Feeling damn pissed off now... Can't even ORD in peace... KNN... CCB.... Really...

All because of one person's decision it makes life difficult for so many others... Words can't describe how much I hate him... Its like even torturing him with the world's most deadly torturing technique won't appease my hatred for him.

I think its only in such a organisation like the army that such people can exist and survive. Nobody under him likes him... but he is still able to promote cos the top like him. And the bottom have no means to complain to the top that he sux. Actually this situation may still happen in the other workplace. Whats different is this.

Outside the army... if you are not happy... you can quit... so even if the top likes him... with no one at the bottom to support him.. he won't be able to continue to succeed. But in the army... we can't quit.... we can only suck thumb and follow... so these people dun care... once they get on top of you. They can step on you and make your life suffer, and you have no means to retaliate.

Anyway... there isn't much impact lar... its already the last week for me... that few days is nothing to me.... what is supposed to come will come... Maybe the reason that I feel so angry was because I got quite a shock when the news was broken to me. I had always thought that I will be able to go... so when I was told about it... I just couldn't accept it...

K lar... I had my fair 2 years share of such shit... Its over and done with already... no need to face such person anymore. Coming friday... Total Freedom....

Muahaha... has been quite some time since I last blogged. Having quite a good time out of camp. Haha... Clearing my leave and off...

Well.. next week ORD LOH!!!!!!! haha... I supposed you can tell from the background of my blog how happy I am to be so close to getting out of the army. HAaha.... I thought its about time for my to change the arm looking background to a more livelier one since I am also moving away from army life liao...

As I leave my army life behind... I enter the civilian life... and the problem of deriving income. For the past 2 years I have been happily slacking and getting allowance from SAF... now that the well is almost dry.... I have to dig another one soon.

I have been digging for the past weeks but all effort are futile... Haha... can't get a good paying job. Still got 1 week to go before I ord... have to find a job quick... If really worst come to worst... no choice but to take even the lowest paying job.

Well.. even if I can't get a job.. I wun starve to death as yet... cos I found a little stream that can supply me with crystal clear water. Although little... its good enough to sustain life. Haha... I'm teaching tuition now... A primary 4 kid... Haha... he's a smart kid lar... the problem is he dun take his time to think.... He just see the question and quickly want to solve it so he jump into conclusion very quickly. So yar... I have a hard time trying to make him slow down and pay more attention to the question and not just anyhow answer...

He just finished his exams today... Hope he will make some improvement... I dun wan my stream so dry up so fast ar... haha...

Other than that... litbud.com is also making good progress :D Some of you might have already seen the sample product that I have for it already... Haha... well... I won't upload any pictures yet. I will try to get everything settled then I will put it up on the website. Everything will take another 1 month or so ba... So yar... watch out for it :D

Tonight going back camp... doing clearance tomorrow... haha... if I can finished everything by tomorrow... then next week I dun have to go back anymore other than getting back my pink IC... haha....

So yar.... Will blog more about my ORD feeling after I have ORDed ba... haha...

See YA~

Haiz... sibeh sian.... Haha.... I think every time I bother to blog its because I want to let out all my complains and fustration... HAha... I think negative events are more of a motivation for me to blog than positive events.... Whenever something bad happens... I'll take the effort to pour all the frustration out in my blog.... But when good things happen... I'll just be happy and lazy to blog... haha... so maybe when u read my blog its all about the lousy stuffs in my life...

Like now... I'm gonna complain and lament again~ lol... sian leh... got called back for IPPT.... Argh... can't take my off in peace... Guess its gonna continue until the day I finally ORD.... 1 more month to go!!! Argh... Its gonna be a very long month it this keeps happening.... There is soc this thursday... I hope I wun be called back... if they really do so... I have to be prepared to the worst liao.... I only agree to come back this once ar... anymore than that I will do stunt liao....

Haiz... although I know that its their job to screw us... and our job to evade... but then... I just can't help to feel that they are all fuck up... although everyone is just doing their job...

Really cannot take army life anymore.... Haiz... just have to wait for this very long month to pass....

Sian... spoil my mood for the whole day....

CCB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!