:) Hello.... its me again....
haiz.... life is getting kind of bored here.....
rotting at home everyday...
Haiz.... nothing to do now.... (except for homework :S )

Life is so boring~ ..... Wad have you guy been doing? Got any recommendation? Otherwise I will be bored to death.....

Have been doing a lot of reading lately.... newspapers.... books.... online forum.... haiz.... cos other than reading.... really can't find anything else to kill time.... my parents must be very happy that I'm reading.... they always thought reading = improve english .... Yar... as if... haha..... I haven't been reading much but still managed to survive test after tests... exams after exams.... cos I listen.... I think listening is the same as reading or even more useful than reading.... Cos when you listen you can still learn how to construct sentences.... how people speak.... so after some time... you learn to speak like them... subconsiously.... Cos you get much more exposure to it.... You go take a book to read.... how many pages can you cover in a day..... But when you switch on the TV.... Everything is just thrown at you.... drama.... news.... all sorts of TV programmes..... even advertisments.... the TV just blabber non-stop.... So after some time.... it gets into your subconsciousness without you even knowing it.... So actually.... at this point of time.... I feel that its not about reading to improve your english... but reading to widen your knowledge.... We now have the basic ability to express our thought.... we only lack content....

So haha.... well.... talk too much crap hur~ :P

Anyway.... was feeling very bored today so decided to take a walk in the library..... at first went in... duno which section to go to.... I dun want to read stories..... I want to know more and not just fictions.... So I went to the general section and wander around.... Still can't find anything I wanted to read.....
But while walking around.... this little book caught my attention....

Title: Secrets of graphology
Author: Jacqui Tew

At first I thought graphology = graphs.... then immediately I thought book on graphs = help in my studies.... haha.... so I took it out of the shelve...... Then I realised that this book isn't about graphs.... its about handwriting :D Haha.... Thats was something interesting :D So I took it out to read :)
Haha... rather interesting..... Its about how to employ graphology(handwriting) to analyse personality, career options, and relationships :)

Haha... read the first few pages so decided to share it with you all :D

Large writing indicates an individual with initiative, liveliness, enthusiasm, generosity, imagnination, vigour and the ability to make emotional judgements

Small handwriting indicates an individual with good concentration, precision, throughness, modesty and intensity

haha.... if you want to find out more about how to determine the size, or how other things like the balance, spacing, slantness determines your personality... Go borrow this book :D Or come and look for me before I return this book :D

OKay... other than that.... I also went to look for some books on self-improvement :) Haha.... I always seek to improve myself :D

So I found 3 books....
Coping With uncertainty: 10 simple solution
The big difference: Life works when you choose
Reinvent yourself: Tactics for work life and h (duno why it got cut off in my loan recepit :S )

Well... hehe... thought I needed some help with coping wif uncertainty.... cos... I think I worry too much... there are too much uncertainty in life.... SO hehe... hope after reading this book it could provide me with some solution :)

Then... I've started with the book ' The big difference '
Its about making choices in life....
Wanted to share this part with you all :)

' Children know what thay want in that moment, but have no interest in knowing why it is important to them. Indeed, why would they need to know? As grown-ups, we often miss the beauty of doing something in the moment because it is what we want, and feel the need to justify it and rationalise it- even to the point of criticising others we see doing things because they want to. This isn't about totally selfish living, althought it could be. It's about understanding how often we do know what is it we would rather be doing, but bury it under all sorts of disguises.... '

HAha... so how do you people feel about this? Has it occur to you before? You want to do something but you think too much and worry yourself with too much things....

But does it tell us to do whatever we want without even thinking? That means that I can just get my olympus mju mini digital camera without thinking if I will be using it?

Haha..... thats some food for thought :)
Okay... will come back tomorrow with more things I found out from this book :D Haha... there's something on the difference between choice and decisions.....

Okay... the last book... ' reinvent yourself ' haha.... found it quite interesting :D Hope to reinvent myself after reading all the above books.... SO next year be prepared to see a new boon kiat :D

Haha.... think thats about all for today.... Bye~ :D

YES!!! FINALLY AFTER MORE THAN A MONTH... I'VE FINISHED WITH THIS :D :D :D :D

So happy.... haha... heres the sized down version



the full resolution one is up here :D
http://www.deviantart.com/view/12964343/

Hope you people like it :D & comments are also gladly welcome :D

:'( really feel like crying now.... just finished the last 2 episodes of Full Metal Alchemist.... SO TOUCHING AND SAD SIA!!!! :'( This is really a very very very nice anime!!!! :'( :'( :'( Wah.... yesterday was just saying that I give 5 stars out of 5.... But now.... I GIVE 10 out of 5!!! This anime has excellent plot and heavily action packed!!! Of all the anime I've watched... This is ranked FIRST!!!! there are only few shows that will make me cry... and my heartache... this is one of them..... So really.... This is HIGHLY RECOMMENDED by me :DGuess I won't be starting on a new anime series soon.... want to give myself some time to truely savour this anime to its last bits :D OMG.... Really like this anime very very much.... haha.... think I'm going to do lots of fan art on it :D haha... hope I have the skills to do it :D Post a few screen shots at the part where I almost cried....

(little background: He is now trying to revive his brother by sacrificing himself)
I managed to find the music that was played with this scene... heres the address.... play it while looking at the screenshots..... Really want to cry sia....
http://fma.xezi.com/wave/st1/32%20-%20Brothers.mp3

Nice right....

Hey... got an interesting blog to share wif you guys....
Chance upon it ( is there such a phrase? ) while clicking the next blog button on the bloggers navigation bar on top.....
Found it rather interesting...

Its a blog of a person who is trying to get rid of his porn addiction.... you get to read what is actually going on in his mind... how the addiction of porn affects a person.....

heres the address....
http://addictiontherapy.blogspot.com/

So to all people out there.... dun watch too much porn ar! :) Very unhealthy you know :)

Arlow :) Time for another entry :D

OMG... didn't know that my blog traffic so high!!! Argh!!! So embarrassing!!!! That incident that day..... the entry was only up for about 12 hours which is less than a day and its at night lor, people are supposed to be sleeping!!!.... and 4 people already saw it!!!! OMG... gonna find a hole and bury my face in :S.... :'( feel like crying now!!! Haiz... really dun wad got into me that day to make such a big mistake :S Those of you who saw it ar... Shh.... pls delete it from you mind as well :S Even if it can't be deleted... pls nv talk about it again :S PLEASE~ okay~
wahaha... scary sia... next time must blog carefully.... so dangerous....

OKay~ next...
Well.... just finsih another episode of FMA.... Wah!!!! Super nice sia!!!!! Love it :D haha.... but sad ar... it will be over soon after 2 more episodes... Wahaha.... really a very very nice anime :D You all got time can go watch it :) Felt that this is a anime suitable for teenagers... Cos the content quite mature :) They got military stuffs, war, rape, and they dare to draw a lot of blood ( but not too much) .... So hehe... quite different from all the other anime I watched. I give it 5 stars out of 5 :D HAha... but sad ar~ going to be over soon in 2 more episodes :) Gonna search for another series to watch :) Think I wun be going back to watching naruto so fast.... cos like a bit sick of it.... Watched over 100+ episodes of it.... and still no sign of when its stopping :S So haha.... now only wait for Naruto the movie to come out :D

Next topic :D haha... well... today went out wif my family to orchard.... my sis need to get a new pair of shoes... that not the point.... the point is... I SAW MY OLYMPUS MJU MINI DIGITAL CAMREA AGAIN!!!!! OMG!!!! AM TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH THIS CAMERA...... It has got this X-factor :D :D :D :D ... haha.... I dun care about the functions anymore!!! I JUST WANT THAT CAMERA!!!!! Haha.... ITs second on my christmas wish list ( coming up later)... haha... My mom has already given the green light to buy it, and said that she will pay for the full cost :) ( intially she only pay max 500, the rest I have to pay ) ..... but she say if I really need it then buy... otherwise buy liao put there nice nice meh.... Come to think of it really lor... if I buy it now... then also nothing to take mah..... Argh!!! but I REALLY REALLY WANT THE CAMERA!!!! So now having a hard time deciding :S ... haha.... yar... I know I can afford it.... but got money also not anyhow spend one mah... So argh!!! the devil in me is saying YES!!! BUY IT!!! WHO CARES IF YOU GONNA USE IT.... then the angel is saying NO!!! YOU BUY FOR WAD?? COLLECT DUST AR?? YOU ROOM VERY DUSTY ALREADY~ Argh!!!! Shall I be a bad boy and listen to the devil??? juz for this once??? :P hehe.... well still have to think about it for a little while more..... meanwhile still have to say it once more..... I WANT IT!!!!! haha.....

New topic~ ( haha.... my paragraphing getting worst :S )
While shopping today.... my mom went shopping for women bags at Tangs.... So the whole family just tagged behind... then I was wif my grandma.... so we were just walking around... then my grandma went to look at some bags... then cos her eyesight not that good, so she ask me to help... then I told her the bag was $139.... then she say... " wah.... , you got girlfriend or not? If got I buy for her :) " Then I replied... got she also dun want this kind of bag lar... this is for aunties.... haha.... The point is.... she actually wanted me to get a girlfriend :D :D :D ... haha.... I was totally shocked.... cos at the beginning of the year.... she was just asking me to concentrate on my studies and not get a gf ... but now.... hehehe..... haha.... :D :D :D :D~
Eh... so got any girls wan me :P I come wif free gifts one leh.... haha... christmas sales :S
LOL... just kidding.... if really got I also dun wan lar.... so 'tan xiao pian yi' :P .... actually... not 'xiao pian yi' lor.... is totally zuan dao ar... haha.... got such a good life partner :D

OKay, NEXT~
ho ho ho.... christmas is round the corner.... so I shall have my christmas wish list :D haha... The first on my list is.....

