Yet another saturday night :) haiz... so sian... sian sian sian.... think I'm really lacking exercise, thats why my body feels to lethargic... :) so yar... did some simple exercises like push ups and sit up yesterday night... and it kinds of feel better.... now its back again... so I guess I'll go do some more later :)

Anyway.... downloaded a Demo version of Call of duty 2 yesterday... I played it today and finds that its pretty cool :D haha.... I also realised that, either the characters looks too much alike, or its just me that can't differentiate between friend or foe... lol... I don't know who to shoot! Its only when the other party starts fireing at me then I know that he's an enemy... lol... so next time go war cannot put me in the front line... later I kill my own teammates... which I did in the game... lol... see how lar~ If after A lvls I really nothing better to do then I might just get this game and play the full version of it :) The demo only got 1 mission.... but the mission is long enough for you to enjoy the game :D haha... so you people can try it if you want to :) But although its only 1 mission.... the game is a freaking 600+++ mb... lol.... have a nice time downloading it :P Haiz... the only thing is I can't play at full resolution on my comp.... even at the lowest possible setting for graphics, my com still lags sometimes....

K lar... that about all... its 2 more weeks to go before the A lvls... I know I shouldn't be playing games now... but... haha... its only for a short while lar... Like what kerling once told me... although its exams time but life still goes on... lol... Anyway.... I'll only be playing on the weekends lar... weekday, when my productivity is higher, I would want to spend the energy on my work....

OKie... thats all for now :) See ya~ and happy mugging to all whom are taking A lvls :)

wow... I just realised the power of friendster and why is it so successful... lol... I just saw some of my primary school friends... haha... wow... they have grown up differently... am really surprised :) lol... Its really cool to stumble onto someone whom you have lost contact for 6 years.... haha... now I'm looking for another very good primary school friend whom I've also lost contact... Wonder if he had an friendster account.... haha... well.. hope that we will meet one day :)

:) Its friday again.... TGIF? no lar... that dosen't apply to me... haha... I'm not actually happy about fridays.... cos it marks the start of another 2 boring days ahead... yar... although its nice to take a break but... haiz... when you break too much... you feel kind of bored.....

Haiz... am very sick of studying already lar!!! Haiz... A lvls faster come! LOL... I dun want to wait another 2 weeks... lets get it over and done with.... its not like I can study that much during the 2 weeks... haha.... Am now wishing for A lvls to faster finish.... then I faster go find a job.... haha... must include more activity in my life.... U know what... I'm actually so deprived of activities nowadays that I find that GP lesson is interesting... LOL... Cos yar... had GP lesson today... seems to be a long time since we had a lesson with a teacher teaching.... ( actually its only last week lol.. ) then everyday only do our own stuffs... got things as friends only... so nv get any chance to be in a classroom to have lessons liao... So yar... had GP today... haha... I rather enjoyed it... although I doodled alot during the lesson so as not to fall asleep... but still... its nice to have someone in front of you and blabbering non-stop... LOL... do I sound abit mean? haha...

Anyway... yar.. A lvls faster come... muahaha...

K lar.. thats all for now.... may or may not come back tonight lar... bye :)

:) This was a photo I took from my room last sun when it was raining very heavily :)

Haiz... think I wasted yet another day... stupid flu... make me so tired... can't accomplish anything much....

There's this buring sensation down my throat... think once my flu pass... I would have a terrible cough.... Hate this kind of things the come one after another... Argh..... stupid.... wasted to take an early rest... but... just can't get to sleep... so yar decided to do some work lor...

Today had our phys prac le :) Well... it was quite nicely done.... the practical was rather okay... didn't have to do any oscillation or connect any complex circuits... no capacitors and stuffs... so all the readings were rather standard... no need to take many times then find average like the oscillation experiment... So yar... the experment was completed in a short time... had time to slowly plot my graph... There weren't much difficulty in the significant figures as well cos the reading everything also very nice :P So yar... think won't be doing too badly for the prac lar :)

