:) time for another entry... today was erm.... okay.... as usual... feeling very sleepy... had a hard time trying not to fall asleep during the econs lecture..... was really terrible.... then maths tutorial also... been doodling on my paper to keep me awake.... Haha... actually I find that I can past time easily without falling asleep doddling :P it kinds of give my mind something to do so that I won't feel bored :P


Talking about maths... todays lecture we had a combined lesson with 213... cos we finished our syllabus already..... so the classes have been broken up according to their respective tutors and carry out their own revision programme... so yar.... both my class and 213 we under mrs kwang.... and she decided to do prelim papers.... Well.... I've complained about the prelim papers yesterday already... so I wouldn't want to do it again today..... Today I'll discuss something more interesting... Muahahaha....

Have you watch the new season of the apprentice? The book smart vs the street smart season.... I haven't watched it, but I would love to if I can afford the time.... But anyway.... the real reality TV show is unfolding right in school... lol....

We have long heard tons of praises about 213 from mrs kwang.... she loves to compare us with them.... From the day that she took over both our classes..... the comparison starts.... We've heard how hardworking and diligent they are..... then how mrs kwang helped them to improve so much.... how they willing to come school earlier just to have 1/2 hr of maths lesson everyday..... Just lots and lots of things....

Then wad about our class? We've been said to be weak, lazy, bad attitude, no concepts.... The worst comment that she made was.... " You know 213, there's only 11 people, but I can guarentee 7 As and Bs.... but for your class of 23 people.... I might even break my record and have failures.... "

So yar.... our class started to dislike 213 more and more.... but now.... hehe..... the show has just began.... 2 completely different classes come together to have lessons in one classroom..... Thats the real reality TV man.... :P

Well... I would like to lable 213 as the 'book smart' gang, like those in the apprentice, and us 209, as the 'street smart' gang.... There's real difference between us... one look at the face you will already know how wide the gap is....

They seems to be those kind of people that put in lots and lots of time on their work..... they are able to burn midnight oil just to study for a test. They do all their work... hand in punctually. Just the typical ideal student.... or to say it more crudely.... teacher's pet....

Today is the first lesson we had and I'm able to observe the difference in attitude... You know... before the teacher comes into the class... the maths rep will go and set up the OHP.... switch it on .... direct it nicely on the screen... set the focus.... then put a desk beside it.... put the chair.... then the worst part that almost made me puke is.... the person even sat on the chair... to test the position of it.... lean towards the OHP mimicking what a teacher would do to test whether the position is comfortable..... I was really shocked when I saw that... some people might call this a culture shock... but..... its really amazing that there are such great difference in culture even with the same school.... So curious about how different we are? haha.... before class... our IT rep would just push the OHP to the center of the class.... pull down the screen... on and the off just to check if there's light.... After that we all go back to our seats and do our own stuffs.... then when the teacher comes in.... she have to get her own table... her own chair.... then have to test the screen herself.... after that when time to present the answer.... we can't see cos it was blur.... then we start to adjust the focus.....

So do I think that its our fault? Well.... actually nope.... we are just the norm.....

The people in our class, well... of those whom I knew, got all the way up here based on our intelligence.... not hardwork.... If you want to compare about the work that we have done.... its too little.... but we still made it so far....

I think life is fair.... some people whom aren't that intelligent are bestowed with peserverence that enables them to work hard... But for people whom are intelligent, we are not given as much peserverence as them... thats why we seemed to be lazy.... However, at the end of the day, the distance travelled is still the same. I believe that one person's ability cannot be judged just based on the amount of work he has done..... But also on the ability to do less work and achieve more results. However, there are still some freak cases where one is gifted with both intelligence and peserverence, thats why they can climb even higher than us. We can't aspire to over take them, but it would be nice just to be around their position.

Hmm.... so yar..... life's version of reality TV show, The apprentice has premiered today... and this season would last till the prelims. :P I'll stay tuned to the show and observe more differences between the 2 parties. Though I would still be missing the show on channel 5....

Today also got back my the result slip for the term 3 block test..... the results are dissappointing.... got a F for my maths... sob sob... but nvm... I won't let history repeat itself during the A lvls.

Although the results are discouraging.... there's one subject that I am very proud of :D My GP!!! Woho~ I got into the 92 percentile!!!! Which means that I am within the top 8% in the school!!!! Muahahaha...... I find it rather weird.... I only got a C5 during my O lvls.... so how come I am still able to do so well now? The possibility might be that I screw up my paper for the O's , or the standard of yj is so low that a person whom got a C5 previously can get into the top 8% This is kind of worrying, cos top 8% seems to be able to guarentee at least a B for my A lvls..... but if the standard is too low... I might just get back my C5 =X or even worst -.-

Hmm.... wah... I spent 1/2 hr typing this entry =X Gonna end here liao :) After this rest for a while before I start working all the way till 11 again... :) Bye~

Yo! Got feedback that some of you wanted to leave me messeges but the shoutbox isn't working :) haha... Well... it was down due to some server error. But.... meanwhile if you really want to leave me some comments :) I've activated the comment function of this blog, so at the bottom of every entry, you'll find a link to post your comments :)

Its monday... :) haha... well.... school was rather nice recently.... had fun.... was feeling very sleepy the whole morning... kept yawning and yawning.... then today also took our class photo :)

Well... since its monday.... I'll have to start doing lots of work again!!! Well... have to chiong my maths liao.... a lot of work to do.... we have to like do 2 years of prelim papers and tutorials simulatneously.... Cos during the extra lesson we going tru one prelim paper, during lectures we going tru another different prelim paper, then during tutorials we still going tru the tutorials... Its like studying 3 subjects..... But haiz... nvm... I would put the prelim papers on hold first... gonna finish by tutorials by these 2 days before I start doing the prelim papers....

K lar... thats about all for today.... rather sian.... haha.... think you all read my blog also read until sian lor... cos I've been like complaing and complaining about school work for the past entries.... BUt haiz... cannot help it lar... my mind is too occupied by school work that I don't really have time to observe and think about things that are happening around me.... and also cos I'm kept busy, I didn't go into depression and then think too much....

Hmm.... thats all for today lar... gonna take my dinner then rest for a while before I start on my work all the way till 11 then go to bed :)

:) Had a fun day.... haha..... met minzhong and 2 other guys, didn't know them but all previously from commonwealth. Then went to sls to get a new mouse... then after that went to esplanade to watch NDP fireworks :D Took a few photos.... here's the best one :)


http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/20891019/

the rest cannot make it... haha.... cos I don't have a tripod... so the photos came out with heavy handshake.... haha.... then the trail of the fireworks become curly and look like sperms :P

K lar... nothing much liao... bye :) Didn't do any work today :P haha... well... I've worked so hard during the weekdays.... so yar.... I deserves this break :P Furthermore, things are also going on smoothly... didn't have problem clearing my work... only that some times work is completed late... but... nv late for too long lar :)

K lar... one more day to go... and back to working hard :)

:) feeling much better now :D haha... after resting well yesterday then today also got PE... :) PE helps to relieve some of the tension and fatigue in my body, only that now my arms are aching after training for my pull up =X haha... but nvm... as long as I feel mentally fresh can le :)

Today also going to clear another load of work :) So that I can slack tmr or during the weekends :D haha.... yes... tomorrow is the last day of the weekdays le :D FRIDAY ;) haha... another week passed...

Haiz... actually hor... I've quite a funny thought.... you know... I've been wishing for weeks to pass so fast.... and it really does.... but.... I kind of feel like I'm wasting my life away... if I let time pass so quickly... then soon I'll be old =X haha.... I just zoomed pass every week without really making full use of it....

Haha... nvm about me... but hmm... I think I shall stop looking forward to the weekends. I shall treat each day equally :)

K lar.. nothing much for today... bye~

:) Taking a break from my work :) its 9.43 now... going back to study at 10...

was feeling abit moody today... perhaps was too tired... so yar... used the time this afternoon for sleep... slept for 2 and a half hrs... feeling better now.... :) But... haiz.... neck pain... think I got to change my pillow... have been giving me problems recently... see how lor.. maybe this sun then go and get a new one :)

Then yar... my lips are healing already :D haha... less of an agony today... hope that it will heal more tomorrow and by friday, it will be completely healed :)

K lar.. nothing much... almost time liao... go surf around then have to go back to doing work already.. bye~ tmr thursday liao... 2 more days till the weekends :D

Pain pain!!! Argh... my cracked lips haven't recovered yet... haiz... painful sia... even laughing which is supposed to be a happy thing has turned into a torture!!!! :'( sad....

