Came back from reservist yesterday. Well, it wasn't as bad as what i thought it would be. Infact, i kind of miss it already. It was a period of time where you do not need to think too much. Instructions were given and you just follow it. Once things get done then its all free time. You get to chat with frens whom you have not contacted for more than a year. You get to meet some new frens too. So it really is a good break from the usual life.

Remember in the last entry i said that i do not feel like i'm having my holidays? Well i didn't feel that way for the past week that i'm in camp. But now when i'm back the feeling just comes back with it too. So much school related stuffs, its almost like school again. Perhaps i've joined too many activities. But anyway, i'm stopping soon le. I've joined quite enough activities and its time for me to concentrate on my studies.

So yar, even though i hate to admit this, but somewhere within me i am looking forward to my next ict.

Haiz. Feeling very sian now. Can feel the dread of booking in. But then, this feeling aside, i'm quite optimistic that it will be fun. I guess it is a good break from all the work i've been doing. I kind of don't feel that i am having a holiday now as all the things i do is similar to what i usually do during normal school. Minus the exams and mugging part, its still going back to school, having meetings, doing projects. So perhaps a change of environment to a place where i have limited access to the outside world. Actually its the other way aornud. Its a place where the outside world has no access to me. So i can put aside all my work and enjoy a few days off. Its kind of like a overseas holiday. Just a little less freedom. Can take this chance to try and slim down. Haha. I'm really getting very fat. Its shocking how fast and how fat i can grow.

Anyway, hope it will be fun. Afterall we are nsmen now already, so i expect better treatment. But no matter wad, the best thing is to be able to meet some frens again and i guess with them around, nothing will be too unbearable :)

I haven't been applying the knowledge I gain into my business. I guess I should start to do so now. In the past, I used to think that it is all bullshit and I don't really need it to grow a business. Or even, thinking of keeping my business as a hobby without all these hassles. However, I'm starting to think that I'm wrong. I require these knowledge to help my grow or even just to sustain my business. Without it, business may fail, and my hobby will be gone too. From now on, I'm going to apply whatever I learn into my own business. What better way to learn than to experience it first hand.

My life is changing. Positive changes, those changes that i had always wanted. My hardwork over the past years have paid off. Those tough decisions i had made is beginning to reap benefits.i'm really happy. I'm beginning to experience the many things that i had missed out in the past. Little things that many pepole had, but i didn't. Now, its slowly starting to happen. Although it can never fully recover wad was lost. But i believe that it can be close enough. This is the best birthday i had in recent years.

I'm beginning to feel that all the work I've been doing are rather fluffy and does not value add much. Perhaps its because of the lack of income. Haha... cos when you work outside, you know you are getting paid and got something to look forward to. But when you take part in organising school activity, everything seems to 'wayang', like act only. There is no feeling of value adding :S

My body is aching all over from the ippt. :S an indication that it has been a long long time since I last exercised. My fitness level decreased by a whole lot. I had a shock when I saw my 2.4km timing. Out of all the 5 stations, I'm most proud that I always managed to pass my 2.4km. Not to say pass, I usually manage a sliver or something close to it. But this time round, my timing cannot even pass. Its the worst timing since a long long time ago. Its almost back to where I started. It didn't help that I started to train running 2 weeks ago when holidays started. The timing is really horrible. I realise how far my fitness level had dropped already. Hope to rescue abit before the school starts, otherwise it will continue to drop even further.

Hmm... Been quite busy since the start of the holiday. Wonder if i had sign up for too much things. Haha.

finally... about 1.5 hrs later. I finally got the cock off the wine bottle. Its a f***ing stubborn piece of cock that refuses to come out. In the end I just tore it into tiny pieces and push it into the bottle.

oh no. I just realised that when I updated this template, my tagboard is gone! and I can't add it back cos I don't have the script and I forgot my account password! :S

Now no one can leave a msg already... Haiz... but then, I wonder how many people still reads my blog. Haha...

OMG! They are currently airing a remake of Fullmetal Alchemist! :D Woho~ Its one of the best anime I've watched. Haha... but feels kind of weird though, cos they restarted from the beginning and then all the dead characters from the old one came to life again. Nevertheless I think it will still be a good anime. THose who haven't watch the old one can go try watching.

WOHO!!!!!! Exams over le!!!!!! 3 Months of FREEDOM!!!!!

Damn sian... no mood to study....

:( Feeling abit worried now. I think I didn't write enough for my BGS :S 10 mark short answer question. I don't know how the prof allocate the marks leh. If 1 mark for one point then I die liao. Got some questions I only make like 1 or 2 points :( Hmm... hope everything will turn out okay. I'm betting heavily on my MCQ to pull up the marks. I think my MCQ did quite okay... managed to find most of the things. Haiz... wads over is over liao lar....

My FA okay lar... quite bad... but I don't really feel that sad cos I already know that I won't be doing well for it. Haha.... for AS, I was hoping for a better result than my mid terms. At least this time round the options in the MCQ makes more sense to me such that I can make a better choice. The mid term one is really anyhow choose one lor. So yar... hopefully I can pull up the mid term grade.

Now its time to worry for my MPW and TWC. MPW got so so so so so many many many many things to memorise lar! And I'm the worst at memorising things. So very worried. Then for TWC, the prof is making everyting so confusing. The more he tries to help us, the more confusing it gets. First he did a review slide, and things get abit more complicated. After that he keeps redoing his slides and adding more comments on it, all the way through the study week. Its like, why you keep changing things at the last minute. I already prepared using the old slides, and now you complicate things by adding more stuffs into it. Then I have to read everything again. Waste my time. I know he is trying to help, but I think I rather not have it.

Woho~ First time after so long since I typed like a proper entry to my blog. Guess I'm really very fustrated. Haha.... heck care lar... 2 more papers to go. I don't expect much. Just don't get a C can liao... :D Bye~

AR!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn sian... stop practising FA already. Just memorising stuffs and looking through the notes. Need to relax and calm my mind now. I've did wad I could already... spending more than 4 days of my study break on it. 1 FA mod takes up like 80% of my study time... Now can only wish for the best for tmrs exams.

One more day and fa will be over!

I HATE FA!!!!!!

wah... I think smu server overload liao... everyone mugging. I can't even download notes from the school website!!!!

I think my blog is becoming more and more like twitter. Haha... lazy to type long entries so the recent entries are very short :S

AR!!!!!!!!!!!! Exams are coming!!!! and my FA is chui!!!!! How how????????? I think I'm most worried for my FA. :S The rest still okay... just need time to memorise things... but then FA is so mathematical... Haiz...