Hello!!!... actually... not feeling very good now lar.... quite sian.... last day of 2004... and I'm here.... alone in my room.... so sad....
Duno why... I always seems to have no one to spend time with me.... I see people like got groups of friends... sec school, neighbours, even pri school.... But me leh..... yar... I got friends.... but we don't spend much time together.....
Haiz.... kind of like 'tian shang gu xing' Fated to be alone forever.... So sad.... I'm tired of this kind of life.... I hate it.... Well... guess theres no point complaining now... Hope I can just spend another year.... then go army.... I guess.... in army.... you see people everyday.... you go tru thick and thin with them.... So.... I hope that really can forge very strong friendships.... So I won't be bored again :) ....
Or maybe... after that... I get a job as a teacher then I can have the company of kids... then haha... if I am a very gd teacher... I can have very nice students :)
Or maybe... just get married and have kids to keep me company :)

K lar.... about 1/2 an hour before this year ends... So shall do a summary of the year 2004...

Okay... the year 2004.... well... a year of big changes... BIG BIG changes.....

Got from sec school... to jc.... took some time to adapt to the life there.... Made new friends....
And then.... I changed... I am not those hack care people now... in sec school... I'm nothing... but now.... I am given a lot of chance to take on leadership role. After 1st 3 months... I got my position as a class chairman... which was the first important leadership I hold... and then I became president of IT club.... which was a even greater leadership role..... That really changed me.... learned a lot of things.... and also became very enthu... took part in a lot of school activities.... got to know quite some teachers :) ... A lot more than in sec school... cos then... other than the teachers that taught me.... I don't know any other teachers.... but now.... even the cleaners also know me!!! LOl.... there is this ah pek whom whenever I walk pass would call out my name!!! Haha... So yar.... that was a very big change for me.....
And yar... when there is changes.... there will be lose and gain... I lost quite a number of things.... I lost my optimism..... I no longer have the 24/7 smile on my face..... I became gloomy.... unhappy.... and duno... just not interested in living...... I found a new self. but lost my old..... So yar.... hope for the better next year :)
Oh... for this year... I became rather hardworking.... haha... doing most of my work.... was a busy year :)
Hmm... and this year... I embarked on my digital art in full force. Got myself a gallery :)
Hmm..... so any achievements this year? Well.... not exactly lar.... but... well... haha.... had lots of improvements in my digital art :) My style of art matured a lot... and became more professional.
So yar.... think thats about all for the year 2004, the year of great changes.....
And... not only I've changed..... there are also many changes in the world... So yar.... especially the lastest one on the tsunami.... Cos... the changes it brought about is really huge!!!! The world population shrunk by 100000 ( duno how many zeros) and the geography of the place also changed.... so yar.....

YAY!!!! ITs the new year le :D My new year resolution very simple..... the standard get good grades.... good health.... and something special here... I want to get a girlfriend :D haha...
K lar... thats all for today... school starting very soon :) Take care :)

Hello!!! Haha.... its thrusday night already!!! Hmm.... gonna start school soon..... and first day of school got test le.... SO duno whether I should feel happy or not.... A few weeks back still looking forward to school re open. Cos that time too bored.... but now.... when it is finally going to start.... I kind of don't wish it to start..... Cos.... when school starts... I won't be able to wake up late... sleep late.... watch TV all day.... play com all day.... when school starts... everything starts to become a bit routine... well... will be spending the whole of the morning and afternoon in school.... then after that... go home... shower... take a rest... dinner.... watch TV... then back to studying and doing homework again : ... Then at about 10... play a bit of com for 1/2 hrs or so then sleep liao.... wake up the next day... and everything starts all over again : So sian right.... But well... at least things are not so bad in school lar :) School life is still not that boring :) its only tedious.....
So... well.... haha.... things are not that bad actually :) Time will pass very fast... and soon it will be chinese new year again :) ... haha... then can have a break :)
Oh.. talking about new year :) today is the last second day of the year le... and tmr will be the last... haha.... so I guess I won't be out tmr... no dates :'( haha.... so yar... I will be back here to type my reflections on the past year and the resolution for the coming :)
OKay... thats all for today :) Bye~

Hello :) Time for another entry :).... Rather sian here.... nothing to do.....

Anyway... just visited the edulearn portal.... The timetable for J2 term 1 test is out..... It is specially for our class 109.... cos... we didn't receive the timetable... unlike other classes.... perhaps from their CT..... And mdm lee? .... nothing from here..... And guess wad..... the timetable is put up by our physics teacher miss lim.... and not mdm lee.... See? Even Miss lim know that we didn't get our timetable.... and Mdm lee leh? .... wad is she doing? Nothing! :s .... So I gues.... hmm..... we made a right choice to change CT next year.... I was feeling abit bad that she won't be our CT until.... I saw this msg.... I feel sorry no more.... Haiz....
Hmm.... actually..... Could it be that miss lim would be our CT next year? haha... cos she put up the msg... But duno leh.... she said she may not be teaching us cos she not experience with J2..... But.... hehe.... who knows.... there may be a possibility that she will teach us :D haha.... SHe is a great teacher :D

K lar.... another day towards school reopening.... Bye~

so sian so sian so sian so sian!!!!!

:D haha... juz completed my second piece of fractal art :D haha.... reminds me of singapore :P .... but felt it wasn't as nice as the first one :



Hope ya like it :)

Arlow :D haha.....
Hmm..... I think I'm so used to typing my blog here that I've decided to do my compo here :D haha..... I will try typing it in broken english + tons of singlish.... Juz to form my idea lar... After that then I try writing out in proper english

So here I go :D

What is the secret of happiness.... ?

Well... I think the secret if happiness is to be contented with whatever you have lar.... When you are contented with the things around... you won't feel too stressed up and thus you will be happy :D.... but wait a minute, being contented with the things around you means you must be happy with the things around you... but what make feel happy? I think it is the way you appreciate life. You are able to appreciate what you have been given. Appreciation.... thats the point.... When you appreciate something.... you feel blessed... you feel that you are given ....

Wah... crap.... lol.... typing rubbish here.... haha..... okay.... think I won't be able to do this question :S .....

NEXT

haha....

What are the challanges scientist today face?

I guess... the greatest challenge scientist of today face would be how to carry on with technological and scientific progress without having the need to sacrifice nature....

Everything in this world is linked to each other... Nothing can happen without the disturbance to other things.... Every action will have positive and also negative consequences.... From a simple things like not doing your homework.... you will lose knowledge.... To greater things like the extinction of a species.... which will cause perhaps another species to become extinct as the the latter may rely on it for food. Therefore the progress of technology and science will have negative impacts on the environment as well.

So the greatest challenge for scientist of today would be how to balance our technological and scientific advancement and the impacts it brings about.