1) A Girlfriend :D
2) Olympus Mju Mini digicam :D
3) My family and friends all ' jian jian kang kang ' (healthy)
4) I ' xue ye geng shang yi cheng lou ' ( studies )
getting a bit like new year :X haha.... nvm lets continue....
5) 19 inch LCD monitor :D
6) A apple laptop :D
7) New computer mouse :D
8) Motorola razor handphone :D
9) a new bedroom set :)
10) World peace~
LOL... haha.... actually really lor.... if world peace.... economy good.... I got money..... then I can buy lots of things that is on my list :)

Next! :)
haha.... well... today was quite a happy day :) Had lots of laughter... especially at night.... watch evolution of channel 5 and another 8 o'clock show on channel 8.... haha.... had a very nice laugh :D.... has been quite some time since I last laugh like that :)

And also.... I have continued with my skipping exercise already :) Got a tiny bit of result :) hehe... will continue to work hard :D

Okay lar.... have to get an early night today :) Had been staying up very late these few days... then waking up very late too..... bad for health sia....
So.... Bye bye~ And have a nice week ahead :D

Arlow :) here I am again.... Had a boring day...
Haha... was just air brushing my fanart just now :)
Wasn't as great as I wanted it to be... but well :) still better than many of my previous work :D
K lar... bye for today :)
Dun wan to bore you all with boring stuffs.... bye~

Ooops... hehe... did something very embarrassing yesterday night :S hehe... duno why so high yesterday night :S Anyway... edited my post liao :S Hope no one saw it :S ... but I think someone saw it... if you did.... Shhh.... okay :S haha... duno wad got into me yesterday :S

Arlow :D haha... time for another entry...
today was erm... kind of bored lar...
same onld thing.... wake up in the morning.... watch TV, sleep, play com...

Haiz... haha... my internet duno why.... even time after 12am... then slow down by a lot a lot.... Sianz.... I download anime hor... before 12 is 25kb/s ( normal dl speed) but after 12 right.... drop down to 2 kb/s ..... Idiot lor.... Spent so much time but onli can download so little :
ANyway... haha... its past 12 now :P So I'm actually blogging for thursday :P haha...
OKay... well just watch singapore idol finals... haha... started watching it only recently... around that time when Olinda got kicked out. Hmm... actually hor.... the last 2, sly and taufik... well.... haha... think that they both can sing lar.... but eh... to be an idol? Erm... still not yet up to standard. hehe But glad that taufik won... cos he really sang better than sly.
Also... went to irc channel sgidol... haiz... very dissappointed with some singaporeans.... totally racist sia.... saw them flood the channel with lots of racist insults.... Haiz... we are a civilised country...
K lar... actually nothing much to talk about.... bye~

Wahaha... try this (if you chinese powerful enough)
HAha... very interesting.
It analyse your chinese name :)
http://www.y28predictions.com/program/template/name/name.php

Wahaha... another one :D Quite true :)
金牛座　　
金牛座希望做个被爱的情人。你发动爱情攻势的理由并不是真的无怨无悔地付出，你知道爱要付出代价，所以要得 到对方的爱，先付出的目的当然就是希望对方也能爱你。

Wahaha.... just did those horoscope thingy and found that.... me & 'another one' got 90marks :D Lol... the highest of all matches :D haha....

6个站 幸运情侣 90分
一开始交往，就会互相带来好运，要互相疼爱，关系才会长久~

Haiz.... yet another day in my life...
today was feeling much better.... well.... at least for the first part of the day :)
Haha... didn't do my workout today morning :P HAha.. was a bit lazy... hehe
duno why... today was feeling much better than the past few days.... :) So haha... hope I can stay like this for the whole week :D And... hehe... tmr must really do my skipping liao :P
OKay.... just received e-mail from miss lim that I may still be able to take S-paper for physics.... but I have to appeal.... Haiz... so troublesome.....
Actually hor..... appeal still okay.... the problem is..... there will be additional assignment for S paper lor.... then I have to guai guai do all of it otherwise I will have to drop it in second term : ...... This came to be quite a shock.... and made me wonder all over again whether I still want to take S paper or not....
Cos at first wad I thought is that S paper is just an additional paper.... you take pass then good lor.... fail nvm..... so I dun really plan to study very hard for it :S But now.... seems that I can't slack anymore if I appeal... I wanted it cos... it looks good mah :P haha... not everyone can take it.... but other than that, I dun think got any additional benefits leh.... other than getting scholorship ( see I dun even know how to spell :S ) *quickly to a spell check* Ah ha! scholorship is a common misspelling of scholarship... hehe.... okay.... its scholarship :P Yar... other than that I dun think nothing else lor.... When you go out working..... you think people will care? duno leh....
SO I am wondering..... is it worth the effort to 'look good' .....
So yar.... think I will take some time to consider it....
then.... yay.... tmr should be the very last day of the video production liao :D haha... so after tmr.... my holiday can finally start :D
So happy... hehe.....
OKay... bye~ :D

Haiz... wasted another day of my life.....
Did nothing today.....
so sian.....
think my eye sight is getting worst....
Maybe cos tese few days been exposed to long hours in front of the computer screen...... Eyes very tired, but my mind isn't......
Well... duno how to express my feeling these days in word.....
but I am not feeling very good these days.... something is missing in my life......
It has been quite some time since I last enjoyed my day.......

Oh well.... my tummy trimming programme hasn't been really successful....
I only did 1 day of skipping.... then my muscle ached for 4 days..... :S so yar.... didn't do any exercise for the past 4 days..... Not that I dun want to do... but I have problem even walking..... Today was slightly better so i think I can continue skipping tmr....
Maybe cos I more than a month nv workout liao... cos of promos and stuffs, so muscle didn't warm up.... and also I didn't have any protection on.... I skip barefooted. So I got a blister on my foot, and didn't get a good landing cos of that.... thats why its straining my muscles....
Anyway... will be wearing shoes when I skip tmr, so hope I wun have to stop another 4 days again :D Anyway... haha... it kind of feels good to perspire... that day I skipped for 45 min, taking a 1 min break every 5 min interval.... then... really perspire a lot :D Hope to do it again tmr :) really make me more alert :)

Okay lar.... thats about all for today..... hope I can really enjoy the coming week :)
And also hope you people have a nice week ahead :D
And visit my site more often... haha....

*yawn* haha.... well, its 11.30 now....
am very tired... very sleepy.... but just dun feel like sleeping......
Haiz.... these few days quite bored.... always do the same thing......
Wake up in the morning.... go school..... stay in com lab whole day to do editing.... So sianz....
But nvm.... the deadline for the video is the 1 dec. Which is on next wed... so yar... hopefully everything can finally be over soon....
Cos after this project.... I would have nothing else on hand.... Then I can finally do the things I like for the rest of my holidays :D
Haha... think first thing I would do is to travel down to macperson road to the siemens head quarters to get my data cable.... cos I went to all the customer service center all round the island but couldn't find it.... so I was refered to the head quarters..... :S Wanted to get the pictures out of my phone badly, cos my phone memory really full liao.... got a lot of time wanted to take picture but cannot..... Haha..... anyone interested to go walk walk with me can msg me lar :) otherwise will have to go alone..... sad right......
Well... for the camera... I doubt I will be getting it at Sitex ba... cos there aren't any attactive promotions going on... so maybe wait for the next exibition before deciding..... Actually in no hurry to get a camera anyway... cos if I really can get my data cable for my phone.... wouldn't be needing it anyway, cos the quality of the photos taken by my phone is still acceptable for those casual shooting :) But still will be going down to sitex lar.... haha... to 'kuay sio' be with the crowd.... haha... you know.... I'm a lonely person.... so I like to go to crowded places to be with people..... So hehe.... last time I always like to go to pasar malam..... cos got a lot of people.... then the road very narrow.... so everyone will be ' kuay sio-ing ' haha..... very close to each other..... then :) dun feel so lonely.... But nowadays..... pasar malam also getting lesser and lesser people.... esp the one near my house.... the stalls there really is 'par hor sin' ( translate: swat housefly) one..... But still I will go down lar... :)

*change topic*
(haha... cos I duno how to connect these 2 diff thing together)

Love is in the air around me lately..... yar.... its around me..... not on me..... sad right? haha..... cos got 2 very sweet couples around me...... Elgin, Cindy.... Sen Min, laura.... they do so much sweet little things together......
Haiz..... when will my love come?.....
Saw this topic in a forum.....

Which one would you choose.
Someone who you love, but dun love you, or
Someone who you dun love, but love you......

Well....... actually.... its nice to have someone who loves you.....
IF now got somebody say she love me.... I 90% will accept her love lor..... you may call this despo.... but.... I would love someone who loves me......
the 10% is those unforseen circumstances lar.... like her character very bad or wad.....
Otherwise...... really.... I would love someone who loves me.....
So. from my point of view, those 2 choices are not applicable....