Hmm.... then hor... I've also finally visited my friendster account le... haha... after so many years... I created my account during dec 2003... after about 2 years... I finally visited it again... lol... but yar... I haven't update my profile lar... so hmm... see lar... got time then I do it.... but actually its kind of abit late already right? Haha... cos the friendster craze has blown over... now dun think people use friendster as much liao... but anyway... just created it lor... hope that somehow it can serve as a medium for us to keep in contact especially after we graduated :)

then hor... I also find that I've been abit whiny? meaning I whine alot recently... haha... keep complaining that I'm tired and I'm sick.... I think it sort of irritated some people lar... haiz... must control myself sia... :)

K lar~ thats about all le... going to do my work liao... bye~

oh no... I'm down with flu and a little bit of fever... haiz... must be the cold weather recently... had a terrible day.... my body aching all over... Think I wasted one day... didn't accomplish much today... only took out the things that I've done to mark and check ans... Hope to get well tmr :) Physics prac tmr le... hope I won't screw it up this time round... pray hard that my readings are very accurately done and I won't have much of a problem plotting my graph :)

So tired now... bye~ Wish all A lvls physics students a succesful prac paper tmr :)

11+++ now... going to 12 soon.. but duno why... I just dun feel like sleeping... I'm tired... but somehow... I just dun want to sleep :S nvm... nothing much... bye

OMG!!! everyone got the enlistment letter liao... where's mine???? Haha... it got lost izzit??? lol... so scary sia.... duno tmr will get or not :S Argh~ lol...

Okay... its 11+ now... dun feel like sleeping so decided that I'll do a bit of blogging :)

Was watching tong xin yuan on channel 8 then u all know... the boss die right? then got funeral... Don't know why... I suddenly recalled something that mrs crothers said last time.... she said she would like to stage her own funeral...

At that time... I think I didn't really accept that idea... but now... come to think of it... I would also like to stage my own funeral as well... haha... Arn't you curious about how many people actually cared for you... what are the things that would like to say to you... and how many people would cry for you....

okay, lar... maybe I won't go to such extremes as to stage my own funeral... but... why not lets try something? haha... why don't you people imagine that I'm dead.... Leave me a msg in the shoutbox. Just write what you will say if I'm really dead.... If you really got nothing to say to me... or don't feel sad about my departure from this world... then don't force yourself to write any msg :) Or you think that I deserve to die... then just curse me in the msg... haha.... I just want to collect views about how I've lived this life and how to people think about me... so I can take this opportunity to learn and have a second life in this life time... 2 life in a lifetime... isn't that cool :) haha....

K lar... I know that I'm talking cock again... but well... if you all really want to try this out... I won't mind you all thinking of me as dead. :) So just leave a msg :D

Thats all for today lar... nothing much to say le... spent this morning and afternoon in school studying... nothing much happened... A lvls coming soon.... lets work hard everyone :)

:D completed another piece of work :) haha... it has been quite some time since I last came up with a piece of work :) School work has been zapping off all my brain juice and creativity....

Anyway... here's it :)


full size here http://www.deviantart.com/view/24055068/

Well... its just an reflection of an recent event :) haha... Dun ask what is it... infer :) bye~

OKay... lets continue from the previous post... cos nothing much anyway.... stayed at home and did my work....

yar... as I was saying... yesterday, was a day filled with emotion... Not only the emotion of leaving the college... but also another one as well... Well.. I don't really wish to talk about it lar.... things are over and I'll just let it pass.... just let it go and move forward....

For those whom are really curious about what happened... I'll just leave you with this sentence... its up to you to interprete... but dun ask me for answer...

A flower has been trampled on before it has a chance to bloom.

Anyway... lets continue...

This is what happened yesterday... the last official day of school :)

My group of friends decided to be bad students today and be late for school. Although some of them are not new to being late... Me... the model student... (muahaha.. so buay hiao bai) has never been late... so yesterday was the day that I broke my record :P haha....

We decided to meet up at 9 at mcdonals to have breakfast together.... Kevin was there first... followed by me sen min andy and ej... Its pretty amusing to see that we are not the only yjcians around.... There are also others... some even jc1... don't they have to worry about their promos next week? Haha... anyway... we finished our meal at about 10+ and decided to go back to school... By that time we would already have missed physics lesson le... Haha.. sorry mr leong :P Dun be angry :P we are students afterall... haha... so we went for the next few lessons for the day....