OH no.... I'm running out of points again..... Argh.... think this can't work :S .....
HAha... guess I will have to return to pen and paper again.... and spend lots of time brainstorming for ideas :D

Anyway....... Its monday!!! Haha..... not only that.... its Monday night!!!! Haha.... School gonna start next week!!!! LOL..... Quite a scary thought hur~ :S ..... haha.... anyway thats all for today :D BYE~

Hello :D

HAha... hmm.... had been a few days since I last blog :) And... it has come to the end of the week again :) Well... cos friday had a family gathering for christmas... So yar.... went home quite late.... Then yesterday night was watching 'pay it forward on channel 5.... Thought I would be interesting.... but kind of boring.... Then story drag too long.... too long winded..... otherwise I would be nice :)

Anyway... nothing much lately lar..... decided to do some homework.... but when I took out the econs essay... 'peng' lol.... How to do sia..... Then I keep flipping my textbook also cannot find :S ..... Haiz... one last week before school re opens.... Duno I should feel happy or not..... I could feel happy cos I would not ba bored to death.... but.... when school starts, I will have to work extra hard.... Cos A levels is comming!!! Which is like so fast!!!! Haiz... SO feeling kind of weird now.... mixed feelings.... But well... it has to start anyway.... so hope for the best :) Hope I can still study hard and rest hard :D haha.... not play hard.... cos I dun have anything to play wif :P haha.... Well.... will still continue to spent some time doing my digital art :) but guess... that will be all ba.... cos I dun wish to burden myself with too much things next year..... Just want to concentrate on my A lvls..... haha... cos kind of significant lar this A lvl.... I did so badly for O lvls..... And its time again to prove my intelligence :D .... haha.... It may sound a bit ' buay hiao bai' but..... I believe that my intelligence level is quite high.... so.... i want to prove myself :D haha....

Anyway.... I did another form of digital art :D haha.... Guess I keep changing my art form :S haha.... I moved from crappy children cartoon with bulging eyes.... to cartoon without the bulging eyes..... then to photo manipulation.... to minimalistic art.... then to fanart.... and now... I moved on to fractal art :D :D :D
HAha.... heres my first work on fractal art :D
Hope ya like it :)



With that I end off this post :) Have a nice week ahead :D Bye~

Hello :D .... Well... today.... nothing much happen again.... kind of slacked another day.... Wanted to do some homework but :P no motivation to do..... So yar.... actually nothing much to blog about today.....
So decided to share something I read on the news paper a few days ago.... Its on Digital Life published on tuesday.... there is this article about a blog of a cancer patient... And she has written something I thought quite meaningful in it....

" What do you say to friends who say " I'm sure you will get well soon"? Whats the basis of their faith that I'm actually not dying, but merely undergoing a phase that will be temporary before life starts kicking in again? Do they know someting I don't?

The enthusiasm to believe that I will get better is based on the reluctance to think about the concept of death.

You don't comfort me with your assurance that I won't die, because escaping death is not what I'm longing for. What I'm longing for is for you to understand what death is. Look it in the eye and see it for what it is. And then you'll see that understanding death is the only one and true liberation... "

Hmm.... so do you all feel abit 'enlightened' ? Haha... well... for me.... quite lar.... cos.... I kind of experience quite a similar situation before.....
You know before the promos result are out.... Some people are worrying that they will get retained.... and deep down... you know that they will cos they haven't been working hard enough.... But somehow.... when you are talking to them and touch on this topic or when they complain to you saying... " think I sure retain... " What do you say to them? Can you like just say... " Of cos you will get retained lar.... " Sound rather weird right? For me... i've been saying things like... " Aiya won't lar.... " But.... deep down.... I already know they will....
So hmm.... after reading this article.... I've been thinking to myself... by denying the truth and give them empty assurance.... will I make them happier? Well... guess I won't.... So yar.... maybe next time I'm met with a similar situation again.... I will deal with it another way....

:D I think this is very nicely written by the blogger... and kind of gives us a new perspective of view life and death.... :)

Okay... think thats about all for today :) BYE~

Hello :D haha.... its time for another entry :) Well... today stayed at home lar.... so quite boring.... nothing much to do... but... still managed to pass another day :) haha.... cos I spent quite some time sloving a maths question from tutorial.... Wasn't that hard lar.... but.... cos I missed out some points... so went in one big circle before I finally got the solution :)

So yar.... haha.... nothing much to blog liao :D So lets continue with yesterdays entry :D haha.... If you want to read about some very interesting things that happened on the china trip which kerling and gang went.... haha.... be sure to continue reading :D

OKay.... so yesterday stop at we parted with kerling and took the train.... So yar.... agnes shared with me a lot of interesting things that happened during the china trip...... Haha.... gonna say some quite embarrassing things.... so hope they dun mind :P :D haha....One of the most funny thing is..... KERLING AND KENNETH BATHED TOGETHER!!!! lol.... haha.... was laughing like mad when I was told about it.... haha.... she said that it was the first day at china then they stayed in a hotel.... Then the hotel quite scary... cos got some lights spolied.... then they live very far from each other..... So kerling and kenneth were like scared.... so they decided to bath together!!! LOL.... Haha.... then the two of them still went to look for zhiling saying they are scared.... LOL.... 2 grown up guys scared until like that.... haha... eh.... after next year go NS liao leh.... lol.... Then while in the toliet, one of them bathe while the other shit.... lol.... haha.... Hope they dun mind me putting it up here :S... :P

Then still got a lot of embarrassing things lar.... but.... dun think I will put them up here lar.... haha... cos this is a public blog.... so people may feel embarassed :S .... haha.... but I think I will just put the thing on kerling and kenneth lar :P Haha.... cos I think they wun mind ba :) haha.... if you all mind then can tell me to remove lor :) haha....

Haiz... seems that this trip to china is much fun then the one I went in june.... They can like pon lessons and go out of school.... then still get to play fireworks.... But.... I didn't get to do all these..... Oh yar.... haha... heard that they dun have individual toilets in the hostels... so they have a common one.... and they all shit together in a drain :D haha..... LOL... guess I'm luckier in the sense that my living condition is better lar.... But.... in terms of fun.... I didn't have that much during the trip :) haha....