Haha... okay~ SHall end it off today :D

'zhu tian xia you qing ren, zhong cheng juan su'
祝天下有情人，终成眷属。。。

Well... its time for another entry :)
Today was erm..... quite a normal day lar, nothing much happen, and no special feeling....
Woke up early in the morning at 7.30.... but only got out of bed at 8... then went to do skipping :D Haha... skipping really makes you perspire a lot :D haha.... so yar.... hope I can get my dream bod in a few weeks time :)
Then after that went to school lo.... for CCA.... nothing much.....
After CCA came back home lo.... haiz.... thats about all for today.... Very sian hor......
Haiz..... Life is so boring for me :'( .....
You know, yesterday night I was thinking about myself..... why do I feel so lonely? Who are my friends? Do I have a close friend? Who is it? Or do I have one? So yar.... then recalled about something which I read it in a book quite some time ago. Eh... wait a minute... is it a book? Well haha.... its that long ago that I forgot where I saw it. But cos I did it once, so I remember.
It is to help you know who are the friends around you, and where they stand in your life....
It is done this way.....
First, draw a dot in the middle of a paper.... Lable it myself.....
Then draw circles around it.... ( like ripples)
Okay.... then start to put all your friends into the segments divided by the lines..... the closer the friend is to you, the nearer you put the dots to 'myself'.....
From wad I can remember.....
The first segment nearest to 'myself' is for the friend whom are really very very close to you.... Someone whom you can share your troubles, problems or even joy with. Someone who will always be there for you.....
I think its kind of like a system the friendster uses.... But I dun use friendster, so I duno how is it like. I only heard from my friends.........
So yar.... I kind of realised that....... there is no one in that circle nearest to 'myself'...... there is no one whom I can share my problems with.... whom know that I have problems.... except for this blog that I can share my thoughts and feeling with......
I know this may offend some people.... but.... please dun feel offended..... this is how I feel...... sry......
There is a person.... whom is almost reaching..... He is touching the line that seperates the first and the second segment.....
Other than him..... there isn't anyone nearer to me......
But.... why is this so? Why is there no one in that segment? Am I very hard to get along with? Am I very closed up in my own world? Am I too quiet? Am I too bored? Or am I too weird? .... WHY????????? WHY dun I have someone whom I can place in that category????????? Is there a problem with me????? Or issit I keep my problems to myself too much? Izzit because I hid my feelings, my troubles so well that nobody know that I'm actually am suffering???? WHY IS THIS SO?????? Someone tell me!!!!!! Where do I go wrong??? What do I have to change???? Tell me!!! I am willing to change!!!! I can take any criticisim!!!! Just tell me whats wrong with me!!!!! I really hate such a lonely life...... I live each day with only myself..... If this goes wrong.... I may really go crazy......

Recently... grabbed a pencil and started writing the following..... Actually wanted it to be a lyric for a song..... but.... my standard not there yet.... cos the paragraphing, number of words for every line, and the rhyming words at the end of the lines.... and many other things are not taken care of..... So yar.... can only be read and not sung....
Here it goes..... Note: switch to unicode for viewing chinese

一个空虚的心灵
等待着天使的降临
让心中的风铃
不再是停

想对你说的话
再半空中悬挂
不知你心里
是否已有了他

我真心为你付出
你是否有感触
是否把他永存
在你心处

这一切的一切
都是单方面的付出
恐怕到头还是
孤独一世

:) Maybe because I'm that lonely, so I wanted to find a gf asap.... someone whom I can share my feeling with..... someone whom.... will not be in the first segment nearest to me..... but..... shares the same dot as 'myself' ......... Someone that close to me.......
But..... I have found it.... but it still seems foggy..... there are many uncertainty.....
Today also heard on the radio.... they said somthing like, when you meet someone you like, then you must work for hard to get her, if you wait for fate to bring you together..... it will never happen......
This actually gives me a lot of motivation........ But...... haiz..... still very tied down with CCA for this week...... then she would be leaving sg for a holiday soon.... So yar...... will have to wait till she comes back before I can make any move........
but do you find that I'm using work as an excuse.... and keep waiting and waiting..... you know..... not to cheat others... but I'm like cheating myself..... But..... duno why..... I'm really very busy..... things come one after another..... I duno when it will end..... I'm really tired of this.....

Think thats about all for today....
-A lonely soul......

Arlow :) .... Its the lonely me again :) HAha... well actually not really counted as lonely lar.... cos who else can be with me at this point of the day? ( now is 9.34pm) But felt rather bored lar..... Haiz... think is really very bored lor.... Like do anything also sian..... Also no games to play..... draw also draw until sian liao..... Haiz..... then now having a headache cos my mind has nothing to process.... Too much empty processing space available....
Haiz... anyway.... Today was erm.... quite okay lar.....
In the morning....
When I reached school.... was rather surprised to see only kevin and jacq in class.... Haha... cos it haven't occur to me that today was the last day of school and many people will pon. So yar..... at first it was only the 3 of us.... Then the physics teacher came for tutorial..... Then soon after, zhi ling also came..... Then about 1 hr later, jean also came....... So we went tru the papers, then found that the teachers marked very strictly..... Then Kevin also brought up that I wanted to take S paper for physics.... So hehe.... yay..... miss lim helped to send an e-mail to recommend me for it :D But, will be successful or not still duno lar.... but appreaciate the help a lot :D Thank you Miss LIM :D haha.... really hope that you could continue teaching us next year. You are a great teacher!!! Haha.... hope to get something nice for you on teachers day next yr :D
So yar, after physics, went for GP :S Haiz... watch a cartoon during GP lesson.... and of cos, we won't just get away with a free show lar~... so had a discussion on the cartoon :
Then went back to class.... then kai hwei came.... Oh.... before that, we played dai dee and Kevin showed us a very amazing magic trick :D Me and jacq were told to choose a card, one red and one black. Then put it back in.... then duno how he shuffle... he then split the deck into 2. Then amazingly.... 1 of the deck was completely black with the only red card that we choose. And yar, the second deck was completely red with the only black card we choose!!!! Amazing right :D haha.....
Yar, so after that, went for maths tutorial.... Miss lee class only got 2 ppl, me and jacq..... So we waited at the library for lesson. After a while.... she didn't turn up... cos she was always punctual, we thought that she was absent. So we went to look for mdm lee to pass her something. Then while calling mdm lee. Miss lee appeared :S Haha... think she was heading to the canteen for lunch... but suay suay saw us... so have to spent some time solving the problems we faced. haha.... But we only spent a few minutes on it..... So after that, we went back to our class where Mr woo was still having lesson :P Haha.... he was rather surprised to see us... So cos they were still having lessons and we dun want to disturb them... so we went to photocopy some things. The bookshop lady was very confused by all the orders so we waited for quite a long time before our stuffs got printed :S
Then when we went back to class, mr woo class had already stopped their work and was discussing about the conduct in our report card. Cos some of my friends got a fair in their conduct card when they deserve at least a good.
So after some discussion, all of us went to look for mdm lee to ask her on what basis did she give such a grade. As for the content of discussion, I feel that there is no point putting it here as it may offend some people. So yar.... after discussing... we felt that it is still unfair to have such a grade. So we went up to the head of student development welfare to have a consuling session with her... So after we shared our views.... the Miss wong went to look for Mdm lee...... so we had an almost 2 hours session sitting outside the general office talking about it....
Also the content of this discussion will not be mentioned as well. But i only have 1 thing to say now.... All of us were very dissappointed, cos Mdm lee was very stubborn. We can even sense miss wong feeling that way.... So yar..... she said she would try to help, but can't promise anything. Well.... think she also can't do much lar. So yar... appreciate her help anyway :)
OKay lar~ THis kind of unhappy things dun talk about it liao lar.....
OKay :D Today is the last day of school liao :D HAha... should be happy. But well, not considered the last day lar.... Cos I still have to go back to school for the video production everyday this week. But at least I requested it to be after 10 lar :P So I can sleep longer :D
Haha... oh yar~ hehe... remember that in my wish I wanted to get rid of my tummy :P Haha.... went to seach online and found that the way I'm doing it is wrong.... Cos.... by doing sit-ups only, it only tones your muscles. But since you have a think layer of fat on top, you wouldn't see the effect. And there is also no such thing as spot reduction. If you want to get rid of the fats at your tummy, you have to get rid of fats everywhere in your body as well. SO yar :D decided to to some exercise :D
So after searching for exercise that can be done in the comfort of the home. I decided on rope skipping!!! haha... cos they say 5min of rope skipping is = to running 1 mile = 1.something Km.... :D haha... so yeah, just dug out my skipping rope to start the exercise programme every morning starting from tmr :D
OKay~ Guess thats all for today~ BYE~

Haiz.... Kind of getting bored here..... nothing to do now....
Got things to do also complain.... nothing to do also complain..... Very hard to be a person hor....
Actually is got things to do lar..... tons of econs essays... maths tutorial.....
But hack..... not in the mood to do it now :
I want to slack.... but slacking also not that nice after all.....
Today skipped maths tutorial and econs lecture.... so went home at 11.10.... Haiz.... then sian lo.... nothing to do...
So spent the afternoon reading newspaper, drawing......
Haha... gave up on drawing the actual anime, and decided to draw a chibi version of it :D Wahaha... they look so cute sia.... Think I'm more inclined to drawing cuties :D The original version I've tried to draw it for about a month... but it still looks like shit.... But I only spent an afternoon and also some time after dinner drawing it and the results are great :D So yar.... drew the chibi version, btw, chibi is a term refering to those cute cute sized down version of anime characters, those kind where head big big one :P,. YAr.... drew the character Edward Elric and Winry from the Full Metal Alchemist :D Haha... drew winry giving a surprise hug to Edward from behind and Edward had the surprised look on him face... Kawaii!!!! haha.... How I wish some body would also give me a surprise hug from behind :D SO SWEET!!!! :)
Yar... so now waiting for anyone with a scanner can help me scan my drawings to the com for me to CG it. HAiz.... talking about scanner..... me stupid scanner manufacturer... nv go and make driver for WinXP... so now my scanner happy happy then work... not happy then dun work.... Haiz....

