision already lar, since I can't get to sleep....
SO on the lights, and started doing revision.... still stuck at binomial chapter cos that chapter gave me quite some problems during past CAs, so tried to spend more time on it....
But because of that, my whole revision plan was disrupted.... So haiz... if really too far behind, have to study on sunday as well.
Today was erm... quite a nice day lar.... haha... did some lame things... cos while waiting for the meeting after school....
Me, kerling, elgin, sen min, went to the library cos kerling wanted to print some signs for the open house. So we went, half-way, we needed a YJC logo, so started searching for it.... But duno why, after a while... we began to search for crap :S haha... I typed in Yishun JC sux.... and I got LOL, a few thousand results, whereas Yishun jc rulz only got back 2 pages : Haha... most of the results are people's blog, they all complain about the school in it haha....
Then after looking at some of the blogs, we started searching for each other's names... haha... got some weird results....
Anyway... this was the fun part....
We typed in out CT mdm lee and made a search for it :D!!! haha... but it came back with a lot of irrelevent result cos yar, there are millions of people who are called mdm lee....
SO.... I added a econs to the search... LOL IT Came back with lots of blog again!!!! Haha... all complaining about Mdm lee!!! haha... was really our yj Mdm lee, cos we see the info of the bloggist ( is there such a word : ) then they were from YJ !!!
Haha.... then also saw this blog of rebecca, haha... she was also from JPS ( I hope it meant Jurong Primary School) :D haha... then now she also studying in YJ and also taught my mdm lee!!!! my primary school mate :D haha... although we didn't know each other, maybe different class ba... but now we are also JC school mates :D but still didn't know her :S
Haha... got her e-mail address, so hehe... maybe can e-mail her to say hi :D
Ok lar... shall end it off here for today :D Hope tmr would be a better day :)
SO on the lights, and started doing revision.... still stuck at binomial chapter cos that chapter gave me quite some problems during past CAs, so tried to spend more time on it....
But because of that, my whole revision plan was disrupted.... So haiz... if really too far behind, have to study on sunday as well.
Today was erm... quite a nice day lar.... haha... did some lame things... cos while waiting for the meeting after school....
Me, kerling, elgin, sen min, went to the library cos kerling wanted to print some signs for the open house. So we went, half-way, we needed a YJC logo, so started searching for it.... But duno why, after a while... we began to search for crap :S haha... I typed in Yishun JC sux.... and I got LOL, a few thousand results, whereas Yishun jc rulz only got back 2 pages : Haha... most of the results are people's blog, they all complain about the school in it haha....
Then after looking at some of the blogs, we started searching for each other's names... haha... got some weird results....
Anyway... this was the fun part....
We typed in out CT mdm lee and made a search for it :D!!! haha... but it came back with a lot of irrelevent result cos yar, there are millions of people who are called mdm lee....
SO.... I added a econs to the search... LOL IT Came back with lots of blog again!!!! Haha... all complaining about Mdm lee!!! haha... was really our yj Mdm lee, cos we see the info of the bloggist ( is there such a word : ) then they were from YJ !!!
Haha.... then also saw this blog of rebecca, haha... she was also from JPS ( I hope it meant Jurong Primary School) :D haha... then now she also studying in YJ and also taught my mdm lee!!!! my primary school mate :D haha... although we didn't know each other, maybe different class ba... but now we are also JC school mates :D but still didn't know her :S
Haha... got her e-mail address, so hehe... maybe can e-mail her to say hi :D
Ok lar... shall end it off here for today :D Hope tmr would be a better day :)
Tuesday, September 28, 2004
Arlow.... its me again.... haiz... feeling worst than chang er now..... haha... on the night of mid autumn festival.... doing revision for promos.... ALONE~~ Even chang er got the little rabbit with her.... then I alone doing revision..... sad right? So haha... decided since today is mid autumn festival, I shall end it slightly earlier lar... its now only 9.28... Also hope to get a early night lar... tmr will again... be a long day....
K lar, think thats all for today. Bye~
K lar, think thats all for today. Bye~
Monday, September 27, 2004
OMG... Did a lamest thing I ever done tonight.... Haha...
Today was the first day of my preparation for promos... so was doing the mind mapping for econs on a marjong paper.... Then do do do until, I suddenly brain went haywire.... Got this funny thought that came to my mind... Hey... can I take a photo of my eyes, print it, cut it, then paste it on my glasses.... so I can sleep during lessons with my 'eyes' open... Haha.... So when I finally finished what I am supposed to do.... I went to print it!!!! LOL.... was really very lame of me... but in the end, I threw it away... cos it looks too errie.... haha... cos the position I paste my 'eyes' are not very correct... so it looks like those scary movies..... then can you imagine having a eye that never blinks and keep staring at you widely :S haha... so after a while, crushed the paper and threw it away...
But I still got a soft copy of myself with the glasses on :P haha... managed to take one picture before I felt that it is disgusting :P So haha... if you all want to see right.... for the next 3 days starting from today, which ends erm....I think let it end on wed night ba... haha... okay so during this period of time, if you all want to take a look at how lame I am, I will put the picture as my display picture in MSN :P So you all want to see just click to open the msg box with me lar :P
Haha... actually this was inspired by shiqi.... cos she always go around taking picture of her eye using other people's camera phone :S
OKay... anyway... haha... just said I started preparing for promos liao.... haiz.... will be a long 3 weeks ahead.... hope I can survive tru and get good results :D
OK lar~ thats all for today~ Bye Bye~ :D
Today was the first day of my preparation for promos... so was doing the mind mapping for econs on a marjong paper.... Then do do do until, I suddenly brain went haywire.... Got this funny thought that came to my mind... Hey... can I take a photo of my eyes, print it, cut it, then paste it on my glasses.... so I can sleep during lessons with my 'eyes' open... Haha.... So when I finally finished what I am supposed to do.... I went to print it!!!! LOL.... was really very lame of me... but in the end, I threw it away... cos it looks too errie.... haha... cos the position I paste my 'eyes' are not very correct... so it looks like those scary movies..... then can you imagine having a eye that never blinks and keep staring at you widely :S haha... so after a while, crushed the paper and threw it away...
But I still got a soft copy of myself with the glasses on :P haha... managed to take one picture before I felt that it is disgusting :P So haha... if you all want to see right.... for the next 3 days starting from today, which ends erm....I think let it end on wed night ba... haha... okay so during this period of time, if you all want to take a look at how lame I am, I will put the picture as my display picture in MSN :P So you all want to see just click to open the msg box with me lar :P
Haha... actually this was inspired by shiqi.... cos she always go around taking picture of her eye using other people's camera phone :S
OKay... anyway... haha... just said I started preparing for promos liao.... haiz.... will be a long 3 weeks ahead.... hope I can survive tru and get good results :D
OK lar~ thats all for today~ Bye Bye~ :D
Sunday, September 26, 2004
Arlow :)
Haiz... my mousy died today..... haha bought it for $27, the got changing lights, looks like a christmas tree decoration... but it died.... started coughing last night, the lights came on and off, then this morning, it did not light up anymore.... Sent it for emergency operation in the morning.... open up its body.... tested its circuit... I found the part where it had bone fracture, the wires are broken internally.... So decided to conduct a major operation on it.... Took out my surgery tools and started sinpping through the insulation coat.... revealing its bare wires.... Then I connected them together and then plug it into the USB port.... but.... there was till no life.... pulse count was zero..... but I connected the wires correctly... why is it so? I should have worked! ... Disheartened but still not giving up... after a round of TV show... I started the second major operation on the mousy.... This time, I snipped off more of its insulating coat so that if would have more contact. But... when I plug it into my USB port, there was still no pulse.... what could be wrong? The red wire to the red, the blur to the blue, the green to the green, and the orange to the orange... Why? Why? After a few more major operation.... there was no sign of life... I have failed in reviving it.... Its now buried in a box, in my cupboard.... I do not want to cremate( is there such a word?) it.... in hope that someday, i would acquire the skill to resurract it....
Whaha... can't believed I typed so much crap... haha... yar, my computer mouse was sopiled this morning.... lasted barely a year...... Haiz... wad a waste...
Haha... anyway... today was a erm... quite boring day lar, wanted to do maths... but after doing econs, didn't have the mood to do liao.... so hehe... tmr lend me copy hor :P
Oh yar... haha... the shoutbox is currently down due to unforseen circumstances.... so haha... can't tag me for now :D But... if you all really got something to say to me you all can feel free to e-mail me :D
K lar, got to pack my bag liao :P It was in a total mess when I dump everything into my bag on friday cos the school attendent is closing the classroom liao.... So.. haha... it was left like that till now :P BYE~
Haiz... my mousy died today..... haha bought it for $27, the got changing lights, looks like a christmas tree decoration... but it died.... started coughing last night, the lights came on and off, then this morning, it did not light up anymore.... Sent it for emergency operation in the morning.... open up its body.... tested its circuit... I found the part where it had bone fracture, the wires are broken internally.... So decided to conduct a major operation on it.... Took out my surgery tools and started sinpping through the insulation coat.... revealing its bare wires.... Then I connected them together and then plug it into the USB port.... but.... there was till no life.... pulse count was zero..... but I connected the wires correctly... why is it so? I should have worked! ... Disheartened but still not giving up... after a round of TV show... I started the second major operation on the mousy.... This time, I snipped off more of its insulating coat so that if would have more contact. But... when I plug it into my USB port, there was still no pulse.... what could be wrong? The red wire to the red, the blur to the blue, the green to the green, and the orange to the orange... Why? Why? After a few more major operation.... there was no sign of life... I have failed in reviving it.... Its now buried in a box, in my cupboard.... I do not want to cremate( is there such a word?) it.... in hope that someday, i would acquire the skill to resurract it....
Whaha... can't believed I typed so much crap... haha... yar, my computer mouse was sopiled this morning.... lasted barely a year...... Haiz... wad a waste...
Haha... anyway... today was a erm... quite boring day lar, wanted to do maths... but after doing econs, didn't have the mood to do liao.... so hehe... tmr lend me copy hor :P
Oh yar... haha... the shoutbox is currently down due to unforseen circumstances.... so haha... can't tag me for now :D But... if you all really got something to say to me you all can feel free to e-mail me :D
K lar, got to pack my bag liao :P It was in a total mess when I dump everything into my bag on friday cos the school attendent is closing the classroom liao.... So.. haha... it was left like that till now :P BYE~
Saturday, September 25, 2004
Arlow... :D
HAiz... actually hor... haiz.... am not feeling very well now... neck aching... duno why.... head too heavy.... eyes... tired.... Mind..... under used..... haiz...
SIAN AR!!!! ARGH!!! ......
I want to play games leh, but hor, now like no games to play leh.... all those online games not interested leh.... haiz..... I need something to play or I will go mad soon....
Anyway... haha... PW sux.... the day before yesterday... stayed up till 2.30pm doing PW!!!! That is the record breaking time for me!!! I have never in my entire life till that day, stay up till so late for SCHOOL WORK!!!! and as if staying up so late is still not enough, I stayed back in school to do PW till 8pm!!!! Also another record for me!!! I never stay so late in school for SCHOOL WORK!!! haha... okay lar... so haha.... was totally drained of my energy.....
OKay lar, dun want to talk about such unhappy things anymore. Recently started watching a new anime series... Full metal alchemist... haha... was quite a nice show... was introduced to me by edwin (if not wrong) quite some time ago.... but only started watching recently.... cos naruto is coming out too slowly... haha.... its talking about some form of transmutation that can decompose something and create something back from it. But it emphasize on equilivent trade, that means you must present something of the same value to create something of similar value. So with that... they ( the 2 brothers, main characters) tried to transmute their mother who died..... but in return, one of them lost his body, and the other one lost a arm and a leg... in the end, their mother came, but she wasn't human... its just a lump of meat and blood.... So they regretted it.... then the story continues as the older brother tried to return a body to his younger brother soul ( his soul was binded to a armour)...
Haha... is quite a nice show :D go watch it :)
Also saw this in kevin's blog.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
I think its not true, when I'm dying, I would like everyone around me not to cry, but just being sad... :) Cos I feel that there is no need to cry, I have live my life without regrets, and when its time for me to go... I can also leave without regrets... so I die as a happy person, there is no need to cry.
Haha... okay... shall end off here, bye :D
HAiz... actually hor... haiz.... am not feeling very well now... neck aching... duno why.... head too heavy.... eyes... tired.... Mind..... under used..... haiz...
SIAN AR!!!! ARGH!!! ......
I want to play games leh, but hor, now like no games to play leh.... all those online games not interested leh.... haiz..... I need something to play or I will go mad soon....
Anyway... haha... PW sux.... the day before yesterday... stayed up till 2.30pm doing PW!!!! That is the record breaking time for me!!! I have never in my entire life till that day, stay up till so late for SCHOOL WORK!!!! and as if staying up so late is still not enough, I stayed back in school to do PW till 8pm!!!! Also another record for me!!! I never stay so late in school for SCHOOL WORK!!! haha... okay lar... so haha.... was totally drained of my energy.....
OKay lar, dun want to talk about such unhappy things anymore. Recently started watching a new anime series... Full metal alchemist... haha... was quite a nice show... was introduced to me by edwin (if not wrong) quite some time ago.... but only started watching recently.... cos naruto is coming out too slowly... haha.... its talking about some form of transmutation that can decompose something and create something back from it. But it emphasize on equilivent trade, that means you must present something of the same value to create something of similar value. So with that... they ( the 2 brothers, main characters) tried to transmute their mother who died..... but in return, one of them lost his body, and the other one lost a arm and a leg... in the end, their mother came, but she wasn't human... its just a lump of meat and blood.... So they regretted it.... then the story continues as the older brother tried to return a body to his younger brother soul ( his soul was binded to a armour)...
Haha... is quite a nice show :D go watch it :)
Also saw this in kevin's blog.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
I think its not true, when I'm dying, I would like everyone around me not to cry, but just being sad... :) Cos I feel that there is no need to cry, I have live my life without regrets, and when its time for me to go... I can also leave without regrets... so I die as a happy person, there is no need to cry.
Haha... okay... shall end off here, bye :D
Arlow... :D
HAiz... actually hor... haiz.... am not feeling very well now... neck aching... duno why.... head too heavy.... eyes... tired.... Mind..... under used..... haiz...
SIAN AR!!!! ARGH!!! ......
I want to play games leh, but hor, now like no games to play leh.... all those online games not interested leh.... haiz..... I need something to play or I will go mad soon....
Anyway... haha... PW sux.... the day before yesterday... stayed up till 2.30pm doing PW!!!! That is the record breaking time for me!!! I have never in my entire life till that day, stay up till so late for SCHOOL WORK!!!! and as if staying up so late is still not enough, I stayed back in school to do PW till 8pm!!!! Also another record for me!!! I never stay so late in school for SCHOOL WORK!!! haha... okay lar... so haha.... was totally drained of my energy.....
OKay lar, dun want to talk about such unhappy things anymore. Recently started watching a new anime series... Full metal alchemist... haha... was quite a nice show... was introduced to me by edwin (if not wrong) quite some time ago.... but only started watching recently.... cos naruto is coming out too slowly... haha.... its talking about some form of transmutation that can decompose something and create something back from it. But it emphasize on equilivent trade, that means you must present something of the same value to create something of similar value. So with that... they ( the 2 brothers, main characters) tried to transmute their mother who died..... but in return, one of them lost his body, and the other one lost a arm and a leg... in the end, their mother came, but she wasn't human... its just a lump of meat and blood.... So they regretted it.... then the story continues as the older brother tried to return a body to his younger brother soul ( his soul was binded to a armour)...
