yay!!! after physics test tmr... finally got a little afternoon to relax myself :D Cos tmr after physics test, there will be no more lessons as MINDEF is coming to give us a talk. Then after that we will be visiting the officer cadet school. Haha.... So yar~ Can stop doing work for that afternoon. Then~ Next monday holiday again!!! Haha.... finally got another full day break. :D it will be a long weekend for me :) Can do work more slowly liao. Cos today had headache in school.... argh....
Actually nothing much to talk about~ Just wanna share this thing from my GP compre. Its about our brain power.

This paragraph is talking about how powerful a baby's mind can be. Here's some quotes:

'For some time after birth, his mother remains the extention of his own body she was during the months within her womb. The discovery that he has a unique identity, although seems obvious to us, is actually an intellectual concept in its own way as brilliant as anything we subsequently achieve.'
Yar~ So after reading this, I was like hmmm.... yar hor, how do we discover that we have our own unique identity?

'We are born only with the potential to attain such understanding, not with any ready-made mental image of the way our surroundings look, sound, feel. All must be painstakingly learned as the brain constructs, from literally billions of nerve signals, a world of images and noises, touch and tastes. From babble of information, the infant's brain rapidly discovers how to construct a world of shapes and color that is both consistent and meaningful'
So you can see how much brainpower a child needs....

Haha... so I shall end here for today. Let us marvel at the complexity of life.

Haiz... having a headache now.... Lots of work to do.... got physics test on wednesday followed by maths test on saturday... haiz... tmr still need to go for PW meeting.... Argh!!! Then still got maths tutorial to rush, physics tutorial to complete all by thursday wednesday!!!! Argh.... my headache getting worst.... Haiz... first day of school already like that liao.... Then somemore my maths teacher said, this is the decision you made 3 months ago... its too late to turn back, so you will just have to bear with it :| And she said that maths is going to be very tough with 2 major topics coming up. TRIGO!!! AND DIFFERENTIATION!!! thats wad made my a-maths grade drop and now they are back to haunt me..... Haiz... yar, just like she said, this is the path that I chose to take, BUT do I really have a choice? Going to a jc is the shortest way to the Uni... So wad choice do I have left? Haiz.... Life is so meaningless, they got this quote saying life is all about choices... yar right... thats bullshit. Yes, you can make choices, but you will have to bear the consequences. Life isn't that fair afterall...
Ok lar... should stop grumbling liao.... haha later scare away all my visitors.
Came across this quote today during GP. 'Even a stopped clock is right twice a day'
Hmm... wad do you all think of this quote? My interpretation of it is that even if you are as useless as a stopped clock... there are times where you are useful.
Hmm... does the society now tolerate any mistakes? If you are useless, would the society give you chance to make yourself useful? I believe not... So in order to survive in this society today... you can't be a stopped clock. Even if you really stopped, you still have to push yourself and manually turn the hands of the clock every now and then to keep up with the time. Otherwise, you would just be thrown into the rubbish bin~
Haha... I think I kind of not feeling very good today.... typed so much things. but I hope that these things do make some sense, and you readers will take some time to ponder over the points I made. Theres a shoutbox beside for you to post your views too :D
Think its enough for today. Hope tmr will be a better day. Goodnight~ :)

Its the second day since I came back from china. think I won't be posting anything more about the trip. Nothing much to talk anyway....
Haiz.... its the second day liao.... started to feel abit bored....
Kind of miss dining with the people in the trip. You know, for the past few weeks... those people are like my family, we ate every meal together. You know.... then we will comment on the food, chat about whats going on.... we are just like a little family... I really love that feeling. But now.... haiz.... don't get the chance liao.... the atmosphere during meals is so different..... I wonder when can we get together to have another meal........
You know, now I have this feeling that cant be described with words.... It is almost the same as losing someone, loniness. We had so much fun during the 2 weeks.... why can't life continue like that?
Sad~