Today after school also went for lunch with andy, kerling, sen min, and myself at north point.... Then I saw my beauty with no brains camera again!!! My Olympus Mju Mini !!!! Haha..... its so beautiful!!!! haha..... but this beauty with no brains babe cost a bomb : ..... I was priced at $649 at that shop!!!! Over shot my budget by $149!!!! .... HAiz.... cos I will be subsidised by my parents for $500.... If overshot I have to pay on my own..... But.... now its not a problem of I having to pay lor.... I just can believe that a brainless camera can fetch such a high price just on its looks..... Haiz..... guess I will have to give up beauty for brains... which may be cheaper. Haha.... so now hope that the wadever computer show coming soon will push down the price of this beauty.... IF can push until below $500, I will buy it :D

OKay~ Ending off here liao :P BYE~

:D haha.... thanks for all the comments for my work :D So happy!!!
Heres the reply.....

KErling: Wahaha.... really 1 day become famous.... cos this piece of work isn't just placed on my blog. Its in my gallery at deviantart.com :D Haha..... but.... think not much people saw it :S but nvm... it will be there for a long long time :D

Elgin: lol, he devil meh..... I think Devil=Hot, but Kerling=Angel=Cold(lame) :P

Sen Min: Eh... you saying my wings are ugly, so it made him worst lar :

Paulin: Thanks :D Haha... kleen looks like a prisoner :P Must be the shorts right :P Haha... YJ shorts you know :P Maybe thats why YJ looks like a prison :D

:D HAppy :D
OKay lar~ Shall end off here today~
Have a nice week ahead :D

This is from a student development welfare survey I did :P Haha.... gave quite a bit of comments. But duno they will listen or not :P haha.....

Q 16. If your answer to Questions 4 to 15 is a "No", please specify the programme and give your reasons below:

Ans:
8. Visit of School Vision, Mission, College Values . Did we have any?
9. 7 Habits of an Effective Student ( including goals Felt that it was useless and a waste of time. And quite a number of student already did it in there secondary school. No point repeating again. The habits are also not very realistic or practical, cannot apply to our lives. Somemore, we are already 17, theres no need for that.
11. Youth Day Celebration - "Passion of Youth". The time taken was too long, especially that we still have lessons in the morning. A lot of us wanted to go back to our secondary school so everyone was just waiting for the concert to be over and not really enjoying it. It would be best that we can just have the celebrations without the lessons in the morning. Whats the point of having a few hours of lessons with the students not in the mood to study. The results of the lessons are very insignificant to our studies.
12. Sexuality Education.
Perhaps it could be conducted in other ways, because a lot of us are too shy to share our ideas and the workshop becomes boring.
14. Interaction with Civics Tutor. We interact with our tutor every morning, so theres no need for another session.
15. Student of the Term. Dosen't really concerns us, because we are unlikely to get it. Because some teachers may just be lazy or can't be bothered to nominate.
Perhaps we can have the nomination done by students and the voting by teachers? :) That could be more fun.


Q17. What were some of the things that you like / did not like about the PC/CT lessons that were conducted during the year ? Please comment.

Perhaps we could have more inter-class activites during the PC-CT lessons, rather than talking about the 7 habits of a teenager. We are already 17, and we know how to behave, these programmes have insignificant effect on us. So we should have more inter-class activities to build up our class spirit and college spirit.So in order to make time for such activities, and also to solve the problem of the SDW dept cracking your heads to come out with activities every week.So I propose that we have it once every 2-4 weeks and combined the total periods of time together. For eg. Instead of having a slot of 1hr of PC-CT lesson every week, we can have a slot of 3hrs of PC-CT period every 3 weeks. So we can have sufficient time to conduct team building activities. And you people can also have time to think of more interesting activities to be organised.


Q18. Please provide suggestions / activities/ programmes that you think would interest you in future PC/CT lessons .

Like I said in Qn 17, have more inter-class activities.We can have mini competitions every once in a while. Eg. If you all find that the class rooms are very dirty, we can have a cleanest class award. They are given the the time to clean up their classes and after that there will be judging. But we must bear in mind that Singaporeans students are 'profit motivated' So be sure to prepare some prizes.Or can organise our own YJC idol? Each week a few classes will pit against each other for the title. Then we have have the prelimary rounds, the semi-finals the finals, and everything. So all these stages can be spread out for many weeks. This could be the programe for the entire first 3 mths for the 1st intake next year. This may also add some colours in our college life :)


Q27. For Question 19, if the answer is 'No', indicate why :
Because, I don't need it. So why bother to cramp my mind with such stuffs and take up space which could be used to store other informations.


Q53. The College would like to provide students with opportunities to seek advice and help with due regard to their emotional and physical needs. Please give suggestions that you feel could help you and your fellow schoolmates cope with issues that you face.

Well, its a passing phase in life. So they have to go through it thenselves. I feel that the help given are more than enough.

Whahaha.... made some changes to the previous work :D haha... added a pair of wings for kerling to balance out the left foot which is lifted up and the text beyond has been changed to fallen :D

Heres the sized down version for easy viewing in my blog's window



heres the full resolution version http://www.deviantart.com/view/12467932/

Hope ya like it :D

Arlow :D haha... actually hor... dun really feel like blogging.... am quite tired... but well.... nvm lar :) Must keep my blog active :)

Okay... today went out with jean, zhi ling, jia yun, kerling and myself :) Went to watch the movie shutter. Was quite a nice show.... haha..... quite scary.... got shocked a few times, but didn't scream out lar :P So hehe.... got time can go watch.... Then hor was rather irritated with the people in the cinema... cos they very noisy then when the show started also keep talking, then worst is nv switch their phone to silent mode lor..... haiz.... singaporeans are still not very considerate..... Shame on you.... but as time passes... quite okay lar.... nothing much happen.... but haha.... the people in there quite responsive :) haha... they screamed together, laugh together.... was quite a nice experience :) So if they could be more considerate, watching a movie would be a great experience :) Oh yar... haha... must tell you.... the movie also quite lame :P So hehe.... if you dun want to watch the movie that scares you throughout the show, then this would be great :D
Then after the show... went to cineleisure to take neoprints :D Then after that went to HMV. Then we split up.... and walk around..... me and kerling were getting bored.... so was wandering around the place aimlessly. Then finally after some time, we went back to HMV to listen to songs :) I was listening to jeff cheng's new album... the song quite nice sia :D duno want to get it or not.... then also got a compilation CD.... Hmm.... see how first lar :P If I got extra cash then I would go and get it :P
Today also saw Olinda from singapore idol today :) But thats not as nice as.... I saw the olympus mju mini camera!!! Lol... haha... fell in love with this camera when I first saw it on TV, was really love at first sight :P *hint* ( Know wad to get me for christmas liao ) *hint* haha.... but went to check the specs, but not that good leh.... So now have problem deciding whether I should choose beauty and give up on the brains.....
OMG.... haha.... guess I am a technology addict :P Got the Olinda there dun want to see, go and see camera :S

OKay lar.... then hmm.... yay... the holidays are coming :) Though I still have 1 week to go ( cos of CCA projects ) but haha.... in a holiday mood now :)
OKay.... so .... shall make a wish/to-do list for my holiday :D

in random order.......
1) to get rid of my tummy :P
2) To buy a digital cam :)
3) To rest well :D And be a slacker!!!!
4) Complete my fan art and my new blog design :D
5) thats all :P

haha... okay.... shall elaborate more on my list :)

First one!!! I want to get rid of my tummy!!!! haha :P.... abit 'ai mei' here... but :P who dosen't? Actually was the tummy slim advertisment that triggered off this wish.... :P haha... but I won't go for slimming products :) I want to lose my tummy the natural way :D So... hehe.... have been doing sit ups everyday :P Hope I can get rid of my tummy in 3 weeks time :) Wish me good lucK :D

Next... my digital camera!!!! *hint* ( again ar~ :P ) *hint* Haha... well if you have read the first part of my entry... you should know that I crave for a digital camera :P Haha... so yar... was eyeing on the olympus mju mini and the konica minota ( duno wad model, its the one that jacyline tay (also duno how to spell ) advertise ) . So yar.... have to make a tough desicion.... Cos one has beauty without brain, but the other has brain without beauty..... HOw nice if I can have both of them :P

okay.... 3rd point.... Yar... hope I can get a good nice rest..... Felt that I had been working extremely hard for this year... doing my work, taking part in competitions..... SO I should have a well deserved rest :) And be a slacker!!!!

lastly... I want to complete my fanart and the design of my blog.... planned to merge them together..... haha.... had been working on it for months... so... hehe.... when completed... it will be a grand piece of work, and a new milestone in my persue of art :D So hehe.... Like in the movies.....