Haha... is quite a nice show :D go watch it :)
Also saw this in kevin's blog.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
I think its not true, when I'm dying, I would like everyone around me not to cry, but just being sad... :) Cos I feel that there is no need to cry, I have live my life without regrets, and when its time for me to go... I can also leave without regrets... so I die as a happy person, there is no need to cry.
Haha... okay... shall end off here, bye :D
HAiz... actually hor... haiz.... am not feeling very well now... neck aching... duno why.... head too heavy.... eyes... tired.... Mind..... under used..... haiz...
SIAN AR!!!! ARGH!!! ......
I want to play games leh, but hor, now like no games to play leh.... all those online games not interested leh.... haiz..... I need something to play or I will go mad soon....
Anyway... haha... PW sux.... the day before yesterday... stayed up till 2.30pm doing PW!!!! That is the record breaking time for me!!! I have never in my entire life till that day, stay up till so late for SCHOOL WORK!!!! and as if staying up so late is still not enough, I stayed back in school to do PW till 8pm!!!! Also another record for me!!! I never stay so late in school for SCHOOL WORK!!! haha... okay lar... so haha.... was totally drained of my energy.....
OKay lar, dun want to talk about such unhappy things anymore. Recently started watching a new anime series... Full metal alchemist... haha... was quite a nice show... was introduced to me by edwin (if not wrong) quite some time ago.... but only started watching recently.... cos naruto is coming out too slowly... haha.... its talking about some form of transmutation that can decompose something and create something back from it. But it emphasize on equilivent trade, that means you must present something of the same value to create something of similar value. So with that... they ( the 2 brothers, main characters) tried to transmute their mother who died..... but in return, one of them lost his body, and the other one lost a arm and a leg... in the end, their mother came, but she wasn't human... its just a lump of meat and blood.... So they regretted it.... then the story continues as the older brother tried to return a body to his younger brother soul ( his soul was binded to a armour)...
Haha... is quite a nice show :D go watch it :)
Also saw this in kevin's blog.
When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
I think its not true, when I'm dying, I would like everyone around me not to cry, but just being sad... :) Cos I feel that there is no need to cry, I have live my life without regrets, and when its time for me to go... I can also leave without regrets... so I die as a happy person, there is no need to cry.
Haha... okay... shall end off here, bye :D
Friday, September 24, 2004
Thursday, September 23, 2004
Wahaha.... very happy now.
I actually traced the date of publication of the newspaper article, just by looking at the TV show listing behind!!!
haha... cos I got this article for PW that when I cut out, I didn't take note of the date, so now too long le, have problem tracing it... So I just flip over, then saw TV listing...
Then I see...
Wednesday highlight... Hmm.... okay, clue 1, its on wednesday
Then I see, school holiday special on kid central, hmm.. so also okay, clue 2 during the holiday...
Then I started to panic cos school holiday got 4 weeks!!! then which one is it????
Then I see further, found a very important clue on art central... VESAK DAY SPECIAL!!!!! haha.... then went to search for vesak day! then found that it matches with the 2 clues on top!!! HAhaha... So happy!!! cos that was a very important article and if I can't find out the date, the article would be useless....
Haha... okay, go back and continue my work now :D
I actually traced the date of publication of the newspaper article, just by looking at the TV show listing behind!!!
haha... cos I got this article for PW that when I cut out, I didn't take note of the date, so now too long le, have problem tracing it... So I just flip over, then saw TV listing...
Then I see...
Wednesday highlight... Hmm.... okay, clue 1, its on wednesday
Then I see, school holiday special on kid central, hmm.. so also okay, clue 2 during the holiday...
Then I started to panic cos school holiday got 4 weeks!!! then which one is it????
Then I see further, found a very important clue on art central... VESAK DAY SPECIAL!!!!! haha.... then went to search for vesak day! then found that it matches with the 2 clues on top!!! HAhaha... So happy!!! cos that was a very important article and if I can't find out the date, the article would be useless....
Haha... okay, go back and continue my work now :D
Today, is the day I prove my worth.
Have to submit the written report by tmr, and I will do my very best to do a very very good one.
I won't be look down upon.
Remember andy saying that my PW group sux..... I will prove him wrong... he didn't contribute to his groups success and still dare to come and criticise my group. Tonight, I shall prove to him that, I and my group members WILL be able to do a lot better than him. We shall not be looked down upon anymore!
So haha... I declare war with PW.... Bought and prepared my ammunation just now... Bought a bottle of coke to power myself tru the night, cos I heard coke has more caffine than coffee.... Also prepared my eye- dropper.... Tonight shall be the end of everything....
I shall show the world, the power of my brain!
I WILL NOT FAIL!!!
SO WISH ME GOOD LUCK!
Have to submit the written report by tmr, and I will do my very best to do a very very good one.
I won't be look down upon.
Remember andy saying that my PW group sux..... I will prove him wrong... he didn't contribute to his groups success and still dare to come and criticise my group. Tonight, I shall prove to him that, I and my group members WILL be able to do a lot better than him. We shall not be looked down upon anymore!
So haha... I declare war with PW.... Bought and prepared my ammunation just now... Bought a bottle of coke to power myself tru the night, cos I heard coke has more caffine than coffee.... Also prepared my eye- dropper.... Tonight shall be the end of everything....
I shall show the world, the power of my brain!
I WILL NOT FAIL!!!
SO WISH ME GOOD LUCK!
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Argh.... so tired... very sleepy now.... sian ar!!!
Didn't do any other homework other than PW tonight.... was doing the survey analysis..... Haiz... after finishing it will go and sleep liao.... too tired.... got any homework tmr then copy lar.... cannot help it liao.....
K lar, bye, go do work liao.... :)
Didn't do any other homework other than PW tonight.... was doing the survey analysis..... Haiz... after finishing it will go and sleep liao.... too tired.... got any homework tmr then copy lar.... cannot help it liao.....
K lar, bye, go do work liao.... :)
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Arlow... I'm back.... am very tired now.... feel like sleeping... did some maths tutorials... but hehe, still got more to go... was intenting to do PW... but really too tired... tmr ba... then... also learned chinese spelling..... Hope tmr will be a nice day and I will have the energy to do my PW :D Okay... bye... go and sleep now... hope to recharge my battery before it really becomes flat...
OH NO!!!! Haiz... think I've been very very tired these few days.... my eyes are blood-shot!!!! Got tiny little red veins running through my entire eye..... Haiz... "Kor mia lang ar!!!" (Hokkien... Direct translation: Bitter life person )...
Hmm... haiz... will be a long and hard month ahead.... but before we talk about month.... this week is also terrible!!!! Have to settle written report by this friday!!! And after this, we can never make amendments to it anymore!!!! Argh!!!! I still have so much things haven't do!!!! How am I going to rush everything out by friday!!!! HAiz.... well.... think can look on the bright side lar.... it also means that after friday... I will not have to worry about written report anymore :D But... haha... duno I can persevere and make it till friday mah.... By body already cannot take it anymore lor.... Now is really running on spare battery, and system very unstable lor..... Argh!!! I tell myself.... must endure through all these, then next year, I can slack till I siao :D
Okay... haha.... well.... haiz... nothing I can do lar... So now lets talk about this month :D
Oh... hehe... for those who haven't plan your study plan... let me share with you all mine :D Haha.... hope it would be some use to you :D Cos a study plan really helps a lot... I did it for my O lvls and am very quite happy with the result :D So haha... hope to share it with all of you all and hope we will move to J2 together :D
Heres the link :D http://www.tanbk.mobilefly.net/study%20plan.xls
OKay Bye~ got quite some work to do :)
Hmm... haiz... will be a long and hard month ahead.... but before we talk about month.... this week is also terrible!!!! Have to settle written report by this friday!!! And after this, we can never make amendments to it anymore!!!! Argh!!!! I still have so much things haven't do!!!! How am I going to rush everything out by friday!!!! HAiz.... well.... think can look on the bright side lar.... it also means that after friday... I will not have to worry about written report anymore :D But... haha... duno I can persevere and make it till friday mah.... By body already cannot take it anymore lor.... Now is really running on spare battery, and system very unstable lor..... Argh!!! I tell myself.... must endure through all these, then next year, I can slack till I siao :D
Okay... haha.... well.... haiz... nothing I can do lar... So now lets talk about this month :D
Oh... hehe... for those who haven't plan your study plan... let me share with you all mine :D Haha.... hope it would be some use to you :D Cos a study plan really helps a lot... I did it for my O lvls and am very quite happy with the result :D So haha... hope to share it with all of you all and hope we will move to J2 together :D
Heres the link :D http://www.tanbk.mobilefly.net/study%20plan.xls
OKay Bye~ got quite some work to do :)
Monday, September 20, 2004
Arlow :D I'm back!!! haha...
Haiz... sian ar... 1 day over liao...
Just planned my exam time table.... Argh.... only have this week to play till I siao... cos starting from next week will be intensive preparation for promos... Will only have sunday free from work, the other days... will be studying and studying.... and saturday 1/2 day :P.
So hmm.... hehe... hope I can keep to my plan.
Cos... my result really dropping a lot sia... so I hope to pull it up a bit this promos.... :D
OKay.... got to go.... tmr will be a long day.... still got PE :S......
Haiz..... okay lar, go off liao lar, bye lar :P
Haiz... sian ar... 1 day over liao...
Just planned my exam time table.... Argh.... only have this week to play till I siao... cos starting from next week will be intensive preparation for promos... Will only have sunday free from work, the other days... will be studying and studying.... and saturday 1/2 day :P.
So hmm.... hehe... hope I can keep to my plan.
Cos... my result really dropping a lot sia... so I hope to pull it up a bit this promos.... :D
OKay.... got to go.... tmr will be a long day.... still got PE :S......
Haiz..... okay lar, go off liao lar, bye lar :P
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Arlow :D Haha... me back again :D
Haiz... once again its.... sunday night!!!! Tmr will be the beginning of another long week..... Haiz.... sian ar!!!!!!
Anyway... haha found this piece of interesting news on the straits times It says...
Keeping a dairy?
Better think again.
Talking about a problem is supposed to help one get over it, but apparently writing does the very opposite.
Physcologist have found that keeping a dairy is bad for your health, the NEW Scientist weekly reported. Diarist were more likely than non diarist to be plagued by headaches, sleeplessness, digestive problems and social awkwardness.
Was very surprised when I read it... do that apply to blogging as well? :S Oh no... what I am doing now is bad for my health!!!!! haha... so did you people have those symptoms as well? Eh... I seems to have the headache part... the digestive problem ( but this is because I do not take in enough fibre ), the rest erm... sleeplessness? I year for more... social awkwardness erm... I'm still myself... no change :P
Haha... so I think I can still continue writing entries in future :D
OKay bye~ :D Wish all of you people all the best for the week ahead :D
Haiz... once again its.... sunday night!!!! Tmr will be the beginning of another long week..... Haiz.... sian ar!!!!!!
Anyway... haha found this piece of interesting news on the straits times It says...
Keeping a dairy?
Better think again.
Talking about a problem is supposed to help one get over it, but apparently writing does the very opposite.
Physcologist have found that keeping a dairy is bad for your health, the NEW Scientist weekly reported. Diarist were more likely than non diarist to be plagued by headaches, sleeplessness, digestive problems and social awkwardness.
Was very surprised when I read it... do that apply to blogging as well? :S Oh no... what I am doing now is bad for my health!!!!! haha... so did you people have those symptoms as well? Eh... I seems to have the headache part... the digestive problem ( but this is because I do not take in enough fibre ), the rest erm... sleeplessness? I year for more... social awkwardness erm... I'm still myself... no change :P
Haha... so I think I can still continue writing entries in future :D
OKay bye~ :D Wish all of you people all the best for the week ahead :D
:D :D :D :D :D SO Happy now :D
Haha... finally created something that people appreciate :D
So glad to recieve 3 comments on this piece :D
Cos... I did 7 pieces... and this is the only 1 of the 2 that receive comments :D The other one only receive 1 comment. Then this got 3 :D Haha... so happy :D
btw.. heres my work
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10711961/
Haha... was quite simple though....
Haha... finally created something that people appreciate :D
So glad to recieve 3 comments on this piece :D
Cos... I did 7 pieces... and this is the only 1 of the 2 that receive comments :D The other one only receive 1 comment. Then this got 3 :D Haha... so happy :D
btw.. heres my work
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/10711961/
Haha... was quite simple though....
Friday, September 17, 2004
OMG!!!! So ashamed of myself....
Was reading my shoutbox, then I felt... oh no... shouldn't have said all of that yesterday.... I didn't consider the consequence whether I would hurt anyone....
So sorry about what I typed yesterday....
Well, yesterday was a really bad day for me so I a bit unbalanced, thats why I type so much....
Sorry... I hope to take back my words and wish that everyone would pass their promos. I realised my mistake... Shouldn't have cursed anyone... it is bad... and I will get retribution.... So sorry people....
Okay.. well, this is wad I like about blogging, and this encouraged me to blog almost everyday. You know, you can refer back to what you have done the past days... and sometimes, laugh at youself... or sometimes after you cooled down, you realise how childish you were.........
So.. okay, shall end it off here for today... Wish everyone good luck for their promos :D Study hard okay :D 30+ days to go :D
Was reading my shoutbox, then I felt... oh no... shouldn't have said all of that yesterday.... I didn't consider the consequence whether I would hurt anyone....
So sorry about what I typed yesterday....
Well, yesterday was a really bad day for me so I a bit unbalanced, thats why I type so much....
Sorry... I hope to take back my words and wish that everyone would pass their promos. I realised my mistake... Shouldn't have cursed anyone... it is bad... and I will get retribution.... So sorry people....
Okay.. well, this is wad I like about blogging, and this encouraged me to blog almost everyday. You know, you can refer back to what you have done the past days... and sometimes, laugh at youself... or sometimes after you cooled down, you realise how childish you were.........
So.. okay, shall end it off here for today... Wish everyone good luck for their promos :D Study hard okay :D 30+ days to go :D
Thursday, September 16, 2004
Arlow, I'm back :D
Hmm... was visiting kevin's blog then saw him complaining about Mr Koh. LOL
That Mr Koh really 有眼不识泰山 [Direct translation got eye cannot see tai mountain ], pick on both of us. Even miss lim leave the both of us alone lor.....
Haha... have nothing to say about him....
then the first row people also complain that he got BO!!! lol, when we laugh, he turned and scold us.. and wanted to complain to miss lim... WTF man, a bit nia also want to complain... so ' auntie' sia... duno how he survive NS :S..... Think that guy hor, study all his life and now still come back to teaching, get a life man!!! Such a nerdy look!!! lol, actually i'm not much better lar, but at least a few time better than him lor :P
haha...
Bye~
Hmm... was visiting kevin's blog then saw him complaining about Mr Koh. LOL
That Mr Koh really 有眼不识泰山 [Direct translation got eye cannot see tai mountain ], pick on both of us. Even miss lim leave the both of us alone lor.....
Haha... have nothing to say about him....
then the first row people also complain that he got BO!!! lol, when we laugh, he turned and scold us.. and wanted to complain to miss lim... WTF man, a bit nia also want to complain... so ' auntie' sia... duno how he survive NS :S..... Think that guy hor, study all his life and now still come back to teaching, get a life man!!! Such a nerdy look!!! lol, actually i'm not much better lar, but at least a few time better than him lor :P
haha...
Bye~
Haiz... today wasn't a very nice day for me.....