I got abit pissed off during the GP lesson that day... it was supposed to be pc-ct lesson because she had switch our pc-ct lesson the day before with the GP lesson yesterday... but then... we still had 50 mins to GP lesson yesterday.... and pc-ct.. only 10 mins... I'm not angry that she's giving us GP lesson... but the fact that she cheated us.... if she wanted to make pcct into GP lesson, then say so... there is no need to resort to this trickery....

Anyway... after that.... our class received a pen from her each as grad present... Well.. the thought was appreaciated... but... I feel that it could have been done slightly better... I'm not asking for much but... just that she wrote the same msg on the pen for everyone... I'm just thinking that, if she bothers to write a msg for everyone... why not vary the msg abit so its more personalised... and not write the same thing for everyone.... But well... I'm still appreciative of her giving us something lar :) Afterall.. I think we are the worst class that she ever had... haha....

Oh well... after that we went for our grad ceremony... and thats where the second thing that pissed my off happened....

U know edward... because of his size... he couldn't find a school pants... so he has been wearing one with a slightly different color as ours all the time... But then... when we were going up to receive our cert of attendence... mr chua actually denied him from going up to the stage.... I don't find a reason for him to do that... Firstly its not that we have important guest of honour or what.... just some parents only... Secondly... its not edward's fault that he can't find a pair of pants... One thing I feel bad was that nobody stood up for him then... I also didn't... becuase I think it happened to suddenly... nobody had a chance to react... We were already at the foot of the stage when that happened.... Haiz... if only I had reacted fast enough.... But anyway... this is just some of the things that the school does that turns people off..... The school admistration just keeps on doing stupid things....

K lar... heck.. dun think about it liao... afterall I've already graduated... I want to leave with good memories... so... after that.... all of us went to take class photo at the video and animation club studio. haha... we did a video of project superstar featuring elgin as weilian and only 4 judges, because we can't find a chair for the fifth. :S haha... anyway.... jean tan was acting as jean yip... lol... she really imitate her very well lor... the way she speaks really resembles jean yip.... haha.....

After that we all went off he.... 6 of us squeezed into chou chun's car and he drove us to north point... at first wanted to eat there...but then changed our mind... kerling and sen min didn't want to go to the new place... so they got off at north point... So only the 4 of us left.... and we went to Junction 8 after a long decision... Cos we were thinking of places that has good food... but eventually settled on J8 cos we also wanted to catch a movie... and its also not too far from my house lar... so I won't need to travel too long home......

SO yar... went to eat moss burger... and chatted for a while... Then we went to buy tickets le... ej said he was broke so didn't join us for the movie... So in the end only left the 3 of us... me andy and chou chun whom went for the movie.... lol.. caught the movie Druce bigalow: European gigolo. LOl... my first M18 movie... :) haha... was really funny... lol.... the sex humor all very lame... haha.... I would have enjoyed it better if I wasn't feeling down yesterday... but.. still it managed to make me laugh alot of times :D Haha.. so its a pretty good movie :P It talks about some politics stuffs like america attacking iraq and some racist stuffs. So haha... its a pretty nice movie :P If you all got time can go watch it :)

After the movie about 10.30 liao... so we all went home... reach home 11+ liao... wash up and began blogging yesterday's entry....

Hmm... thats all for today lar... bye :)

A day filled with emotion.....

It was graduation day today... after 2 years in yj.... we have finally officially graduated.... though we were complaining about the school all the time.... but still... we are going to miss it... We have.... even if we didn't have a choice... spent 2 years of our life in yj.... The joys we had, and the pain we endured... will all be part of our memory. Though I won't be singing praises about yj in front of other people.... but still... I'm very grateful to the school. And I never regret my choice of choosing yj instead of another.

YJ has provided me with many opportunities to rediscover myself. Or perhaps, given me a second chance to start anew and build up a new image for myself. Because there are only another person whom came from the same sec school as me. That means that almost nobody in the school knows about my past, what kind of a person I am, and what I did. This gave me a chance to rebuild myself. Or perhaps, a quote from the NIKE advertisment, "reincarnate youself". I am able to completely leave my past behind and work towards a better self. I am able to strive for acceptance without worries of past sterotypes. I worked hard to earn respect from others and... yes.... I think I've succeeded in moulding myself into a better person. This is what I'm most grateful of.... Its creates a turning point in my life.