Coming Soon

Received this from an e-mail

Is your birthday day 20 of the month?

Your Life

You are prudent, circumspect and take things seriously. Before you make anymove, you will think of a few alternatives that might take a while. You arepatient, imaginative and target oriented. You value friendship more thananything else.

Your Love

You usually study your partner carefully before making any move. You never demand anything beyond the natural quality of that person. Your sincerity doesn't bring excitement in your love life but it brings deeply grown relationship.

Found it to be quite true.... especially the red portion....
So haha... have you got the msg? yar... I have been observing and studying my someone for quite some time...... thats why I always didn't want to reveal who she is cos I haven't finish observing her..... And recently.... I found that we aren't very compatible after all..... Details... shall not mention about it anymore..... so dun come and bother me with it anymore..... its over......

But anyway..... there is a anotherone that caught my attention..... haha.... so yar..... the story continues...... but still dun come and bother me about it.......

I will tell you if I want to.... so just ask once.... If I reply no.... please dun ask any more..... asking once is concern..... asking again is annoying.... and more would be totally irritating... and dun blame me if I gets angry....

okay lar~ Think thats quite a lot for today :D Shall end it off here :D
BYE~

Yay!! haha.... finally after about 2 hours... completed another piece of my work :D haha....
Was browsing tru the photos taken during the sentosa outing..... then came across this photo which I took :D haha.... so decided to do something with it :P

Heres the final one :)


If it dosen't show.... please visit http://www.deviantart.com/view/12438506/ :)

And this is the before photo :)

If it dosen't show as well, pls visit http://community.webshots.com/photo/218877395/218878454ZXSxFl

:D okay... am pretty tired after the work :)
So shall end off for today :D Will be back tmr with updates on my life :)

Arlow :) haha....
won't be writing much...
quite tired today.... so see ya :)

Arlow :D haha.... time for another entry :)
Feeling much better today :) Wasn't as moody as yesterday.....
OKay.... so lets start with hmm.......

friday :D The inter-class structure building competition :) haha.... had a lot of fun there.... :D our structure was so high that we had to go to the second floor to continue with the work :D haha... then we :P hehe... cheated by buying an extra roll of masking tape ( we were only allowed 2) haha.... but who cares :P, everyone is doing it :P Haha... our structure also the most lively one :P cos haha... we never wash our cans... so there were lots of ants crawling around!!!

Then that kevin.... duno why suddenly go and mention my 'someone' then... Haiz..... they start scouting around for my someone.... they would like just grab anyone from the crowd.... then that kai hwei ar.... also joined in the 'fun' : haha.... she went around taking photos of the girl they the guys pointed.... thats so embarrassing lo : haha.... then kept laughing and laughing.... Was very lame of them.....

Oh... that day.... something happened that shows that yjc people are brainless..... Duno why hor, they do things without using their brains.....
Cos after building the structure, there will be some cans left cos people will bring extra cans mah..... So mr goh was trying to say that, crush those cans as the green club wants to recyele it.... But brainless yjcians went to tear down their whole structure : Aiyo... so stupid sia..... They spent the whole afternoon building the structure..... and why would the school want to tear it down so fast.... and also.... they had already stated in the first place that the structures will be displayed at the garden of life...... And now.... see lar.... those brainless yjcians.... go and tear everything down.... wad are they going to display? :

Okay lar, enough of the stupidity of yjcians.....
Now lets talk about.....

The 109 class outing at sentosa :D haha.... Woke up in the morning.... and set off to harbour front..... Thought I would be late, but haha... I wasn't the last :P
So yar.... found a place on the beach. Started out playing beach volley ball.... haha... sucked at it :P First timer :) Then... actually duno wad to say.... but had a very fun time there.... more details refer to sen min's blog... haha.... lazy to type out, and the content is quite similar lar :P
Oh yar....that day, I didn't bring extra clothing so didn't want to get wet.... But zhi ling grab me and drag me into the sea... : haha..... then haiz... got wet lor.... Then have to wait for quite some time to dry up : But its was fun in the water :)

K lar, think thats about all for today.... :)

.... felt weird today..... suddenly feeling very empty today.....
Didn't want to do HW, but my mind just feels blank....
I've seemed to lost something..... Or..... I lost myself....
I'm just passing time with no aim in mind.....
wad am I doing? Why do I feel this way?
I've no idea..... has been like this for the whole day......
Why is this happening?

OMG.... just found out that another of my very good friend got retained.....
Haiz.... why are people whom are unlikely to retain are getting retained.......
Including him there is already 2 of such cases.... these people showed good attitude and worked for it, but they still didn't make it......
Sad...... why is JC like that? Why isn't it like secondary school where almost everyone gets promoted, why is there such a big difference?

Rain.........
Today was a rather sad day......
We got back our promos result today, and also we get to know whether we get promoted or not.....
Haiz.... wasn't really satisfied with my results,
Physic : B
Econs :D
Maths : D
GP: B4
CLAO: B4
Yar... though I got promoted, but.... wasn't very happy, especially with the maths result..... I hoped for at least a C...... But well..... can only blame myself for not studying hard enough.... But I WON"T GIVE UP, I will work extra hard for the A lvls, I promise.

And also .....

Haiz.... 109 only 15 of us made it..... 9 of my friends got retained..... Felt very sad..... Though our class spirit wasn't very strong, but we still spend the past year together, studying doing things together, we also went tru the OBS camp together..... But now..... we have to part.....
I feel that 109 is a very unique class..... we were still united, but in a different way..... That was shown to me that time during the mother tongue intensive lesson. That time 2 classes 109 and 102 combined class. You know, you can see that 109 and 102 are really people living in a different world, we dun understand their jokes, and they dun understand ours. 109 is unique in that way..... though we don't show it, but we feel a sense of belonging to the class, to each other, because we are the ones who can understand each other and think in the same way.......
Haiz.... but its a fact that we have to part, as the chinese saying goes ' tian xia wu bu shan zi yan xi ' All things have to come to an end.
From the bottom of my heart, I truly wish my friends, 109, all the best in anything they do in future, and find happiness in the path they chose to take. There are many paths through life, and they all end up at the same place, your goals in life, so whether you take a short route, or a longer one. You will still reach your goals if you do not give up on trying. Its alright to feel sad, but you guys have to get back onto your feet and carry on persuing your dreams.

And specially to my friend, jin wen. You have been a great friend. Hope we will still keep in contact in future. Will miss the time spent together...... PE lesson will be lonely without you..... Lessons will also be different without you..... But still, you will remain in my memories as a very nice friend. All the best to you :)

Haha.... i may sound a bit gay.... but I really value and cherish friendship a lot.... My heart always ache when I friends leaving me.....
So...... yar.... all the best for you guys..... miss you.....

* was rather sad today.... so.... I'll leave the entry on the class outing till tmr......

Hmm..... ARLOW EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAAHAHA...
Got miss me or not :D
Yay!!!! I'm finally back :D
Recovered about 95% today liao :D So happy :) Haha.... Have been missing out a lot from me hur~ :D And thanks for leaving msg in the shoutbox :)
OKay.... so after the long waiting..... I will reward you with a long long entry for your reading pleasure :D

Lets start on friday.... last friday..... wow... haha.... has been a whole week since I last blogged.....
Hmm.... recall.....
Friday..... Oh yes.... friday..... the day of chinese A lvl paper... haha.... well, the paper was erm.... easy? Okay lar... not that easy.... but compared to what I did in school, it was relatively okay.... but for the compo part.... the paragraphing a bit wierd lar.... cos I got some very short paragraphs..... but technically it is okay.... just that it dosen't look nice.... looks a bit messy....
Then after the paper.... received a call from Mr Leong..... Our Flash movie actually got into the top 5 placing and we were invited for the awards!!! haha.... but they didn't specify which team of us ( we had 3 entries) got into the top 5..... SO haha... I praying hard that it is mine :D :P Whahaha....
Okay..... then next would be saturday.... saturday was the day that I start to fall ill.... Aww..... had a 'itchy throat'

-interpution-
OMG......
Wow......
So ashamed of myself.....
Just chat with kerling and guess wad....
HE ACTUALLY WENT AROUND AND COLLECTED 21 CANS for the inter CTG structure building competition!!!!!!
That was really very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very very nice of him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wow.... me only contributed 1 can lo : and that one can is ownself drink one lo, he went around collecting you know......
Wow..... haiz.... that is how a real a classmate should behave.... truly a role model..... I guess no one in the class would really go around collecting it lo..... some dun even want to come for it lo........
Hmm...... I think kerling is really a very good person, he is really willing to give his best to do things for people............. Learned a lot of things from him....... Really blessed to have him in 109, and also as a friend...... :D
OKay lar.... actually elgin kevin and me was also talking about how to get the cans lar.... haha... then we thought of going to other classes to kope their cans :P haha..... in the end didn't.... then also wanted to kope from recycle bin....... But OMG.... ITS SO DAMN DISGUSTING in the recycle bin!!!! So we gave up that idea :P haha.... the interesting thing is there is a tag on the recycle bin that warns people not to take its content or the person will be reported to the police........ :
haha okay.........
now back to the wad happened on sat...