Haiz... today also didn't do too much work... kind of tired... perhaps also cos of the pain that I couldn't concentrate... haiz... nvm... will go and sleep now... pray hard that it will recover by tmr :) bye~

Wee~ Haha... did lots of work today :D Pia tru my maths tutorial le :D haha.... now dun need to worry about if for another few days... then tomorrow need to do the lecture exercise and prelim paper :) Haha... if everyday can be as productive as today... then it would be great :D haha... then I would be able to enjoy my weekends when all the work is being done during the weekdays...

Okay... anyway... just came here to other than blog about the amount of work I've done... I also want to complain about the crack on my lips!!!.. My lips cracked during the weekends... perhaps I didn't drink enough water and was heaty.... Then haiz... very troublesome... cannnot open my mouth too big.. otherwise very painful... then also cannot laugh too hard... argh... its terrible... and the pain is those very sharp one... sian.... hope that it will heal by tomorrow :)

K lar.. thats all for today... almost 11 le... got to sleep.. haha... another long day tomorrow :)

Wahahaha... my mouse went crazy =X lol.... keep moving in all sorts of direction opposite of where I wanted it to move. Luckily I still got my tablet to fall back on... haha... otherwise I won't be able to use the com =X Yay... haha... finally got a reason to get a new mouse.... I've been eyeing on the microsoft mouse designed by stark... but.... haiz... I scared that the paint they use will easily come off leh... so hmm... duno want to take the risk or not... haha...

K lar... nothing much liao.... today is monday... and work are already pileing up!!1! Got tons of maths tutorial to clear then still got physics to do -.- Haiz... have to continue to work hard to clear the work for this week so that I can enjoy the weekends :) bye~

Haiz... I'm back again... haha... for the 3rd time today.....

Sian... its 11pm now... but I don't feel like sleeping.... Kind of have the feeling that not enough things have happen to have this day considered over... or perhaps the reluctanct to face another long weekday ahead.... Argh... feeling terrible now.....

Spent like 40 minutes trying to do my GP homework but in the end gave up doing it.... I felt that it was totally pointless to do so.

We had to write out an essay, based on 3 questions that came out during the block test. And the question I did during the block test is also one of the 3 question. I do not want to redo the same thing as I did during the block test as it would be pointless doing reproducing the same thing again... so that leaves me with the 2 other question. This is also another problem as the reason that I didn't do these questions during the test is because I have nothing to comment on it.... So even if I were to do it now... I wouldn't have enough points to write in the essay... thats why I have been struggling for the past 40 minutes trying to think of things to write... however... I still cannot think of any.....

I'm just very tired and fustrated now... this whole thing is crap leh.... the assignment is due tomorrow, but I don't think I can do it.... Well.... I've tried my best and there's really nothing much that I can do about it....

OMG!!! Bleach is so nice!!! Argh!!! Haha... feel like downloading the next episode to watch right now!!! but... I can't!! haha... I've already watch until 38 liao.... the latest episode is 40... only 2 episodes away!!! I have to ration it... otherwise I can't watch 2 episode at one go... Haha... its very irritating to watch only one at a time cos its only about 20 mins per episode so things is always left hanging till the next episode.... Haiz... will have to wait till next weekend before I can start downloading another 2 episodes :P lol.... Anyway... its a very nice anime... much better than what naruto is showing now... cos naruto watch 100+ episodes liao... they running out of storyline and we also see until sian liao.... But bleach is something fresh :) Its only only action but also has lots of humor... :D So yar... if you got a chance can go download it and see :)

Hmm... then yar... the weekends are ending already.... Did almost nothing during this weekend... haha... well.. think its a well deserved break after slogging for the weekdays lar..... So yar... after tonight another week is going to begin... :) Will still continue to work hard during the weekdays and rest well on the weekends :)

Okay... thats all for now :) Bye~ Have a nice week ahead :D

Was listening to the radio and they mention some kind of blood type dieting.... They say some mediacorp artiste followed this type of diet, one of them was sharon au.... Haha... so I got curious and went to check it out :)

Blood Group O
This is the most common blood group in the UK. Dr D’Adamo says that our digestive tract retains the memory of ancient times, and so type Os need to eat a typical hunter-gatherer type diet. In other words, type Os should follow a high-protein, low-carb diet with lots of meat and fish but no dairy products, wheat or grains.

If that sounds familiar, it’s because it is – the diet recommended for people with blood type O is simply a variation on many of the typical high-protein, low-carb diets that are currently popular, such as the Atkins diet. Foods you can eat freely include meat, fish and olive oil; foods you can eat in moderation include eggs, nuts, seeds, certain vegetables and fruits; and foods to avoid include dairy products, beans, cereals, bread, pasta and rice. To complement your food intake, Dr D’Adamo recommends lots of vigorous aerobic exercise such as aerobics and running – just like our hunter-gatherer ancestors did!

According to http://www.weightlossresources.co.uk/diet/blood_group_diet.htm

oOoo... Haha... am rather glad that I can eat meat and fish freely, cos I've been doing that all along :P Haha.... Then hmm.... I also eat veggies in moderation so thats also not a problem... but eggs... I eat quite a lot... so perhaps I will cut down on it :) However... the problem comes in with the food that I must avoid... bread and rice??? I eat them everyday... they are the staple diet for singaporeans... how am I going to do without it? If it were just rice then its still okay cos I can eat bread... but if bread also cannot then how do I fill my stomach? I'm sure to eat something of that kind during breakfast... can't expect a chicken chop in the morning right? Hmm... am trying to think of ways to solve this problem..... haha.... anyway.... if you are also interested in losing your weight.... you can also visit the site to check out your blood group.... But I doubt so lar.... most of my friends are rather slim... haha.... K lar... may come back later... bye~

Argh!!!! Haiz... sad... my MP3 player's injuries worsen.... Did an emergency operation on it just now.... Cos it voice suddenly became coarse.... The bandwidth got cut so the higher freqnency became noise... so it was time for an second operation....

Below are the scene in the operating theater...
The following picture may not be suitable for those with faint heart....

Additional injuries suffered.... 2 external loss of body parts and one internal injury of the rapture of ear drum....


The hold button was gone.....


Loss of vital parts.... the power button...

Due to the loss of the power button... an artificial device has to replace its function...

A pointed paper clip has to be used to press the power button...

Below are the instruments used in the surgery....



My MP3 player's condition has been stablized. It will be kept under observation for another few days to see if the bandwidth have been restored....

OMG -.- I am becoming such a saddist.... I'm actually feeling happy that I destroyed my player..... What has gotten into me??? Well... actually... its not that I am a saddist lar... I'm just proud of myself to be able to prolong the life of my MP3 player for so long.... Cos yar... if I didn't open it up in the first place and found that its just something that came loose... it would have been thrown away a long time ago already.... The fact that it is still functioning now is because I tried so hard to fix it :)

Hehe... so yar... this would hopefully last for another few months..... Or perhaps last for this year cos next year going army le... won't be able to listen to it all the time.... Cos yar.... I bought this to accompany me for the morning train journey to yj.... and since I will stop travelling to yj.... this MP3 player has fufilled its purpose.... but I still won't throw it away lar... if its still functioning :) Haha... may just hang on to it before I get a MP3 phone :D Then I don't have to carry so many device around all the time le :)

Thats all for today lar... spend like 2 hrs fixing it... but nvm :) Today was rather productive.... finished 6 questions of tutorial and read up on G field :)

So yar.... byebye~ sweetdreams :)

lalala~ Well... nothing much today.... sian... think I going abit crazy these days... duno wad happen.... but you know... kind of have those sudden urge to do weird and lame things -.- haha.... maybe cos I study too much liao lar =X

K lar... bye bye~ Monday is over... 4 more days to go :P

Having a headache now.... just finished another few questions of the maths tutorial... speed was better than yesterday.... cos yar... was feeling more alert than previously....