It gave me great teachers, though irritating at times.... but.... is always there for us. I've never been that close to teachers as what I have now. In the past, the relationship is purely teacher and students. I go for lessons, they teach, and then lessons ends I go off. But now... its more than that. I talk more often to teachers, and not just about school work... about other things as well. One of a teacher is mdm lee. Though she was abit unreasonable at times. But we still are able to communicate rather well. Cos I understand what she felt, and she was willing to share things with me and also being concerned about me. Remember last year during the meet the parent session. Because I was the chairperson... I had to stay and help out till all the parents have visited. So during times when there was no parents visiting. We had a nice chat. She was also one of the teachers that made an impact on my turning point. She was the one whom pushed me up to be the chairperson of the class. She didn't allow anyone to take up the position other than me. She trusted me and had confidence in me. And that is how I took up the very first important leadership position in my life. I'm forever grateful for her trust and confidence in me. thank you mdm lee. I would also like to thank all the other teachers that have also taught me. My CT Miss Lim and Mdm lee, econs teacher Mr Syn and Mdm lee, physics teacher Mr leong and the other miss lim, maths teacher Mrs kwang, miss lee and mr woo. My GP teacher Miss Lim, and my CCA teacher Mr leong :)

Yj gave me friends whom I cherish much. The class of 109 and 209 is made very diverse. We have people coming from all sorts of background. I just commented during dinner just now. Dinner was with chou chun, andy and ej.... Just on that table alone. We already have 4 very different family background and growing up experience. Chou chun grew up in a wealthy family. Born with a silver spoon, he need not worry about money, and spends on luxury and branded goods. Andy.... grew up in Far east plaza... so he's very streetsmart and in the frontier of the fashion trend. his family, didn't emphasise on studies, but encourage them to play... Ej... grew up in a more ah beng environment. While me. I'm a good boy type. Grew up in a not strict, but, disciplined environment. And thats just the 4 of us... the rest of the class.... there are even more different backgrounds... so with a very strict family with very high expectation of the child, and some are from indonesia, and they live on their own in singapore. So with such diversity of the class. Its no mean feat to live and study together as a class. There are bound to be clashed of expectation and the way of doing things. This is why our class isn't that united as the others. We didn't even went out for a class outing even once. But still. there are still some unity among diversity. There are still a fine threat that binds up together as the class of 109 and 209. I cherish that bond and the time spent together. Although it might not be very possible that we will still meet up for a gathering in future, afterall, we never had one even when we are together, I would still hope that we won't forget each others as like what ej replied to my comment during dinner. Its fate that brought us from all walks of life and all different background together... our paths converged in this 2 years spent in yjc.... and now... our paths would split again once more as we continue our life journey and heads towards the future. I would wish that we would not forget this cross junction in our life, and may our paths intersect again in future. I wish all my friends good luck and all the best in future endeavours. Do keep in contact :)

To end it off.... I would like to say once again that.... I'm truly grateful for what YJC has given me. The time spent with the school, the teachers and my friends will always be part of my precious memory. I hereby would like to day a big THANK YOU to yjc.... :)

Thats all for today lar... quite late already... tmr then come back to write about the rest.. bye~

OMG!!!! why things that I wish would happen wouldn't happen and things that I dun want it to happen happens... OMG.... Its SO DAMN EMBARASSING....

WHY AR? when I think that nobody will see , then it turns out that everything saw it... or perhaps... in this case... Heard it... LOL... buy 4D also nv so lucky lor...

WTF man! Okay.... I think I've learnt my lesson... I'm not so alone in this world as I thought I am....

Argh! So damn embarrassing.... duno how am I going to go school tmr :S ARGH!!!!!!!!!

