Another sunday night... Duno how many blog entries I've opened using that opening... oh well... its really another sunday night... haha...
Anyway.... feeling quite sian now... haiz... luckily tues is a holiday~ so yar... somehow it makes the week shorter... May is finally round the corner... Still counting down till ORD... Many people are going off in june... I can't wait for them to go.... Because when they are gone... it will be my turn soon.... actually not soon... but then.. well... its still coming closer....
June also means another batch of intake... friends who are the same age as me and took the poly route.... Its time for them to serve the 2 years of national service... haha... Haiz... I've already gone through so much and got so far in the journey... but they are just going to start... Wish them good luck... lol...
Think I'm going into depression soon... haven't been feeling well lately.... There seems to be alot of things bothering me.... My mind is heavy.... packed and loaded.... as if its gonna burst anytime.... Argh... it seems like I haven't feel happiness in quite a long while... This cannot go on.... something has to be done....
K lar... duno what to type anymore.... the feeling is just fuck up.... bye....
Sunday, April 22, 2007
Haiz.... sian ar.... sunday night again.... the night before book in... Its about time to sleep now... but I just don't want to.... I dread going back to camp... I hate it.... There are far too much shit in camp.... I need a long break.... really need it.... NS is sucking all the life out of me... I've been feeling lethargic... tired.... and lost interest in a lot of things... I've lost the drive to work.... I'm just living each day finding places to slack and wait for the day to end..... I duno how long I can last like that.... I'm really tired of this kind of life.... Everyday I've been thinking of how life would be after I ORD... the things that I'll do during my studies....
That will come... yes.... but in another 10 months time... Actually.... its no come to think of it... its not that far away.... Its lest than a year.... Time will certainly pass... I only beg for it to pass faster....
K lar... dun want to dwell so much on this matter.... time will pass.... I'll just have to wait for mine :)
Hmm... recently nothing much happen lar... Weekends are slowly going back to what it used to be.... boring.... The starting of the year was great... weekends are packed with appointments... Its busy... but time pass faster.... not only for the weekend... but for the weekdays as well...
Oh well... I duno lar... Life is kind of in the mess now.... I also not in the mood for my business.... because of all these stress.... I've been unable to get any inspiration for my works...
ARHH!!!!!!!!!!!! bye........
That will come... yes.... but in another 10 months time... Actually.... its no come to think of it... its not that far away.... Its lest than a year.... Time will certainly pass... I only beg for it to pass faster....
K lar... dun want to dwell so much on this matter.... time will pass.... I'll just have to wait for mine :)
Hmm... recently nothing much happen lar... Weekends are slowly going back to what it used to be.... boring.... The starting of the year was great... weekends are packed with appointments... Its busy... but time pass faster.... not only for the weekend... but for the weekdays as well...
Oh well... I duno lar... Life is kind of in the mess now.... I also not in the mood for my business.... because of all these stress.... I've been unable to get any inspiration for my works...
ARHH!!!!!!!!!!!! bye........
Monday, April 16, 2007
Sunday, April 15, 2007
Past few days had been fruitful... :) learnt 2 very important lesson.
Lesson one: Learn to deal with rejection
Went for a introductory talk to be an insurance agent :) Teddy wanted to register to be a insurance agent under AIA... so he made an appointment to meet with one of their manager to find out more. So yar... I was asked if I wanted to tag along. I did... and learn some lesson. The manager talk about how how he managed to succeed in this business.... and one key aspect is to be able to deal with rejection. As you know, insurance agent have to approach many people to sell their policies... and then more than 95% of the people approached will reject them. He talked about how he made cold calls to people.... like out of 100 people he called only 5 will be interested... and out of the 5... 4 will not turn up and finally... only 1 policy will be sold... So yar... in order to succeed in that 1 policy... you will have to face with 99 rejection...