K lar.... think that will be all for today :) Bye~

Yay!!! Haha.... I didn't 'smoke' today :D :D haha.... cos today went out wif kerling, kenneth, zhi ling and agnes ( only get to know her today. ) ..... So yar... we were supposed to meet at 12.30 at somerset...... so today went out quite early.... and because I watch the 'shi zhi lu kou' on channel U till about 1++ .... So today woke up quite late.... SO yar... after woke up.... eat my breakfast... take a bath... prepare.... then go out le :D No time to 'smoke' :D:D haha..... So yar.... went to clementi to meet kerling first.... cos I thought got quite a number of people I duno know.... later I go alone gong gong how.... so yar... took the train down to JE.... I reached slightly earlier..... then kerling was late :
So yar... while waiting for him... saw a sec school friend.... whom name I forgotten liao :S haha.... my memory is really failing me..... So yar... chatted for a while then the train come he went off le.... then I still waiting for kerling....
Then kerling.... haha.... I told him I waiting for him at the tail of the train... cos got one time I ask him to wait at the head of the train.... but he waited at the tail :S .... So I thought maybe today change to tail... so that he wun get confused..... But..... haha.... he waited at the wrong part again :S He waited at the head of the train this time :S haha....
Anyway.... took the train to rafflesplace..... then found out that at the point of time.... we were already late :S Then the train wun be coming until 7 minutes later!! haha.... so we will be super late :S but well.... its still okay ba :)
So yar... met up with kenneth, zhi ling and agnes.... then we went to take neo prints :D haha..... before we went K box.... Oh... before this went to long john to eat lunch lar....
Eh.... actually hor..... Sounds kind of boring right? haha.... its like I writing a log of what has happened today....... nvm haha.... so give you a warning now.... if you find the above already very boring.... then skip to the part on my reflections on today ba... haha.... which will be in a different color :)
So yar... lets continue on wif the story :) OKay... so yar.... at long john.... we all ate except agnes.... then kerling didn't finish his food :S He only ate the FRIES!!! lol....
OKay.... so now...we went to K box..... choose our songs and started singing.... haha.... I finally realised how horrible my voice is... lol... I totally can't sing!!! haha... agnes kept laughing :S .... haha.... dun blame her lar.... but I think my voice really not suitable for singing.... Then we sang lots of songs.... haha..... some weird ones too :P We sang One night in Beijing by Shin.... Its was then that I realised that my voice completely break liao.... cos.... the song got some high pitch part... then I can't even hit a note..... I think I can still do it about a year ago.... but now.... haha.... cannot liao :S So we sing and sing... from 3 in the afternoon till 7 at night :S We go in still got daylight... come out dark dark already :S
Oh yar.... then agnes keep calling me mooncake :S lol.... now even zhiling also call me :S haha.... but its okay :) Its not the first time... haha..... I was called mooncake by people a long long time ago liao :) So I dun mind :)
oOOooo..... one more thing..... I think lemon can cure sore throat.... haha.... cos they serve lemon tea at K box.... then they got put slices of lemon in it.... Then my glass got super amount of lemon slices lor.... haha.... feel like drinking lemonate then lemon tea.... But... hey.... it cured my sore throat!!! haha.... remember I blog last night saying I got sick? yar..... I got a sore throat.... So I bought myself some strepsils extra strong ones.... took one in the morning but didn't help much..... Until.... I drank the lemon tea.... oOOo.... suddenly the itchy feeling in my throat is gone :D haha.... So a recommendation here.... if you have a slight sore throat here.... you can try slicing a slice of lemon and eat it? lol.... duno how to explain in words.... me got limited vocab :S..... well... just.... in hokkien 'kum' in your mouth.... haha..... OH talking about hokkien... we also sang a hokkien song by mark lee.... haha....
Hmm.... so yar.... after we finished wif K box.... we went to take neoprint again :S lol.... Took a lot of neoprints today.... haha..... Then after that took a walk down orchard to orchard MRT station where zhiling and kenneth left for home.... At first I wanted to leave too.... dun want to be a big lightbulb.... ( Kerling & Agnes ) ..... but somehow I stayed wif them lar... cos I go kerling also want to leave... then of cos Agnes would also leave cos she will be alone..... So decided to stay lor.... just for dinner :) Haha..... partly cos I'm also hungry at that time liao lar :P So we went to far east to have dinner....
At first we went to the fifth floor where the food was..... then kerling said level 1 got food.... So we went all the way back to level one again.... but... when we reached.... we found the food not to our likings... so we went all the way up again and finally settled for/at/wadever (lol english sux man) a stall there..... So yar... ordered our things.... it took a long time for our food to be prepared.... so we talk lor :) Then we realised that we are all from NPCC :D haha.... She's a staff sergeant leh.... me only sergeant.... kerling coporal haha.... Haiz.... who ask me go and fail my staff sergeant test.... haiz.... tried so hard to qualify.... in the end qualified... but can't make the mark ( duno correct or not, lousy eng again ) .... haiz...... yar... then we talk and talk.... until our food came....
Oh yar... kerling ordered the Pepsi ICE drink.... which is like the only can of pepsi ICE there in the whole place.... haha.... but.... the drink taste horrible!!! Its according to kerling taste like ginger beer.... I dun drink ginger beer so I duno.... But... it taste horrible.... ( I got a sip to try out the taste) lol.... then the coloring also very bad..... the drink is blue in color..... then after drinking kerling teeth also turn blue!!! So horrible sia.... gassy drinks already unhealthy.... then now they still go and put so much coloring!!! haiz.... haha
Getting a bit sleepy now..... SO I'll just briefly talk about wad happens after that lar.... got anything more tmr then say........
So yar... after dinner we went home.... but agnes wanted to walk all the way back to somerset again to take a look at the christmas lightings... yar... so we went back.... kerling board another train while me and agnes boarded the other.... So yar.... Some interesting things happened on the trip back lar.... haha.... tmr then type.... Really getting sleepy liao.... bye bye~

Hello :) I'm back again :).... Haiz..... abit sick right now.... haiz.... maybe cos these few days stay up late.... then ate too much ice-cream.... tibits.... hehe.....
So today... ate very little.... no appetite.... haha.... guess falling sick is a good way of losing weight hur~ :P haha... but I rather be fat than to fall sick :
Anyway... got to sleep early tonight :) haha.... so that I wun fall really sick :)
Okay... bye :) gdnight :)

Ahh!!! Juz went for a hair cut :S haha.... got a new hair style.... which..... looks kind of weird on me!!!! haha..... cos I wanted to have a change of hair style.... looks so boring.... so went to the barber then ask him to decide for me :s ..... lol..... but hack..... my hair will grow back pretty soon :D so no one will notice it... haha.... okay.... end of here.... may be back later :) Bye~

:) haha.... hmm.... just had a shocking discovery..... you know the show '本家之嫁' on channel U? I thought the female lead was quite pretty.... so did a search on her.... so found her gallery :)

heres a pic of her :)
http://myhome.naver.com/miwave/gallery/ve12.jpg

Haha.... quite pretty hor :) .....

but hor..... there are other photos in the gallery that totally change my perception of her......

look at this...
http://myhome.naver.com/miwave/gallery/pj_vivian_h005.jpg
and this.....
http://myhome.naver.com/miwave/gallery/vva022.jpg

really didn't expect her to take these kind of photos..... Not that cannot take lar.... but.... haha.... came as a surprise to me..... :)

K lar... nothing much liao.... bye~

Hello :D haha.... am quite happy today :) Didn't waste another day of my life :) Haha... cut down a lot on smoking today... haha... if you have read my previous entries you would know wad I mean by somking....

Okay.... but yar lar... still 'smoked' abit in the morning till about 3.30..... Cos am supposed to meet for CIP at tiong bahru at 5.30 ..... So yar... decided to set out at 4 so that I have about slightly more than 1/2 hrs to shop around :) Was intending to look for some nice things for christmas present.... So yar.... reach there abit earlier than 4.... walk around.... so sian.... nothing special.... haiz.... then still got quite a lot of time.... so went into courts electronics department.... look at the flat flat LCD screen.... haiz.... can't afford sia.... then went to take another look at my olympus mju mini digital camera :P aha.... since I can't have it.... so can only drool at it.... Haha.... But that courts there quite small lar.... walk a while then come out liao.....
So yar.... was wondering around for some time before I decided to go into the arcade :) Haha.... then watch someone play the Drummania machine.... Wah... was truly amazed at how he play the drum..... I stand there see already gong gong liao..... but he still can have combos up to 170!!! Haha... think he practice a lot ba.... cos.... he brought the drum stick himself..... so only 2 case.... either he has a drum set at home.... or..... he play it at the arcade so often that he decided to get a personal stick..... So either way..... he is quite well practiced lar :). .... haix...... haha.... if I go and play ar...... I think the whole song I can only hit 1 or 2 note correctly :S haha......