Special Edition: China CIP Trip

Yo! Finally settled down in china. Haha... had a quite boring day. Am very tired now. Zzzz... But haha, the earlier part of the day was very lonely and boring. But now finally settled down and met my roommate, things started getting better, haha, at least got people to talk to. Saw many interesting things today but I think I won't be writing down. Just write down my thoughts enough. Very sleepy now. Hope tmr will be a better day. Bye~
Tanbk@10-6-04

Yo! Its the second day of my stay at the hostal liao. Its now only about 5pm, but they having break so here I am, writing my entry. haha.. Things start to become better liao. Finally went out to the classes to make friends. The people here are very very friendly. Haha... got to sit beside someone who resembles rong zuo!!! Haha... not only size lookalike his personality also very similar. Then also met the class monitor of the class. Haha... then follow them to have lesson lor. First lesson they had is maths. haha... their maths is the same topic we are studying now!!! I was like Uh oh... die... I didn't revise my work so I don't know how to do almost everything :P Haha... haiz... who ask my so lazy :P So yar~ then half-way tru the lesson, a bell sounded and music played. Haha... they had this practise here that 2 times a day, they will stop to massage their eyes. I was like -____- !. They already had morning exercise and now this....After that lesson carried on. Then finally lesson over the guys went to play basketball, so I tagged along lor. Midway 2 girls approached us to talk about singapore. The people here are very inquisitive, haha, can't imagine singaporeans doing that :P OOoo... just realised that I've written quite a number of pages :P Got quite a lot of things to say. And btw, the food here is fansistic!!! We are treated even better than the principal here.... You know, when we dine we are given a special room which look 100% like a chinese restaurant, while the teachers and principal eat at the canteen!! And while we are dining, there will be one person standing by to serve us leh!!! Woah... we are really treated like VIPs. The service here is also very good. The hostal was intended to be 6 person share 1 room, but because of us they change it to 3 per room. And every morning still got ROOM SERVICE!!! one leh.... I was really -__- !!! Wahahaha... I talk so much today... about the living enviroment, you have to take a look at the photo or you will never believe how nice we are treated.... got to go now. Bye~
Tanbk@11-6-04

Arlow!!! Has been quite some time since my last entry... was very tired for the past few days so didn't write any entry. Lots of very interesting things happen. During the weekend, we went to shao xing. Then went to their places of interest :) Those places are quite boring lar. See those exibits about those people like lu xun... I was like bored to geath... but we finally got a chane to stay in a hotel!! Finally had a very very nice and long bath and a think comfy bed and blanket through the night. Still got TV somemore!!!. Then watched the jacky wu show, guess guess guess. They found a 'urine man' That sicko made his family drink urine!!! They even have a urine lollipop, and a whole bath tub of urine for bathing!!! I really wonder how they go out on the streets after washing themselves with urine.... Then hor they even have a 10 yr urine used for treating wounds!!! Me and my roommate are screaming and 'eeing' while the show is one... It is so disgusting!!!! Then whie we are there finally got a chance to do shopping. Bought lots of potato chips!!! Haha, the flavours are so special. Then have the chilli crab flavour, five spice fish flavour and peking duck flavour!!! But I wonder how am I going to bring it back to singapore. Actually now hor nothing to write liao... cos just now got interrupted as I need to go for lesson... OS yar~ now brain blank blank liao. So I'll just end here for today
Tanbk@16-6-04

16-6-04 cont...
Yo! Backed here writing. Just went to have a bath and have some spare time before going for debrief.... Haha... So lets talk about something. Recently a girl caught my attention. She is the kind of girl that I always wanted lor. You know ... have courtesy, quite average looks and got this feeling that she is also motherly as well. You know, on the point of courtesy. I find that she is some sort of like me lor, always put other people piority above self. And one indicator that she has very good background is that she pushed in her chair after meals lor. OF cos I also do that lar. But you know, the whole table only me and her pushed in the chair lor. So that gave me a very good impression of her. About her looks, yar though she is not those very pretty kind, but I think its pretty enough for me lor. Cos I also not very suave either :P. So yar~ then the motherly part, this morning saw her hanging out her clothes to dry after washing lor, so this gave me a impression that she will make a perfect wife in future... And one more point, from how she dress. I can some sort of infer that she is not those kind of people who to town like from everynow and then or go clubbing and all those sort of not very 'decent' things. So yar~ I think I finally found what I'm looking for lor, but hor... I think its still early to go in depth into relationship lor. Must observe her a bit more first. So okie shall end here.
Tanbk@16-6-04