Really feel like digging a hole and stick my head in -.-

Haiz... k lar.. what is done has been done... duno why I always do the wrong thing... WHATS WRONG WITH ME???? LOL... haiz... just hope that everything will turn our alright :)

I typed an entry about this just now but duno why it got deleted.... anyway.... here's it once again :

Without warning, next month, there will be explosion ( Article by Today)

I was just commenting that... wow... finally they are going to have a mock terrorist attack. And finally we are able to see the dark and ugly side of singaporeans. I feel that there would be chaos among the kiasu singaporeans as they would rush to get out of the place first. Even without the terrorist, they already try to squeeze into the train when the door just open, without letting the passengers alight first.... So imagine if a real emergency happens, how messy would it be....

The best part of this is that there won't be any warning :P Haha... so if would be a better estimation of what would happen in a real emergency.

I hope that I'll be part of the drill too :P haha... it would be fun :D Best of all... hope that it happens on the day we have A lvls :P Muaahaha... then no need to take A lvls liao... the train service all disrupted :D

K lar... anyway... nothing much liao... bye~

Its friday night again :) But I can't stay up late tonight as I had to go school tmr... for wad leh? MATHS lar... Haha... haiz... K lar... dun want to keep on complaining liao... I complain too much also sian... u all read liao also sian.... so lets not be sian :P lol.. toking cock... haha....

Today finally got back our PW group project file already... Haha... after 1 year or preparing, and 1 year apart.... we finally got it back again :) but.... lol... nobody wants to keep it.... so we decided to throw it away.... no use keeping lar... its so thick and heavy.... the contents also no use lar... so I only kept the written report for memento.... Actually dun really bear to throw it away lar... afterall... we spent countless hours, nights and energy on it... but still... keeping it is of no use... so we left it beside the recycle bin.... haha... wish that all the papers and our efforts are being recycled into something useful and not end up in the landfill :)

Here's the final resting place for our group project file before it gets recycled....


Think thats about all for today lar... lazy to write the reviews that I promised for the past few entries :P haha... will see how lar.. .if I really got the time and in the mood then I write :) Bye~ Have a nice weekend ahead :)

Hello :) Before we start today's entry... here's a quick announcement :) MZ has actually helped me install back my shoutbox already :) Its at the URL: http://t3k.cubenix.com/shoutbox/ " I'll also try to put a link to it at the Links section... I wouldn't be able to show it on my blog as yet cos I just reformated my computer so my dreamweaver is gone... I also know nuts about html codes, so I can write the code without the help of dreamweaver.... So yar... guess you people will have to wait till my A lvls are over then I get the time to installl the programme. Anyway.... just bear with it for a while :)

OKay... hmm... these few days school was okay lor.... Quite a few things I wanna talk about... but... I can't really remember them in order lar... so I'll just start with the things that leave my with the deepest impression.

First of all... Did you all see the picture I posted yesterday? Haha.... Don't know why... I got the urge to take photos of lightnings recently... so I was provided with a very good chance to take photos of it yesterday... The sky yesterday was very charged up.... although it isn't raining yet, there are already flashes of lightning across the sky.... Haha.... the 2 photos I posted are just minutes apart from each other.... Haha... so yar... yesterday... I set up my camera beside the window and camp there... lol... I switch to the video function after a while cos my reaction time too slow... lol.... keep missing the lightning.... Luckily the video quality not too bad :)

Okay...... next....
Yesterday I went up to my maths teacher and requested not to attend the afternoon extra paper.... Cos really... I find that its really unproductive for me.... At first I still can't make up my mind whether to go ask her or not... cos scared she angry.... but then... haha... ej call me hum ji.... lol... so it kind of jolted me out of the wishy washiness.... lol... I'm using weird phrasing again... LOL... this is a comment I got from my GP compo... haha... cos I tried to use some figurative language to make my essay more colorful... but... it turned out to be weird and funny instead... lol.... anyway... yar.... so I plucked up my courage and went ahead to ask her.... Of cos the teacher isn't very happy about it... but.... she really had no choice but to agree.... she asked for my reason... and I told her about me unable to concentrate and make effiecent use of the time.... then.... she said its up to me if I want to do it this way.... Actually I kind of feel bad about it lar... but haiz... really got no choice lar... I don't want to waste time like that.... So hmm... maybe I'll just want to say sorry here lar :)

Oh.... today also finally got back my GP paper le :) Haha.... didn't do as well as I had expected it to be.... I failed the content component of my compo... Oh well.... nothing much that I can do lar... I'll just try to build up on my content next time lor :) Anyway... the surprise came from the compre... my compre this time round is higher than my compo... haha... its usually the other way round :S Anyway... with the returning of the GP paper.... all the results for my prelims are out liao....