Hmm... thats important if I want to do business in future :) So... I must train myself to look in the face of rejection and not feel demoralized :D
Lesson Two: How to obtain POWER
Had a long chat with my friend cos we were both doing weekend duty yesterday... and one of the topic we talked about is this. He told me that there are many sources of power. Power from knowledge, ie. you know more than people. Power from influence, if you know important people and can influence them.... and many more. Hmm.... what interest me most is the power from knowledge. If you know more than others, you will always have an edge over others. No one can cheat you... and you will be needed for your extra knowledge over others. With that knowledge that you have, you gain the power to manipulate that knowledge to your advantage. This power is not impossible to obtain. You just have to be hardworking and devour as much knowledge as you can grab. You have to become the expert in that field. Hmm... I think this will be the power that I will work to obtain :D
Hope by sharing this with you guys, you may also be enlightened :D
Thats all for now lar.... Quite sian.... Took off tmr... but then still have to book in at night... Oh well... Life has to go on... and because of the off... the week is shorter.... so yar... hope it will pass sooner... and that will bring us to mid april already :D Dong will be going to taiwan tonight already... by the time he's back will be May :D Haha... By then its almost half the year gone :D Wee~ So much closer to ORD!!!!!
Hmm... actually I got the perfect plan to make time pass faster.... and the crucial part of it is to be able to pass my IPPT by july... Cos then... I will be able to go taiwan in september... then when I come back it will be around the end of year holiday season where I will start to clear my leave and offs.... And then that will bring us to the year 2008... where I continue to enjoy holidays and then ORD!!!! Haha... So if I am not able to pass.... then I will have to endure all the way till end of year... and time will pass slowly... I've been training very hard... and I start to see a little result :D Haha... my muscles are getting more defined :D Hope this is a good motivation for myself to strive for my pass :D
Okay... shall end the entry here... bye :D Have a nice week ahead too :) Oh... other than Dong going overseas... my cousin andrew is also going to taiwan for atec tmr.... and sen min also going to australia for live firing... Wish them all the best and hope they come back soon :D
Lesson one: Learn to deal with rejection
Went for a introductory talk to be an insurance agent :) Teddy wanted to register to be a insurance agent under AIA... so he made an appointment to meet with one of their manager to find out more. So yar... I was asked if I wanted to tag along. I did... and learn some lesson. The manager talk about how how he managed to succeed in this business.... and one key aspect is to be able to deal with rejection. As you know, insurance agent have to approach many people to sell their policies... and then more than 95% of the people approached will reject them. He talked about how he made cold calls to people.... like out of 100 people he called only 5 will be interested... and out of the 5... 4 will not turn up and finally... only 1 policy will be sold... So yar... in order to succeed in that 1 policy... you will have to face with 99 rejection...
Hmm... thats important if I want to do business in future :) So... I must train myself to look in the face of rejection and not feel demoralized :D
Lesson Two: How to obtain POWER
Had a long chat with my friend cos we were both doing weekend duty yesterday... and one of the topic we talked about is this. He told me that there are many sources of power. Power from knowledge, ie. you know more than people. Power from influence, if you know important people and can influence them.... and many more. Hmm.... what interest me most is the power from knowledge. If you know more than others, you will always have an edge over others. No one can cheat you... and you will be needed for your extra knowledge over others. With that knowledge that you have, you gain the power to manipulate that knowledge to your advantage. This power is not impossible to obtain. You just have to be hardworking and devour as much knowledge as you can grab. You have to become the expert in that field. Hmm... I think this will be the power that I will work to obtain :D
Hope by sharing this with you guys, you may also be enlightened :D
Thats all for now lar.... Quite sian.... Took off tmr... but then still have to book in at night... Oh well... Life has to go on... and because of the off... the week is shorter.... so yar... hope it will pass sooner... and that will bring us to mid april already :D Dong will be going to taiwan tonight already... by the time he's back will be May :D Haha... By then its almost half the year gone :D Wee~ So much closer to ORD!!!!!
Hmm... actually I got the perfect plan to make time pass faster.... and the crucial part of it is to be able to pass my IPPT by july... Cos then... I will be able to go taiwan in september... then when I come back it will be around the end of year holiday season where I will start to clear my leave and offs.... And then that will bring us to the year 2008... where I continue to enjoy holidays and then ORD!!!! Haha... So if I am not able to pass.... then I will have to endure all the way till end of year... and time will pass slowly... I've been training very hard... and I start to see a little result :D Haha... my muscles are getting more defined :D Hope this is a good motivation for myself to strive for my pass :D
Okay... shall end the entry here... bye :D Have a nice week ahead too :) Oh... other than Dong going overseas... my cousin andrew is also going to taiwan for atec tmr.... and sen min also going to australia for live firing... Wish them all the best and hope they come back soon :D
Sunday, April 08, 2007
Yo! Haha... Just took a photo :P Saw that the sky and the lighting was nice :)
Nice? Haha... got artistic value :P lol....