Yo!!! Got free time again so here I am writing my entry :D. Haha... today almost the same thing happen lor, but in the morning we gave the class a english lesson... Haha, things didn't go s smoothly as we thought. Our english also not very good either, so we taught a few mistakes... but overall managed to finish the lesson... today, I finally realised how VIP we are.... They even let us plant a tree in the school~~~~ I was like -__- Wah..., we so tua bai ar!!!! haha... then thats about all for today... And about the girl I like... haha, duno if I have mistaken or not, I think , got some indications from her liao.... duno is it real or not. :P Ok yar~ there is also this other guy who like want to try to woo here, kind of always stick to her... Guess I'll try to pay more attention to her to let the guy have minimal contact with her. But I believe that I am better than him, if I really lose to him, I'll just wish the girl good luck for the rest of her life. Cos thee few days living with him (he's my roommate) Hm.... can tell that he will not make a good husband, though he can be a good boyfriend... So haha, wish me good luck and maybe you all will get to attend my wedding dinner in 4 yrs time :P Then have babies after another 2 yrs, cos need to get a job first :P Then I can be a father at the age of 24!!!! Then I can retire at the age of 55, when my child will be already 31, then I will have grand children too!!! Then I can enjoy the rest of my life after 55 ont he money given by my children and maybe grandchild and maybe from some investments and savings :) Then I can like go abroad once a year. A 4 room HDB is good enough for me... and I will choose a location near to thje community center and take part in all sorts of activities and make friends and even organise some activities and get to mix around with young people :D Whahaha.... talk cock sia... but I really hope I can live this kind of life in future... :D
Think thats enough for today. Bye~
Tanbk@17-6-04

Yo!!! has been some time since my last entry, was busy making presends to give my class, so was quite busy. Haha.. now lying on my bed writing this entry... kind of sleepy now... received quit a number of presents from the student here :) Haiz... Okie~ shall share some gossip about myself :D. Haha... just learned that news started spreading... but now feeling confused, should I go for it? Do I really like her?
Tanbk@21-6-04

More entry in the next post. Very tired now :P Happy reading :)

Yo! Holiday has finally arrived for the rest of my schoolmates, and they we all glad that they can finally enjoy their holiday. But for me... I will be going off to china tmr morning!!!! Haha.... and when I come back, it will be the last second day of the school holiday!!!! So yar.... my hoildays are gone~
But not to worry, this is also a very nice time to escape from the singapore lifestyle. Haha... I have put everything on hold and will enjoy myself to the fullest for the last 2 weeks of holiday. Cos I think that I've already done enough and I 'wen xin wu qui'. Cos I attended every single lesson for the past 2 weeks which is a holiday for people in other schools. I have done my part and I deserve this rest. Haha... but I have to prepare for tons of work piled up for the holidays :P.
Okie~ Now... hmmm..... tmr will be flying to china liao. But the feeling now is a bit 'weird' I don't really feel excited about it. Hmmm... really hope I can enjoy and learn things from the trip. Haha... really can't describe the feeling now.
For the regular 'customers' to my blog. Haha... you all gonna miss my post for 2 weeks :P But here's something worth waiting for. I will be carrying a notebook with me, and I will try to write down my blog every night. Then when I come back, I will publish a special edition entry for you all to read until siao :) And perhaps I may upload pictures online for all to see :D Haha... so yar~ good things are worth waiting for :)
Okie think I shall end my entry here. But just a reminder. Hey if you all miss me hor :P Feel free to leave a message in the shoutbox :D you know, it will be very touching to see people leaving message when you are not around :D Or if you really miss me until got lots of things to say to me. You all can e-mail me :D
Okie~ Goodbye everyone. See ya again in 2 weeks time :D BYE~ Aww... can bear to leave you people :'(
Haha... ok lar... really bye liao :P Wish me bon voyage :D