- End of interruption-

yar~ Was talking about the 'itchy throat'..... haiz..... so annoying..... then yar yar..... nothing much happened.....
Then was sunday.....
my itchy throat got worst.... nothing much happened as well
then was monday.....
I got fever, flu, sore throat, cough..... Argh!!! Feels terrible..... but haiz..... still have to go tru OP.... haiz..... screwed up my OP.... presented to fast and went under the time required..... sian.......
you know that kind of feeling.... when I am up there presenting.... my whole body will just automatically take control of its own lo.... It just become a 'reading machine' and word just keeps coming out on its own, and hands and legs will dance on its own..... you have utterly no control over it untill the whole thing ended..... Haiz.......
So... it was tuesday.....
haiz... my flu-fever-sorethroat-cough got worst..... I was the peak then...... I cannot do anything at all....
once I reach home.... I just stayed in bed the whole day except for dinner and to go toilet.....
Wednesday was also as bad.... stayed in bed but still managed to do some work.....
Thrusday.... which is today.... yay
Made a speedy recovery.... :D Guess its because I am able to sleep until very late then wake up :D SO had enough time for my body to rejuvenate...... So hehe.... was about 98% recovered liao :D
Haha... I think the sickness came as a signal to ask me to slow down and take a rest lo
Cos I have been bothering myself with so much things....
Just like in economics theory..... A person has limited resources and unlimited wants
I have so much things I want to do but I just dun have time to do so....
I shall try to list down the things I want to do at this very moment, in random order and piority
1) Design yes 93.3 T-shirt for competition
2) Do my Fan art
3) Watch FMA
4) Play WC3
5) Date 'someone' out
6) Redesign my blog
What I dun want to do but have to do
7) Prepare for roboGP competition
8) Do video production

See.... theres so much things to do..... but I really have no time and energy to do it....
Haiz...........

OKay.... for the past week..... saw some interesting sentences............

1st one
Nobody notice wad I do till I stop doing so

yeah.... totally agree..... haha.... I think there are many people in this world doing work for us behind the scene...... and left un-noticed..... So haha.... this is to all who are left un-noticed.....
THANK YOU for all you have done... we appreciate it :)

2nd
I drink to drown my sorrows but the damn thing have learned to swim

Well... don't have much comments on it... just find it amusing :D

And also... found this link from mobilefly forum
http://www.sorryeverybody.com/
Take a look at the gallery......
you know.... felt really touched when I was browsing through it....
Haha... shall not comment much on it.... but ... haha.... see it and feel it for youself :)

OKay.... After such a long entry..... I guess what all of you are looking for it the news on my someone right?
haha.... well..... hehe... found that she does not really speak much online......
Haha... cos for the past few time I tried to chat with her online, it just ended before it started....
Its always like, msg her then.... ..... ..... after long long time..... .... ..... she just gave me a quick rely and a Bye~ then she go offline liao : ....
So at first I thought she dun want to talk to me or find me irritating lo..... SO I was rather sad......
Untill, something happened ,which cannot be told as once I tell you all will know who she is liao, that makes me feel that.... well she not dun want to talk to me lar :) So hehe.... :P Thats about all lar.....
Aiyo..... you people ar..... worst than aunties sia..... so kapo for wad :P haha..... well..... actually.... thanks for the concern :) haha... thanks for your support... thanks to elgin :) had a nice talk with me about this matter, kevin :) and not forgetting paulin and shi qi... who keeps giving me encouragement and advices THank you :) Also min zhong... thanks for the concern :) And anyone whom I've missed out :) I will jia you de :D

Wahaha.... okay was really a long post haha.... have a nice time reading :)
I guess I also try to give my different stories different color to facilitate reading ba....
Okay... shall end it here liao :)

OOo... my last entry was on monday :S Haha... played too much warcraft and neglected my blog :P But NVM... I'm back!!!! Haha...

okay.... tmr chinese A lvl liao :)
Didn't prepare much.... cos the past week was studying non-stop chinese in school.... So yar~ Its all chinese in my mind now.... brainwashed liao.... Haha... so I just picked some useful " long sentences " to memorise for my compo....

Haiz.... today.... just now.... actually quite sad lar.....
Its about me and the someone......
Wanted to ask her out tmr evening or the weekends.....
Typed the following SMS..... Exact words....
[ Good luck for exams tmr (",) Erm... would you like to go out with me tmr evening or the weekends ("*) ]
But I just didn't have the courage to press the send button....
Everytime I wanted to press it.... A lot of images flood my mind.....
I keep thinking.... what will she think when she receive the msg....
cos that time still around 9pm...
So painted this image in my mind....
Maybe she is studying for chinese....
then her handphone rang with my msg....
then I imagine her picking up the phone.... reading the msg..... and the look on her face....
then.... then....
Argh.... can't carry on....
So I sat there thinking.... is today, is now ( at that time) the correct and appopriate time to send this over? Cos tmr is chinese A lvl.... Maybe she is studying now ( most probably would) and then received this SMS.... Will I be disrupting her? If she didn't feel anything the its still alright.... but what if she does.... will I affect her mood for tmrs exam? If she didn't do well tmr because of me.... I would feel guilty.....
But this is the best time of the week.... cos even if she rejects... I won't feel akward as we will only see each other after the weekends.... and hope everthing will just blow pass....
So I gave up sending her the msg just now.... perhaps.... next week?.... but.... can.... I.... wait.... ? ..... or.... will..... she.... wait..... ? .....
Argh..... really hope that by next week... I would really have the courage to press the send button..... and she will be willing to accept me......

OKay lar.... just put that a side for now.... must set my mood for tmr's exam.....
Anyway.... today.... my classmates went to ask our form teacher about how many people will get retained... And guess wad..... the reply was shocking..... out of 24 people.... 10 people are retained based on results..... That means.... from our results.... we are considered as retained.... but we may be helped tru out conduct and the teacher's remarks...... when will be decided tmr!!!! So... maybe not all the 10 people will get retained, some may be able to promote due to good conduct.....
But.... from the results... 10 out of 24 leh.... which means more than 1/2 of the class get a 2 fail in our 3 subjects leh.... that is A LOT!!!!!!
So I started worrying for myself..... Welll.... I think a pass shouldn't be a problem..... not that is not what I want.... I want good results.... but judging from this..... I can't imagine how far can I get...... its like 1/2 are having problem with a pass..... and how can I hope for better grades......

Haiz.....
K lar.... enough complaining for today.... welll talking about complaining..... today OP trial..... hehe.... was asked about the problems I faced doing PW..... and haha.... I start to complain on and on :P ..... Didn't really state the problem.... but just complaining about how hard is it to do survey... how hard is it to organise the file :P
Haha.... thats all for today :)
Bye Bye~
All the best for those taking A lvl chinese tmr and also those taking O lvls too :D

YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HAha... very happy now....
My warcraft is finally working again!!!!!
I managed to patch it to the lastest version and now I can go back to lancraft again!!!!
Haha.... so happy, come just in time lar... haha... now promos over liao :)
Had a game of Dota and TD, and find that I still prefer TD more :D haha.... have this smile on my face when I play TD, whereas when I play dota, erm... was like bored to death lar......
Well.... today went to have a hair cut....
then cos raining mah... road and the ground wet wet.... and when the ground wet wet.... guess wad.... THERE ARE EARTHWORMS ALL OVER THE PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saw one on my way home.... OMG..... my whole leg turned jelly....
Duno why i got this phobia of thin, long, and wriggly things.... I hate earthworms.... I think that they are the most disgusting things on earth..... Caterpillars were still alright... in fact they look cute :).... But earthworms... yucks!!!!!
I also hate tiny snake.... big ones were all right.... but tiny ones.... they look like earthworm lar.... so haiz.. hate them..... those things lookd as it they are going to break as soon as you though them.... Argh.... disgusting.....
K lar, thats about all for today.... Bye~

Arlow.... haiz... today was another boring sunday.....
rotting at home for the whole afternoon.... then drawing fanart.....
Then evening.... wanted to scan it and CG it.... but my farking scanner just dosen't work.... Made so me stressed up.... Spent so much time drawing it ( a week ) then now cannot scan.... Really feel like throwing it out of the window.......
Haz... cannot scan because the driver cannot support XP.... That stupid company.... intresource.... nv go and make driver for XP.... Next time dun buy anything from them ar.... such lousy services.... Haha... I also didn't buy from them lar.... got this from, you know, last time the pertol station they got this point reward system.... yar... then my dad redeemed it for me.... Think its a cheapo brand lar, thats why such lousy service..... Haiz.....
So yar... duno why got so stressed up... so after dinner, went out walk walk again... actually was to return the VCD I rented yesterday lar... haha... today felt much better, this time was a different person who attended to me... Much much better than the one yesterday... this time one looked friendlier and at lest dosen't have a black face lar... like everyone in this world owe her money.... So yar.... felt better now.... Next time see that person yesterday on duty, I won't go in ar.....
OKay... I took bus there lar, cos just rained I scared some places got mini floods.... But when I came home, saw that the ground was quite okay lar.... So decided to walk all the way home from lot 1 ( I always do that :) ) But this time round... didn't want to take the usual route along the main road.... So I just went tru the blocks :) Was pretty fun thou... cos when your are inside blocks, you can't see any landmarks... so you have to just rely on your sense of direction to guide you... :) Yar.... so I just kept walking straight, then I reached senmin's block.... Then continued to walk around lim bang center... also nothing to see lar... then continued to the community center.... thought of see see got wad activities going on.... but the place looks dead leh... nobody playing basketball as well...
So yar.... continued all the way home.....
Then along the way... kept telling my self to relax..... Duno why I get stressed up so easily these days... Think I got depression liao.... you know nowadays got this advertisment on depression right.... I think I got like 8 out of ten of the symtoms..... die ar.... haha.....
Anyway... now exams over... want to go out play leh.... Wanna go bowling.... or pool.... or just hang out somewhere.... or go rollerblade :P haha... Anyone interested ask me out hor :)
K lar.... think thats about all for today.... goodbye.... and have a fruitful week ahead :)

:) Another saturday night.....