All in all... I got Chimpanzee grade... Donkey grades... and Elephant grades.... I'm just fortunate to be able to scrap pass an AO grade for my econs :D So... I'm actually rather happy about my grades lar :) Didn't fail anything or score AO... but... I know this isn't my full potential... so I'll continue to work harder and achieve even better grades for the A lvls.... anyway... u know wad... my physics teacher predict my physics grade to be a C.... lol.... a C is a no no for me... LOL.... I MUST at least get a B for my physics.... Haha... cos really... I need to cushion the impact for my econs.... If I get so many lousy grades... then I'm a gonner :S So yar... I'm starting to do more physics liao :D Hope that I can rush in time for the A lvls :D

Hmm... thats about all for now lar... actually I got some other things to discuss like the lastest hooha about bloggers being charged... but I think I'll leave this to the week end lar. :) See ya~

OMG look what I caught on camera


http://t3k.cubenix.com/lightningjpeg.jpg

Haha... pretty late now... will blog about it tmr :) bye~

:D feeling very excited now... lol.... just listened to messages from my voicemail for the first time in my life... LOL... I only found out last week how to use the voicemail function..... Haha... cos last time they always ask for the password... but I don't know... so in the past, I always ignore all the voicemail I receive... I also thought nobody would leave me one... even if I receive must be those call for too long then accidentally reach my voicemail... so they would just cancel the phone call without speaking... Actually this is wad I always do lar.... lol... whenever nobody picks up the phone, I would just hang it up and never bother to use the voicemail function. So if I really need to leave a msg, then I would use SMS rather than voicemail :) Thats until last week that I finally went to search for how to access the voicemail cos I'm curious how much voicemail I've chalk up after so many years of not listening to it.... and... guess wad... the default password is 1234... LOL.... actually I've tried such lame password before.... I typed 123 and 12345... lol... didn't know that it ends at 4... haha....

Hmm... so yar... my first ever voicemail received was from sen min :D haha... then about 5 mins later... kevin became the second person whom I received voicemail from... LOL.... they called to inform about the extra GP lesson tmr :) Haha... it was quite a different feeling listening to a msg than reading a sms :D hmm... so maybe next time when you all call me and I nv pick up the phone... drop me a voicemail :D lol.. there'll be lots of chance to do as especially when I'm in school... I always dun keep my phone with me... so I always miss call.... haha.... *Just a note for those whom want to steal my handphone after knowing that I always dun keep it with me.... Forget it.. lol... my phone is worth less than $50...... haha....

lol.... I made this comment cos recently there are a lot of news about handphone theft on the rise... Then this afternoon I passed by a poster by I duno is police or some other organisation... I only managed to identify a police logo at the bottom along with some other logos. Anyway.... the words went... "lose your phone, lose your connection".... I was rather curious why they put words like this... does it intent to tell us that since our handphone are that important so we should take care of them? haha.... anyway.... talking about phone... I guess nobody would want to steal mine lar... haha... siemens phone can't get a good price..... moreover its such a lousy model :P

Talking about phones... muahaha.... I 'xiang tong le' (reach enlightenment) HAah..... I finally realised that phones are just for calling and smsing... and occasionally take some snapshots... So... I can do away with all those functions like MP3 or smart phones :P Haha.... so the main factor I'm looking for now is the size and the design.... And one phone that fits into my criteria is the motorola razor :D haha.... I simply love the phone... super thin, then its wide, so the keypad can accomodate my fat thumb :P Haha... I've given up on hope that I get a PDA phone or a O2 phone... cos its so bulky and I won't want to carry such a big thing when I just go out casually :) So instead.. I'll move all these functions into another device :D I wish for a sony PSP :P haha... that will be my portable entertainment device, that plays my games... mp3... video and prefably also FM radio... so... haha... I'm looking forward to something else other than PSP cos it still lacks a little bit of function that I want :P but for now, PSP is the closest to my dream portable gaming device lar :D