Arlow everybody :D Haha... was very tired yesterday so didn't blog. Haha... yesterday was quite a nice day :D Finally went out to 'see the world' rather than be a 'jing di zhi wa'. So yesterday morning went school till 2pm, after tat went home to rest a while before going out again. Haha... saw joan ong on the way home. Haha... she is in JJC now. I almost couldn't recognise her, she is very very slim now. Haha... then talk a while then continue walking home liao. After resting, went out to suntec. Was intended to visit elgin who went for the singapore idol audition. But sms him nv reply. So decided to meet my cousins who are also shopping there. After meeting talk talk a while then went for dinner. Then after dinner my cousin and I went to expo for the PC show. But this year the PC show seemed very 'quiet' like got no atmosphere one. After walking like less than a minute, the announcement came that they are closing in 15 minutes time, I was like Hur? 8pm only leh. So we faster walk walk then go to Palmone booth to hide hide :P haha... then went to visit james and minzhong who are working there. Haha... heard from them that business not very good. After that go home lor.

Then today also very sian, rot the whole afternoon at home. Then at night went to buy things for my china trip. Haiz... boring day. Somehow, I don't feel excited about going china. Think is beacuse of the people whom I'm going with lar. Cos you know most of them are the chinese A students, then all the nerd nerd kind of face, then also no common topic to talk about. But luckily there is a more 'normal' gal from my class going. So yar...

Haiz... actually a lot of thoughts these few days, but somehow don't have to feeling to post it in my blog. I just feel like just wanna pour out all my fustration? or wad ever here. So haha... hope you people reading my blog can give a listening 'eye'. lol.

Okie~ Thats all for today Bye~

Aww.... haiz... had chinese oral today. Think I fail already. Duno why am I so nervous. I kind of have the same feeling as that time when I took my staff sergeant test. Haiz... I keep forgeting a lot of things and my brain cannot process information and think. It was like completely blank. Maybe because I was in an unfamiliar enviroment cos normally we have oral like there is a table in between then can rest my hand or somewhat play with my hand so as to make me calm down. but this time round there isn't any table, then my hands keep trembling. Somemore, this time round it in an enclosed area, I took the oral in the control room. Haiz.... luckily this is not the actual A-lvl oral exam or I sure die. Hope I won't be so nervous during the actual A lvls.
Okie enough for today. Haiz... nowadays my hands getting itchy liao. I want to buy new 'toys'!!!! Haha... feels like I haven't quite spent any money to buy 'toys' for myself. Haha... So I prepared some money, not too much, to spent on the PC show :D Haha... I'll be going tmr, see if there is any fun and cute little things that are not too expensive to pamper myself :P Haha... think I'm still like a kid hur :P only that my 'toys' are now more expensive :P
Haiz... nowadays also quite busy. After blogging I'll have to go back to do my PW, was at it the whole afternoon. Hope to finish it during the weekends :D Think thats enough for today :) BYE~

Sian AR!!!!!!!! Deadline for the stage 1 of PW is due this weekend!!!! And there is still so much things to do....
Then there is also a lot of things to be done. Haiz... kind of have this 'zhi tao ku chi' feeling. Cos I brought all this upon myself. Who ask me go and be so enthu, sign up for so many things.
Haiz... let me see what are the things I have not done.
1)My PW deadline!!!
2)I'll be flying off to china next thursday and I have not packed a single thing yet!!!
3)I have now officially signed up for the flash movie competition due in november!!!
4)I also sign up for video production....