Felt very useless twice.
Once was during the class photo taking. Tried to get the class to go for photo taking yet they all take their own sweet time... Some having PW ( I can't blame them ) but others, doing their own work, going toilet, stand around and talk, and nobody want to move. Someone still ask compulsory to take or not....... this is the first time I've been in a class that people don't like to take photos! Eh.. class photo leh, I think that our class spirit is really very very weak lor. Then 好不容易才 arrange 好。take the formal photo liao, want to take the candid one. Ask the class to split into 3 groups to form the number 109. But they just kept with their own group and refuse to move! Then the photographer have to interfer and grap people into groups. Our class is disgracing our school you know, I heard the photographer say that, we do not listen to instructions.... Then me as the class chairperson, can't do anything about it. Had the urge to start shouting at them... but I controlled myself, I believe that a 17 year old HUMAN, would have the INTELLIGENCE LEVEL to understand simple instructions. So I mearly raise my voice by abit. But at the end of the day, reflected on wad jing wen said to me ' Eh.. you as the chairman can have a bit of power or not.' I guess, our class only have the INTELLIGENCE LEVEL OF ONLY A PRIMARY SCHOOL KID.... Haiz.. well actually, it was nice to know that at least some people (especially jing wen and of cos those who listened to my instructions) knows that there is still me, and have respect for my position. Have to say a big thank you for all who respected me :) I appreciate it very much. As for the rest [ GO TO HELL MAN! HOPE I SEE YOU REMAINING IN J1 NEXT YEAR ! ] OKay lar, I very bad hor.... but this is what I'm feeling now lor... OF cos I would wish for everyone to get promoted, but, I will only respect those whom deserves to be. Haha... to think that I'm writing this in my blog where everyone is looking, and that also includes my classmates!!! haha... but hmm... hope that even if this spread around, people would reflect on themselves, and also could understand me better. Haha.... I guess everyone should keep a blog cos I feel that a blog can let me reflect on whatever I did :D So hope to share this thing with everyone so people can all reflect on their own action and make the world a better place to live in :D.
OKay.. I said there was 2 incident that made me felt useless right? Heres the second one. The basketball game... I was like just a big lump of mass drifting on the basketball court only lor... I felt so useless.... Why can't I do anything? Is it because I don't know how to play? The answer is no... ( kind of figure it out myself) cos, even if a person who do not know how to play, eg. soo fen, she can still enjoy the game greatly. The reason is.... I can't let go of myself, I couldn't free myself... I cared too much about what other people think about me. I wanted to let go, wanted to enjoy myself, but the fear of other people's opinion restrained me, bounded me. When the ball come, I were to try to take the ball from someone else, my mind would be jammed with all the possible opinion of what other people think of me... or when I shoot the ball, I would be thinking who what my teammates would think of me, is it, Aiya won't go in one, or dun know want to act know... Even when I do not get the ball, I would still be thinking, Will my teammates find me as a burden to them, someone who don't know how to play and always cause them to lose the game. Then I will lose confidence in myself.... I tried to tell myself, my friends won't laugh at me... but I just can't let go!.... Thats why I don't like these kind of group sports. I guess, the last time I enjoyed doing sports was playing badminton ( that time when kevin brought his racket) cos a badminton game, you win, its your victory, you lose, you will not be a burden to others... thats why, I have only myself to answer for and I enjoyed the game very much! Haiz..... When can I let go???...
oh, there are still somemore minor things that made me feel useless lar... when the first ball was thrown at me... it hitted my back, the second one came, it hit my fingernail causing me to bleed internally under the nail... I felt both physically and mentally useless today....
Haiz.....
K lar, shall end off here, hope that everything will be fine tomorrow and I can be a useful person :D
Felt very useless twice.
Once was during the class photo taking. Tried to get the class to go for photo taking yet they all take their own sweet time... Some having PW ( I can't blame them ) but others, doing their own work, going toilet, stand around and talk, and nobody want to move. Someone still ask compulsory to take or not....... this is the first time I've been in a class that people don't like to take photos! Eh.. class photo leh, I think that our class spirit is really very very weak lor. Then 好不容易才 arrange 好。take the formal photo liao, want to take the candid one. Ask the class to split into 3 groups to form the number 109. But they just kept with their own group and refuse to move! Then the photographer have to interfer and grap people into groups. Our class is disgracing our school you know, I heard the photographer say that, we do not listen to instructions.... Then me as the class chairperson, can't do anything about it. Had the urge to start shouting at them... but I controlled myself, I believe that a 17 year old HUMAN, would have the INTELLIGENCE LEVEL to understand simple instructions. So I mearly raise my voice by abit. But at the end of the day, reflected on wad jing wen said to me ' Eh.. you as the chairman can have a bit of power or not.' I guess, our class only have the INTELLIGENCE LEVEL OF ONLY A PRIMARY SCHOOL KID.... Haiz.. well actually, it was nice to know that at least some people (especially jing wen and of cos those who listened to my instructions) knows that there is still me, and have respect for my position. Have to say a big thank you for all who respected me :) I appreciate it very much. As for the rest [ GO TO HELL MAN! HOPE I SEE YOU REMAINING IN J1 NEXT YEAR ! ] OKay lar, I very bad hor.... but this is what I'm feeling now lor... OF cos I would wish for everyone to get promoted, but, I will only respect those whom deserves to be. Haha... to think that I'm writing this in my blog where everyone is looking, and that also includes my classmates!!! haha... but hmm... hope that even if this spread around, people would reflect on themselves, and also could understand me better. Haha.... I guess everyone should keep a blog cos I feel that a blog can let me reflect on whatever I did :D So hope to share this thing with everyone so people can all reflect on their own action and make the world a better place to live in :D.
OKay.. I said there was 2 incident that made me felt useless right? Heres the second one. The basketball game... I was like just a big lump of mass drifting on the basketball court only lor... I felt so useless.... Why can't I do anything? Is it because I don't know how to play? The answer is no... ( kind of figure it out myself) cos, even if a person who do not know how to play, eg. soo fen, she can still enjoy the game greatly. The reason is.... I can't let go of myself, I couldn't free myself... I cared too much about what other people think about me. I wanted to let go, wanted to enjoy myself, but the fear of other people's opinion restrained me, bounded me. When the ball come, I were to try to take the ball from someone else, my mind would be jammed with all the possible opinion of what other people think of me... or when I shoot the ball, I would be thinking who what my teammates would think of me, is it, Aiya won't go in one, or dun know want to act know... Even when I do not get the ball, I would still be thinking, Will my teammates find me as a burden to them, someone who don't know how to play and always cause them to lose the game. Then I will lose confidence in myself.... I tried to tell myself, my friends won't laugh at me... but I just can't let go!.... Thats why I don't like these kind of group sports. I guess, the last time I enjoyed doing sports was playing badminton ( that time when kevin brought his racket) cos a badminton game, you win, its your victory, you lose, you will not be a burden to others... thats why, I have only myself to answer for and I enjoyed the game very much! Haiz..... When can I let go???...
oh, there are still somemore minor things that made me feel useless lar... when the first ball was thrown at me... it hitted my back, the second one came, it hit my fingernail causing me to bleed internally under the nail... I felt both physically and mentally useless today....
Haiz.....
K lar, shall end off here, hope that everything will be fine tomorrow and I can be a useful person :D
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
ARLOW EVERYONE :D
Haha... the busy dayz are finally over!!! haha... Today was the last day of it. Had 3 test one after another one today. First was the maths test, had a 1/2hr break, then had econs lecture essay test, then another 1/2hr break then had a econs tutorial case study test.... Wahaha... to think that I managed to survive through till now :P But hehe... the test wasn't really well done lar :P But... aiya... hope to pass can liao lar :D Dun want to over stress myself.
So tonight study for spelling :P Hehe... dun want to do 'chao xie' again liao :P Has enough of it from liang lao shi in my sec school and twice from my current teacher mdn chan :P Duno why it seems that chinese teachers are the only people who gives such punishments :
OK lar, nothing much to say liao :D Bye~
Haha... the busy dayz are finally over!!! haha... Today was the last day of it. Had 3 test one after another one today. First was the maths test, had a 1/2hr break, then had econs lecture essay test, then another 1/2hr break then had a econs tutorial case study test.... Wahaha... to think that I managed to survive through till now :P But hehe... the test wasn't really well done lar :P But... aiya... hope to pass can liao lar :D Dun want to over stress myself.
So tonight study for spelling :P Hehe... dun want to do 'chao xie' again liao :P Has enough of it from liang lao shi in my sec school and twice from my current teacher mdn chan :P Duno why it seems that chinese teachers are the only people who gives such punishments :
OK lar, nothing much to say liao :D Bye~
Monday, September 13, 2004
Wahaha... thought I wouldn't have time to write my entry today... :D well actually now also no time lar. But cos I on the computer to send a important e-mail regarding PW so hehe... took some time to come here nd write :D
YAy...!!! School finally started, though I hate waking up so early in the morning and have been rushing through my holiday homework today.... Guess it is still much better than the holidays. Cos haha... got friends to talk to, laugh with... Its so much livelier :D
K lar, have to go study now liao :) maths test on TRIGO!!! tmr.... HATE THIS TOPIC... But... haiz... if dun study sure fail very badly, hope I can make it for a pass :D
BYE~
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Arlow... here I am... OH NO!!! 9.59 Liao... Argh!!! have to go study for econs test liao.... Haiz.... very sina ar!!!! First day of school, FIRST LESSON econs test already!!!! Argh... Think I won't be able to sleep early tonight liao... Still have to go dig out all my physics notes for filing... HAte filing.....
Then also still got a lot of things haven't do.... Have to type out proposal for my booth for open house as well.... Think I anyhow type lar, really have no mood to do a nice booth. People won't come anyway.... Duno why the school so scared. YJ will forever have students coming in one lar, other than yj where can they go? ( if they want to study in a jc) Then yj also hao lian-ing about our batch of student haveing a high average L1R5.... I was like thinking, so wad, we got higher L1R5 is not because people want to come in you know. From my point of view, the overall result of our batch has risen. Therefore resulting in people with like me 15 points have no other place to go cos the top schools are already overflowing with students... So wads there to be happy about?
But its not that I dun like yj lar, in fact I love yj... but this is reality lor... it is really true that the public sees yj as the last jc... and this is a fact... IT is also a fact that we will never rise above other jc... Cos of another fact that we take in students with low L1R5... and someone has to fill the bottom position mah...
Argh... actually still got a lot of things to say... but no time liao... have to go do my work.... Haiz.. dun think I will be free to type my entry tomorrow too lar. Cos having a maths test on tues and I haven't studied a single bit.... Kind of slacked of a lot recently.... Hope I dun go too far, and can still catch up in time for the promos :P Which is like 5 MORE WEEKS TO GO LOR!!!!
Then also still got a lot of things haven't do.... Have to type out proposal for my booth for open house as well.... Think I anyhow type lar, really have no mood to do a nice booth. People won't come anyway.... Duno why the school so scared. YJ will forever have students coming in one lar, other than yj where can they go? ( if they want to study in a jc) Then yj also hao lian-ing about our batch of student haveing a high average L1R5.... I was like thinking, so wad, we got higher L1R5 is not because people want to come in you know. From my point of view, the overall result of our batch has risen. Therefore resulting in people with like me 15 points have no other place to go cos the top schools are already overflowing with students... So wads there to be happy about?
But its not that I dun like yj lar, in fact I love yj... but this is reality lor... it is really true that the public sees yj as the last jc... and this is a fact... IT is also a fact that we will never rise above other jc... Cos of another fact that we take in students with low L1R5... and someone has to fill the bottom position mah...
Argh... actually still got a lot of things to say... but no time liao... have to go do my work.... Haiz.. dun think I will be free to type my entry tomorrow too lar. Cos having a maths test on tues and I haven't studied a single bit.... Kind of slacked of a lot recently.... Hope I dun go too far, and can still catch up in time for the promos :P Which is like 5 MORE WEEKS TO GO LOR!!!!
Saturday, September 11, 2004
Argh... feeling so sleepy now!!! BUT... haiz... have to rush tru at least one econs essay before I can go to bed otherwise, I won't be able to complete all my work in time : Homework sux!
Anyway... hmm... was thinking about this... you know for the past few post, I've been like complaining so much about the course.... But... suddenly, I have this feeling that I 'chi bu dao pu tao shuo pu tao suan' [ Direct translation: Can't eat the grape then say the grape is sour ] Cos I suddenly reached 'enlightenment' as I began to see through myself... Deep down, I would love to do some programming stuffs and I will enjoy doing that... And so... why am I complaining so much? If I were given a chance to do the programming myself... I think I would have enjoyed the past few days..... Hmm..... this is bad.... why do I 'chi bu dao pu tao shuo pu tao suan' leh? HAiz.... next time cannot liao ar...
Too bad I reached enlightenment too late, otherwise I would still have time to enjoy myself. I only found out my problem when I came home and was bathing.... The bathroom is my favourite place for me to reflect on whatever I have done... So sometimes, I would just sit down there, and start thinking and reflecting... Cos when I'm there, I feel that I'm alone.... no one can see you.... it is a small confined private space, and that space is entirely yours... you can do anything you want without the need to worry that someone will be looking at you (Unless your family or neighbour is a peeping tom lar : ) So yar... if I were to get my own flat, I would build a very nice and big bathroom for myself... You know that day I was watching the programme called Jet Set on channel 5. Then they were counting down the world's top 10 hotel bathroom.... Then I fell in love with this bathroom of a beach resort. It has a full view of the stretch of beach.... a sofa by the window.... needless to say, the whole bathroom is bigger than my bed room!!! And there is even a telescope for you to peep at people down at the beach!!!! Wah!!! MY DREAM BATHROOM!!!!
Haha... so while in the bathroom today.. I also start to realise that I have been categorizing people around me into different categories... those who are not in the same category as me, I would like automatic activate a shield in between us... So sometime I may be very warmth cheerful friendly to someone, then the next moment, when I interact with some other people from a different category, I can just suddenly become cold (not lame) and unable to communicate with them, as though we speak different language... But I feel that this shield can be easily de-activated, the problem is... few people know how...
Now let me impart the skill of 'de-freezing' me :P
1) SPEAK IN CHINESE!!!! AIyo... duno why so many people turn into ang moh liao... always speak english... Somehow I feel that chinese is more close to me.... cos its like my 'native' language liao.... I always feel very comfortable speaking chinese...
2)Know that I exist... cos some people just treat me as transparent... I not eat glass grow up one okay.....
Actually thats about all lar... most important is to speak chinese :D But dun worry if you are a non-chinese... :D I am not being a racist here... as long as you don't treat me as transparent, I will be de-frost quite quickly :D
OKay lar, think thats about all for today. Bye :D
Anyway... hmm... was thinking about this... you know for the past few post, I've been like complaining so much about the course.... But... suddenly, I have this feeling that I 'chi bu dao pu tao shuo pu tao suan' [ Direct translation: Can't eat the grape then say the grape is sour ] Cos I suddenly reached 'enlightenment' as I began to see through myself... Deep down, I would love to do some programming stuffs and I will enjoy doing that... And so... why am I complaining so much? If I were given a chance to do the programming myself... I think I would have enjoyed the past few days..... Hmm..... this is bad.... why do I 'chi bu dao pu tao shuo pu tao suan' leh? HAiz.... next time cannot liao ar...