Today was erm... lonely lar...... Actually.... I'm lonely everyday......

Was intending to go out to walk walk today.... but got very very heavy rain.... so had to stay at home..... Then the rain ended at around 6.... So went out for dinner.... Went looking for a stall selling western food which is positioned third in a food programme by channel U... Since its around CCK area, so decided to go looking for it....
So took bus to CCK interchange to look for CCK ave 2 from the locality map..... Check out the bus service, took the bus.... and went off.... Cos I didn't remember the map, so roughly remembered CCK primary school, so I alighted once I saw it...
But looking around.... Can't find any place that is selling food.... So wander around.... from my memory, there was a place near the MRT station which looks like a market.... So decided to go check it out..... Then wander around... going between blocks... haha... people might think I'm lost, since I keep going round and round and often coming back to the same place....
Finally found that place, but guess it wasn't the one featured.... So haiz.... decided to walk back to sunshine place for dinner....
The kopitiam there was erm... in very bad condition lar.... There are pails everywhere, think the roof leaked when it was raining.... THen the floor very slippery, not from the water, but it feels oily..... Haiz.. was totally different from when it started business few years ago.... last time still got air-con.... now I think it became a heater...... Blowing warm air out...... Haiz.. looked around.... 12 stalls only 9 stalls in business... and the food dosen't look appetizing.... So decided to settle for western food lar.... But haiz... big mistake...... I started out looking for the best western food stall, but ended up with the worst.....
I ordered fish and chips, the fish were okay... but the salad... OMG.... the veggies very tough.... then the fries... not very nice.... the garlic bread.. also not that nice either.... Haiz.... sad ar.....
So after that bought soy milk and decided to walk all the way to Lot 1 to walk walk see crowd lor.....
Then was walking tru the blocks... haiz... scary sia.... looks very dead... no life at all, the lights also very dim.... Haiz... sian ar... then slowly walk and walk reach lot1 liao.....
Wanted to look for some games shop to see got any games to buy or not... nowadays very sian.... no games to play... But, haiz.... there's no game shop in lot 1.... So haiz... went into laserflair to see see got any new movies or not.... then remembered they got this rental service.... So decided to rent some movies home.... (review of the movies will be below) ... me first time renting VCD.... so a lot of procedures I duno.... then :S very malu.... then the shop assistance also give me those black black face.... see liao also sian....
Haiz....... sian ar....... doing that all alone.... how I wish for someone to share these kind of things with me.... you know, I love to wander around singapore (can read my past entries if you want)..... But I lack of someone whom can wander around with me..... I need someone..... are you someone whom like to wander around too? Pls msg me if you are, so I can ask you out next time I go wandering round singapore :)
Haiz..............................................................................................................

OKay... I rented 2 movies.... 50 first dates and the league of extrodinary gentleman.... was looking around the shop for spiderman 2, but think not out yet... so decided to rent these 2...

So... haha... just watch 50 first dates.....
Very nice show... very touching too :) haha... its about his girl whom dosen't have short term memory due to a car accident...
then bla bla bla.... the story continues....
The thing I found very interesting is that, the girl, cos she dosen't have short term memory, she will watch a video tape every morning.... telling her what has happened to her for the past year.... then she will have to get over the fact that she has lost her memories... then after crying and getting over it, she will carry on with her life for the day, then the next day, she will forget everything and have to start all over again.....
Haha... can you imagine yourself like that? you know.... have to do someting again and again evryday... and think that it is always the first time doing it.... Feels kind of weird....
Well... was quite a nice show... so... haha.... if you missed the screening, can go buy or rent it to watch :)

OKay, next thing... wanna share this news I found on the streats newspaper....

Swearing makes you impotent

London- Too much swearing can make men impotent and women develope male characteristics such as facial hair and extra muscles, BBC Online reported on Saturday.
Russian scientist Gennady Cheurin led a team at the Centre for Ecological Safety and survival in Yekaterinburg, on a research based on the popular belief that water has a type of 'memory' that can be influenced by positive and negative forces.
The team swore at a glass of water for several hours and then poured it over wheat seeds. only 48% of the seeds watere with the 'foul' water sprouted as opposed to 93% watered with 'holy' water from natural springs.
Dr Cheurin said: "We hen looked at heavy swearers and others who never used bad language, and found whenver men use these words in their daily life, this immediately leads to sexual dysfunctions that is, impotence.
"If a women uses these words in her daily sppech, she slowly begins transforming into a man, getting more hair and muscles."

Haha... so guys out there ar.... dun swear too much sia.... Later you become impotent then cannot 'chuan zhong jie dai' already ar.....
Another this I find interesting is that, water really got memory sia... haha.... now got scientific proof that those 'holy' water being chanted upon everyday in the temple can really work lor... haha...

Okay lar..... Bye for today :)

Arlow :D haha... had been quite some time since I last blogged :D
Was really busy for the past few days....
Got PW and need to help out with some things cos got thai visitors coming to school....

So hehe... lets start :)

OKay~ Just finished watching 2 episodes of FMA..... Was very nice and touching.....
Cos the 2 brothers mother died, and they try to revived her. But as a result one of them lost his body, and the other lost a arm and a leg.

So yar... this 2 episodes are talking about how they learn alchemy at first.

Was very nice, they were put into an isolated island for a survival test, and also make them understand the theory of One in All....
So while they were on the island many things happened......
Reminds me of OBS :D haha.... really would like to go for another one if I had a chance :)
As for the details, you all go download and see for yourselves lor :P
So... I just want to share this theory of One in All, with all of you :) I find i t very interesting, and true :)

This is the theory.....

One in all

If I die,
this world would continue to move along as if nothing had happen
You are just a small existence, then
When the small existence dies
the body remains.
Water, carbon, ammonia, lime, phosphorous, potassium nitrate, salt, sulfur, magnesium, flourine, manganes and aluminium
It is only a combination of those and some other elements
We are destined to be decomposed by bacteria
and become nutrients for the plant
But those plants will nourish herbivores
And those herbivores will nourish carnivores
These things move in a cycle even in places we're not aware of.
We are a small part of that flow.
The one in all.
But the all exists when the ones are put together.
This world flows by following a grand law we can't even conceive of.

I wonder how many people, would stop and think about what is life? What are we? Why are we here?....... I think a large majority of people nowadays never think of such things... they would instead be thinking of.... what to do tmr? What will happen if I dun do work?.... all those things related to work and studies lar.... Have you all spend some time thinking of things besides these?

I think life isn't just about work, studies and play lor....

... actually.. I also dun wad to say lar..... got that kind of feeling, but duno how to put it in words.......

Maybe, I'll just highlight this point....
"If I die,
this world would continue to move along as if nothing had happen"
I feel that this is very true.... If I really die... the world wouldn't stop because of me....
Then why am I here for? I am such a small part of the world..... Why am I studying so hard, or working so hard? The world still continues to turn even without me.... Why should I waste half of my life time doing so much work..... And how is my short life span compared to eternity....... We are all so small and insignificant.........

And in the first place, why should there be life? What are lives used for? If you live and work hard just to make your life better... then why not just save the trouble and not live in the first place?

So are we worth living? Or even.... is living necessary in the first place.....

This is also mentioned in the anime

When you live, your life will end sooner or later.
The body will return to the earth
Grass and flowers will grown on top of it
The sould will nourish the hearts
and it will live on in the hearts of other people
Everything in the world flows around and circulates
That goes for human lives too...

When everything is just a cycle.... Why is there a need for a cycle? Cos eventually, you will still be back in the same place you first started. Everything could just remain at a stage in a cycle..... Then it would save a lot of trouble......

So... hmmm.....
Lets think about our existence :)

OKay.... would like to hear your comments.... So hehe... if you all are willing to share, you may want to send an e-mail to me, I will transfer it here, or just type it in the shoutbox..... the length is not a problem :)

Wahaha...... talk so cheem today.... Really got some enlightenment....
So hehe... sometimes you people might also want to find out more about life, and your existence..... and not just about work and stuffs :)

Have a broder view of the world we are living in..... Understand it...... Appreciate it...... And since, we have no choice, everyone has to go tru the cycle, I truly hope that everyone would make full use of our lives, and not just go through this cycle for nothing :)

Also hope you people will have a nice weekend ahead :)
Bye~

Haiz... Life sux....Even after promos still dun have a easy life....Still have so much things to do....really is ' yi bo wei ping yi po you qi'.....Stupid YJ have this INTENSIVE mother tongue and PW time table....We have to stay back everyday until earliest 3pm to do nothing but Mother tongue and PW...Imagine more than 4 Hours each day on this kind of stupid things.....And it last for an entire WEEK!!!!Wonder how am I going to get tru this week.....Then haiz...But there is something to be happy about lar...Cos the Oral presentation exam is due next week...And the file is due the day after that....So hehe....that means that I will no longer need to do PW after next week!!!!!YAY!!!!!!!But for now still have to suffer a bit lor......