Hmm... school starts again tomorrow.... haiz... so sian.....

K lar... not in the mood to type now..... too sian already.... bye....

Haiz... its yet another boring saturday afternoon....

Did some maths tutorial... but SIAN ar!!!! Don't really feel like doing.... Haiz....

I'm just too bored lar.. nothing to do... so sian.... Lalalal....

K lar.. may be back later tonight.....

go slack another 20 min before I go do my work again.... haiz.....

Hello.... its thurday night now.... why am I still doing here at 11pm? Cos I just finished doing my GP compre!!!! Haiz.... had to come online to use the online thesaraus otherwise I might take forever to find the word that I need.... haiz....

Spent the whole night doing compre.... Today was a real busy day... started off with PE in the morning... then straight after that have to go for lesson.... then today also have tutorials of the 3 subjects all in a row.... so yar... have to do work and work... then after a half hour break... lesson went on again until about 2.... but we still can't go home yet.... we still have a maths remedial at 4.30... so yar... spent the 2 hours doing maths tutorials again... after that went for the remedial... ended at about 6.30.... went home.... eat and wash up.... 8 o'clock start to do the compre.... then all the way until now... have to complete 3 compre by the way..... So yar.... been busy for the whole day till now.... haven't touch my computer for the whole of today till now... haha... so yar... I'm just gonna extent the night slightly longer :)

Well.. enough of complaining.... there's a slightly good news today :) actually I didn't do that badly for physics lar... the teacher calculated wrongly and missed out 10 marks.... haha.... so yar.... the highest in class was 60+ I get 50+ after the addition... so hmm... the gap isn't that big lar.... :) But I still fail the test lar.... ( test upon 130m) so yar... I didn't bother to add the marks... makes no difference anyway.... haven't even move to AO grade... so yar.... although things are not really as bad as what is was before.... but it is still bad lar... so I'll continue to strive harder to get better results next time :)

K lar.... thats all for today :) Am looking forward to tomorrow as its a short day.... so after revision in the afternoon... I'll not be studying during the night :) Will be pushing it till the weekends :) Okie.. bye~

Ouch! Another blow from the term test..... I scored very very badly for my physics. Its just like only 1/3 of the total marks.... The teacher wrote.... "Confidence is good, overconfident is not. I know you can do well. Endure and try to cut down rest and PC time even more. 4 months left..." Haiz... really ashamed of myself... I'm really getting over confident.... And I'm facing the consequences now.... But never mind.... I have learnt my lesson as I've said in the previous post.... and this thing is not going to happen again.... well... at least not for the A lvls :) I have belittled my enemy once and lost a battle.... but I will not underestimate the enemy again and lose the war.... The war must end with a victory....

OKay... about the part about cutting down rest and PC time.... I guess.... what I wrote yesterday was the most that I can do. I've already pushed back my sleeping time by an hour. The breaks when I come home don't really seem long because I have a 1 hr revision slot on mondays, tuesdays and fridays.... And I really need that time to recharge otherwise I will not last till 11.... About the time used for computer.... its right after dinner, so I can't possibly use the time to study or sleep.... I can't study with a full stomach or sleep with it otherwise I might have indigestion.

Talking about the revision slot. I'm afraid that the slot will not be avaliable on tuesday because there might be physics remedial lessons. So the slot which is intended to be used to study econs will be swopped with the monday's maths. Then maths will be pushed to the weekends for a extended 2 hours slot on saturday afternoon.

Haha.... see this is what will happen.... so the weekends are not really free... situations will happen that requires time to be pushed back.

Okay... I think that this would be good enough to improve my results.... I'm basically not a person whom can sit down there to work and work. So I also cannot expect too much from myself. I'm going to also make the revision slots similar to having tution because I feel that I can learn better if I think that way. If I think that I am at home studying by myself, then start to have small little breaks every now and then... go toilet... look here look there.... So yar... this is a mental trickk to make me study :) During this period of time I'll also switch on my air con which further enhance the environment to look as if I am having tution. :) haha... thats also a little incentive to make me endure through these revision plan lar.... otherwise I might become sick of it and stop following the plan.

Well... it may sounds abit funny.... I'm doing so much weird things to make myself study.... But hey.... thats the only way I can help myself. As mentioned earlier, I am not a person whom can just sit down there and study.... so I cannot study hard.... but the thing is I can study smart :) I will come up with plans and methods to make myself remember things... to study in a different way that makes studying less boring. Throughout the years I've come up with lots of different methods....

My favourite one was to use a piece of majong paper to draw a huge mind map of everything in a subject.... then I will paste it up on the wall beside my bed. So every night before I sleep. I will read through the things on that piece of majong paper... and soon... I will be able to remember all the points on that piece of majong paper. However this method is no longer useful now because there are just oo many things to memorise. I've tried doing it for econs last year for promos.... and I have to use up 2 full piece of majong paper.... The trick is only to use one as you will capture that one mental image of the majong paper... but when you use too many.... it becomes less effective..... as you have to remember many pieces.... just like the many pages in your notes....

Therefore I've modified this method with the one about spending 15 mins before bed to recall and write down whatever I've learnt also on a majong paper before I sleep. The main purpose is not to have a mental image of the majong paper.... but to make myself recall the points so that it stays in my active memory.

Another method that I did was to download a program that changes my computer wallpaper every time I log in. Then I will do scans of notes and some questions and set it as my collection of wallpaper... so everytime I log in.... I'll have to answer the random question that came out before I can use the computer :) haha.... but its also not feasible now due to the large amount of content that I have to input.

ONe other method was to write down some important little points that you have to take note on a sticky pad and stick it onto the window grills. This is mainly for small points like some things to take note of whendoing maths question. I'm still using this method now... and :) There's currently one note on my window grill :) More will come when I start on the next tutorial and the corrections for the test :)

So yar.... these are just some little things that I do to make myself remember things.... HAha... so yar... study smart :)

Okay lar.. thats all for today.... bye :)

OKay.... I'm dead....

I scored very badly for my maths test.... So badly that I almost hit rock bottom in class.... What has happened to me? Why am I doing so badly? The others are catching up fast..... and I am deproving.... How can this happen.... This SHOULD NOT happen.... What can I do? What MUST I do? I've been thinking about these questions right after I regain from the initial shock of doing so badly.... I failed... I failed in my test result... I failed in my class ranking... I failed compared with the whole of my corhort... This CANNOT go on any longer... We are already into the term 3 of the year.... Last term before everything ends with the A levels.... The final lap before a 2 year break doing NS. Alright.... Here's what I am going to do......

I'll try to allocate more time a day for studying. Everyday I reach home by about 4.... Then I usually have dinner around 6. From 4-6.... I doubt that I can do anything because I will be very sleepy.... Think I'm going to go to bed..... Its also a well derserved break lar.... spend the whole day in school already.... really need to recharge..... Then yar... after dinner till 7pm I'll use the computer :) haha.... I can't live a day without touching it. So from after dinner till 7, I'll get to play slightly more than 1/2 an hr of computer. Then from 7 till 8... I guess I'll watch some TV while reading some newspaper. Have to update my news....

The studying comes after 8. I'll study straight for 2 hours till 10. During this period of time, it will be used for the daily assignments. After that I'll take 15 mins to do some stretching and workout to keep my mind fresh. The next 30 minutes will be used for catching up with school work, to clear any doubts or maybe some revision exercises given during the maths remedial. Followed by 15 minutes before bed to recall whatever I have learnt today and write it onto a majong paper that will be hung up on my wall. This can help me to remember stuffs as you know I have a very lousy memory. That would ba the end of one day :)

OKay... then where's the time for revison work? There will be 3 days, monday tuesday and friday where I will take away the sleeping slot in the evening. It will be replaced with 20 minutes of eyerest and after that I'll continue to do revision for an hour straight. There might still be time after that. Then I may choose to continue with the revision or to take the time to rest again.

So I'll be doing maths on monday, econs on tuesday and physics on friday. Physics is the more enjoyable subject so I'll place it on friday so that it won't ruin the friday's mood :) Econs is on tuesday because if I place maths on tuesday, the it will be 3 days of extra maths lesson as wednesday we have extra lesson from 3 to 4. and thursday from 3.30 till 6.