Yar.... so after that went to meet the rest of the people for CIP...... Well.... I am like sort of extra lar.... cos 1/2 of the people are from a J2 class..... the other 1/2 are from tennis club..... and I dun know any of them!!!! haha.... but.... after a while..... went to mix wif the J2 class.... :) they were quite nice to me :D haha.... so yar... we sort of become as a group lor :) Helping out together... having dinner together.... haha....
Well... had quite a nice time there lar :) haha... but the kids very naughty one..... ( We in charge of those air blown castles the kids jump like crazy in ) Really is " jiang bu thing " one lor... meaning they dun listen to us lor.... haiz.... have to keep asking them not to throw the balls at each other.... not to jump from somewhere high..... Haiz..... then they dun listen to us..... some got lar :) haha they very guai..... but others just ignore us lor.... Then a parent got angry wif kids throwing things at her daughter..... Haiz...
Anyway.... there are still good one lar :) haha.... had a little chat wif some of them :) Haha..... got 1 is next year primary one.... then another next year primary 3.... haha.... the funny thing is.... the primary one kid is much much bigger in size than the primary 3 kid :) haha..... Then later I was told by another person who took my place when we change position that I had a little fan :D haha..... well.... guess I can get along very well wif little kids :D haha.... Still remember last time when I do peer tutoring at a primary school..... haha.... the kids I tutored like me a lot :D haha...... lol.... still remember one kid who wanted to show me his pubic hair.... haha.... of cos I never see lar ... lol.... I not pervert..... haha.... had a great time then.... after that.... the kids I taught wrote me some sort of a letter thanking me and they all sign on it :) haha.... was so touched then..... I'm the only one who received such things among those who went...... haha.... Hmm..... so for the 2 experience wif kids so far :D am very happy that kids like me :D ..... Hmm... so next time when I become a teacher... I may consider teaching primary school kids :D haha.... but the problem wif primary school kids is their parents.... haha... quite scary sia... later receive lots of complains.....
K lar... so after that went for supper at the road side vendors at orchard road wif the J2 people :) At first thought of declining the offer to go with them... cos me kind of extra lar..... they all classmates for 2 years..... Then me.... but.... I felt better when they all really welcome me into their group :) YAr... so went for dinner there... the atmosphere was quite nice :) haha..... so yar... we ate... we talk.... and finally.... its time to part..... haha.... Haiz.... only get to know them less than a day.... then in future... won't be seeing them anymore..... cos they have already graduated from yj..... so yar.... but I guess friendship still remain ba :) haha.....
So yar.... now.... I'm back home..... about 1am now.... :) Am glad that I haven't waste another day of my life :)
See ya :)

Argh!!!! Really bored to death.....

Hello.... I'm back.... haiz.... so boring.... nothing to do... nothing to blog also.... k lar... bye bye....

Haiz.... was supposed to be sleeping now.... Its already 1.38.... Just finished watchiing truth or dare: 6 floor rear block on channel 8..... Left me with lots of thought...... so came online to blog it.... otherwise I wun be able to sleep tonight.....
The show is about 6 very good friends living together.... Then they play truth or dare all the time..... Then one day... they were challenged to write down their target for the next year keep it in a bottle. After a year... if anyone can't fufil wad they have set, they would have to eat shit.
Well... haiz.... then the show is about all the things that happen in the year...... Dun have a great plot actually.... but it shows something.... Youth..... The whole show is about youth.....
Kind of envy how they live their lives.... the friendship between them..... It seems that my life is so pathetic compared to theirs.... I feel so lonely...... Seems that there is a big part of my life missing.....
I'm so afraid that when I am old..... when I think back.... I would regret that I have wasted my youth away....
I want to live a life of theirs.... but... i don't know how.... I don't know how to start....
I want to get back the missing part of my life...... but.... how......
haiz... duno what to type now..... alot of things are going through my mind.....
I am really tired of being alone.....
Haiz..... I think what they did ( writing their target ) is a very fun thing to do.... I would love to do it.... But.... will there be someone to do it with me........ So... if you are interested... please leave a message for me..... New years day is comming very soon..... A nice time to do this thing..... hope I'll get a chance to do it :)
Think its really a very nice thing to do.... cos really... nobody can predict what will happen in a year..... duno how to describe how I feel about this game..... but I really would like to try it.... but doing it alone has no meaning..... so hope that those interested will leave me a msg.....
haiz.... after writing it all out.... am feeling slightly better now.... ....
shall end it off here.....

A lonely Soul......

:) hello.... haiz.... yet another boring day.... Did some maths tutorial :) haha... so guai~ *pat* *pat* haha.... Haiz.... nothing to do lor.... then thinking school starting soon so its about time to do... left 2 weeks only... THe last week need to use for studying for the test on the first week of school.... so now is the best time to do it.... so I dun need to rush out everything when school starts......
yar.... so other than doing some school work today.... I basically wasted another day of my life lar.... haiz... so bored....
Hope tme will be a better day ba.... cos... tmr evening will be doing some CIP :) haha... will be helping out wif some kiddy rides.... So yar... at least wun be wasting my time.....
Well... was just checking the calender just now.... only 2 more weeks before school starts..... Well... haha... I know a lot of people hate it.... but I'm actually looking forward to school starting..... I dun want to rot at home anymore.....
Okay... think thats all for today ba.... dun want to bore you all with crap.... Bye bye~

Hello :D
I did another fanart for FMA :)
haha... its a Xmas Edo :)
Hope ya like it :)
Merry Christmas to all :)
And thanks to senmin for helping me scan the line art :)



full version here
http://www.deviantart.com/view/13243841/

Hello :) Haha... its another late night blogging :)
its already 12.28 now... maybe its still early to some of you people.... but.... to me its rather late.... I dun usually stay up so late during school days....

So yar... today was erm.... same lor.... nothing to do... stay at home..... was clearing the pile of newspapers that have been pile-ling ( duno how to spell) up.... cos I haven't been reading the newspaper for the past few days.... and I can't just dun read them cos the newspaper are bought for me. And no one in my family read it, they all read chinese paper.... So yar... die die also have to read tru briefly lar... otherwise waste money.....