Too bad I reached enlightenment too late, otherwise I would still have time to enjoy myself. I only found out my problem when I came home and was bathing.... The bathroom is my favourite place for me to reflect on whatever I have done... So sometimes, I would just sit down there, and start thinking and reflecting... Cos when I'm there, I feel that I'm alone.... no one can see you.... it is a small confined private space, and that space is entirely yours... you can do anything you want without the need to worry that someone will be looking at you (Unless your family or neighbour is a peeping tom lar : ) So yar... if I were to get my own flat, I would build a very nice and big bathroom for myself... You know that day I was watching the programme called Jet Set on channel 5. Then they were counting down the world's top 10 hotel bathroom.... Then I fell in love with this bathroom of a beach resort. It has a full view of the stretch of beach.... a sofa by the window.... needless to say, the whole bathroom is bigger than my bed room!!! And there is even a telescope for you to peep at people down at the beach!!!! Wah!!! MY DREAM BATHROOM!!!!
Haha... so while in the bathroom today.. I also start to realise that I have been categorizing people around me into different categories... those who are not in the same category as me, I would like automatic activate a shield in between us... So sometime I may be very warmth cheerful friendly to someone, then the next moment, when I interact with some other people from a different category, I can just suddenly become cold (not lame) and unable to communicate with them, as though we speak different language... But I feel that this shield can be easily de-activated, the problem is... few people know how...
Now let me impart the skill of 'de-freezing' me :P
1) SPEAK IN CHINESE!!!! AIyo... duno why so many people turn into ang moh liao... always speak english... Somehow I feel that chinese is more close to me.... cos its like my 'native' language liao.... I always feel very comfortable speaking chinese...
2)Know that I exist... cos some people just treat me as transparent... I not eat glass grow up one okay.....
Actually thats about all lar... most important is to speak chinese :D But dun worry if you are a non-chinese... :D I am not being a racist here... as long as you don't treat me as transparent, I will be de-frost quite quickly :D
OKay lar, think thats about all for today. Bye :D
Friday, September 10, 2004
11.00... Arlow... its me again :D
HEre on this sleepy friday night....
The last day of my holidays....
Should I go to bed now....
Close my eyes....
let everything end....
wake up tomorrow....
Just to realise that I've wasted yet another beautiful friday night...
Today very sian ar... went to tp at 7.30am... stayed until 9.30pm..... spent my whole day there... the last day of my holidays? I've been thinking... am I wasting my time away?
Then today also got some things bothering me.... Cos hm... I wanted to get a try at programming lor, otherwise this trip will be totally wasted wad.... So when they are charging the batteries... I went to make a programme on my own... Without considering other people's opinion. cos at that time, I felt that there was a major problem and my group has been stubbon lor, then I can't make any changes according to my suggestions. So when they were charging the batteries, I took the opportunity to come up with my own programme. But hor... I was reminded by wad kerling said...
That time was the eve of our physics exam. Then me kerling and jing wen stayed back for some revision. Then we met with a problem in the tutorial. So me and jing wen wanted to look for a teacher to ask her how to solve it. But kerling was strongly opposing to it lor. KErling said... it is not right to ask the teacher the day just before we have exams lor, cos it just shows that we are not listening in class cos the questions has already been gone tru in class. Then he also said that we shouldn't even more go in the small group lor. He said thats the problem with our class. When we are met with problem, we will go and ask for help with-in the small group of friends. He said... got questions. then must ask in class, so that other people can also benefit from it. And not wait till the lesson is over then go ask teacher in your small group. This is being very selfish as you do not share what you learn with your friends.
Thinking of it, I feel that that is very true. Got problem, voice it out, then everyone can share, got suggestions also voice it out so other people can learn. So just now... I kept thinking to myself.... when I did the programme myself... am I being selfish? Shouldn't I share what I know or how I feel with my group members....
But the problem is... I made a lot of changes to the whole programme lor... So I don't think they will accept it.... And I really want to try programming the whole thing on my own lor. To test my ability.
So in the end I did loaded my programme into the robo racer, but it crashed at the first turn... So that left me thinking.... would they be laughing behind my back... thinking that I 'hao lian' want to do everything on my own, without their help, but in the end, cannot even make it pass the first turn....
Hmm.... this had been bothering me for the whole day.... affected my mood a lot.... Seemed to be wearing a mask for the whole day... smiling on the outside... but... the inside....
Well... okay lar, wads over is over, hope that I won't meet with such situations in the future... its 11.25 now... got to have a good night sleep and prepare for the competition tmr :) Wish our team good luck :D Bye~
HEre on this sleepy friday night....
The last day of my holidays....
Should I go to bed now....
Close my eyes....
let everything end....
wake up tomorrow....
Just to realise that I've wasted yet another beautiful friday night...
Today very sian ar... went to tp at 7.30am... stayed until 9.30pm..... spent my whole day there... the last day of my holidays? I've been thinking... am I wasting my time away?
Then today also got some things bothering me.... Cos hm... I wanted to get a try at programming lor, otherwise this trip will be totally wasted wad.... So when they are charging the batteries... I went to make a programme on my own... Without considering other people's opinion. cos at that time, I felt that there was a major problem and my group has been stubbon lor, then I can't make any changes according to my suggestions. So when they were charging the batteries, I took the opportunity to come up with my own programme. But hor... I was reminded by wad kerling said...
That time was the eve of our physics exam. Then me kerling and jing wen stayed back for some revision. Then we met with a problem in the tutorial. So me and jing wen wanted to look for a teacher to ask her how to solve it. But kerling was strongly opposing to it lor. KErling said... it is not right to ask the teacher the day just before we have exams lor, cos it just shows that we are not listening in class cos the questions has already been gone tru in class. Then he also said that we shouldn't even more go in the small group lor. He said thats the problem with our class. When we are met with problem, we will go and ask for help with-in the small group of friends. He said... got questions. then must ask in class, so that other people can also benefit from it. And not wait till the lesson is over then go ask teacher in your small group. This is being very selfish as you do not share what you learn with your friends.
Thinking of it, I feel that that is very true. Got problem, voice it out, then everyone can share, got suggestions also voice it out so other people can learn. So just now... I kept thinking to myself.... when I did the programme myself... am I being selfish? Shouldn't I share what I know or how I feel with my group members....
But the problem is... I made a lot of changes to the whole programme lor... So I don't think they will accept it.... And I really want to try programming the whole thing on my own lor. To test my ability.
So in the end I did loaded my programme into the robo racer, but it crashed at the first turn... So that left me thinking.... would they be laughing behind my back... thinking that I 'hao lian' want to do everything on my own, without their help, but in the end, cannot even make it pass the first turn....
Hmm.... this had been bothering me for the whole day.... affected my mood a lot.... Seemed to be wearing a mask for the whole day... smiling on the outside... but... the inside....
Well... okay lar, wads over is over, hope that I won't meet with such situations in the future... its 11.25 now... got to have a good night sleep and prepare for the competition tmr :) Wish our team good luck :D Bye~
Thursday, September 09, 2004
:D its 9.26 now.... haha.... after writing this post will go get some sleep :P Haha.... Hmm... very sian now... tmr still have to travel across the island again....
OKay heres what happened today...
Woke up in the morning at 7!!! So early!!! ITs HOLIDAYS YOU KNOW!!!!..... Then took 1 hr train to tampines. The train just reached the platform then I received an sms saying the 2 other guys are late. Then I replied saying I'm also late as well lar, so went to bus interchange and took bus there. Then reached there... we were of cos late lar.... then bla bla bla... aiya sounds very boring hor... Hmm.... I just share my thoughts can liao lar.
Went for a course for robo grand prix lor... Sian ar... thought I can get to build something...you know like screw something here and there, connecting wires, soldering thing.... But it turn out that the robot was already assembled lor.... then I sian diao.... Cos we are supposed to do the programming part only lor, then the programming part need to calculate those acceleration, deceleration thingy, like physics lor... I'm not interested in these stuffs lor... I WANT TO BUILD THINGS!!!! So haiz... wasted the whole afternoon away... Other than giving occasional comments and suggestions, I just sat there and took timings lor..... Haiz... shouldn't have come in the first place.... THen maybe I could have a nice rest today, then tmr follow elgin and senmin to the old folks home... Think it would be more fun visiting the old people than staying in a room and rotting away..... Then I think the thing also not very fun lor. Wad I expect was a robot which have the intelligence of following a white line and turning around the curves on it own.... but now it seems like they have markers at every turn lor, then we have to programe it like detect a marker liao then turn... Like that is just like blindly following orders only lor, so wads a different between a $1500 robot and those remote control cars which cost a mere few dollars.
Haiz... think nvm lar, just take it as an experience lor, haha... now I know that those robots are not that intelligent anyway....
Btw, today also saw robin... my T17 classmate then also 'long pang' (duno correct spelling or not) mr ho car back to yishun... haha... just know that mr ho is already married with (forgot how many) kids in kindergarden. haha... K lar, think thats about all for today.... Have to catch some sleep and prepare for tmr.....
Then about the hw... hehehe... Hope I can push it till saturday night, spend some time doing it, before I go off for my last nice long sleep of my busy holidays.....
OKay heres what happened today...
Woke up in the morning at 7!!! So early!!! ITs HOLIDAYS YOU KNOW!!!!..... Then took 1 hr train to tampines. The train just reached the platform then I received an sms saying the 2 other guys are late. Then I replied saying I'm also late as well lar, so went to bus interchange and took bus there. Then reached there... we were of cos late lar.... then bla bla bla... aiya sounds very boring hor... Hmm.... I just share my thoughts can liao lar.
Went for a course for robo grand prix lor... Sian ar... thought I can get to build something...you know like screw something here and there, connecting wires, soldering thing.... But it turn out that the robot was already assembled lor.... then I sian diao.... Cos we are supposed to do the programming part only lor, then the programming part need to calculate those acceleration, deceleration thingy, like physics lor... I'm not interested in these stuffs lor... I WANT TO BUILD THINGS!!!! So haiz... wasted the whole afternoon away... Other than giving occasional comments and suggestions, I just sat there and took timings lor..... Haiz... shouldn't have come in the first place.... THen maybe I could have a nice rest today, then tmr follow elgin and senmin to the old folks home... Think it would be more fun visiting the old people than staying in a room and rotting away..... Then I think the thing also not very fun lor. Wad I expect was a robot which have the intelligence of following a white line and turning around the curves on it own.... but now it seems like they have markers at every turn lor, then we have to programe it like detect a marker liao then turn... Like that is just like blindly following orders only lor, so wads a different between a $1500 robot and those remote control cars which cost a mere few dollars.
Haiz... think nvm lar, just take it as an experience lor, haha... now I know that those robots are not that intelligent anyway....
Btw, today also saw robin... my T17 classmate then also 'long pang' (duno correct spelling or not) mr ho car back to yishun... haha... just know that mr ho is already married with (forgot how many) kids in kindergarden. haha... K lar, think thats about all for today.... Have to catch some sleep and prepare for tmr.....
Then about the hw... hehehe... Hope I can push it till saturday night, spend some time doing it, before I go off for my last nice long sleep of my busy holidays.....
Wednesday, September 08, 2004
Aww.... so tired.... haiz... having a headache now.... Eyes very tired.... So much things to do. Was about to do the econs essay, then got headache ... So hard to do leh.... Tried searching online also cannot find.... Now very fustrated liao.... Dun feel like doing it now.... Haiz... have to push it till tmr.... Hope tmr will be feeling better... Haiz.... think also hard lar, cos for the next few days I will have to travel across the island to temasek poly for a robotic course and a mini competition... Very sian leh... from 9 till 4 in the afternoon.... Haiz....
Just now was thinking to myself.... Why am I taking part in so much things? Its holiday now leh... Shouldn't I be resting at home and prepare for the long term ahead? When am I ' zhi tao ku chi ' ing le? Argh... am very 'fan' now.... head very pain sia....
Hmm.... haiz.... Told myself.... I'll just have to bear with it this year.... Next year, I will not take part in anything else except studying... I think I've done enough and I am tired of living like this.... I want to go back to the time where I slack all the way.... So yar... hope this year will end soon.... And think I'll have an early night today lar.... am really very tired.... LIFE SUX.
Just now was thinking to myself.... Why am I taking part in so much things? Its holiday now leh... Shouldn't I be resting at home and prepare for the long term ahead? When am I ' zhi tao ku chi ' ing le? Argh... am very 'fan' now.... head very pain sia....
Hmm.... haiz.... Told myself.... I'll just have to bear with it this year.... Next year, I will not take part in anything else except studying... I think I've done enough and I am tired of living like this.... I want to go back to the time where I slack all the way.... So yar... hope this year will end soon.... And think I'll have an early night today lar.... am really very tired.... LIFE SUX.
Tuesday, September 07, 2004
Aww... feeling very bad now.... caught a mild flu.... now nose very irritated.... eyes very watery.... Hope to get well soon tmr... having a long busy week ahead, can't afford to get sick :'(
OKay lar, must be cheerful abit :) The first step to fit an illness :D So how... got miss my post or not :D haha... has been quite some time since my last formal post. :D Was busy with the new design for my blog mah, so have to sacrifice some time from writing entry :D But now I'm back :D haha... though I will still have to modify my blog over the next few days. Cos this is intended to be for 800x600 viewing, but seems that many are using higher resolution. So maybe I have to change to accomodate lor :)
Am very happy these 2 days.... haha... laughed a lot with kerling and gang and of cos elgin ( he so happy I mentioned his name :P ) . Went for 109 class outing at marina bay. Was very surprised at the wonderful turnout :D haha.... Hads lots of fun :D..... Hmm.... now waiting for free time to go and get my phone data cable... once I get it I will upload for all to see :D haha....
Then today also had a lot of un. Went school in the morning to make mooncake. Then as the oven very slow, we have to divide ourselves into different shifts. So as I had a meeting mid-way, we took the last shift. Which is at 3pm but my meeting ends at 11+. So we decided to go elgin house to pass the time. Before that we stopped at sun plaza for lunch.
Then go elgin house. Before we step in we saw.... PLASMA TV : Still say he very poor sia.... His house in on the 15th floor but the view is so so so nice!!!!! Totally unblocked you know...... can see the horizon of trees and not HDB flats leh.... me stay 20th floor view also not that nice lor......... Hmm.... then also went into his bro's room to see see. His brother is a collector of those action figures. Especially spawn. He has a whole cupboard full of it.... Well its nice to have a hobbie a collection... unlike me.... my room no collection one.... I onced collected shells... but now... dun have the feeling liao..... and I think I got almost all the most commly found shells liao :P
Then we spent the time playing some games from a game console ( forgot wad name) Played a shooting game ( also forgot the name) And one of my fav. Puzzle fighter!!!! haha.... it has been a long long time since I played it vs someone. Haha... so fun :D Still remembered last time in primary school, we installed it on the schools pc in the classroom, I was one of the top players in class :P But now, yi shan hao bi yi shan gao. One mountain still got another mountain high ?? haha... so yar, lost to elgin :D
OKay lar, think thats enough for today la... really very tired now.... FAll sick liao lar.... Bye~ go get a good night sleep and hope to be well tmr :D
OKay lar, must be cheerful abit :) The first step to fit an illness :D So how... got miss my post or not :D haha... has been quite some time since my last formal post. :D Was busy with the new design for my blog mah, so have to sacrifice some time from writing entry :D But now I'm back :D haha... though I will still have to modify my blog over the next few days. Cos this is intended to be for 800x600 viewing, but seems that many are using higher resolution. So maybe I have to change to accomodate lor :)
Am very happy these 2 days.... haha... laughed a lot with kerling and gang and of cos elgin ( he so happy I mentioned his name :P ) . Went for 109 class outing at marina bay. Was very surprised at the wonderful turnout :D haha.... Hads lots of fun :D..... Hmm.... now waiting for free time to go and get my phone data cable... once I get it I will upload for all to see :D haha....