The weekends are meant to be for rest. If the normal day's study plan is interupted then the slot will be moved to the weekends. Other than that, the weekend will be for resting and doing the school work.

Well.... thats almost all for the plan. The details on what topics to be covered will be set at soon. I really hope that I will stick to this plan closely because time is really running out.... I am lagging behind my peers already. I can't afford to do badly anymore. So yar.... wish myself all the best :)

Thats all for today lar... bye~

OKay.... changed the background again.... haha.... the 3D one was too amateur.... haha... must try harder next time :) So while I haven't come up with anything new yet.... I'll have to use this temporary background....

Lets move on to today's entry :D

Hmm.... school starts tomorrow already... Haiz.... kind of having a mixed feeling.... Normal school like is nice... at least I'm kept occupied for more than half the day.... but holidays are nice too.... everyday laze around..... do a little bit of this and a little bit of that... but hmm... now thinking of it.... I think normal school day is better :D Well... at least I get to hang out with friends.... lessons to fill up my time.... there's more activity in a day.... And I don't get depression..... haha... I think I'm having a slight depression now.... holidays is too long.... no wonder I feel so weird.... haiz... so yar... hope it would go away once school starts tomorrow :)


Hey~ I just got an inspiration to write :D haha....

Are we able to enjoy a day just by doing nothing.....

You know... sometime we complain about how busy our lives are and wished that we could have a break and do nothing... but can we really make ourselves happy by doing nothing?

For me.... I can't.... A day with nothing to do is a bad day for me.... I will start to think too much and go into depression..... SOmetimes the most enjoyable day is a day that is filled with stuffs and I am kept busy all the time..... Haha.... this holiday is an good example.... I think I enjoyed my school day more than my holidays.....

SO what about you? Do you enjoy doing nothing? Come share your opinions :)
Haha... didn't write much.... but :) Its just an interesting thought that I feel like sharing and also getting some opinions :D

Okay lar... thats about all for today.... Have nice school days ahead :D Holidays are over :)

Time for another blog entry :) Today is the second day of the long weekend. Or perhaps its already the 3rd lar... just passed midnight....

On friday.... slacked the afternoon away... then in the evening went for a secondary class gathering at marina south :) haha.... got to see many of my ex classmates again.... about 20 people turned up.... then yar.... lots of interesting thing happened....

First thing was.... in the middle of a pathway.... there's a big fat catepilla dangling in midway!!! LOL.... scary sia.... haha.... then we stood beside the pathway for some free show.... lol..... cos at that place... people all come by batches... either with groups of friends or alighted from the same bus.... so once in a while... you get to see a whole hord of people crowding the pathway.... haha.... so the probabilty of someone in the group hitting the caterpilla is almost 100% haha... so we by the side and watch people's reaction... lol... so funny :S Some shouted... some quickly squart down to avoid it.... then there was this guy whom was playing with his phone... he almost walk into it... but his friend quickly pushed him away... LOl... that way the closest contact we have seen there.... haha.... the caterpilla also swayed awhile do to that closed contact.... haha..... Really scary leh... imagine while smsing half way... a big fat caterpilla suddenly crash into your face.... I would scream like siao lor.... haha.... so a warning to people out there..... pls don't use your phone while walking.... especially when you are walking under trees.... haha.....

Hmmm... then another thing was with the live prawns... haha.... the prawns are actually slighly unconcious and giddy when its packed in the box for us due to lack of water and the cramp space.... but when you agitate it.... it will start flipping its tail and jump around.... lol... so when people take it out... they just quickly throw it into the soup to kill it..... but my friend mz..... still go and play wif it -.- haha.... at first the prawn just move its legs..... the suddenly... it started to flip its tail... lol... cos he was holding it by its feelers.... it broke lose and start jumping around the table.... lol... then in the end jumped to the floor and before it was caught and thrown into the soup... haha....

After that was just chatting and chatting lor... haha.... Everyone still looks and behaves the same way... nothing much have changed over the past year.... except some guy got super long hair... haha.. but everyone is still more or less the same.....

Then also mention about some classmates whom dissappeared right after graduation.... No contact with them at all.... I don't remember how some of them look like.... haha..... I have super bad memory lar.... I can't remember faces for long....

hmm... then thats about all lar... don't know when can the whole group of us gather again....

Then today.... haiz.... rot the whole day away lor... tried to do some work... but haiz.... it seems extremely difficult.... take a very long time to do one question... so in the end didn't accomplish much lar....

K lar... thats all for now :) Bye~ 2 more days of holiday to go :D

Okay... I'm feeling very fed up now.... Stupid moblog by singtel..... It totally sux. Firstly.... there's no flexibility in the design of the blog, everyone has to follow the same template. Secondly, THERE ARE TONS OF BUGS!!!! I can't apply my skin smoothly ( at the beginning, the problem is solved now... ) I also cannot delete an entry properly... we cannot upload photos to the album too... Lastly... although everything is lousy.... what makes it SUCKY is the support given.... It takes like forever to get a reply from the moderator. There's also so many rules to follow. Still have to properly acknowledge the copyright materials. HELLO.... putting a link back to the source is good enough okay.... The materials are not used for commercial purposes okay... there is no need to do so much..... Anyway..... its no wonder that the moblog didn't gain much popularity. I still enjoy blogging on blogspot. I have total flexibility in the design of my blog, I enjoy changing my design every now and then. There's also no need to bother too much about the copyright stuffs.... I will acknowledge the things by linking back to the source, and thats enough.... blogspot RULZ! moblog SUX! haha.... I am not afraid of making such comments because my points are all backed by facts :P You can't SUE me! You hum ji people.... scared of so many things.... how to do big business??? I guess if not for this blogging competition, yo can't even get 3000++ members lar... Each school blog contribute 200++ people.... Think at the end of the competiton... everyone will unregister.... well.. if not everyone... I WILL... haha... then your membership will go down and down.... :P Wahaha....

OKie... feeling much better now after venting out all my fustrations :D

Today is friday! But I got no school :D haha.... block test are over!!! My long weekend is here! :D Gonna enjoy these 4 days to compensate for the time spent studying during the june holidays.

Talking about block test... Haiz... very sad sia... especially physics. Remember the previous post when I said I wish that the whole paper is kinematics because thats one of my strongest topic.... And yesterday.... I CAN'T DO it!!!! I can't believe that I can do a question on my strongest topic!!! There's 2 big question that I didn't know how to do.... one was the one on kinematics.... the other was on G field... my weakest topic... So I spend all my time on doing the kinematics question and I don't even want to spend a little time thinking about the G field question.... I told myself... I am willing to sacrifice my marks of the G field question just to get this Kinematics question correct..... But in the end, I can't!!!!! Felt very bad after the test.... Hmm.... maybe thats the retribution I get for being too proud of myself. I always thought that I can solve almost every question on kinematics... so yar.... I was proven wrong yesterday.... haiz..... okay..... nvm... lesson learnt... must not be too proud of myself.... Gonna study harder next time round :) Just take this failure as an lesson and learn from it :)

OKay... thats about all for now... gonna go eat lunch.... bye~

ARGH!!! I think tmr physics test surly cannot make it.... You know how long I spend just to do 28 MCQ questions???? 2 whole hours!!!!! LOL.... if I tmr still need to spend so much time on it then I guess sure fail already :S

Anyway... haiz... didn't expect myself to do too well for physics this time round lar.... Its like I only spend so little time on it... and I need 2 hrs to do the mCQ!!!! Haiz... there's just too much things to recall lar... argh....