Okay lar... enough of crapping for today..... see ya... haha... school starting tmr liao :) bye~ Have a nice week ahead :)

Hey... actually after organising my stuffs, I find that there's still much time left before the A lvls. Haha... Cos just now I was just annotating on my calender and planing what to do for each day and setting targets... I find that there is still time. Is isn't as bad as I thought it was.... :) But that dosen't mean that I'll be slacking lar... I've plan my study and set targets to fufil, so if nothing goes wrong. I would be completely prepared by end of this month. That leaves me with one week to spare next month before the A lvls. Of cos that one week won't be spent slacking... from then on... I'll do timed pieces to train my time management. :) So yar.... I'm expecting good results for the A lvls. I don't want to history to repeat itself again by getting results as poor as what I got for my O lvls. So to eneryone out there... jia you :D its still not too late :)

Its friday :) the last few fridays before A lvls starts.... Well... After 2 years.... its finally gonna end soon in just another month's time.... You know... when all things are about to end... I kind of start missing the days studying... Going for lectures... tests... and everything else.... You know... people don't treasure things that they have until its almost gone.... I wonder how life will be life after the A lvls... It wouldn't be the same ever again.... I wonder how everyone will be like in future. The lives they will be leading... and whether friends will still be in contact or whether there will be a chance to meet up together again. There are endless possibilities of what the future might turn out to be.... Well.... like what sen min commented in my previous entry... time will tell....

Sometimes I also wonder... how would my life be like when I'm old.... what will I be doing.... what will I have... what won't I have...

hmm.... k lar... I also duno what to write liao... the feeling I'm having can't really be expressed in words......

So lets talk about what happened in school :) Yesterday I wrote about me skipping maths right? Yar... today got reprimanded by my maths teacher... The funny thing is... actually me, ej, chou chun and kevin wanted to pon the lesson... but kevin last minute backed out... so left only me ej and chou chun.... so we took chou chun's car and he sent us to the mrt station then ej and me alighted.... But today when mrs kwang read out those whom didn't go for the lesson... only me and ej name got called.... Kevin was more or less expected to go back for the lesson already cos he didn't leave with us... so the more important point is... Chou chun actually came back to school! lol... He was the one whom drove us all the way to the mrt station... so I don't know what made him change his mind suddenly and came back to school... During the journey out of school he did show any sign that he wants to go back... then duno why after he dropped us off... he went back.....

So in the end only me and ej got scolded... I was feeling rather okay... cos I expect myself to pay for the price of skipping the lesson... and I feel that it was a small price to pay in exchange for better management and efficient use of my time. I'm also not too angry at chou chun for pang say-ing us... actually I do feel abit angry... but I am more puzzled than angry.... I still can't think of a reason for someone to drive all the way out of school, drop his friends off and then come back to school again.... However... ej was very pissed off.... I can understand him... as he's a very 'jiang yi qi' friend.... to him... someone whom actually pang say his friends to save his own skin is very despicable.

Anyway... side track abit here... haha... actually ej is a person that I respect a lot... I find that his way of looking at and dealing with things in life is very good. I've also learnt alot from him... So... I think that I'm fortunate to meet such a friend in life that would help in my character building. Because I am the eldest at home, there isn't any one I can learn from or anyone whom would teach me about how to be a 'nan ren' lol.... That also explains why I'm abit sissy at times... cos... I grew up in an environment full of girls. When I was young, I follow my mum to my grandma's house every saturday and spend the whole day there playing with my cousins and sister whom are all females. I don't do any physical activities like sports or playing at the play ground. Things that I do was learning origami ( paper folding) and attending art lessons. So the only time I get to be physical is in school where I hang out with my guys classmates. Even so... the time spent is short. Its only during recess that I have the chance... because usually after school, I would have to go straight home. Sometimes I have to bluff my grandma about doing projects that I can stay back in school and play. Therefore during my secondary school, I start to realise about people's opinion about me..... and then I start to learn.... Till now... I'm still learning... so I think ej is a role model that I respect and can learn from. but also not learn everything about him lar... otherwise I become a ah-beng like him... lol...

hmm... thats all for today lar~ 12+ liao... bye~