Then today also had a lot of un. Went school in the morning to make mooncake. Then as the oven very slow, we have to divide ourselves into different shifts. So as I had a meeting mid-way, we took the last shift. Which is at 3pm but my meeting ends at 11+. So we decided to go elgin house to pass the time. Before that we stopped at sun plaza for lunch.
Then go elgin house. Before we step in we saw.... PLASMA TV : Still say he very poor sia.... His house in on the 15th floor but the view is so so so nice!!!!! Totally unblocked you know...... can see the horizon of trees and not HDB flats leh.... me stay 20th floor view also not that nice lor......... Hmm.... then also went into his bro's room to see see. His brother is a collector of those action figures. Especially spawn. He has a whole cupboard full of it.... Well its nice to have a hobbie a collection... unlike me.... my room no collection one.... I onced collected shells... but now... dun have the feeling liao..... and I think I got almost all the most commly found shells liao :P
Then we spent the time playing some games from a game console ( forgot wad name) Played a shooting game ( also forgot the name) And one of my fav. Puzzle fighter!!!! haha.... it has been a long long time since I played it vs someone. Haha... so fun :D Still remembered last time in primary school, we installed it on the schools pc in the classroom, I was one of the top players in class :P But now, yi shan hao bi yi shan gao. One mountain still got another mountain high ?? haha... so yar, lost to elgin :D
OKay lar, think thats enough for today la... really very tired now.... FAll sick liao lar.... Bye~ go get a good night sleep and hope to be well tmr :D
Monday, September 06, 2004
Wednesday, September 01, 2004
... waited so long for it to load again....
Eh... just some techincal thingy, is my shoutbox down? Hmm...
Anyway... today was a very very boring day!!! I was like really rotting at home... nothing to do!!!! Homework also very sian....
Haiz... think dun want to say anymore liao lar, am not feeling very good now... guess I shall end it here, Bye~
Eh... just some techincal thingy, is my shoutbox down? Hmm...
Anyway... today was a very very boring day!!! I was like really rotting at home... nothing to do!!!! Homework also very sian....
Haiz... think dun want to say anymore liao lar, am not feeling very good now... guess I shall end it here, Bye~
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
.... finally loaded.... this blogger thingy is really getting very slow....
Okay... Am feeling much better now haha... was complaining so much yesterday. Then now then I realise that my school isn't the worst.... my sec school concert ends at 1+++!!!! haha... poor thing man, by the time they go back their primary school everyone gone liao..... haha okay, heres wad happened today....
Morning.... sian... haha... was nearly late... so I walk superfast to the MRT station and made it in time for the last train which can bring me to school without being late. So yar... then go school.... Do the ACES day workout.... It was like -_-''' The whole thing was rather disorganised and only a few people are doing.... All not enthu one... then I also... dun want to do lar, cos everyone not doing... then you do... later you get outcasted... So yar, think they should use some force and make everyone do whether they want to do it or not...
Then Mdm lee have some surveys to be done and wants us to stay back until 12 to do it. I was like... cannot lor, no one will stay... everyone will be like rushing back to their secondary school. So mdm lee no choice have to do the survey during our chinese lesson.
Then the teachers day concert... haha..... kept laughing and laughing.... but not about the performance... its about the fan's sprinkler [ our schools have those fan with sprinklers tied to it ]. Cos that time, kerling and jing wen were playing soccer in the hall, then their aiming 'pa jiao' so the fan took a direct hit and the sprinkler came off. Then during the performance, when they on the sprinkler, the water do not have the fan to blow it down so it was like spraying around and fogging up the area in front.... so whenever I see the fog, I can't stop laughing.
The performance was so so lar, nothing special, have about 3 rock band performance.... Except for the last one, the rest totally suck!!! I wonder wad kinds of comments will they get when they go on singapore idol.....
Hm..... after concert got in contact with jing cheng... then that was when I found out that cwss concert still haven't end yet... so I happily rush back to cwss.....
Then reach there, before stepping in, felt a bit weird.... cos I am the only 2 person going to yj and the ONLY person from yj to go back.... and worst still, I'm wearing that stupid GREEN house t-shirt. But... still went in then go to the canteen. MEt some old classmates and started chatting. then la di da la di da, concert over so we went into the staff room to look for teacher. Haiz... so sad didn't get to see mrs tan... but well, still okay lar, cos seen her during the last time I went back. Then found out that my Mrs yeo was in the chem lab preparing the chemicals for the prelim practical which is on thursday. So we decided to go lab outside and shout for her :D (cos lab is out of bound) So on the way out, saw mr sim :D Haha... our phy teacher :D HAha... can still remember that he draws very nice pictures and the most unique thing about him is that, he write on the whiteboard with his marker perpenticular to the board. So all his markers have a 'flat horizontal top'. Haha... then talk for a while, then jason asked about NPCC.... Haiz... he say the number of people joining NPCC are getting lesser cos kids these days can't take the hardship... they all go join choir and others... Hmm..... I feel that its very sad lor, the younger generationg have really become 'mr softees' So soft and easy to melt... haiz... Remember that my batch is the largest batch in the history of NPCC in cwss lor (cwss if not wrong about 40 yrs old liao).... so yar... now the number falls again. So sad know, to think that the younger generations are like that. Parents should also encourage their kids to join such activities mah. I will surely in future ask my kids especially if he is my son to join NPCC (if better NCC) as a cca. you know, you get to learn so much more things that you could learn from other CCAs. So parents ar parents... wake up lar, dun over protect your kids....
OK lar, after that... we saw mdm queck.... SHE REALLY SLIM DOWN A LOT!!!! At first I didn't recognise her know... until my friend called out mdm queck and she replied. I was so so shock!!! The change is really very big!!!! okay she was having her lunch so we didn't disturb her too much.
So we went out heading for the chem lab, when.... we open the door, Mrs Yeo!! haha... wad a coincidence, she had just finished mixting the chemicals. So she saw me and called out kiat kiat~ ( she used to call me like that in school :S) haha... so long nv hear he voice liao :D haha... am very happy to see her, cos I went back quite a few times but didn't managed to meet her, so yar :D Was very happy. So we talk abit lor.... then haha cos we went empty handed... so she was like, complaining that other teachers go home with 5 bags of presents but she can't even fill a bag.... haha... ok ok... I understand, will come back with something for her next year :D
So yar... after that went back to canteen to slack a bit.... then went to collect my O lvl cert and yr bk. Then went off with my sec 2 classmates to look for mrs crothers :D haha.... so I left the school, but I didn't have a chance to say goodbye to my sec 4 classmates, so sorry ar :D Left without a word :) So yar, mrs crothers is meeting us at orchard... so off I went ( in GREEN SELETAR HOUSE T-SHIRT!!!) to orchard.... so along the way... gossip and gossip :P So finally reached orchard and found mrs crothers at around 2.45pm, so went to mcdonals to have a meal and so sat down there to chat. Haha... then started talking lor....
Hmm... the gossip about mr singh and miss tay.... haha... the 2 of them really getting together lor, my classmates saw both of them together at the cafe she was working at on the day after valentines.... Ooo.... Wads even worst is that mrs crothers saw both of them in THAILAND!!!!! Thats when I really believe that the 2 of them are together.... Hmm....
Then also gossip about one of my school mates going out with a SEC 1 gal.... haha....
Hmm... talk a lot of crap lar.
Also realised that mrs crothers broke the bond with MOE and came out to start a company herself :) Then we ask her that her bond only have like 1 more year to go, then why didn't she wait.... Now she have to pay about 18k to compensate. So yar, she told us that she didn't regret her decision as now, she works an average about 3 hrs a day... and earns more that wad she used to earn.... And now she is also doing things that she likes... so she said that she made the correct choice. hmm.... I agree with her that its a good decision. So yar... I may follow that route in future. Cos I also wanted to be a teacher, but I wouldn't want to remain as a teacher for my whole life. So I feel that I could use teaching as a stepping stone, you know in preparation for my business. Cos if you just graduate and want to start a business right away... it will be very tough, as you do not have the money to support you if you fails, and this kind of business thing, you have to plan. So maybe, if I get a scholarship from NIE to teach, I may use that period of time when I'm bonded to plan or maybe look for talents among the students. So hm...
OKay... so we also shared some jokes, like last time mrs crothers and another teacher was always late for school. So they took a cab to school. Cos my school has a joned field with a primary school so thats also our 'backgate' . So the 2 teachers would go pass our school gate to get to the primary school and sneak in. But when they do that, they would go pass our parade square where we have assembly. So the both of them while passing by, will bend down and hide under the taxi pass our gate. Cos they are afraid that students would turn and see them. Haha... then they will alight at the primary school and sneak into our school, but along the way there will be counscillors on duty mah... so they would 'shhh....' to the councillor and make their run for the lift :P . haha.
Okay, then there is still many other things disussed lar. So there are also some friends who joined us later, the first batch came and left then the second batch came and for a while we left. Which is about 5.45... We have been sitting at mcdonals for 3 whole hours!!! haha... but it was fun lar.... then hor, just realised how small singapore can be. I that 3 hrs, we have seen numerous cwss students, and edwin have also saw some students from is school....
Oh yar one more thing, which is very worrying.... I have friends (smarter ones) in other colleges and they have failed tests. Even the top maths person in my class failed his maths in ajc.... So this worries me a lot, cos for a average person like me, I can manage to get at least a AO... So yar, this worries me a lot because, is the standard of yj so low below other jcs? Actually I really feel that way know... cos while doing tests from yj, I feel that the standard isn't really there... So I'm like worring that even thought I may have consistent good result in yj, the standard may be so much lower and I may not score in A lvls....
Hmm......
Think thats about all for today lar... haha just realised I typed a lot :P Happy reading :D And Wish all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY :D
Okay... Am feeling much better now haha... was complaining so much yesterday. Then now then I realise that my school isn't the worst.... my sec school concert ends at 1+++!!!! haha... poor thing man, by the time they go back their primary school everyone gone liao..... haha okay, heres wad happened today....
Morning.... sian... haha... was nearly late... so I walk superfast to the MRT station and made it in time for the last train which can bring me to school without being late. So yar... then go school.... Do the ACES day workout.... It was like -_-''' The whole thing was rather disorganised and only a few people are doing.... All not enthu one... then I also... dun want to do lar, cos everyone not doing... then you do... later you get outcasted... So yar, think they should use some force and make everyone do whether they want to do it or not...
Then Mdm lee have some surveys to be done and wants us to stay back until 12 to do it. I was like... cannot lor, no one will stay... everyone will be like rushing back to their secondary school. So mdm lee no choice have to do the survey during our chinese lesson.
Then the teachers day concert... haha..... kept laughing and laughing.... but not about the performance... its about the fan's sprinkler [ our schools have those fan with sprinklers tied to it ]. Cos that time, kerling and jing wen were playing soccer in the hall, then their aiming 'pa jiao' so the fan took a direct hit and the sprinkler came off. Then during the performance, when they on the sprinkler, the water do not have the fan to blow it down so it was like spraying around and fogging up the area in front.... so whenever I see the fog, I can't stop laughing.
The performance was so so lar, nothing special, have about 3 rock band performance.... Except for the last one, the rest totally suck!!! I wonder wad kinds of comments will they get when they go on singapore idol.....
Hm..... after concert got in contact with jing cheng... then that was when I found out that cwss concert still haven't end yet... so I happily rush back to cwss.....
Then reach there, before stepping in, felt a bit weird.... cos I am the only 2 person going to yj and the ONLY person from yj to go back.... and worst still, I'm wearing that stupid GREEN house t-shirt. But... still went in then go to the canteen. MEt some old classmates and started chatting. then la di da la di da, concert over so we went into the staff room to look for teacher. Haiz... so sad didn't get to see mrs tan... but well, still okay lar, cos seen her during the last time I went back. Then found out that my Mrs yeo was in the chem lab preparing the chemicals for the prelim practical which is on thursday. So we decided to go lab outside and shout for her :D (cos lab is out of bound) So on the way out, saw mr sim :D Haha... our phy teacher :D HAha... can still remember that he draws very nice pictures and the most unique thing about him is that, he write on the whiteboard with his marker perpenticular to the board. So all his markers have a 'flat horizontal top'. Haha... then talk for a while, then jason asked about NPCC.... Haiz... he say the number of people joining NPCC are getting lesser cos kids these days can't take the hardship... they all go join choir and others... Hmm..... I feel that its very sad lor, the younger generationg have really become 'mr softees' So soft and easy to melt... haiz... Remember that my batch is the largest batch in the history of NPCC in cwss lor (cwss if not wrong about 40 yrs old liao).... so yar... now the number falls again. So sad know, to think that the younger generations are like that. Parents should also encourage their kids to join such activities mah. I will surely in future ask my kids especially if he is my son to join NPCC (if better NCC) as a cca. you know, you get to learn so much more things that you could learn from other CCAs. So parents ar parents... wake up lar, dun over protect your kids....
OK lar, after that... we saw mdm queck.... SHE REALLY SLIM DOWN A LOT!!!! At first I didn't recognise her know... until my friend called out mdm queck and she replied. I was so so shock!!! The change is really very big!!!! okay she was having her lunch so we didn't disturb her too much.
So we went out heading for the chem lab, when.... we open the door, Mrs Yeo!! haha... wad a coincidence, she had just finished mixting the chemicals. So she saw me and called out kiat kiat~ ( she used to call me like that in school :S) haha... so long nv hear he voice liao :D haha... am very happy to see her, cos I went back quite a few times but didn't managed to meet her, so yar :D Was very happy. So we talk abit lor.... then haha cos we went empty handed... so she was like, complaining that other teachers go home with 5 bags of presents but she can't even fill a bag.... haha... ok ok... I understand, will come back with something for her next year :D
So yar... after that went back to canteen to slack a bit.... then went to collect my O lvl cert and yr bk. Then went off with my sec 2 classmates to look for mrs crothers :D haha.... so I left the school, but I didn't have a chance to say goodbye to my sec 4 classmates, so sorry ar :D Left without a word :) So yar, mrs crothers is meeting us at orchard... so off I went ( in GREEN SELETAR HOUSE T-SHIRT!!!) to orchard.... so along the way... gossip and gossip :P So finally reached orchard and found mrs crothers at around 2.45pm, so went to mcdonals to have a meal and so sat down there to chat. Haha... then started talking lor....
Hmm... the gossip about mr singh and miss tay.... haha... the 2 of them really getting together lor, my classmates saw both of them together at the cafe she was working at on the day after valentines.... Ooo.... Wads even worst is that mrs crothers saw both of them in THAILAND!!!!! Thats when I really believe that the 2 of them are together.... Hmm....
Then also gossip about one of my school mates going out with a SEC 1 gal.... haha....
Hmm... talk a lot of crap lar.
Also realised that mrs crothers broke the bond with MOE and came out to start a company herself :) Then we ask her that her bond only have like 1 more year to go, then why didn't she wait.... Now she have to pay about 18k to compensate. So yar, she told us that she didn't regret her decision as now, she works an average about 3 hrs a day... and earns more that wad she used to earn.... And now she is also doing things that she likes... so she said that she made the correct choice. hmm.... I agree with her that its a good decision. So yar... I may follow that route in future. Cos I also wanted to be a teacher, but I wouldn't want to remain as a teacher for my whole life. So I feel that I could use teaching as a stepping stone, you know in preparation for my business. Cos if you just graduate and want to start a business right away... it will be very tough, as you do not have the money to support you if you fails, and this kind of business thing, you have to plan. So maybe, if I get a scholarship from NIE to teach, I may use that period of time when I'm bonded to plan or maybe look for talents among the students. So hm...