Then yar.... also spent some time in the evening to do up a christmas theme for my blog :) haha.... The header is now snowing :) haha..... but at the time of blogging ( which is now ) I can't see the new header yet.... cos I think the server haven't refresh... So you all might have to wait till tmr to see the new header :)
Well.... decided to do up my header cos firstly... to kill time lar.... then next I think... well.... its a festive season and it seems so quite.... maybe for me lar... always stay at home.... So yar... decided to make things livelier :) Hope ya like it :D
haha.... guess if this works out.... I may do so for the comming festivals :D Like the soon to come CHinese New Year :D but before that would be the start of the new year after christmas :)
But that means I would be keeping this design for quite some time :) But I guess its alright lar.... only that it looks too cold for a blog.... Guess a blog should be more warm... mine looks too technical... But nvm... haha.... got no ideas for a change now :) So shall just keep with that :)

Okay.... then tonight.... haiz... played warcraft again lor.... seems that thats the only game I can play..... Then I think I solved the problem of my com restarting.... Cos I disabled the auto restart option where the com auto restart when it is met wif a problem..... THen when my com hanged... there is this blue screen that come out.... then after reading it... it seems that there is something wrong with my audio driver.... So now that I have updated my driver... everything was fine for today :) IF this continues for the next few days... then I can safely say that my com is alright liao :)

So after I played.... decided to do some maths :P haha... so guai right :) Yar.... cos I'm like lagging behind in some tutorials and school is starting very soon.... So guess its time to start to do it slowly....

Haiz.... so now... another day has passed.... or.... might as well say.... wasted another day of my life :(
Today heard the anti smoking advert on the radio.... It says that with every cigeratte you smoke... your life gets shorten by 7 minutes.... so for today.... the time I wasted is equal to smoking 102 cigerattes.... Haiz... haha... guess I'm a very heavy smoker in this sense.....

K lar.... shall end off for today....
Hope I can stop 'smoking' so much tmr :)
bye~

I'm back :D haha
But its now over 12 already... so I'm actually blogging for tmr? haha
Haiz... very sian leh... nothing to do....
hmm... its like... when I fall asleep today..... tmr I will wake up.... and have nothing to do again.... And I will repeat everything I did today.... and nothing else.... Haiz.... well... I wanna go back to school soon !!!
So... to prevent my from waking up early and doing nothing again.... I have been staying up quite late recently... but that dosen't help cos I still have nothing to do.... so here I am... typing my blog slowly.... wasting my time....Haiz..... Today was listening to 93.3... then got one audience wrote in.... saying that " I am not dead!!!" haha... she wanted her friends to be in contact wif her haha...
Well... guess I also have to do that too :) haha
I AM ALSO NOT DEAD YET!!!!!

Okay lar.... think going to sleep now.... see ya tmr :)

Hello :D Time for another entry :) Its only 4.16 now... but... nvm.... nothing to do... very bored... so decided to blog :) Haha... okay... shall continue to share some ideas from the book for the last time :) Haha... I've finished reading the book le :)

Okay... here goes...

" try harder, one of society's mantras, put enormous amount of pressure on individuals. Trying harder to do what? How hard is harder? When we are pushed into trying harder, we distort both our bodies and mind with tension. Tension has the tendency to make us miserable. If we tense ourselves further and felt even more miserable, would we learn anything? Would we do it quicker? Would be have more ideas? "

haha... well... I think the book is trying to tell us to let go.... when you think you have done your best, there is no point trying harder. Because thats already your best... if you force yourself even more... nothing would come out of it.... Haha.... I like the following statement...

" Trying harder generally means "treating the mind as though it were constipated and had to have ideas squeezed out of it" .

Haha.... so I think we should all try our best.... and not try harder :)

The following are some ideas I found interesting lar... nothing much to comment about :)

" In this world there are 2 tragedies: One is not getting what you want; the other is getting it." Oscar Wilde

Haha.... do you agree wif this statement? ( Gp essay :P ) haha..... Well... I think quite true lar.... The most recent example for me.... When studying.... I wish for holidays..... then started to complain when the school extended school by 2 weeks..... But now.... when I'm having holiday.... I want to get back to school!!! haha... its so bored at home... Haha.... come to think of I, I think I have to thank the school for extending school by 2 weeks.... It saved me from 2 weeks of torture :S .... see... haha.... just like the statement said.... the 2 tragedies.... :s

" Road are for journeys, not destination. "

Hmm.... kind of have the idea that process are more important than result :)

" How many times it thundered before Frankklin took the hint? How many apples fell on Newton's head before he took the hint? Nature is always hinting at us. " Robert Frost.

Hmm.... haha.... maybe I can also be a great person if I got the hint :P haha... nature :D More hints pls :P

" when they think they know the answers, people are difficult to guide. When they know that don't know, people can find their own way." Tao Te Ching

Ooo... haha.... I think the writer is very well read or have done lots of research that he can quote from Tao Te ching haha... which is a chinese book....

Okay.... hmm....if thats the case right... then there would be a need for teachers :D Cos we can all find our way.... :) Actually the book did mention a system where there is no teachers..... haha... quite interesting :)

Okay.... here are 2 simple exercises for you all to try :D

" Try counting to five without thinking of anything, and as soon as you think of somthing, go back to one. If you can actually do it, try counting to ten. It is an extrodinary hard thing to do, particularly when you are being challenged by a person to do something. That should be a clue as to things that might stop you emptying: doing things in response to a challenge, or force, makes it hard for you to let go. You already have a competitive aim and expectation in your head. Thats not empty."

Haha.... I tried it and can't make it past 5.... My mind kept thinking of something... haha.... the book is saying that if you want to receive new ideas and things. You have to empty your mind first cos our mind is already overflowing with many ideas that we perceive it to be right and if a new different idea comes in... you will not accept it... So its good to empty your minds once in a while so as to seek improvements :)

"Look at that lamp across the room. Now look back at me. Look back at the lamp. Now look back at me again. Do you see what you did? You BLINKED. Those are cuts. After the first look, you know that there's no reason to pan continuously from me to the lamp because you know what is in between. Your mind cut the scene. First you behold the lamp. CUT. Then you behold me." John Huston

Haha... it is actually trying to tell us that the different events in life are to be cut as not to confuse yourself. But... I guess thats quite difficult to undertand lar. So nvm.... just want to try it :D haha.... when you look from something to another.... you automatically blink :D haha... I;ve tried it and it really works :D haha

Okay... thats all for the book titled " The big difference" byNicola Phillips....

Well... found that it was a very nice book :D Introduced me to a lot of new ideas and perspective of the world we live in :) Then the book is also very reader friendly... you wun get bored reading the book :) haha.... and the way he write... It seems that he is talking to you.... he shows his emotion by using words like Phew... and interact wif you be saying I can see bla bla bla thoughts forming in your mind.... you can also 'read' the tone of his voice cos he used different text sizes. So all in all... this is a great book... I give it * * * * * 4 out of 5 stars :)

Okay lar... shall end here for now :) Will come back later at night :) Bye~

Hello :) Its only 3++ now... haha... had been a long time since I blog so early...
Had to blog now.... haha.... got quite somethings to share from the book.... If I dun.... my book will overflow wif bookmarks :P

OKay... here goes....