Tmr is the last test liao... hope I can finish it smoothly... Juz hope that e-field dun come out :P haha... then erm... circular motion also dun.... then quantum also go away... haha.... Would be glad that the whole paper is fill with kinematics :P haha....cos with only 3 equations... you can solve almost everything :P but haiz... not possible lar... but no harm wishing for it :P

Its already 10+ now... think I am gonna stop doing already.... My mind is getting saturated.... Will just flip through the TYS and recall the types of questions and the method to solve. Then about 11 I'll go to bed :D Must have a good night rest :) Very impt... cos the paper is in the morning.... Think also gonna bring a sweet wif me... to keep me refresh :D Cos I think I will be using a lot of brain power tomorrow recalling all the stuffs :S So yar... musn't be sleepy otherwise cannot recall anything then die liao :S

K lar... going off for the final read liao :) See ya... Good luck for the test tmr :D

lalala~ Have been eating alot of junk food these few days :P haha.... think the 5 kg I lost in 2 weeks needs only 3 days to gain it back!!! lol... my tummy is already growing back to its original size =X Argh! Heck care lar... haha... gonna eat what I like (moderately lar) from now... Will wait till I have to go for the 1 month PTP ( physical training phase ) by NS before I let them take charge of my slimming :P and also prepare me for my BMT lar...

Hehe... think I'm going take NS as a slimming and body building programme :D Haha.... hope that by the end of the 2++ years. I will have a good bod to show off :P haha.... well.. if not... I'll be happy enough if they can make my tummy go away~ I can't really possibly do it at home because my grandma cooks a lot of fatty food in large proportion.... I have to suff myself with all those meat she cooked for dinner... I kept telling her to cook lesser... but still... its still as much.... Then everytime I tell her.... she will like say... Lesser liao lar... but actually nv lor.... Then also during the 2 weeks of intensive weight losing... I skipped my lunch and replace it with fruits mah.... Then she will keep asking me.... hungry or not? Want me to go downstair to get you some food? lol.. I was like... dun wan lar.... you want me to become overweight and make me do extra NS meh? Then she will say aiya... you very skinny already lar..... Then she still bought ice-cream during that period of time to tempt me -.- She will say... aiya eat lar... once won't make any difference lar.... lol... then of cos... I succumbed to the temptation.... haha....

Well... shouldn't complain so much lar... she's a very nice grandma... really cares about me :) Haha.. always worry that I will go hungry :D

Anyway... yay... I kind of prepared for my maths already :D Haha... spent the whole day of today doing TYS questions on stats.... I finished 14 questions from a TYS :D haha.... its considered a great feat for me cos I dun usually do so much in one shot :D So yar.... am pretty confident in tmr's test.... Well.. perhaps not to score well... but think passing should be okay :D After tomorrow's paper.... will be left with only physics :D Woho~ Super long weekend... I'm coming!!!!! LOL... really can't wait for it :D These few days are driving me crazy with all the tests.....

K lar... thats all for now :) BYE~

Hello :) Its 12.43pm now... and I'm blogging :D haha.... no lar... cos didn't have any paper today so need to go school. Now preparing for maths paper.... Was just told yesterday that only a few topics were tested!!! Not all the topics.... So guess the revision I had done is all wasted : Now I trying to focus on stats cos yar... with so many other topics gone, I guess the focus is on stats already.... Aim to finish the list of stats questions that are meant to be for revision. :)

Hmm... eh... I forgot wad I want to write liao... think thats about all for now lar.... haha....

OH! I just remembered... I wanted to lament on the Econs paper yesterday... haha..... Well... I spend so much time studying econs and I still don't know how to do a lot of questions!!! The questions this time round are quite different... Requires abit more of thinking. So yar... actually... my studying got help abit lar... I feel more comfortable writing essays.... I only pick the sentences that can earn me marks... Haha.... cos I think previously I did the GP way where I write a lot of crap on each point just to make the essay longer :S But this time round I didn't.... so my essays are rather short!!! =X Well... will see how first lar.... if this time round really still cannot improve my grades then I guess I will have to think of another way to tackle this subject again....

Talking about GP... haha... did the question on Mathematics hava limited use. Comment. Woho~ So yar... went on and on about how maths is useful :P Which I don't really agree lar.... To me maths is just playing around with numbers and makes no sense at all... but hehe... I try to crap my way through lar.... saying that some things can be illustrated through a graph and studen;t don't appreciate maths cos they nv learn the concepts... lol... all fake one lar.... :P But hehe :P

Thats all for now :) Bye~ Go and do maths liao :D

Lalala~ Its the last day of holidays already.... Feeling kind of uneasy now... Cos haiz.... tmr econs test already.... Can't stop worrying about this term test, cos I really haven't been studying much for this. Or perhaps... maybe I did study something... but because it wasn't structured, I'm afraid that I would miss out some important things. Anyway... I have relatively more effort of econs... so I had better score well for econs this time.... if I don't.... then I dun really know whats the problem liao... Cos I spend almost all of my studying time these 2 weeks on econs... Maths and physics only take up a tiny bit of it. So yar... I also would expect my maths and physics score to fall lar... maths got the stats which I am still quite blur about and physics didn't really study as much as I did last time. Thats why I expect these 2 subjects to perform not up to standard. But for econs.... I really hope that I will score well... Kind of like bet everything on it already :S

Hmm... now feeling abit weird.... its always like this whenever the term ends. Maybe due to the term test lar... If there weren't any term test. I wouldn't have to worry so much. Just rot the whole of tmr away..... but I can rot tmr.... cos I have a test.... Haiz..... think I won't be able to sleep well tonight.... Its always like that.... then tmr morning... I will wake up super refresh..... But that is ran on emergency power supply..... and it burns out pretty quickly.... So I guess by midway through the GP paper.... I will start to feel sleepy..... Then I will start to day dream.... and then screw up my paper.... Ahhhh!!!!! lol....

K lar... life isn't really that bad... haha.... there's something at the end of the test to look forward to :) I don't have a paper on friday which means I got 1 day off :) then I think there will be a youth day holiday on monday :D Thats means that I will have a super long weekend :) Hope to enjoy myself during that time cos my past two week is ruin by the preparation of the term test. :) So yar... thats something that I hope can motivate myself to endure through this week :D

OKay.... have been doing some thinking recently. Went for the NS check up.... then I start to think about NS stuffs.... I thought to myself... actually 2 and a half years is actually not very long. Because.... my sis is studying in sec 1 now... next year.... I will go for NS and she will start sec 2.... and when I finish serving.... my sis haven't even finish fer sec school.... I might even have time to help her prepare for O lvls.... So 2.5 year.... if you do a relative compare.... It dosen't seem that long...... hmm.... so yar... hope that I will enjoy the time spent there :)

K lar... thats about all for today :) Its only 9.22 now.... don't think I will be studying anymore... have been studying for the past 2 weeks already... whatever that should be in my mind would ought to be.... Nothing much that I can do now... Perhaps before I sleep I'll just take a good glance at my notes and off I go to bed :)

So :) Have a nice week ahead :D haha.... Look forward to the next weekends :) I have 4 days.... but you also have 3 :D Bye~

Woho~ FACE lift :D

Haha... Yay!!! I've gone into the 3rd dimension in my art :D So proud of myself :)

Anyway... this represents another phase in my life. The previous one to find the missing piece, well it kinds of dosen't apply to me anymore, I haven't been regular in expanding or contracting my bar. So yar... guess thats not too much of a problem. Perhaps I was having depression then, but when I am out of it, I guess it wasn't much of a problem :)

So... now the NEW theme :D Building blocks :D Since I just went into the 3rd dimension. I thought to myself, this is a new skill that I learn, and I have improve myself, value added myself. Hmm.... so that brings us to the new themebuilding blocks. We have to constantly built on our skills and improve ourselves. Little things that happens in my life help build the person I am in future :) So I would wish to share my little experiences with the world and perhaps help people whom are also building themselves :)

Okay... thats all for now :) Am rather tired now.. spend the whole day on this :D
Now my blog looks like a studio with a giant screen :D Glad that everything fits nicely, and hope you all like it too :)

Yay!!!! Haha... no more dieting!!! :D :D :D Wahahaha~ So happy :D Didn't get into PES BP which is meant for people whom are obesed. Hehe.... I got into PES A :D Hmm... I grew taller by 1 cm and lost 5kg :D haha..... My suffering for replacing lunch with fruits finally paid off :D HAha.... no I can eat whatever I want without worries :D Of cos I can't over do it lar. Still have to control abit :) But its not that pressurizing already :)

Anyway.... spent the whole of the afternoon there.... haha.... the most interesting part is the dental check-up.... The dentist just look at my teeth and read out a whole string of codes... then finished : LOL... cos I was the first one of my batch to be checked. I think no one expected it so we all ended up laughing... haha.... But :P I got quite a number of tooth decay :S Have to make a appointment with the dentist soon :) It has been 5 years since I went for dental check-up :S

Okie... then next would be the computer test..... Missed out quite some questions due to the time limit : Then half way tru... I started skipping questions... cos I didn't want to waste time.... SO yar... in the end I think I got quite a number of questions either blank or wrong :

Yesterday also watch a interesting movie on channel 5. Was channel surfing then the starting narration caught my attention. It says sometime like ... 'In the beginning, there was existance... then there was fear... fear of non existance' The title of the movie is called 'Black river' Wonder if anyone of you saw before.