Haiz.....then about the flash movie... hahadeadline is 1st november... Also next week!!!!!
And cos this is by mail, I need to send it by this thursday to make sure that it dosen't arrive late......
Argh!!!!!So much things to do...Still got PW sia.....

The file must be in by this thurs for a final read tru by ST to give comments for the last time.... Then we still got a lot of evaluations to do!!!!! Then tmr lesson end very late..... think the school sux lar.... Like purposely make us stay until 3pm everyday one lor....
When they have nothing to fill up the time table, instead of letting us go early... they put wad... supervision class.... Super lame lar.... waste time only lor....

Haiz... wasn't a very good start of the week....

Today also whole morning stomachache.... Stupid sia... dun wad I eat wrong in the morning.... Suspected it the 'mee pok' instand noodles I bought yesterday...... then throughtout the chinese paper I was like 'ren!!!' 'ren!!!!'..... Then the audi still so cold.... Argh... was living hell down there.... Still managed to finish the paper lar....

Today also got back our chinese promos result.....
A bit ' xin tong' lar.... My 'zhong he tian kong' Only got 2 marks out of 20..... The teacher mark until very song..... The first question correct, then all the way down, the rest of the nine question... All cross cross cross.....
' Xin tong' cos my compo rarely got such high marks.... but because of the 'zhong he tian kong' pull down my marks by so much..... And the mutiple choices questions also a bit 'xin tong' though not as much, cos quite normal lar.... 'xin tong' is beacuse ALL THOSE I GOT WRONG... is I got the correct answer at first.... But recheck paper that time... duno why go and change the answers in the end got it all wrong.... About 3 questions like that leh.... Make me lose so much more marks.... Hmm..... still remember last time CWSS invite some people to give talks.... HE said that our first instinct is always correct.... When you write down the answer, just leave it... dun change it unless it is a confirm wrong.... If you have doubts, just put in wad your first instinct tells you.... And in this case, really regretted not heeding that advice.... So must learn from mistake.... this is only promos.... Hope that I will not repaeat this mistake in the A levels... which is round the corner....

Okay lar... thats all for today.... Bye~ Have a nice week ahead :D

testing

how's your's 's's's's

Arlow :D Its me :D lol.... Yay!!! Promos finally over... haha... now my brain wun be cluttered with all those 'not very useful stuffs' :D
OKay~ Lets start today's entry with.... hmm.... the word ' Revulsion'

A sudden strong change or reaction in feeling, especially a feeling of violent disgust or loathing.
A withdrawing or turning away from something.
Medicine Counterirritation used to reduce inflammation or increase the blood supply to the affected area.

Well... encounted this word in the GP compre.....
Felt this this is a rather nice word.... But in this case the meaning given wasn't that of what is given in the passage...

What was given is like.... something that you feel is just not right.... like incest... and forgot wad was there liao.... it gave a lot of example.....

Find this word quite interesting... cos haha... sometimes you really have the feeling that it just isn't right to do so. Even if it dosen't harm anyone or even yourself.... you just somehow from your subconscious know that you should not do it.....

Anyway.... my explanation may not be clear... but... hehe... just want to make a point that I found this word interesting....

OKay... lets change topic :D

Recently noticed a trend that more and more hair care products and using this thing called silk protein.... You know, the organics silky straight shampoo, the silk pro series and another bath by forgot who which also uses silk protein....
So that makes me curious, is it a new break tru recently and everyone starts using it in their product....

So went to find out a little more...

What is silk protein?
By hydrolyzing silk fibers (subjecting the material to alkali), water soluble silk proteins are produced.While silk fibers can not be absorbed into the skin or hair, the proteins are readily available.Silk proteins are excellent hair and skin conditioners. They add a lovely, silky feel to soaps, lotions and gels.Typical use rates are .5% to 2.0%. Add to the water phase.Imported from Japan.

Well thats wasn't a really good explanation. But I can't find anything else.... I made a search and it just came up with many brands of shampoo....

So... hehe... duno izzit real or not lar.... but I am using the organics silky straight now :S Erm... wasn't really very effective lar, only a little improvement :P

So yar~ Lets change topic again :D

Lol....
Today... kerling got a sony erricsson K700i !!!! AWWW!!!!! I LOVE THE CLEAR CLEAR SCREEN!!!!! the images are so clear, even if the camera is not that good, the screen compensate for its quality. But in this case, both camera and screen is very good, thus producing astonishing images...... AWWW!!!!!!! I WAN THAT PHONE!!!!

Anyway... this phone also caught my attention....
http://www.motorola.com/razr/teaserpage.html?flash=true

IT IS SO SO SLIM!!!!! Really love the design.... if the price is not too high... I might decide to change phone... but think not likely lar... cos the price for this kind of good phone will not fall too low...
Haiz............

Actually duno why I have this crave for better phones.....
You know... mrs crothers said that the figured out that teenagers want good phones because they have nothing else to show off.... They go to school everyday.... and have the same things as everyone... The only way they can show off is through their phone....
Wonder if I am also one of those....

Haha... really 'pei fu' elgin... Still using the 8250..... he is not exactly poor though, having a plamsa TV at home... but he still stick to a 8250.... Thats perfectly alright... just 'pei fu' his will power to be able to withstand those influences of peers and the intensive advertising by the phone makers....

OKay~ Think thats quite a lot for today... Bye~
And wish everyone a happy post-promos period :D

Arlow :D haha....
Hmm.... these few days was.. well nothing much happened lar... was studying for physics.... but kind of like slacked off already...... So hope for the best tomorrow :)

Then.. hehe... me and the someone still 'Ba zhi hai mei yi pie" ( Direct translation: Eight character haven't got one stroke ) So hehe... dun bother me with that lar hor.... Wait till things confirm liao then I will tell you people... Otherwise wun be fair to me and the someone if you all start saying things...otherwise I also dun dare to write these things down in my blog next time as well...
This is my blog so I wish that I can really write out my thoughts without any 'cencorship' otherwise wads the point of reading something that has a big portion taken out of it... So just wan to ask you all to please respect me and my thoughts.....

OKay~ let talk about the 'someone' now :P haha.... haiz.... sad leh.... duno got feeling for me or not......
I've tried to take initiative to sms to ask her hows the exams... then she replied... then post the question back to me... but then when I replied, she didn't give an reply anymore..... So haiz... was pretty sad for that night... waited for her to sms but haiz.... So began thinking.... did she sense something wrong and avoided me?.....
The day after... she msg me on MSN asking me some physics questions..... That I feel, proved that she wasn't really avoiding me..... But now comes a new question.... Does she just treat me as a normal friend? Well... guess thats it normal for her to treat me as a normal friend cos I haven't really done anything yet : Was really busy for the promos and stuffs.... SO really hope that once the promos over, I can find a chance to ask her out.... But hiaz...... there is so much uncertainty to it.......... really hope that we will be together :D

OKay... thats all about the someone for now lar.... As said earlier.... please dun start saying things.... wan to say just leave something in the shoutbox will do.... Spare me the embarrassment please :)

OKay lar, change topic....

Saw something recently that make me wonder, is that the cause of the laziness in younger generation?

Was alighting from a MRT then saw this father and son. Then you know the MRT station got 2 sides, one with both up and down riding escalators and the other with only the upriding....
Then the kid was like wanting to take the stairs.... then the father didn't want to.... then the kid ask why won't they take the stairs..... so the father replied that there was escalator on the other side. Haha... then a thought immediately came to mind, why you you just say you were lazy instead.........
Then.... hmm..... you know, when kids are young they are very receptive to ideas.... so in this case, he grow up to think, why should I do something more when I can take the easy way out....

Haha... actually to think of it.... I was really thinking crap lar.... I would also walk all the way across the station to take the escalator down... So wads the big deal :S

Btw... have been busy drawing fanart for yesterday and today :P Haha... was really addicted to FMA :S So hehe you find that my posts are shorted for the past few entries. Cos after watching, hehe... was very tired already.... So didn;t blog :P

Well, think thats all for today :) BYE~

Arlow :D
I'm back!!!
haha got miss me or not... :P
Anyway.... will be back later with the full entry...
Bye :D~

Arlow :D I'm back again :P
Hmm... I think the 2000 paper was really a killer paper lar... cos the 2001 paper was quite okay.... didn't have much of a problem...
So hehe... pray hard that it would be of this (or even lower :P) standard this year :D
Bye~

:D:D:D:D:D:D HEHE~ :P:P:P:P:P
SO happy now :P
HAha... wanted to msg 'someone' :P ....
But hehe shy shy....
But then the 'someone' just msg me :P:P:P
haha... lol.....

I think I abit 'fa hua chi' these days :S

lol

Bye~

ARGH!!!! MATHS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!!!
Was doing 2000 promo paper....
Wah!!! Suddenly like everything duno how to do sia!!!!!
Haiz....
Things were quite okay before I try that paper....
Wonder was it a killer paper...... So hard sia.....
Haiz... i go do 2001 paper now.... if still a lot duno then... hmmm..... must start worrying liao.....
K lar~ Bye~

http://www.deviantart.com/view/11446271/
Cute? :D
Took me 2 hrs to draw it :D
Hope ya like it :)