ANyway.... haiz... my long weekend gone just like that... coming week is a long one cos got duty on sat... then can only book out sun morning... Am still deciding whether to take off on monday or not... Actually... maybe I should... haha... Anyway... its almost mid april by then already... can afford to spend some off and leave... I wanted to save till end of year... but then.. hmm... think by then I wun crave for it as much as I would now cos its very near my ORD... LOL... So yar... Maybe I should take that off on monday :)
Haiz... okay lar... although there is still quite a distance to go before I ORD... I'm feeling quite alright now... haha... cos yar... The past weeks and months are going past quite fast. If this continues then I would be ORDing in no time :D haha.. K lar... this is just a illusion... but... nvm... haha... as long as I feel good can liao...
Hmm... met a interesting person online... :) Or should I say a talented person :D He can sing, write, compose and record his own songs! Hmm... dun really meet people with such skills often... haha... Actually... its hard to even meet people who possess any kind of specialised skill.... Hope we would be able to work together in future too... haha... so $$$ minded... :P I can contribute my set of skills to help him with any designing needs... hehe....
Haiz... going to sleep now...
Start of another week...
But nvm... I will look forward to the end of the week... that would be in mid april already :D
Bye~
Nice? Haha... got artistic value :P lol....
ANyway.... haiz... my long weekend gone just like that... coming week is a long one cos got duty on sat... then can only book out sun morning... Am still deciding whether to take off on monday or not... Actually... maybe I should... haha... Anyway... its almost mid april by then already... can afford to spend some off and leave... I wanted to save till end of year... but then.. hmm... think by then I wun crave for it as much as I would now cos its very near my ORD... LOL... So yar... Maybe I should take that off on monday :)
Haiz... okay lar... although there is still quite a distance to go before I ORD... I'm feeling quite alright now... haha... cos yar... The past weeks and months are going past quite fast. If this continues then I would be ORDing in no time :D haha.. K lar... this is just a illusion... but... nvm... haha... as long as I feel good can liao...
Hmm... met a interesting person online... :) Or should I say a talented person :D He can sing, write, compose and record his own songs! Hmm... dun really meet people with such skills often... haha... Actually... its hard to even meet people who possess any kind of specialised skill.... Hope we would be able to work together in future too... haha... so $$$ minded... :P I can contribute my set of skills to help him with any designing needs... hehe....
Haiz... going to sleep now...
Start of another week...
But nvm... I will look forward to the end of the week... that would be in mid april already :D
Bye~
Friday, April 06, 2007
Hmm.... just had a very bad feeling just now... haha... a fantasy of mine just got smashed into pieces in an instant... without warning.... lol.... The impact of the sudden shatter is quite big... haha...
K lar... its nothing much actually.... just that I am abit dissappointed now... but nvm... nothing bad happened... just had to get it over and done with :)
Bye~
K lar... its nothing much actually.... just that I am abit dissappointed now... but nvm... nothing bad happened... just had to get it over and done with :)
Bye~
Sunday, April 01, 2007
Its a sunday night again... sian.... have to book in tmr.... Really dun like the situation in my unit now... The future is bleak.... There will be major changes in the management in the unit. New people will come... and along with them... new policies. And I'm not optimistic about it....
But anyway... looking on the bright side. Its april already :D YAy! Moving closer and closer to my expiry date... haha... The coming week is a short one. Friday is a holiday. By then it will be another week gone. :)
K lar.. getting abit tired now... bye~
But anyway... looking on the bright side. Its april already :D YAy! Moving closer and closer to my expiry date... haha... The coming week is a short one. Friday is a holiday. By then it will be another week gone. :)
K lar.. getting abit tired now... bye~
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