Anyway.... throughout the whole movie... you see that there are many securities camera around in the town called Black River monitoring every activity in the town. And good things always happen to the people. And the people are forbidden to leave the town. Something will happen when the person wants to leave. Then until the end.... you realised that its a form of artificial intelligence controlling everything.... Its actually developed by some researchers... but because the AI is smarter than the researchers, it quickly hide itself in the web. So the researchers still thought that they failed in the experiment. So yar... it talks about the powerful abilities of the AI.... It was eyes that can see everywhere from the satellite in space. It has ears that listens to every conversation through the phone lines... And it has arms that controls all electrical and GPS operated machines.... Its everywhere.....

So yar... as the movie said in the beginning. With existance, it will fear non existance. So the AI is trying to protect its existance by fooling the researchers that they didn't succeed, and by making everyone happy and keeping them in town, so no one will suspect anything.....

Hmm.... think this is a very interesting movie. It touches on the impact of the advance in technologies and the nature of fear of non existance..... Okie... I'm actually short of time now... will come back later if I have the time to type my thoughts on this movie :)

Yay!!! TBK has gone 3D :D

Take a look at this!
http://tanbk.mobilefly.net/tbk%20resized%20jpeg.jpg

haha... I have upgraded my skills :D Yay... so happy :) Ventured into the world of 3D... and hope together with my photoshop skills... I can create even better works in future :D Haha... so excited.

This is my first attempt with cinema 4D... I know that this isn't the software that the industry use. But well... I was taught this software in IT club, it was intended to be digital animation, thats why cinema 4D. So yar.... was taught the basics and I explored the rest on my own :) I will continue to explore the features of the software and master it :) Just like wad I did with photoshop :D haha....

OKie.... soon I will also be changing the blog template... haha.... I have upgraded myself. Have you? :P

Thats all for today lar! Tmr will be the medical check up already!!!! Very nervous..... I hope I dun go into the overweight category. I diet and exercise for the past months just for tmr. Hope that my effort didn't go to waste. And after tmr... whahaha.... I can eat whatever I want already!!!!! :P hehe... so yar... please give my good new tmr :)

Yo! Long time no blog... haha... well... for the past 4 days life was in a rather messy state.... Went over to stay over at my cousin's house for the weekends.... then my cousin came to my house for another 2 days..... So yar... played and stayed up late.... then didn't bother about studying.... You know... my mind is like in a half awake state..... everything blur blur..... Perhaps due to all the late nights.... today got worst cos I had to wake up early to go suntec for a seminar.... so had to wake up early.... resulting in me feeling really blur now.... gonna start sleeping early already... otherwise I won't be able to adjust my body clock in time for school reopens....

Well.. talking about school.... my revision is all in a mess.... no planning at all... well.. actually... I did plan.... ubt everything didn't work out... So I am just like picking any topic and any subject that I feel like studying and do a little bit of work..... which of cos is not enough to get good results... I think this coming term test would be a total disaster.... Argh... feeling very dreamy now.... I think I also have a little fever.... forehead abit warm.... must really sleep early tonight....

Tmr well... would be another day at home.... hope to do my stats.... haven't touch them at all.... then thursday would be spending the whole day for the ns medical check-up.... then friday study again..... sat and sun also... then in an blink of an eye..... school starts..... and wohoo~ Its gonna be a long road ahead....

Once the school start... there won't be another holiday anytime soon.... We will go into the phase of preparing for prelims..... Lessons will all stop at 3... after which... remedial lessons.... It will be one last long stretch of sprint towards the A lvls..... Its really kind of scary.... time really passes by very very fast....

K lar... will stop talking about all these things... otherwise you all we start to bored to death.... haha.... OKie... well as said earlier... I went to a seminar <> today.... well... was rather dissappointed when we got there..... I thought it would be some convention hall in suntec... with seats for hundreds of people.... but instead it turned out to be in the concourse just beside the escalator... with seats for few.....

The presentation was also rather boring.... yawned quite a few times......

K lar... from the lecture... I only learned 2 things....

-about 1200 years from now.... scientist predicted that the magnetic poles of the earth will change... resulting in our atmosphere being blowned away by cosmic winds... and we all die....

-Pluto may not be a planet.... but a comet.... :S haha.....

Oh well... thats about all for the scientific part..... the rest would be about missions to pluto and an comet.... and about how much it cost... this is the boring part... I wouldn't want to know how the missions would be carried out.... I'm more interested in the results... so yar.... haiz......

After that... went walking around in suntec.... had lunch at pasta mania.... then... yar.... went home quite early.... haha..... how to shop around with 3 guys :S

Hmm... then also.... M1 send this promotional sms to me.... saying that there is a model of motorola phone with blue tooth and mp3 going for only $98 ......

Haiz... am still considering whether to buy it or not..... because... my current phone is working fine for me...... nothing is wrong with it... only lack of some.... or perhaps quite a lot of features.... but still I still can call and send sms.... so there is actually no need to buy a new phone.... But I am just so tempted by the blue tooth and mp3 functions.... which I only have to fork out another 50+ ( with trade-in ) But the thing is.... do I need to do so? Even though it might not be very expensive... but..... should I succumb to temptation so easily? Argh..... haha.... there is this internal struggle within me.... but anyway... will be going down to M1 shop to take a look tmr :P haha.... maybe I will really be tempted to buy it :S

K lar... thats about all for now.... quite a long entry... happy reading :)

:P some how or another... I got the full report on my IQ :P haha.... I score in the top 90-100 percentile in all 4 aspects! haha....

I AM SUPERIOR!!!
BOW TO ME YOU INFERIOR PIECE OF SHIT!!!
MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!

lol... no lar... I not so mean... but hehe :P still glad that I did so well in the IQ test :D Hmm... heard that the NS check up also have this kind of test... Hope that I can score well... then go to some department where I use more of my mental strength than physical strength... as you know... I'm quite weak physically :S

hehe... thats all for today lar :) bye~

Yay... haha.... went to do a online free IQ test.... was too bored....

Here's my result :P

Congratulations ! Your IQ score is 138

This number is based on a scientific formula that compares how many questions you answered correctly on the Classic IQ Test relative to others. Your Intellectual Type is Visionary Philosopher. This means you are highly intelligent and have a powerful mix of skills and insight that can be applied in a variety of different ways. Like Plato, your exceptional math and verbal skills make you very adept at explaining things to others — and at anticipating and predicting patterns. And that's just some of what we know about you from your IQ results.

LOL....

The Classic IQ Testhttp://web.tickle.com/invite?test=3001&type=t

And the interpretation of the results...

Descriptive Classifications of Intelligence Quotients

IQ Description % of Population
130+ Very superior 2.2%
120-129 Superior 6.7%
110-119 High average 16.1%
90-109 Average 50%
80-89 Low average 16.1%
70-79 Borderline 6.7%
Below 70 Extremely low 2.2%

http://www.audiblox2000.com/iq/iq04.htm

Yay!!! I'm very superior.... LOL.... but I dun feel so leh... am still struggling with my work :
Haha... K lar... the test may not be that accurate lar... afterall its free... there is no free food on earth... haha... but hehe... still nice to know that I'm superior... :P

Arlow~ Long time no blog liao... haha.... got miss me or not...

Well.. holidays have started already... yay.... haha... finally get to wake up late :) Have been studying for the past few days.... so sian... been trying to study econs... but I dun know how to study.... like nothing goes into my mind..... Then yar... maths is still alright.... then physics... haven't been touching it.... :S maybe during the weekends.... more worried about econs now... spending almost the whole day on it... only the night is used for maths....