"There is a standard flow of troubleshooting we get into:
We find a problem; we deny it; we get around it"

Anyone of you is like that? haha.... Well... I think I am like that most of the time :P haha... always.... Aiya nvm.... :P

" We all consider ourselves honest, and yet when it comes to telling the truth as we feel it, we are pitiful. We mask it by saying we don't want to hurt others, and then go ahead and hurt them by our dishonesty. This doesn't make sense to me, particularly if you hear yourself say, " I just wish you'd tell me the truth... "

Izzit really wrong to keep the truth from someone so that we won;t hurt them? Sometimes.... telling the truth may hurt them more... Or izzit we assume that it will hurt them more? hmm..... the book said... " hurt them by our dishonesty " ... ... But.... will this hurt be less pain than that of learning the truth? But hor... the last line " I just wish you'd tell me the truth...." I think it is really unbearable when you sense that people around are hiding something from you but then when you ask them they just say its nothing.... Hmm... so I think telling the truth may be the right thing to do....

" If you have spent so many years denying your dificiencies, why would you suddenly have any in response to a question. "

The above quote is a comment on sometimes people ask you what are your weakness. Have anyone asked about your weakness? What is your answer? Is wad you replied really your weakness? Or are there more? Do you have more weaknesses than you know? haha... but I think the people around me are quite okay wif this lar.... they all seems to have known their weaknesses and have accepted them....

" We tend to either assume control or hand over control; often a mixture of the two. Of course, the irony is that the tighter you hold on, the less control you have. IF you feel the need to hold on you are effectively saying that there is something out there which has more control than I do, so I had better hold on so that tey can't control me. See the paradox? The only way to be in control is to let go. "

Hmm.... I find this quite interesting.... I think I've been met wif these kind of situation quite often.... Well... the next time I encouter such situation... might consider taking this advice... cos it sounds quite logical :)

Okay! Down to the last one for today....
The last one.... erm.... I find it very interesting.... It is a fact lar.... so nothing much to comment on.... but it describes some people in our society.... you.... me.... or someone around you.... Haha... see if you can see the link :) And reach enlightment :D

" A beehive can apparently be moved two inches each night without disorienting the bees the next mornig.... Surprisingly, if it is moved two miles, the bees have no problem. They are forced by the displacement of their environment to re-orient their sense of direction, which they can do easily enough. But if the hive is moved two yards, the bees become fatally confused. The enviroment does not seem different to them, so they do not re-orient themselves, and as a result, they will not recognise their own hive when they return from foraginh, hovering instead in the empty space where their hive used to bem while the hive itself sits just two yards away."

Cool hur :D haha... well... thats some scientific facts for you :) But... if you have an higher level of thinking... you can see the link between the bees and us.... Haha... the link was explain in the book... but its too long to type out.... I think it isn't too hard to see the link lar :D So haha... figure it out for youreslves :D And reach enlightenment :) If you really can't... then can ask the book from me :D

Okay... thats all for now :D
May or may not write an entry for tonight :)
BYE!~

Arlow :D haha.... I one day nv write entry got miss me or not :P LOL.... getting abit crazy here....
Haha... was staying over at my cousin's house yesterday night so didn't blog....
Now feeling a bit tired... Actually is only eye tired... but mind isn't.... Haiz.... duno why it has been like this for quite a few days... maybe cos I over used my eye but haven't been using my mind enough.... so eyes tired but mind isn't.... But eye tired = cannot do anything at all.... My mind want to do a lot of things... play game... watch TV... read books.... but.... without my sight.... how am I going to do all these? So argh.... no have to force my eyes open so that I can let my brain do wad it wants :)
Anyway.... today went to wild wild wet wif my cousin :) had fun there :D haha.... the place was rather small... only a few slides... but still managed to spent 1/2 day there :)
K lar.... dun think I will be writing much tonight....
Btw... you all interested in the book I'm reading and sharing wif you all or not.... Cos I like write so many entry but nobody give any comments or wadever leh.... But I will still continue sharing it lar... cos.... I think its good to let the mind work a bit... think a bit.... that will help to improve my thinking skills and also good for GP..... So you all got any comments feel free to write in the shoutbox hor :)
Thats all for today :) Bye~ haha... another weekend gone :) Wish all of you people a enjoyable week ahead :D

Time for anther entry :)

Well... today was erm.... quite bornig too lar.... although I went out....
Cos... I didn't go out to have fun :S I went to look for my data cable at some ulu industrial area : But I got it anyway :D haha.... So now I can upload the pictures.... hmm.... duno where.... will find a place.... Look under the links section.... will put the link there when I've finished with it....
But.... the little cable cost me $45 !!!! That so expensive!!!! But haiz.... think still a little bit worth it ba cos if I upload everything to my e-mail.... it will cost my about $30.... and thats only for the current photos in my phone.... So well... there may be more in the future as I dun think I can change my phone any time soon.... so yar.... think is quite 'worth it' in that sense.
Okay.... so since I'm away today..... didn't have time to read my book :) But hehe.... still got some leftovers from yesterday that I want to share :)
heres the quote: " Hanif Kureish suggested creativity was something that children do when their parents were out of the room. Other people have suggested that creativity is what parents do when their children are out of the room. Fantasy is what you do when they are still in the room."

So haha... wad do you think of it? Which side are you on? Kureish's or other people? For me.... I think I'm on the side of kureish... think both sides are true lar.... but I agree more with kureish... for parents when that kids are not around.... they might not be able to let their creativity flow out to its maximum potential.... cos as a adult.... you get not only the constrains from the kids.... you still have to be constricted by a lot of other things.... eg... the society.... but as a kid.... I think... in their world there are only themselves and their parents..... so when parents are not around.... they can do whatever they want cos in their world.... There is no one else to constrain them :)

OKay lar.... think thats about all for today :) Bye~ And have a wonderful weekend ahead :D

hello! haha... time for another post again :)

Well... today.... stayed at home and rot again.... haha.... read some books.... and did a chibi of edo unwrapping a christmas present :D haha.... Hope I can get it scanned and painted in time for christmas :D K lar...

then tmr want to go to the siemens headquarters to buy data cable for my phone :) But guess would be a futile trip lar.... cos I doubt that place sells anything :S But well... go and try my luck lor....

Anyway... jsut to share some more things from my book :D

I'm sure everyone heard of this saying ' life is a game of choice ' But do we really have a choice?

Okay... heres a quote from the book....

' When was the last time that you knowingly did something that you KNEW was going to make your life worse? We sometimes have to make decisions that will bring short-term pain, but the basis of every decision we make is the assumption that this thing that we are about to do is going to ultimately make our life better. That is why you went to college, got married, have a job.... and do everything that you do. '

Okay.... so the author called this kind of actions DECISION not CHOICE.... From my interpretation of the book, choice is something that... when given 2 or more things... no matter what you choose... you will still be happy..... they are of equal value....
But a decision is when you choose something because you know if you don;t choose that.... you will have to bear consequences.... Its just like you want to go JC or poly? I choose to go JC.... but is that a choice? It isn't.... its a decision..... I have decided to go JC because it provides a easier route to the university....
But a choice is like you going into a chocolate shop..... there are so many different kinds of chocolate for you to choose from.... but no matter what you choose.... you will still be very happy :D
In short, another quotation from the book... " A choice is about doing the right thing. A decision is about doing something right. "

Haha.... so thats all for today :D Ask yourself :) When was the last time you truely enjoy making a choice :D

You know... actually.... this book go on and talk about why to people make decisions instead fo choices :) Quite interesting....