OKay... so we also shared some jokes, like last time mrs crothers and another teacher was always late for school. So they took a cab to school. Cos my school has a joned field with a primary school so thats also our 'backgate' . So the 2 teachers would go pass our school gate to get to the primary school and sneak in. But when they do that, they would go pass our parade square where we have assembly. So the both of them while passing by, will bend down and hide under the taxi pass our gate. Cos they are afraid that students would turn and see them. Haha... then they will alight at the primary school and sneak into our school, but along the way there will be counscillors on duty mah... so they would 'shhh....' to the councillor and make their run for the lift :P . haha.
Okay, then there is still many other things disussed lar. So there are also some friends who joined us later, the first batch came and left then the second batch came and for a while we left. Which is about 5.45... We have been sitting at mcdonals for 3 whole hours!!! haha... but it was fun lar.... then hor, just realised how small singapore can be. I that 3 hrs, we have seen numerous cwss students, and edwin have also saw some students from is school....
Oh yar one more thing, which is very worrying.... I have friends (smarter ones) in other colleges and they have failed tests. Even the top maths person in my class failed his maths in ajc.... So this worries me a lot, cos for a average person like me, I can manage to get at least a AO... So yar, this worries me a lot because, is the standard of yj so low below other jcs? Actually I really feel that way know... cos while doing tests from yj, I feel that the standard isn't really there... So I'm like worring that even thought I may have consistent good result in yj, the standard may be so much lower and I may not score in A lvls....
Hmm......
Think thats about all for today lar... haha just realised I typed a lot :P Happy reading :D And Wish all teachers a HAPPY TEACHERS DAY :D
Monday, August 30, 2004
ARHH!!!! Haiz.... hate that stupid school.... tmr teacher's day celebrating need to stay until 11++!!!! SO SIAN AR!!!!! WHY CAN'T THE PRINCIPLE THINK? WADS THE POINT OF HAVING THAT 2 PATHETIC LESSONS IN THE MORNING WHEN THE SUDENTS ARE ALL NOT IN THE MOOD TO STUDY!!!! hAIZ... other jcs like jj end their day at 8++ tmr!!!! ARgh.... End so late, how am I going to go back to my sec school!!!! And I also haven't got yr bk and o lvl cert.... then also long time nv see mrs yeo liao!!! haha... my chem teacher :D Haiz..... like that how to go back.... stupid school.... even jj teach their kids to ying shui shi yuan ( they got a bottle of water with these 4 words printed on it ). Maybe thats why they get a early release to go back to their sec and pri school..... BUt our school leh? Har? teach wad moral values.... such simple values also duno... and to think that the principle came after being a principal at a chinese school.... IS THIS HOW YOU TEACHES THE KIDS MORAL VALUES AR!!!! Haiz... I wonder how many schools can think like that.... WAKE UP LAR SINGAPORE!!!! THERE IS NO USE TEACHING LESS SO THAT WE CAN LEARN MORE, WHEN WE DUN EVEN HAVE THE BASIC MORAL VALUES TO GUIDE OUR CHARACTER DEVELOPEMENT..... MAYBE i SHOULD WRITE TO THE FORUM HOR :p HAHA... really hope that the MOE can do something about it..... WAHAHAHA!!!!! HATE YOU YJ!!!! Think the problem with yj is not its student... its the school adminstration..... HAIZ.... you know.... the houses came up with this idea they collect signatures from people who wants to have a half-day... so as to 'force' the school to give us one.... but now? wad happens? yar, we did get a 'half-day' which ENDS AT 11++++++!!!!!! SO WADS THE POINT OF DOING THIS SIGNATURE THINGY?
HAIZ... this like wad kerling said... you see the principal like seemed very approachable, like everything can be discussed. But at the end of the day... nothing is done and she still uses back her own idea.... haiz... think we have seen many cases of students propoal being rejected...... And hmm... think that the coming open house would also be not much of a success..... Heard from kerling also that the goodies bag which will be given out is SO CHEAPSKATE!!!! Haiz... duno lar.... dun want to talk about it anymore.... AM VERY DISSAPPOINTED WITH THIS SCHOOL.....
..... k lar, think I shall end off here, hope that I still get a chance to go back and 'ying shui shi yuan'.
HAIZ... this like wad kerling said... you see the principal like seemed very approachable, like everything can be discussed. But at the end of the day... nothing is done and she still uses back her own idea.... haiz... think we have seen many cases of students propoal being rejected...... And hmm... think that the coming open house would also be not much of a success..... Heard from kerling also that the goodies bag which will be given out is SO CHEAPSKATE!!!! Haiz... duno lar.... dun want to talk about it anymore.... AM VERY DISSAPPOINTED WITH THIS SCHOOL.....
..... k lar, think I shall end off here, hope that I still get a chance to go back and 'ying shui shi yuan'.
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Woo.... blogger seems to be a bit laggy lately... waited for so long for this to load....
:D today was just like any other normal day.... so sian..... haiz... its already 10.16 now... but I dun feel like sleeping cos.... the next time I open my eyes, would be the start of another busy week.... haiz... needed a rest badly... haiz... no choice lor, I choose this route myself.... can only blame myself....
Ok ar, dun talk about this anymore....
Was reading the newspaper just now and came across this article about this guy searching his own name in googles and found that there is also another person who has the same name as him and is more intelligent than him.... then haha... he crapped a lot in the newspaper over such a small thing....
So... haha.... just now while waiting for blogger to load... I also went to search my own name in googles... haha... it returned with some surprises.....
MAJ Tan Boon Kiat suggests that the process of creative destruction be used to introduce the concepts and strategy of revolutionary change to our existing institutional culture.
http://www.mindef.gov.sg/safti/pointer/back/journals/2001/Vol27_3/editoria.htm
Whahaha... when did I hold such a rank in the military :D :D :D
The business of Magic Cards
The business of Magic Cards Scholars Programme student Tan Boon Kiat will be appearing on TCS 8's "Frontline" programme this Friday (6 Feb) at 10:30pm. Boon Kiat just returned from a Magic Card tournament in Amsterdam which attracted over 800 players world-wide; he was one of the retailers there. In the programme, Boon Kian talked about how he balances studies with his business, and how he grew from player to trader, and the business of Magic Cards.
http://www.scholars.nus.edu.sg/ebulletin/issue30/issue30.html
Woooo!!!! I'm a scholar :D:D:D
Then haha... found this
View it from my perspectiveName:Tan Boon Kiat Gender: Male Age: 17 Occupation: Student E-mail: tanbk_he@hotmail.com Min Zhong's blog John's Blog Wei png's blog Paulin's Blog Sen min's ... tanbk.blogspot.com/ - 18k - Cached - Similar pages
:D MY BLOG!!!! HAHA... its on page 14 when you search for my name :P
Haha... then also found out that quite a number of tan boon kiat are less fortunate disabled person.... so yar... haha
Well.. guess thats enough for today... bye... hope that I will have a nice week ahead. :D
:D today was just like any other normal day.... so sian..... haiz... its already 10.16 now... but I dun feel like sleeping cos.... the next time I open my eyes, would be the start of another busy week.... haiz... needed a rest badly... haiz... no choice lor, I choose this route myself.... can only blame myself....
Ok ar, dun talk about this anymore....
Was reading the newspaper just now and came across this article about this guy searching his own name in googles and found that there is also another person who has the same name as him and is more intelligent than him.... then haha... he crapped a lot in the newspaper over such a small thing....
So... haha.... just now while waiting for blogger to load... I also went to search my own name in googles... haha... it returned with some surprises.....
MAJ Tan Boon Kiat suggests that the process of creative destruction be used to introduce the concepts and strategy of revolutionary change to our existing institutional culture.
http://www.mindef.gov.sg/safti/pointer/back/journals/2001/Vol27_3/editoria.htm
Whahaha... when did I hold such a rank in the military :D :D :D
The business of Magic Cards
The business of Magic Cards Scholars Programme student Tan Boon Kiat will be appearing on TCS 8's "Frontline" programme this Friday (6 Feb) at 10:30pm. Boon Kiat just returned from a Magic Card tournament in Amsterdam which attracted over 800 players world-wide; he was one of the retailers there. In the programme, Boon Kian talked about how he balances studies with his business, and how he grew from player to trader, and the business of Magic Cards.
http://www.scholars.nus.edu.sg/ebulletin/issue30/issue30.html
Woooo!!!! I'm a scholar :D:D:D
Then haha... found this
View it from my perspectiveName:Tan Boon Kiat Gender: Male Age: 17 Occupation: Student E-mail: tanbk_he@hotmail.com Min Zhong's blog John's Blog Wei png's blog Paulin's Blog Sen min's ... tanbk.blogspot.com/ - 18k - Cached - Similar pages
:D MY BLOG!!!! HAHA... its on page 14 when you search for my name :P
Haha... then also found out that quite a number of tan boon kiat are less fortunate disabled person.... so yar... haha
Well.. guess thats enough for today... bye... hope that I will have a nice week ahead. :D
Saturday, August 28, 2004
Arlow :) Me back again :D haha... can't get to sleep now cos I slept too much today :P But now neck aching leh, feel like buying those neck supports for those who injured their neck.... Haiz... my head is too heavy for my neck :S
OKie, today was fine, nothing much happen.
Haha... read paulin's blog and this part of her entry caught my attention.
[they call for file check and demanded homeworks from me. even for pw. just because the teacher isn't happy with it, she can demand us to complete everything within a few days. they do not care what the heck the students feel. teachers only know howta give out the deadline and leave us to die. without concerning how much sleep a student has. we're so sleep deprived.]
Yar, this is exactly what I feel... especially for PW.... they can just throw us back the file to re-do all the evaluation and hand-in after a few days... which is impossible because we still have a lot of things other then PW to do! How can they give us so little time? Haiz.... really hope they would cancel this PW thingy which is taking up too much of our time. Or they can cut down other things in school to make time for PW. Like what PM says.... we have to teach lesser so that our kids can learn more. Lets just see how lesser they can teach.... Cos the workload is just too much. For eg. I was very surprised to see ALGEBRA in my p6 sister's homework..... I was like WTF.... I only learn that there is such a thing only in sec 1 and they are learning the basics now? So lets see how they cut down on the syllabus.... Hope that it will have a significantly big change and not only like obmitting some topics... But haiz... too bad I won't be around to enjoy these benefits unless they can act fast enough for next year's A lvl, which is like impossible.
So haha... too bad lor....
K lar, thats about all for today... Bye~
OKie, today was fine, nothing much happen.
Haha... read paulin's blog and this part of her entry caught my attention.
[they call for file check and demanded homeworks from me. even for pw. just because the teacher isn't happy with it, she can demand us to complete everything within a few days. they do not care what the heck the students feel. teachers only know howta give out the deadline and leave us to die. without concerning how much sleep a student has. we're so sleep deprived.]
Yar, this is exactly what I feel... especially for PW.... they can just throw us back the file to re-do all the evaluation and hand-in after a few days... which is impossible because we still have a lot of things other then PW to do! How can they give us so little time? Haiz.... really hope they would cancel this PW thingy which is taking up too much of our time. Or they can cut down other things in school to make time for PW. Like what PM says.... we have to teach lesser so that our kids can learn more. Lets just see how lesser they can teach.... Cos the workload is just too much. For eg. I was very surprised to see ALGEBRA in my p6 sister's homework..... I was like WTF.... I only learn that there is such a thing only in sec 1 and they are learning the basics now? So lets see how they cut down on the syllabus.... Hope that it will have a significantly big change and not only like obmitting some topics... But haiz... too bad I won't be around to enjoy these benefits unless they can act fast enough for next year's A lvl, which is like impossible.
So haha... too bad lor....
K lar, thats about all for today... Bye~
YO!!! haha... feeling great now :D Yay!!! haha, it has been a long time since I got such a nice sleep :D haha.... Slept for more then 10 hrs!!!! guess I was real tired after the past few days of intense work. haha... especially friday :)
Friday was really a very very busy day... But Yay!!! necause of that, I cleared most of my work :D haha... so for the coming week, will have to just concentrate on the preparation for physics CA. :) Haha... luckily also got 1 1/2 day of holiday cos of teachers day :D yaya... so can spent some time doing other things :D Think thats about all for now :D See ya tonight :) Bye :D
Friday was really a very very busy day... But Yay!!! necause of that, I cleared most of my work :D haha... so for the coming week, will have to just concentrate on the preparation for physics CA. :) Haha... luckily also got 1 1/2 day of holiday cos of teachers day :D yaya... so can spent some time doing other things :D Think thats about all for now :D See ya tonight :) Bye :D
Wednesday, August 25, 2004
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
Haiz... had been doing PW since I came home... so sian man.... Stupid PW, have to redo all the evaluations.... then have to hand in file on friday... I was like.... WTF!!! SO MANY ARTICLES TO EVALUATE IN DAYS!!!! haiz.... very sian ar.... luckily these few days not really very busy. Only thing is need to hand in maths file on thurs... which is okay for me, cos I already sorted out all my maths notes for the last CA so yar... only need to tidy up the last 2 tutorials...
Haiz... haha... then sin zhan send me something at the right time :) haha... it is this comic strip circulating around tru e-mail..... Its about someone jumping down... and on her way down... she saw what are her neighbours doing... so she saw people taking depression pills, quarreling with wife, then got this lonely old man waiting for people to visit him... then she realise that she in not the worst after all... but it was too late, she was on her way down... in the end she died. But Maybe after her death, her neighbours will think that they are not the worst, and this could prevent future sucide.... So yar... I'm feeling very bad now... but haha... I lived on the 20th floor, directly under me... there are 19 families... so are they feeling as bad as me? or even worst than me? Haiz.... I think life has its ups and downs.... maybe this is just one of the down period. Maybe also because of my effort, I may get good grades for PW leh? haha... you nv know....
So... if you people are also feeling very tired, or even tired of living.... dun feel bad.... there may be other people who are worst than you, but still have to courage to live on.... :D So I hope everyone, can persever till the very end :) Jia you :D
Haiz... haha... then sin zhan send me something at the right time :) haha... it is this comic strip circulating around tru e-mail..... Its about someone jumping down... and on her way down... she saw what are her neighbours doing... so she saw people taking depression pills, quarreling with wife, then got this lonely old man waiting for people to visit him... then she realise that she in not the worst after all... but it was too late, she was on her way down... in the end she died. But Maybe after her death, her neighbours will think that they are not the worst, and this could prevent future sucide.... So yar... I'm feeling very bad now... but haha... I lived on the 20th floor, directly under me... there are 19 families... so are they feeling as bad as me? or even worst than me? Haiz.... I think life has its ups and downs.... maybe this is just one of the down period. Maybe also because of my effort, I may get good grades for PW leh? haha... you nv know....
So... if you people are also feeling very tired, or even tired of living.... dun feel bad.... there may be other people who are worst than you, but still have to courage to live on.... :D So I hope everyone, can persever till the very end :) Jia you :D
Monday, August 23, 2004
Arlow!!! Its monday again :D haha.... Had a quite boring weekend...
