Finally.... off day tmr... haiz... my work sucks.... I'm like counting down to the day that I dun have to go back to that f* up company.... 18 days left..... I'm gonna just endure for another 18 days then I can get wad I want and quit my job.... Its really very sad that I have to work this way.... I'm wearing a mask everyday. No ones knows I'm gonna quit at the end of this month. Actually someone does, but he quit few days ago.... so now.... no one know that they will be just seeing me for another 18 more days before I'm gone. There were time when I was asked when I'm going to work until.... then I just put on my mask and say till the end of feb. When the boss ask me how well I'm coping.... I'll just put on my mask again and reply fine... and give him a fake smile.... So yar..... everyday I'm like going there.... faking that I'm enjoying the job... then go back home "yes... one more day down!" Its not that I dun want to be true to others... but they haven't gain my trust. There's someone who did.... and thats the one that quitted. He was my ally in the company. Everytime at the end of the day we would share information that we've gathered.... But now with my ally gone.... I haven't found someone whom share a common stand and whom I can trust. BUt who cares.... 18 days isn't that long... I'm sure I can survive on my own....

Anyway.... today was my pay day.... well.... nothing much about it.... it was peanuts.... but nvm.... At least there's some inflow into my personal economy. For the past weeks, especially after the A lvls.... I'm having a serious account deficit.... I spent a lot and my pocket money has ceased. There was no inflow of capital and I'm draining my reserves. But now... things are gonna change. I've got a high amount of inflow coming in the month of jan and early feb. Firstly would be my pay that I got today.... Next tmr I would be collecting my eagles and bursary... that would boost my inflow.... The final booster comes from my chinese new year red packet and my pay for this month which is due 5 days into feb. Other than inflow, there would also be outflow. I'm gonna get a 19 inch LCD monitor that I wanted for so long... and if my budget allows, I'm gonna get a harddisk and a TV tuner as well... SO all in all... my account would balance with a slight surplus.... After which I would be in army already.... So my accounts would be running surpluses for the coming 2 years.....

K lar... thats about all for now.... bye~