Okay... a quick one :) " because we are more aware of the verbal rational part of our brains, we assume that every part of our mind should be open to the pressure of the argument and debate. Because we perceive we are more able to rely on reason and logic, we misread the nature and significance of great deal of our lives. Our inability to control our emotions generally leads us to pretent they aren't there, and unless we can describe a feeling accurately, we dismiss it as 'irrational' and therefore not devoutly to be wished"

haha... thats explains why we often make decisions rather than choices....

Okay... let me share wif you all one more point in the book....

Do you all always feel that life is meaningless? haha.... heres a quote from the book...

" Anthony Storr suggests that an inner world of fantasy must be regarded as part of an individual's biological inheritance. When an individual's subjective reality becomes completely divorced from the external reality, we call them mad. On the other hand, if we suppress the inner world too much, we become totally complaint with external reality; we regard the external world as someting to which we must adapt, so our individuality dissappears and life become meaningless. "

Hmm.... so are you guy feeling that way? Are you suppressing your inner world too much? Well... if you are.... time to open up more of your inner world :D And be a happier person :D

Okay.... thats about all for today :D Will share more points from the book with you all tmr :D haha.... Think this is a very nice book :D Like reading it very much.... Am already through with 1/2 the book in 2 days :D The typography of the book also very interesting :D You wun get bored after reading lines and lines of words... cos it uses many short paragraphs and have words of different sizes and tones to make the book more fun :D

K lar.... BYE~ :D

:) Hello.... its me again....
haiz.... life is getting kind of bored here.....
rotting at home everyday...
Haiz.... nothing to do now.... (except for homework :S )

Life is so boring~ ..... Wad have you guy been doing? Got any recommendation? Otherwise I will be bored to death.....

Have been doing a lot of reading lately.... newspapers.... books.... online forum.... haiz.... cos other than reading.... really can't find anything else to kill time.... my parents must be very happy that I'm reading.... they always thought reading = improve english .... Yar... as if... haha..... I haven't been reading much but still managed to survive test after tests... exams after exams.... cos I listen.... I think listening is the same as reading or even more useful than reading.... Cos when you listen you can still learn how to construct sentences.... how people speak.... so after some time... you learn to speak like them... subconsiously.... Cos you get much more exposure to it.... You go take a book to read.... how many pages can you cover in a day..... But when you switch on the TV.... Everything is just thrown at you.... drama.... news.... all sorts of TV programmes..... even advertisments.... the TV just blabber non-stop.... So after some time.... it gets into your subconsciousness without you even knowing it.... So actually.... at this point of time.... I feel that its not about reading to improve your english... but reading to widen your knowledge.... We now have the basic ability to express our thought.... we only lack content....

So haha.... well.... talk too much crap hur~ :P

Anyway.... was feeling very bored today so decided to take a walk in the library..... at first went in... duno which section to go to.... I dun want to read stories..... I want to know more and not just fictions.... So I went to the general section and wander around.... Still can't find anything I wanted to read.....
But while walking around.... this little book caught my attention....

Title: Secrets of graphology
Author: Jacqui Tew

At first I thought graphology = graphs.... then immediately I thought book on graphs = help in my studies.... haha.... so I took it out of the shelve...... Then I realised that this book isn't about graphs.... its about handwriting :D Haha.... Thats was something interesting :D So I took it out to read :)
Haha... rather interesting..... Its about how to employ graphology(handwriting) to analyse personality, career options, and relationships :)

Haha... read the first few pages so decided to share it with you all :D

Large writing indicates an individual with initiative, liveliness, enthusiasm, generosity, imagnination, vigour and the ability to make emotional judgements

Small handwriting indicates an individual with good concentration, precision, throughness, modesty and intensity

haha.... if you want to find out more about how to determine the size, or how other things like the balance, spacing, slantness determines your personality... Go borrow this book :D Or come and look for me before I return this book :D

OKay... other than that.... I also went to look for some books on self-improvement :) Haha.... I always seek to improve myself :D

So I found 3 books....
Coping With uncertainty: 10 simple solution
The big difference: Life works when you choose
Reinvent yourself: Tactics for work life and h (duno why it got cut off in my loan recepit :S )

Well... hehe... thought I needed some help with coping wif uncertainty.... cos... I think I worry too much... there are too much uncertainty in life.... SO hehe... hope after reading this book it could provide me with some solution :)

Then... I've started with the book ' The big difference '
Its about making choices in life....
Wanted to share this part with you all :)

' Children know what thay want in that moment, but have no interest in knowing why it is important to them. Indeed, why would they need to know? As grown-ups, we often miss the beauty of doing something in the moment because it is what we want, and feel the need to justify it and rationalise it- even to the point of criticising others we see doing things because they want to. This isn't about totally selfish living, althought it could be. It's about understanding how often we do know what is it we would rather be doing, but bury it under all sorts of disguises.... '

HAha... so how do you people feel about this? Has it occur to you before? You want to do something but you think too much and worry yourself with too much things....

But does it tell us to do whatever we want without even thinking? That means that I can just get my olympus mju mini digital camera without thinking if I will be using it?

Haha..... thats some food for thought :)
Okay... will come back tomorrow with more things I found out from this book :D Haha... there's something on the difference between choice and decisions.....

Okay... the last book... ' reinvent yourself ' haha.... found it quite interesting :D Hope to reinvent myself after reading all the above books.... SO next year be prepared to see a new boon kiat :D

Haha.... think thats about all for today.... Bye~ :D

YES!!! FINALLY AFTER MORE THAN A MONTH... I'VE FINISHED WITH THIS :D :D :D :D

So happy.... haha... heres the sized down version



the full resolution one is up here :D
http://www.deviantart.com/view/12964343/

Hope you people like it :D & comments are also gladly welcome :D

:'( really feel like crying now.... just finished the last 2 episodes of Full Metal Alchemist.... SO TOUCHING AND SAD SIA!!!! :'( This is really a very very very nice anime!!!! :'( :'( :'( Wah.... yesterday was just saying that I give 5 stars out of 5.... But now.... I GIVE 10 out of 5!!! This anime has excellent plot and heavily action packed!!! Of all the anime I've watched... This is ranked FIRST!!!! there are only few shows that will make me cry... and my heartache... this is one of them..... So really.... This is HIGHLY RECOMMENDED by me :DGuess I won't be starting on a new anime series soon.... want to give myself some time to truely savour this anime to its last bits :D OMG.... Really like this anime very very much.... haha.... think I'm going to do lots of fan art on it :D haha... hope I have the skills to do it :D Post a few screen shots at the part where I almost cried....

(little background: He is now trying to revive his brother by sacrificing himself)
I managed to find the music that was played with this scene... heres the address.... play it while looking at the screenshots..... Really want to cry sia....
http://fma.xezi.com/wave/st1/32%20-%20Brothers.mp3

Nice right....