Anyway.... fell sick 2 days ago... got flu.... argh... it felt terrible... used up a lot of tissue...I think it was because I slept late these few days....

Then yar.... next week is the NS nedical check up le.... been trying very hard to lose weight these few days.... replacing my lunch wif fruits and doing exercises..... Must perservere.... after next week.... I can start eating anything I want liao.... I just want to slim down no matter what it takes for next week....

hmm... think thats about all for now ba.... so sian.... nothing to do... neck also aching from the fever and flu..... haiz..... then also got a swollen part in my mouth ( too heaty already) Head also feeling abit giddy.... argh!!!!!! Hope to get well soon.....

:D Time for another entry :) Its wednesday already!!!! YAy!!! 2 more days to go!!! Haha... tmr is a rather short day.... then only friday to left :P

Anyway.... haiz.... am getting more worried about my studies... I haven't really been studying for the past few days.... Initially I planned to slack the next week... if I had studied this week... but now that I haven't... think I can't slack liao.... Cos the last week I won't be free for another 2 days... have to attend a seminar and go for NS medical check up....

Talking about the NS check-up.... Haiz... think I am going for the extra 2 months for obesed people le!!!! Haiz.... been trying to lose weight for months but my weight just stays at 75!!!! It won't go up or down!!! well... think no choice lor.... just go for another 2 months.... Time will pass very quickly one lar... just like I pass 18 years of my life in a blink of an eye....

Okay... tonight also watch project super star... lol very funny... and touching too... but it made me think of something....

You know some people like over 30s already.... don't have the looks... don't have the voice.... but still dare to go and join the competition....

It leads me to thinking.... Should I praise them for being courageous to fight against the odds to achieve their dream or should I laugh at them for over estimating themselves.

Well... until now I haven't reached to a conclusion yet... hmm... am open to opinions :D

K lar... nothing much liao... bye :)

:) Was looking at the marine aquarium in my house and I just realised that the sea prawn ( don't know the real name, but its just those colorful prawns you see at the sea beds. ) had just given birth!!! :D

It has been carrying eggs inbetween its legs for several weeks now, and finally it hatched tonight :D The baby prawns are so cute! They are even smaller than a grain of sand and are almost white and transparent in color :D Then they are just wriggling around the tank, too weak to determine their own direction and just washed around by the current....

Then... the sad fact of reality starts to come in.... As the prawns are too weak to escape the strong current, some are being swept into the filter box and their lives will just end there.... There is no chance of surviving the filter box, as you know, the filter box of a marine aquarium must be super effective otherwise the marine fish won't survive.

These little lives just left their mother a few minutes ago... and ended just like that.... Their lives lasted even lesser than the time I took to write this entry. How cruel is that?

But, there is worst to come, some were borned with physical disablilties.... one baby had its body bend 45' at the center. When it first left the mother, it tried to wriggle around.... but soon... it stopped.... and was floating around livelessly.... Others though borned healthy, are still unable to defend itself from the strong current and was swept around violently and lose its life.....

Out of the thousands that were being borned tonight... perhaps none will survive till tomorrow morning.... As we sleep peacefully through the night.... thousands of lives are trying to overcome the odds to survive. And thousands would perish by the first ray of light that shines through the tank. Are their lives so worthless?

Even if some managed to survive the strong currents and filter box..... their ordeal is not over yet.... Predators will hunt them down....

Thats a rather sad fact isn't it? Life is so fragile.....

So we people should be thankful that we have survived through 18 years of our lives and are still going on strong for another few more decades.....

It was just this afternoon that I was so envious of a friend whom is of the same age as me, but is having the latest gadgets and drives to school..... Why am I not living a life like this? I thought to myself.....

But now to think of it..... my life is already considered very fortunate than many other human beings around the world..... Or perhaps at least....

Better than the lives of the few thousand prawns that perish tonight....

Yawnz.... just woke up... its 10.25pm now :S haha... went to bed at 8 after watching the 7 oclock show... too tired already... slept quite late yesterday night.... then today no time for afternoon nap.... Haiz... so yar... just woke up, mind not very awake yet... think won't be doing much revision tonight... Its monday already.... tmr's tuesday.... can't wait for this time table to end.... I want to wake up late!!! Otherwise I dun have energy to last till the end of the day....

Haiz.... K lar.... 4 more days to go.... bye bye~

Haiz... abit heart broken now....
well... have to admit the fact lar....
hmm.... sad.....

Yay! haha... I'm a good singaporean :D LOL... Was surfing around deviantart.com when I saw a picture of our Merlion :) Haha... it was taken by someone from New york who came to visit singapore :D But... he didn't that the merlion was called merlion... DUno wad the tour guide was doing sia... : Perhaps he didn't have one.... Oh... well... so he ... er...I forgot the exact things.... but think he put something like half-fish creature as the title... So as a good singaporean :P I told him the real name and he corrected the Title :D hehe....

Okie... be back later :)

hmm.... its saturday night.... nothing much to blog about.... haiz... just another usual day.... so sian....

lalala...

haha...

K lar...

dun waste ur time reading liao :P

Bye~ bYe~ :)

Haiz.... feeling a sense of lose now.... was doing something a moment ago.... but then it suddenly disconnected.... nvm... shall not elaborate anymore... if there's fate... the lines shall intersect again....

Okie... its friday already :) Yay!!! haha... 1 more week to go :) Hmm... K lar... nothing much for now... feeling a bit sleepy already... bye bye :) Enjoy your weekends :D

Okie... intended to write some thought I got from the Stars wars... ( watched it today...) but hm.... duno how to phrase it in words leh... Think I'll think more about it and come nack tmr ba :)

Anyway... tmr's friday!!1 YAY!!!! haha... another week is finally over!!1
Just one more week to go before I can wake up late in the morning :P haha... think thats the only thing I'm looking forward to :S haha.... I'm going to sleep alot during the holidays... :P haha... since we can incur sleep debt, I think we also can deposit right :P haha....

K lar... thats all for today... see ya tmr :)

Okie~ nothing much to say today..... haiz.... have to wake up at 8 for the rest of the holiday lessons liao... so sian.... I dun want to wake up so early!!!!

Hmm.. oh... just an update on the moblog competition... hmm.... competition is heating up for the past few days as 3 new JC joined started their blog, and the unique visitors to rj's moblog leaped from 50 to 60 in a day... then from 60-120 today!!!! Its growing at such a high rate!!! Our's only like 2-3 a day lor.... after so much effort put in by elgin...

K lar.. thats all for today... . bye~

haiz.... caught a mild flu today.... maybe cos I went straight into the air con library after a long walk in the sun to the school.... so when I came out... was feeling unwell.... Duno why.... I feel like I'm getting weaker day by day.... A lot of things that didn't happen to me last time starts to now... take for example... I feel like vomitting when I take bus for too long... it didn't occur last time even when I take bus everyday... or perhaps... issit because I haven't been taking bus for a long time.... I'm not used to it? Haiz.... anyway.. other than that.... my eyesight also not perfect anymore.... also have some hearing difficulties...... Think I'm getting old liao.... haha....

K lar.. actually nothing much also.... haven't been sticking to my study plan.... always can't memorise my econs stuffs.... must think of ideas of how to make myself memorise it.... then haiz... also worry about my maths.... today when I flip open the TYS... I find that I have forgotten almost 90% of the stuffs......

Hmm.. K lar... thats all for today.... will go and revise more on maths later.... bye :)

hehe... created another picture of myself :S


http://tanbk.mobilefly.net/its%20just%20me.jpg

nice? :P

okie~ Time for another entry :D

Yay~ haha... the holidays are here :D Wee~ Although I still have to go school for 2 more weeks... but well... I'm still happy about it :) Cos yar... can take a break from the normal time table where everything is all packed together.....

Can also kill time :S Haha... cos yar... I will be bored to death with such a long holiday..... nothing to do... now I spend first 2 weeks in school.... then have a 1 week break to slack.... and the last week will be studying for the term test again :) So yar... should be rather occupied.... if not, I scared I will go into depression again.