Argh!!! Really have to stop liao. Otherwise later fail my promos, everything wasted sia..... Now I finally feel the stress of JC life!!! Haiz... but I keep telling myself. Just bear with it for 1 more year. 1 more year and everything will be over. 1 year is a very very short time. Like this I've already endured for 6 months. So 1 year is nothing to me :P Haha.... haiz... life is so meaningless. Hmm.. I guess after my A lvl, and after my NS, I will go NIE to train to be a teacher :D Haha... then I will teach my students well so that they will have a more meaningful time in school :D

Okie lar~ I think thats all for tonight :D ByE~

Life is so meaningless. Haiz... was thinking of why I exist in this world. Saw this picture yesterday



Makes me recall the days during OBS. You know, during that time, life was back to the basics. There are no TVs, no computers, no handphone, no school,no homework, no exams. It is just plain survival. I think I enjoyed the camp alot. During that time, my mind is free of stress. I do not have to worry about what homework have I not done, what exams are coming, or even, whether my computer is going to crash again. Everything was so relax.

The title of that picture is [Better than TV]. Yar~ A simple flower could be much better than a complex TV. Can you imagine yourself as that character in the picture. Under the stars and squating down on the field. Looking at the flower. In your mind, you think of nothing, you feel light~ A gentle breeze.

How I wish my life would be like that of the character in the picture. But will it ever be possible?

OH no... I got this feeling that my com is going to crash again. Cos my programs are starting to crash one by one. Firstly, my dreamweaver crashed. Then my sis complain that gunbound also got problem. Then now, my bittorent also crashed. Argh!!!! I thought I finally can enjoy a stable system. Then now... haiz... I don't wish to reformat everthing again. But I can't seem to find the problem. So now, have to play safe. Need to back-up all my files first, in case suddenly one day really crash I still got my files. Haiz... now no mood to talk about wad happened today liao. Bye~ go and back-up files now.

HAiz... another day has passed. Haiz... now in a holiday mood liao. No mood to do tutorials leh.... Haiz... I just want to slack. But I have no time to do that. My PW schedule is so damn packed, I can hardly find time to relax myself. Then still have that flash movie competition. Haiz... need to get my registration form submitted soon. The flash movie is half-way in production liao, left a few scenes and adding sound effect nia. But I have really no time to do that. Then I'll be flying off to china end of next week and I haven't prepare a single thing yet. Haiz... then today also had a test. Argh.... worked my brain to its full poetntial during the test. Now I'm feeling very very weak. I guess I shall get myself a good night sleep and leave everything till tmr. As the saying goes ' chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi ' Let nature take its course.

And something I realise recently. I've been erm how to say it. My jaws are like you know when you bite, your jaws close in hard on each other. Yar... it has been like that lately. I wonder if I'm really suffering from such serious mental stress that I've been doing this thing. Life is really very very busy and stressful right now. Wonder if I have the strength to pull through this 1 more year of mental suffering.

Wish me good luck, or I might end up in mental hospital.

Haiz... early in the morning already so sian liao... Later still have to go school sia.... 4hrs of maths in a row. Will go crazy sia. Haha

Yay... went to css carnival yesterday with my old classmates :D Haha... css 40yrs old liao :D Then went to see mrs tan :D our 4/6 form teacher. Haiz... but didn't get to see mrs yeo. So sad leh.... she always go home so early. Long time no see her liao. :D Haha.. still remembe the time when she say that I'm a potential A1 student for chem :P Haha... sorry for dissapointing her :P I only got a B. After that then go out play bowling lor :) haha... I so long nv bowl liao... :D After that wehn IMM for dinner then slack there for about 2 hrs before going off. After that went to catch a movie lor. Haha... last minute decide one. The show start at 7.10 at westmall, then we rush there from jurong east at 6.55. Haha... once we reach bukit batok. we started running towards the cinema. Haha... very cute. Later people thought police catching us ar :P Then haha just managed to catch the movie. Btw the movie is 'The day after Tomorrow'