Hey... got an interesting blog to share wif you guys....
Chance upon it ( is there such a phrase? ) while clicking the next blog button on the bloggers navigation bar on top.....
Found it rather interesting...

Its a blog of a person who is trying to get rid of his porn addiction.... you get to read what is actually going on in his mind... how the addiction of porn affects a person.....

heres the address....
http://addictiontherapy.blogspot.com/

So to all people out there.... dun watch too much porn ar! :) Very unhealthy you know :)

Arlow :) Time for another entry :D

OMG... didn't know that my blog traffic so high!!! Argh!!! So embarrassing!!!! That incident that day..... the entry was only up for about 12 hours which is less than a day and its at night lor, people are supposed to be sleeping!!!.... and 4 people already saw it!!!! OMG... gonna find a hole and bury my face in :S.... :'( feel like crying now!!! Haiz... really dun wad got into me that day to make such a big mistake :S Those of you who saw it ar... Shh.... pls delete it from you mind as well :S Even if it can't be deleted... pls nv talk about it again :S PLEASE~ okay~
wahaha... scary sia... next time must blog carefully.... so dangerous....

OKay~ next...
Well.... just finsih another episode of FMA.... Wah!!!! Super nice sia!!!!! Love it :D haha.... but sad ar... it will be over soon after 2 more episodes... Wahaha.... really a very very nice anime :D You all got time can go watch it :) Felt that this is a anime suitable for teenagers... Cos the content quite mature :) They got military stuffs, war, rape, and they dare to draw a lot of blood ( but not too much) .... So hehe... quite different from all the other anime I watched. I give it 5 stars out of 5 :D HAha... but sad ar~ going to be over soon in 2 more episodes :) Gonna search for another series to watch :) Think I wun be going back to watching naruto so fast.... cos like a bit sick of it.... Watched over 100+ episodes of it.... and still no sign of when its stopping :S So haha.... now only wait for Naruto the movie to come out :D

Next topic :D haha... well... today went out wif my family to orchard.... my sis need to get a new pair of shoes... that not the point.... the point is... I SAW MY OLYMPUS MJU MINI DIGITAL CAMREA AGAIN!!!!! OMG!!!! AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THIS CAMERA...... It has got this X-factor :D :D :D :D ... haha.... I dun care about the functions anymore!!! I JUST WANT THAT CAMERA!!!!! Haha.... ITs second on my christmas wish list ( coming up later)... haha... My mom has already given the green light to buy it, and said that she will pay for the full cost :) ( intially she only pay max 500, the rest I have to pay ) ..... but she say if I really need it then buy... otherwise buy liao put there nice nice meh.... Come to think of it really lor... if I buy it now... then also nothing to take mah..... Argh!!! but I REALLY REALLY WANT THE CAMERA!!!! So now having a hard time deciding :S ... haha.... yar... I know I can afford it.... but got money also not anyhow spend one mah... So argh!!! the devil in me is saying YES!!! BUY IT!!! WHO CARES IF YOU GONNA USE IT.... then the angel is saying NO!!! YOU BUY FOR WAD?? COLLECT DUST AR?? YOU ROOM VERY DUSTY ALREADY~ Argh!!!! Shall I be a bad boy and listen to the devil??? juz for this once??? :P hehe.... well still have to think about it for a little while more..... meanwhile still have to say it once more..... I WANT IT!!!!! haha.....

New topic~ ( haha.... my paragraphing getting worst :S )
While shopping today.... my mom went shopping for women bags at Tangs.... So the whole family just tagged behind... then I was wif my grandma.... so we were just walking around... then my grandma went to look at some bags... then cos her eyesight not that good, so she ask me to help... then I told her the bag was $139.... then she say... " wah.... , you got girlfriend or not? If got I buy for her :) " Then I replied... got she also dun want this kind of bag lar... this is for aunties.... haha.... The point is.... she actually wanted me to get a girlfriend :D :D :D ... haha.... I was totally shocked.... cos at the beginning of the year.... she was just asking me to concentrate on my studies and not get a gf ... but now.... hehehe..... haha.... :D :D :D :D~
Eh... so got any girls wan me :P I come wif free gifts one leh.... haha... christmas sales :S
LOL... just kidding.... if really got I also dun wan lar.... so 'tan xiao pian yi' :P .... actually... not 'xiao pian yi' lor.... is totally zuan dao ar... haha.... got such a good life partner :D

OKay, NEXT~
ho ho ho.... christmas is round the corner.... so I shall have my christmas wish list :D haha... The first on my list is.....

1) A Girlfriend :D
2) Olympus Mju Mini digicam :D
3) My family and friends all ' jian jian kang kang ' (healthy)
4) I ' xue ye geng shang yi cheng lou ' ( studies )
getting a bit like new year :X haha.... nvm lets continue....
5) 19 inch LCD monitor :D
6) A apple laptop :D
7) New computer mouse :D
8) Motorola razor handphone :D
9) a new bedroom set :)
10) World peace~
LOL... haha.... actually really lor.... if world peace.... economy good.... I got money..... then I can buy lots of things that is on my list :)

Next! :)
haha.... well... today was quite a happy day :) Had lots of laughter... especially at night.... watch evolution of channel 5 and another 8 o'clock show on channel 8.... haha.... had a very nice laugh :D.... has been quite some time since I last laugh like that :)

And also.... I have continued with my skipping exercise already :) Got a tiny bit of result :) hehe... will continue to work hard :D

Okay lar.... have to get an early night today :) Had been staying up very late these few days... then waking up very late too..... bad for health sia....
So.... Bye bye~ And have a nice week ahead :D

Arlow :) here I am again.... Had a boring day...
Haha... was just air brushing my fanart just now :)
Wasn't as great as I wanted it to be... but well :) still better than many of my previous work :D
K lar... bye for today :)
Dun wan to bore you all with boring stuffs.... bye~

Ooops... hehe... did something very embarrassing yesterday night :S hehe... duno why so high yesterday night :S Anyway... edited my post liao :S Hope no one saw it :S ... but I think someone saw it... if you did.... Shhh.... okay :S haha... duno wad got into me yesterday :S

Arlow :D haha... time for another entry...
today was erm... kind of bored lar...
same onld thing.... wake up in the morning.... watch TV, sleep, play com...

Haiz... haha... my internet duno why.... even time after 12am... then slow down by a lot a lot.... Sianz.... I download anime hor... before 12 is 25kb/s ( normal dl speed) but after 12 right.... drop down to 2 kb/s ..... Idiot lor.... Spent so much time but onli can download so little :
ANyway... haha... its past 12 now :P So I'm actually blogging for thursday :P haha...
OKay... well just watch singapore idol finals... haha... started watching it only recently... around that time when Olinda got kicked out. Hmm... actually hor.... the last 2, sly and taufik... well.... haha... think that they both can sing lar.... but eh... to be an idol? Erm... still not yet up to standard. hehe But glad that taufik won... cos he really sang better than sly.
Also... went to irc channel sgidol... haiz... very dissappointed with some singaporeans.... totally racist sia.... saw them flood the channel with lots of racist insults.... Haiz... we are a civilised country...
K lar... actually nothing much to talk about.... bye~