:D me just bought a new toy :D Haha, I bought a tablet for my com :P Haha... now a bit heartache..... Duno like got waste money or not leh... haiz... Duno why hor, every 2-3 months sure got one time must spend on something that cost more than $100 :S .... haiz... why can't I control myself!!!!! haha.... haiz... really hope I won't waste my money... :D
Think thats all for today lar, nothing much to say anyway....
Oh yar, haha... just want to comment on bugis that area... Cos I went sim lim square mah, then hor, haiz... very dissapointing, that place suppose to be a tourist attraction lor, but... haiz... saw a lot of ugly side of singaporeans.... Really hope that tourism board will do something about it, dun let is ruin the nice singapore image....
OK lar, bye :D
:D me just bought a new toy :D Haha, I bought a tablet for my com :P Haha... now a bit heartache..... Duno like got waste money or not leh... haiz... Duno why hor, every 2-3 months sure got one time must spend on something that cost more than $100 :S .... haiz... why can't I control myself!!!!! haha.... haiz... really hope I won't waste my money... :D
Think thats all for today lar, nothing much to say anyway....
Oh yar, haha... just want to comment on bugis that area... Cos I went sim lim square mah, then hor, haiz... very dissapointing, that place suppose to be a tourist attraction lor, but... haiz... saw a lot of ugly side of singaporeans.... Really hope that tourism board will do something about it, dun let is ruin the nice singapore image....
OK lar, bye :D
Saturday, August 21, 2004
Yay!!! my new header is up :D haha... that one I do from scratch one leh... haha... cos I found some very nice tutorials so I went to learn and try it out :D Hmm.... but it somewad look a bit ordinary lor... hmmm.... maybe will try to change abit later on ba :D haha....
Hope that the new header will give my site a brand new feeling :D
Hope that the new header will give my site a brand new feeling :D
Friday, August 20, 2004
Arlow.... haha... its friday liao.... YAY!!!! haha... very happy... finally got a chance to get some rest. Haha... another reason why I so happy is that tmr is the last day of the NUS thing liao.... hehe.... then that thing can finally settle down, and bury deep underground :P Haha... had a hard time trying to avoid that person.... Been switching off my phone these few days... cos later he call then I dun now how am I going to tell him that there will be no one from our school going :S And I only put up a SINGLE poster in the whole school :P haha... me been a slacking for this assignment.... haha... okie dun talk about this liao... hope I can last till tmr :D
Haiz.... tmr after GP test will be the parent teacher session.... I will have to stay throughout the whole session to help out : Haiz.....
Actually nothing much lar, dun want to bore you all by typing crap... haha...
okie... since I have some extra time, I may go and make a new design for my blog :D haha... Okie, gtg now.... bye :)
Haiz.... tmr after GP test will be the parent teacher session.... I will have to stay throughout the whole session to help out : Haiz.....
Actually nothing much lar, dun want to bore you all by typing crap... haha...
okie... since I have some extra time, I may go and make a new design for my blog :D haha... Okie, gtg now.... bye :)
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
Arlow :D haha... time for another entry again :) Haiz... today was a very very long day.... got extra GP lesson until 6.35!!!! :'( Haiz... all for that stupid test coming up this sat. Which is a FULL PAPER!!! haha... duno can make it or not.... 3 hr straight sitting in that hall, rushing out paragraphs after paragraphs. haha.
OKie.... juz finished my maths tutorial so now waiting for my naruto to download finish.... haha. hope to be able to watch it tonight cos tmr sure confirm got other things to do. So hmmm... willing to sacrifice a bit of tonight's sleep to finish watching it. Hope I can get a chance to sleep during lessons tmr. hehe :P
OKay... had the maths test which I was studying yesterday. Before I go in I already have the ' bu xiang de yu gan' erm... how to say, a kind of feeling that something bad is going to happen. So yar, true enough, the questions are relatively easy lar, But I was too nervous and the air-con very cold, so I had difficulty staying focus and overlooked some details which I think cost me quite a few marks.... haiz..... NVM, I will learn from my mistakes and be sure not to make it next time round :D.
Hmm... think thats all for today lar... haha... bye~
OKie.... juz finished my maths tutorial so now waiting for my naruto to download finish.... haha. hope to be able to watch it tonight cos tmr sure confirm got other things to do. So hmmm... willing to sacrifice a bit of tonight's sleep to finish watching it. Hope I can get a chance to sleep during lessons tmr. hehe :P
OKay... had the maths test which I was studying yesterday. Before I go in I already have the ' bu xiang de yu gan' erm... how to say, a kind of feeling that something bad is going to happen. So yar, true enough, the questions are relatively easy lar, But I was too nervous and the air-con very cold, so I had difficulty staying focus and overlooked some details which I think cost me quite a few marks.... haiz..... NVM, I will learn from my mistakes and be sure not to make it next time round :D.
Hmm... think thats all for today lar... haha... bye~
Monday, August 16, 2004
Arlow!!! haha... :)
Haiz... very sian ar.... had been studying for tmr maths test from 6.30... its already 9.13 now.... taking a break to come online to write my entry. After this will have to get back to do last minute read tru of my own summary and then go to bed liao. :D Need a good night sleep to prepare for tmr. HAha... muz do well tmr dun want to let the teacher down. Cos the last CA, can see that she is very dissapointed with us, cos our whole class failed. So today at the end of the lesson, she said something like asking us to do better this time round. Can sense that kind of feeling of dissappointment in her. So yar, hope my whole class woud score weill for tmr test, so she will at least 'lian shang you yi dian guang'.
Haiz.... haven't been really coping well with life these dayz... you know the NUS thing? haiz... I know its not right, but I've been trying to drag and drag until the end of this week, then everything will be over. Cos that guy keeps calling me asking me about the progress... I was like keep telling lies to answer him.... Today even have to resort to switching off my handphone to avoid him.... Haiz.... why can't I do such a simple thing right? so now, I'm like I just do the minimal things he tell me to do lor. He say give out brochures then I give lor, then I also no mood to go and do extra things lar.... Then that guy is also like keep asking me to go for the NUS talk.... then I was like dun want to go lor, I dun give a damn about the school of computing? [ Duno WTH is that ] so I've been like saying, see how first, got time then go.... Haiz... ok lar, dun talk about him liao... spoil my mood. Juz hope that I can hang on till this sat, which is the last day of the open house, then everything will be over :D Haha... hope to bury this incident deep underground so that no one will ever know I did such a lousy job :P
haha... for the past few weeks? haha... haven't been watching my diet, now my tummy is a lot bulging out again!!! haha... CONTROL!! CONTROL!!!! haha....
K lar, think thats enough complaining for today. Bye :D
Haiz... very sian ar.... had been studying for tmr maths test from 6.30... its already 9.13 now.... taking a break to come online to write my entry. After this will have to get back to do last minute read tru of my own summary and then go to bed liao. :D Need a good night sleep to prepare for tmr. HAha... muz do well tmr dun want to let the teacher down. Cos the last CA, can see that she is very dissapointed with us, cos our whole class failed. So today at the end of the lesson, she said something like asking us to do better this time round. Can sense that kind of feeling of dissappointment in her. So yar, hope my whole class woud score weill for tmr test, so she will at least 'lian shang you yi dian guang'.
Haiz.... haven't been really coping well with life these dayz... you know the NUS thing? haiz... I know its not right, but I've been trying to drag and drag until the end of this week, then everything will be over. Cos that guy keeps calling me asking me about the progress... I was like keep telling lies to answer him.... Today even have to resort to switching off my handphone to avoid him.... Haiz.... why can't I do such a simple thing right? so now, I'm like I just do the minimal things he tell me to do lor. He say give out brochures then I give lor, then I also no mood to go and do extra things lar.... Then that guy is also like keep asking me to go for the NUS talk.... then I was like dun want to go lor, I dun give a damn about the school of computing? [ Duno WTH is that ] so I've been like saying, see how first, got time then go.... Haiz... ok lar, dun talk about him liao... spoil my mood. Juz hope that I can hang on till this sat, which is the last day of the open house, then everything will be over :D Haha... hope to bury this incident deep underground so that no one will ever know I did such a lousy job :P
haha... for the past few weeks? haha... haven't been watching my diet, now my tummy is a lot bulging out again!!! haha... CONTROL!! CONTROL!!!! haha....
K lar, think thats enough complaining for today. Bye :D
Friday, August 13, 2004
Friday the 13th. Haiz... quite a bad day today.... now no mood to do anything....
In the morning, duno why that stupid stomach made me run to the toilet twice, then in the end caused me to be late for school....
then in school also a lot of suay things happened.
Worst thing is that, there is a project work meeting after school, but we didn't want and nothing to discuss anyway, so we smsed the teacher and say we want to cancel the meeting. Then after a while with no reply from the teacher, we went home... Then when I reached home, I received a call from the teacher asking us to go back or he will write a report on us... then haiz... just reached home and have to rush all the way back to school. Was intending to curse and swear at him here, but.... when he met us, he didn't really scold us or anything lar... so haha... I also not that angry anymore.
Then now was intending to do PW, but seems like no mood to do leh..... so here I am typing this entry. Think thats about all today :) bye~
In the morning, duno why that stupid stomach made me run to the toilet twice, then in the end caused me to be late for school....
then in school also a lot of suay things happened.
Worst thing is that, there is a project work meeting after school, but we didn't want and nothing to discuss anyway, so we smsed the teacher and say we want to cancel the meeting. Then after a while with no reply from the teacher, we went home... Then when I reached home, I received a call from the teacher asking us to go back or he will write a report on us... then haiz... just reached home and have to rush all the way back to school. Was intending to curse and swear at him here, but.... when he met us, he didn't really scold us or anything lar... so haha... I also not that angry anymore.
Then now was intending to do PW, but seems like no mood to do leh..... so here I am typing this entry. Think thats about all today :) bye~
Thursday, August 12, 2004
Shall take this time to write my entry :D Haha... feeling better now :D Crapped a lot just now.... Now thinking of it a bit embarassing :P Hmm... after thinking for a while, maybe I can just hold on to my position till a later date lar :P Haha... ok lar dun want to talk about those bad things now.
:D today was a happy day :) Everything went on smoothly. Nothing much happened. Guess I'll just end here lar :) Bye :D
:D today was a happy day :) Everything went on smoothly. Nothing much happened. Guess I'll just end here lar :) Bye :D
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Today was going to be a very happy day until.... 2 things happened when I was going home... really spoiled my day....
Haiz.... was typing wad are the 2 things that happened then half-way tru decided to delete away.... Think that it is not necessary to type it out again lar.... No point recalling those bad things....
But because the 2 things are related with my position as president of IT club.... I kind of regretted taking on this position.... Just now when I was bathing, I kind of reflect on myself.... is it really time to give up this position. I really do not have the qualities to lead. Would it be better if I give this chance to someone whom maybe can do better? I'm really very tired. Therefore after much consideration.... I decided that if nothing else happens. When the NUS thing end on the 24th, I would ask to step down and maybe switch place with the vice-president. Cos the NUS thing is my responsibility so I have to complete it before I step down and I would like to take on the position of the vice-president because I can still continue to serve the club. It may seem that I'm running away from problems... but... after all that has happen, I kind of know my limits, some things are beyond me. I've learned a lot from the short time as president and would cherish this experience. Really hope that I can continue to gain experience when I'm at a less demanding position of vice-president.
Haiz... really ruin my day... Hope I've made the right choice.
Haiz.... was typing wad are the 2 things that happened then half-way tru decided to delete away.... Think that it is not necessary to type it out again lar.... No point recalling those bad things....
But because the 2 things are related with my position as president of IT club.... I kind of regretted taking on this position.... Just now when I was bathing, I kind of reflect on myself.... is it really time to give up this position. I really do not have the qualities to lead. Would it be better if I give this chance to someone whom maybe can do better? I'm really very tired. Therefore after much consideration.... I decided that if nothing else happens. When the NUS thing end on the 24th, I would ask to step down and maybe switch place with the vice-president. Cos the NUS thing is my responsibility so I have to complete it before I step down and I would like to take on the position of the vice-president because I can still continue to serve the club. It may seem that I'm running away from problems... but... after all that has happen, I kind of know my limits, some things are beyond me. I've learned a lot from the short time as president and would cherish this experience. Really hope that I can continue to gain experience when I'm at a less demanding position of vice-president.
Haiz... really ruin my day... Hope I've made the right choice.
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Arlow :D haha... its 7.42 now... sianz... channel 8 got new show, but it looks boring, so didn't bother to watch it, instead spent my time here. Later still have to finish up 1/2 a gp response piece, 3 maths questions, and a chinese spelling.... Hope I can get it done as soon as possible and have a early night :D
Hmm... today was quite a busy day... Early in the morning have to rush to popular to buy black color paper to use as mounting board.... Then went home, have lunch, finish up my poster design, pack it in a envelope... then off I go again back to the post office, queue for quite some time, bought the stamps and finally post my mail... But hor, duno why, I very scared the stamp will come off leh... cos I forgot to check whether it has been stuck properly, cos its the lady at the counter who stuck it for me.... then now very worried, later half-way peel off then my mail cannot reach how? I would have wasted months of killing my braincells for this design..... Haha... hope that everything would be fine :)
OKie, then after that hmmm..... went for so called class outing, which in the end only 7 people turn up and 6 people went for the movie.... Haha... watched the movie The village.... Its a very sucky movie sia..... though got shocked 2-3 time, the whole story line was so crappy!!!! haha... but okay lar.... there is this sentence which caught my attenion. [ People don't do things because they don't want other people to know that they want to do it. ] Not exact phrase though, but somewhat like it..... So have you experience this before? You wanted to do something but didn't do it cos you are afraid of other people... I get this kind of feeling quite often... wad about you?
Haha... finally something for the brain after so many entries of complaining :D So if you all have any comments feel free to shout in the shoutbox :D
Okie... go and rest a while now before I continue my work. Bye Bye :)
Hmm... today was quite a busy day... Early in the morning have to rush to popular to buy black color paper to use as mounting board.... Then went home, have lunch, finish up my poster design, pack it in a envelope... then off I go again back to the post office, queue for quite some time, bought the stamps and finally post my mail... But hor, duno why, I very scared the stamp will come off leh... cos I forgot to check whether it has been stuck properly, cos its the lady at the counter who stuck it for me.... then now very worried, later half-way peel off then my mail cannot reach how? I would have wasted months of killing my braincells for this design..... Haha... hope that everything would be fine :)
OKie, then after that hmmm..... went for so called class outing, which in the end only 7 people turn up and 6 people went for the movie.... Haha... watched the movie The village.... Its a very sucky movie sia..... though got shocked 2-3 time, the whole story line was so crappy!!!! haha... but okay lar.... there is this sentence which caught my attenion. [ People don't do things because they don't want other people to know that they want to do it. ] Not exact phrase though, but somewhat like it..... So have you experience this before? You wanted to do something but didn't do it cos you are afraid of other people... I get this kind of feeling quite often... wad about you?
Haha... finally something for the brain after so many entries of complaining :D So if you all have any comments feel free to shout in the shoutbox :D
Okie... go and rest a while now before I continue my work. Bye Bye :)
Monday, August 09, 2004
Arlow.... haha time for another entry :D
hmm... today was quite okay, went out to watch NDP fireworks.... but haiz.... disappointing [oops my spelling sux ] sia... the fireworks like only last for a while....