Argh... stomachache [OMG my spelling sux ] liao. Bye~

haiz... was trying to touch up on the new design for my blog. But haiz... the dreamweaver duno why, keeps hanging. I guess I'll have to wait till some other time :D So just bear with it :P if there is any problem. I guess I made the header too big. Cos I used the size of the header I made last time and forgot that my design is only 2/3 of the whole size... so this header now looks a bit large. But I'll try to correct it as soon as possible. The color of my site also looks a bit boring. Will try to improve on it :D
Okie~ Lets talk about today!!!! Yay!!! ITs Friday!!! But I don't really feel very happy cos next week, while other people are enjoying their life at home, I still have to go school everyday!!! Then today also quite tired cos spend 2 hours in school doing PW's proposal. I really hope that this proposal can be approved as I really spend a lot of time and efford in it and hope we can catch up with other groups :D So since I've some spare time now~ I guess I'll be designing the emoticons for this site :D Haha... I guess it will inject more life into my blog :D
Okie~ Off to do work now. Bye~ Happy weekends~

Victory!!!!!!! Haha... am very happy to day. Haha... fought a beautiful battle today. Was glad that my sacrifice didn't go to waste :D In celebration of today's victory. I will not be doing too much tutorials tonight :D Haha... on the way home, an inspiration struck me. I got the design for my blog already. So hope to be able to finish designing it tonight :D Okie... gtg now cos although the battle had been won, the war has just started so I shall have to prepare for the impending [trying to act cheem here :P ] battles :)

bye~

Okie... I'm feeling very bad today. WAs very fed up with my project work group members. So I have decided to do the project MYSELF. I have learned not to rely on other people if I want to achieve what I want. Therefore, TONIGHT will be the start of the war and TONIGHT will be the first battle. I have decide to SACRIFICE tonight's time which is meant for doing my maths tutorial to do my PW proposal. We are already behind other groups and I will and must ensure that the proposal is ready by tmr and WILL be approved. I'm prepared to give a full and detailed proposal to ensure approval. But tonight's sacrifice will not go unrewarded. I've said this in my previous post and will say it again, I BELIEVE that you reap what you sow and there is equilibrium in this world. I'm sure that I'll get my reward, and those who nv contribute will get their retribution. They will bring disaster to their desendents or their future generation as I BELIEVE that this kind of people won't go far in life. Not only they will suffer in provety themselves, their children will also suffer with them as this is a vicious cycle. Only through education and hardwork will you be able to break free from this cycle. So lets see... there are a few potential retainee in this class already. Their retribution may not come soon, but I am SURE that it will come eventually. And I don't mind waiting. There is a chinese saying that 'For a man who want revenge, 10 years wait is not long' So lets see 10 or 20 or even 30 years later, how will your life be like?
So let me say it again. I'm not trying to curse anyone. I'm just stating what I believe.

I've revealed the DARK side of me. As people say 'still water runs deep' I may seem to be a very nice person outside, but deep down, you can't imagine how EVIL and DARK I am. I wear a mask in life everyday so what you see is not the real ME. Actually it is not really a mask. I'm a taurus. And if you have read my post on the horoscope, there is this part that talk about a taurus man does not lose his temper easily but when he does after being provoked too much, Haha... BRACE YOURSELF.

Okie... bye~ Going off to devise my BATTLE plan. Victory shall me mine and mine ALONE !!!!!!

Hmm... its yet another day... So sian ar.... my PW... today was very pissed off.... my group members didn't want to cooperate and do work, instead keep talking crap. Want to talk crap nvm, but at least do some work. Last week already distribute the work out liao. In the end none of them did, only me did my part. I duno why I'm so unlucky to be in the same group as them. I really really wish to change group, but I know its impossible, the aim of this PW is also to see how well you work with people. But haiz... when you meet this kind of people what can you do? You can't like scold them or punish them? I really want to do well in project work. But I guess I'll have to do everything on my own. But somehow it seems a bit unfair to me leh. 1 person's strength is not enough so I might get quite low marks, and somemore other people whom nv contribute as much might get the same marks as me. Haiz... I know life is unfair, there are people who are there to 'hitch a free ride' but I believe that you reap wad you sow. So you people better watch out, though I may not have the power to punish you, heaven will do it, there will be RETRIBUTION. It doesn't matter to me if I do all the work or let you all copy my work [Homework]. Because I did my part and I will get my reward, for you, prepare for the worst. I'm not trying to be mean and start cursing people. I'm just trying to make you all realise your mistakes before its too late.

So as you can see, I'm a thinker, someone who believes that in this world all things exist in equilibrium. I don't know when did I start to believe in such things but now I do and will always be. So if you all have any problems and need some counseling, I'll always be there for you.

Haha... think its enough for now. Just revealed part of the 'real' ME. So to understand me better, please continue to read my blog and 'View it from MY perspective' :D HAha crap :P

Yo! Haha... yesterday was trying to store up some sleep for the coming week so nv post much :) Then now I shall post some of yesterday's things :D

Haha... yesterday was sunday and once again, I read my horoscope :D Haha... it was tough last week wondering around without any horoscope to guide and don't know wad to expect :P So haha... I read my horoscope yesterday liao :D So at least know wad to expect this week :D Okie my horoscope for this week is that I will receive suggestions and comment from my friends about me, and though it may seem unsuitable for me, its good to have a try, result my be surprising :D

Hmm... today is monday... didn't get any comments from friends leh. Haha... I think the only feedback I get is for my hair :D Haha... received some quite nice feedback for my hair :D So happy Haha... maybe I will cut it this short once in a while :) Other than that nothing much lor. School nowadays still managable. But it seems that monday is always the busiest day of the week. Cos got 2 major assignment to hand-in. 1 is our maths tutorial the our econs essay. So every monday, will be rushing to touch up on these two things before handing in.

LIfe also very sian. Nothing much happen. Also no more school activities liao. Haiz...

K lar... shall talk until here for now. Very sian liao. After this still need to search for words for GP... Haiz... Bye~

Yo! Hi everyone :D Haha quite late liao then I going to sleep soon. Just come here to say hi :D haha... saw mrs yip our css vice principal at lot 1 just now haha... okie gtg bye~

Argh.... don't feel like doing any work now. Even though that I have lots of things to do and I won't be free tmr. Hmm... just let me be naughty once in a while and jam everything for tmr lar :P Really sick and tired of doing schoolwork. Haiz... have to endure this kind of mental stress for the next 1 1/2 years... You know poly is starting school soon. So I have classmates who are changing to poly education. Haiz.... K lar... not feeling very good tonight. Duno wads bothering me. So I'll just end here. Goodnight :)

Hmm... was just looking through my folder of notes. They are notes that I find it very meaningful and beautiful. So when I was searching for the poem above. Just came across this one which really describe me. So for anyone who want to know me truly, you can try reading it. I assure you that this is very very accurate. And all the points made is really true. So dun just think that its just some idiot who typed out nonsense. This thing is super accurate.

TAURUS MAN


A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man
mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he
talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will
be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other
shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your
palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold
it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for
him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could
change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient
with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he
loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone
wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to
do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice
suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you
turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too
close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking
bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so
narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to
search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a
millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk
vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends
or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new
puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually
learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality
friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly
and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could
create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He
looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder
how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the
others.

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work
well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you
as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit
who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to
let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice
what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he
should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very
private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other
guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force
himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker
and a stubborn one.

He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he
knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you
smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you
as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not
listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends.

He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to
lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything.
If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He
can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has
to be curious about you. Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marry you
then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be
interesting, then you could have him beside you.

Have a nice time reading :) I know its a long post. But its worth reading :) Okie Bye~