Haha... want to comment on the mcdonals beside kallang MRT station..... Their service damn good sia... cos after the parade, then a lot of people mah, then the staffs there very helpful sia.... help us find seats... then summore take orders for us!!! We didn't have to leave our seats to get food :)
Actually nothing much lar, just now thinking, how nice if I had a girlfriend to watch fireworks with me :P Haha... but thinking again, having the company of a few good friends is also as nice :D
Okie, got to go and finish up some work liao... Bye~
hmm... today was quite okay, went out to watch NDP fireworks.... but haiz.... disappointing [oops my spelling sux ] sia... the fireworks like only last for a while....
Haha... want to comment on the mcdonals beside kallang MRT station..... Their service damn good sia... cos after the parade, then a lot of people mah, then the staffs there very helpful sia.... help us find seats... then summore take orders for us!!! We didn't have to leave our seats to get food :)
Actually nothing much lar, just now thinking, how nice if I had a girlfriend to watch fireworks with me :P Haha... but thinking again, having the company of a few good friends is also as nice :D
Okie, got to go and finish up some work liao... Bye~
Sunday, August 08, 2004
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Arlow everyone :) haha... its 5.59 now :D After typing this will be going out for dinner :) These few days was erm... ok lar, nothing much, been busy doing all those stuffs, so didn't really get a chance to enjoy myself :) But hmm... really hope that the coming week is a nice one :) hehe, with the first 2 days hoilday, hope that the coming week would be fun :D And cos next sat is chinese test mah, dun really need to study too much.
Yay!!! Its national day soon :) Haiz... thought I could go to the singapore fireworks festival tomorrow night.... but..... I want to watch 'xi ling men' [Double Happiness] 's concluding episode tomorrow.... so haiz... can't go out liao.... wow... type a few sentences 6.04 liao... time really flies :) Haha... Okie, going for dinner now, bye :) maybe if I got time may come back and write another entry tonight :)
Yay!!! Its national day soon :) Haiz... thought I could go to the singapore fireworks festival tomorrow night.... but..... I want to watch 'xi ling men' [Double Happiness] 's concluding episode tomorrow.... so haiz... can't go out liao.... wow... type a few sentences 6.04 liao... time really flies :) Haha... Okie, going for dinner now, bye :) maybe if I got time may come back and write another entry tonight :)
Thursday, August 05, 2004
Hello!!! Haha... long time no entry liao.... was very very busy for the past week. In fact still very busy now.... am trying to burn a CD while I type :)
Haha... was really busy these few days.... Monday was the worst of all. Haiz... had to hand-in chinese project work the very next day and not a single thing done. Haiz... so at night went to sen min house to do it till 12pm!!! haiz.... it has been quite a long time since I slept that late on weekdays.... Then the next day luckily never got sent to zoo... cos I panda turn up in school!!! haha... ok lar me a bit lame....
Then wednesday.... haiz.... also another sucky day.... in fact everyday was sucky.... Was rushing and rushing through things, often just before the start of the lesson then finish the required work.....
Then now sat still got econs test... still haven't study yet.... sian ar.....
Then my schoolbag finally cannot make it le :) Hoping to get a new one this long weekend :) Haiz... actually nothing much lar. Just plain busy ness these few days....
Was thinking of giving my blog a fresher look, cos an idea struck my mind just now.... but, didn't really work out cos maybe I too little time. Maybe soon lar, when I'm not so busy.....
Haiz... now I see my table piled up with stacks of notes and books, see liao also sian... but no choice.... really no time to pack.....
OK lar, there are still some things worth 'happying' for :) Just got a 'pay raise' from my dad :D Haha... Came just in time for my new bag, yay!!! Haha...
Think shall end it here now, since nothing much happened, :P Dun want you all to waste your time reading my crap :D
Haha... was really busy these few days.... Monday was the worst of all. Haiz... had to hand-in chinese project work the very next day and not a single thing done. Haiz... so at night went to sen min house to do it till 12pm!!! haiz.... it has been quite a long time since I slept that late on weekdays.... Then the next day luckily never got sent to zoo... cos I panda turn up in school!!! haha... ok lar me a bit lame....
Then wednesday.... haiz.... also another sucky day.... in fact everyday was sucky.... Was rushing and rushing through things, often just before the start of the lesson then finish the required work.....
Then now sat still got econs test... still haven't study yet.... sian ar.....
Then my schoolbag finally cannot make it le :) Hoping to get a new one this long weekend :) Haiz... actually nothing much lar. Just plain busy ness these few days....
Was thinking of giving my blog a fresher look, cos an idea struck my mind just now.... but, didn't really work out cos maybe I too little time. Maybe soon lar, when I'm not so busy.....
Haiz... now I see my table piled up with stacks of notes and books, see liao also sian... but no choice.... really no time to pack.....
OK lar, there are still some things worth 'happying' for :) Just got a 'pay raise' from my dad :D Haha... Came just in time for my new bag, yay!!! Haha...
Think shall end it here now, since nothing much happened, :P Dun want you all to waste your time reading my crap :D
Sunday, August 01, 2004
Yo! Arlow everyone :) Was very tired yesterday so didn't write my entry.... haha... was busy littering singapore with my faces :S really throw a lot of face yesterday....
Yesterday morning...... PHYSICS test.... haiz.... was rushing and rushing through the paper. There is not enough time!!!! I didn't have time to like think properly first before answering the question. It was all based on instinct. Then also no time to check also. Haiz... really must pray hard that I dun make any serious careless mistake or DIE AR.... :
Then haiz..... hope to get back the paper soon. you know... [长痛不如短痛]chang tong bu ru duan tong... so haiz... hope teacher can work harder to let us have our papers back soon.
OKie... then after that, went home, wash up and off I go again..... Travelled half the island to Bedok to collect some stuffs from the nus thingy.... haiz.... very pai say... duno wad got into my mind. Haiz.... this is wad happened. I was there waiting then I thought that guy was late leh... then duno why I fired such a rude sms to him. [You are LATE!!!] then when he received the sms he quickly called me, then I realised that he was already there.... I was like, oh shit, why did I fire such a rude sms before asking him where he was first :... then :'( throw a lot of face there..... haiz... affected my mood for the whole day.......
Then after that, thinking that since I travelled half the island to bedok, travelling half the island back home is a waste. So I decided to go orchard to get my phone's data cable..... And because I a bit sick of taking the MRT, I decided to take bus.... but that was a very very very very BIG MISTAKE!!!! The F***ing bus took about 2 hours to reach orchard!!!!! I was like WTF man when it drove all the way up to tenah merah.... then see the s'pore expo, then U turn back to bedok then to joo chiat then geylang.... then the next thing I see.... SINGAPORE STADIUM.... : I was like how the hell did I end up here.... After that continued to raffles place, then finally reaching orchard. Haiz... the journey was terrible. Kept want to vomit. Maybe cos I old liao :P Or maybe because I didn't eat my lunch.... Haiz.... I wonder how long will it take the bus to reach clementi interchange, its final destination.
Haiz... but that wasn't the worst part. When I reach that stupid siemens shop. There is a notice out there....[ Dear valued customers, our shop has been relocated at Toh Guan road.... bla bla bla ] I was like WTF.... I suffered 2 hours for nothing?!?! Haiz.... why did they have to move 1/2 the island to toh guan [near jurong east] ? : Haiz... then I went all the way to the MRT station and throw face again. Haiz... oh yar, before that I already throw my face at the bus interchange cos I ez link ran out of credit then I was like queueing already, then when the bus came then I realised that I didn't top up my card, then I was like. Oh shit... then haiz... nvm lor, pay by cash.... Then now at the MRT station I forgot that I haven't top up my card so I went queueing up again. But heng this time I realised it in time and went to top up my card. Haiz.... so yar went down to the MRT station.
Then haiz... decided that I 不甘心. I dun want to go home with nothing. So decided to go all the way to toh guan in search of my cable. Then realised that I didn't take down the address!!! But nvm, think that toh guan road won't be too long and hope that they put up a noticable banner or some indication.... So yar, travelled back to raffles place.... Which is the place that I went pass on the bus!!!! to change to the east west line heading for jurong east....
Haiz.... then on the train. haha... got this grandma and her grandson sitting beside me. Makes me recall travelling with my grandma when I was young :D Then didn't notice wad happened, but heard the grandma said to her grandson, [ musn't tell lies, telling lies is also cheating the gods, the gods will punish you one... ] Haha... was very heartwarming to hear that. Cos in this mordern society, the inculcation of moral values have often been neglected in families. So yar... was glad that you know. there are still people teaching morals with such a tradition way, you know, with superstitions weaved in.
OKay.... finally reached jurong east... decided to go for lunch :) Haha... went back to the coffee shop to eat chicken chop :) That place remind me of that time where I ate dinner with my buddy :) Haha... cos we both were working very late at a exibition so at that time, it was about 11++ already, then because its a exibition we often skip lunch to catch customers and dinner wasn't provided. Think that that night was the last day of our work. Then both of us also had chicken chop :) Haiz... that will always be part of my memories :) Now we both have gone on seperate routes... but friendship will still remain :D
OKie.... so after lunch, got back my energy so went in search for siemens customer center :) Haha... went to the bus interchange to look at the map to see how far toh guan road stretch. Haha... was relieved that it was only a small stretch of road beside IMM :D So yar.... went on to search for the place. Haha... was looking around for any indication that shows siemens or anything related. Then after walking for a while. Ta da.... found it :) So went up the building but..... IT IS NOT OPEN!!!! : Haiz... a wasted trip again.... but this time, was feeling better cos I'm no longer hungry. So went all the way back to jurong east MRT station. On the way... kept a look out for any logs cos I need it for my poster design... and Haha... found it :D After that continued my way back to the MRT station. Then went pass this a blazing phone booth, the sell second hand phone one. So decided to check out the price of my ST60. IT IS ONLY WORTH $150!!! I bought it 2 months ago or $275 you know.... but haiz... nothing surprising... cos mine is a siemens phone. So haiz.... decided not to buy siemens phone anymore. :P
So yar... after that finally headed for home :D Reach home was up abit, then..... I have to travel almost 1/2 the island to bishan!!! my grandma's house. But this time... still ok lar, my father drove us there :) Then after dinner went back home again lor.....
Haiz... have been travelling to across the island whole day long.... So yar was very tired yesterday night. And also because of the physics test yesterday, I havn't been sleeping well for the past week. So yar, decided to sleep instaed of playing computer :D
K lar, think thats about all for today :P Haha very long hor... have a nice time reading :P See ya...
Yesterday morning...... PHYSICS test.... haiz.... was rushing and rushing through the paper. There is not enough time!!!! I didn't have time to like think properly first before answering the question. It was all based on instinct. Then also no time to check also. Haiz... really must pray hard that I dun make any serious careless mistake or DIE AR.... :
Then haiz..... hope to get back the paper soon. you know... [长痛不如短痛]chang tong bu ru duan tong... so haiz... hope teacher can work harder to let us have our papers back soon.
OKie... then after that, went home, wash up and off I go again..... Travelled half the island to Bedok to collect some stuffs from the nus thingy.... haiz.... very pai say... duno wad got into my mind. Haiz.... this is wad happened. I was there waiting then I thought that guy was late leh... then duno why I fired such a rude sms to him. [You are LATE!!!] then when he received the sms he quickly called me, then I realised that he was already there.... I was like, oh shit, why did I fire such a rude sms before asking him where he was first :... then :'( throw a lot of face there..... haiz... affected my mood for the whole day.......
Then after that, thinking that since I travelled half the island to bedok, travelling half the island back home is a waste. So I decided to go orchard to get my phone's data cable..... And because I a bit sick of taking the MRT, I decided to take bus.... but that was a very very very very BIG MISTAKE!!!! The F***ing bus took about 2 hours to reach orchard!!!!! I was like WTF man when it drove all the way up to tenah merah.... then see the s'pore expo, then U turn back to bedok then to joo chiat then geylang.... then the next thing I see.... SINGAPORE STADIUM.... : I was like how the hell did I end up here.... After that continued to raffles place, then finally reaching orchard. Haiz... the journey was terrible. Kept want to vomit. Maybe cos I old liao :P Or maybe because I didn't eat my lunch.... Haiz.... I wonder how long will it take the bus to reach clementi interchange, its final destination.
Haiz... but that wasn't the worst part. When I reach that stupid siemens shop. There is a notice out there....[ Dear valued customers, our shop has been relocated at Toh Guan road.... bla bla bla ] I was like WTF.... I suffered 2 hours for nothing?!?! Haiz.... why did they have to move 1/2 the island to toh guan [near jurong east] ? : Haiz... then I went all the way to the MRT station and throw face again. Haiz... oh yar, before that I already throw my face at the bus interchange cos I ez link ran out of credit then I was like queueing already, then when the bus came then I realised that I didn't top up my card, then I was like. Oh shit... then haiz... nvm lor, pay by cash.... Then now at the MRT station I forgot that I haven't top up my card so I went queueing up again. But heng this time I realised it in time and went to top up my card. Haiz.... so yar went down to the MRT station.
Then haiz... decided that I 不甘心. I dun want to go home with nothing. So decided to go all the way to toh guan in search of my cable. Then realised that I didn't take down the address!!! But nvm, think that toh guan road won't be too long and hope that they put up a noticable banner or some indication.... So yar, travelled back to raffles place.... Which is the place that I went pass on the bus!!!! to change to the east west line heading for jurong east....
Haiz.... then on the train. haha... got this grandma and her grandson sitting beside me. Makes me recall travelling with my grandma when I was young :D Then didn't notice wad happened, but heard the grandma said to her grandson, [ musn't tell lies, telling lies is also cheating the gods, the gods will punish you one... ] Haha... was very heartwarming to hear that. Cos in this mordern society, the inculcation of moral values have often been neglected in families. So yar... was glad that you know. there are still people teaching morals with such a tradition way, you know, with superstitions weaved in.
OKay.... finally reached jurong east... decided to go for lunch :) Haha... went back to the coffee shop to eat chicken chop :) That place remind me of that time where I ate dinner with my buddy :) Haha... cos we both were working very late at a exibition so at that time, it was about 11++ already, then because its a exibition we often skip lunch to catch customers and dinner wasn't provided. Think that that night was the last day of our work. Then both of us also had chicken chop :) Haiz... that will always be part of my memories :) Now we both have gone on seperate routes... but friendship will still remain :D
OKie.... so after lunch, got back my energy so went in search for siemens customer center :) Haha... went to the bus interchange to look at the map to see how far toh guan road stretch. Haha... was relieved that it was only a small stretch of road beside IMM :D So yar.... went on to search for the place. Haha... was looking around for any indication that shows siemens or anything related. Then after walking for a while. Ta da.... found it :) So went up the building but..... IT IS NOT OPEN!!!! : Haiz... a wasted trip again.... but this time, was feeling better cos I'm no longer hungry. So went all the way back to jurong east MRT station. On the way... kept a look out for any logs cos I need it for my poster design... and Haha... found it :D After that continued my way back to the MRT station. Then went pass this a blazing phone booth, the sell second hand phone one. So decided to check out the price of my ST60. IT IS ONLY WORTH $150!!! I bought it 2 months ago or $275 you know.... but haiz... nothing surprising... cos mine is a siemens phone. So haiz.... decided not to buy siemens phone anymore. :P
So yar... after that finally headed for home :D Reach home was up abit, then..... I have to travel almost 1/2 the island to bishan!!! my grandma's house. But this time... still ok lar, my father drove us there :) Then after dinner went back home again lor.....
Haiz... have been travelling to across the island whole day long.... So yar was very tired yesterday night. And also because of the physics test yesterday, I havn't been sleeping well for the past week. So yar, decided to sleep instaed of playing computer :D
K lar, think thats about all for today :P Haha very long hor... have a nice time reading :P See ya...
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