Hmm... went out for dinner on saturday.... bought a new sling bag.... cos yar... my old one... hehe... grow mouldy already :S Been using it more 5 years.... haha... carried it almost everywhere..... :) Now also can't bear to throw it away :S hehe... still in my cupboard :S

K lar... nothing much liao.... tmr still got school.... sian.... actually hor... I dun mind going school leh... but hor... can school start abit later!!!1 I want to sleep leh..... The only thing I hate about school is that I have to wake up so early in the morning..... : Its very torturing lor..... haiz.... k lar... have a nice week ahead :) bye~

=X haven't been blogging for quite some time :P haha.... had been busy with the school blog :) Please support Nexus@YJ blog @ http://www.campusmoblog.com.sg/blog/952426 by registering and visiting the site. Thanks! haha...

Okie... nothing much happened these few days..... Only that yesterday my group of friends suddenly dug out a secret that is almost a year ago and started talking about it : haha... well I've got nothing much to say lar... perhaps a little regret that I didn't grap hold of an opportunity that was presented right in front of my eyes.... and now.... it just passes me by... haiz.... well.. hope that one day, I cando something to correct my regret :) The interesting thing is... EJ actually dreamed about it last night... LOL... must be thinking too much liao lar :P

K lar... will come back when I got something to write :) Bye~

Wee~~ Just came back from a 2 days stay at my aunt's house....feeling much better now :) haha.... Thanks for all the concerns :) perhaps I was really too stressed out by work :D So yar.... went to my aunt's house for 2 days.... threw behind everything at home.... and just went there and enjoy myself for 2 days :D Haha... whole day watch TV... play com.... dun even need to think about doing homework cos I can't :D haha.... all my tutorials are at home :P So yar... today also went to the temple near my aunt's place.... Went to bath the buddha :) So yar.. hope that everything will be fine now.

anyway... the fun is over.... hehe.... have to work extra hard tmr :S cos yar... I push all my work for the supposedly "long weekend" to just a single day. :P haha... but I think its worth it in exchange of two days of true slacking :P

K lar... thats all for now :) hope you enjoy your holidays :D Bye~

Happy birthday to me~
Happy birthday to me~
Happy birthday to me~~
Happy birthday to me~

Haha..... As this time of the year 18 years ago... I was born :D Time really passes very fast.... its has been 18 years since then....

Haiz.... K lar... should feel happy on my birthday.... but somehow.... theres some part of the ingredient that will make me truly happy is missing.....

Dun wish to dwell on it.... but well... think I'm going into depression again recently... been feeling rather down for the past few days..... A lot of things went tru my mind.... how I spent my 18 years if my life.... what have I achieve..... and what have I lost.... What else do I want? This year's birthday is rather significant to me.... I marks the end of one part of my life.... by this time next year.... I might be spending my birthday in the army camp..... Today is also anther special day.... anyone noticed the date? ITs 20-05-2005 .... super nice number.... didn't realised it either until I saw it in the newspaper headline.... Haha.... think that everyone is betting of my birthday! So cool sia... haha....

Okay.... well... as I've said... been thinking about what have I achieve, lost, and what else do I want.... So What Have I Achieve... ? Well... in my opinion.... I haven't achieve much.... perhaps in terms of academic aspect... there is still some achievement to be proud of... other than that.... perhaps.... I have achieve nothing much over this past 18 years...

What have I lost? Hmm.... well... without gain you can't lose anything right.... but I still feel some regrets.... not that I have lost something.... but because I never had it.... and can never have it anymore.... I am what I am today because this is how I am brought up.... and the environment I am brought up in.... and I feel that something is lacking in this environment... I seemed to have miss out a lot of things that my other peers has during their childhood..... It seems that my childhood is rather empty.... whenever I think of how I spent my childhood.... there seems to be nothing much.... There is this void in my childhood.... and this also became a void within myself... But.... what is over is over... I can't make any changes to that.... the only thing that I can do is bring up my future child in a different way.... to give my something that I longed to have but never had.....

What else do I want? Other than the material satisfaction.... what I truly want is to know who I am.... I feel like I am a chameleon... I'm just adopting whatever thing my surrounding has..... I have no ME. I don't know what I truly like.... I am kind of lost right now.... I also want someone whom I can rely on.... I am so so tired right now... Its very hard to live with only myself as a support.... I'm afraid that I will break down someday...... There is often this sudden urge to just lose it and you know... totally collapse..... its my conscious that is binding me down.... and this string of conscious is thinning.... I'm really afraid that one day.... it will just snap.... and I collapse..... so heaven.... please give me someone that can be my support.... I can't hold on much longer.....

On the point of me being ME..... I think that I might have ME in the past.... but now I've lost it..... I no longer have the cheerful personality.... and will go into depression now and then.... Are these symtoms that I've lost the ME in myself?

Anyway.... I wish that everyone would live their life happily.... and I would find myself.... or perhaps.... like what my blog is about.... to find my missing piece........

okay.... shall end it off here.... bye~

Another day of my life~

Am rather relieved now... cleared most of my maths homework.... there are more to come.... but there is some breathing space now till the next load of assignment.... So yar.... better enjoy these few days before things start coming in again....

Its wednesday today.... 2 more days :P haha.....

Bye~

.... my bar got shortened today.... dun feel good today... going into depression.... haiz.... nothing much for today.... bye....

okie.... just a quick one.... nothing special happen today.... rushing off to watch TV now :P Bye~

*Hint Hint* an important date is getting VERY close now :P haha....

Hmm.... okie... time for another entry :) Had been some time since I last blog properly.... been really busy lately.... haiz.... everything was as usual... but today... I have 2 things that I find interesting that I would like to discuss....

First thing.... about aptitude... Well.... this has recently been a hot topic among my group of friends cos yar.... we are having lots of work recently and who has the aptitude to handle it is clearly shown....

So what is aptitude.... in my opinion, aptitude is a multiplier of hardwork.... (For those who dun know econs... multiplier is like a constant that you multiply to your input... for eg.... you put in 20, if the multiplier is 2, you get 40 output....) So yar... some people just have a smaller multiplier... so the amount of hardwork they put in only give back little output.... for others with high multiplier, you put in little input but it will multiply many times to give you a huge output.....

After knowing what is aptitude.... let us look at the problem.... the question is that can someone who is stupid get the same result as those whom are smart.... in other words.... can someone like us in YJ be comparable with someone in RJ ? Past experience has shown that some people even though they really put in a lot of effort.... they still don't get good results.... this happens to quite a few of my classmates.... though they put in the effort, one of them still got retained, and others are struggling with work now.... Its not that they didn't study... they studied... even more than what I and some others had.... but in the end they still didn't make it.....
This brings us to another question.... Is this world fair? We put in so much effort, will we get back the same amount?

Well.... in my opinion.... I feel that the world isn't fair at all.... some people are borned with a sliver spoon.... they inherit good genes.... eat nutritious food.... receive quality education.... and eventually become successful in future.... but some whom are borned into a poor family... with.... disabilities.... with illness... cannot afford medication... their path ahead is completely dark.....
This applies to aptitude as well... some people are blessed with high aptitude for something.... well... maybe you can argue these people may be good in other things than studies.... what I can say is... perhaps nature is fair.... but society isn't...

So in conclusion.... I think that there is low probability that we will be able to surpass those people in RJ ( follow a poisson distrubition =X lol... ) Their future is determined even before they were borned.... Or perhaps.... be already determined right from their roots.... Cos yar... we inherit our genes from our parents... and our parents inherit their genes from their parents.... and this can trace back to our origins....

Oh... just to share something :) There is this documentary I watch some time ago... Its the science of people liking each other.... The scientists say that when we are looking for a mate.... we would often find someone who has some good genes that we don't have.. so we will pass our our combined good genes to our offsprings..... This purification of genes is done naturally and people arn't aware of it.... It conducts an experiment on the host (male) of the documentary..... about 10 women were asked to wear a shirt for about 2 days and after that, the shirt is placed in a jar.... the host.... without having seen the women was asked to smell the shirts and pick out the shirt he like most.... and then the shirts are than brought to test for the genes.... and the result is..... the shirt the host had chosen had the most number of different genes as him among all the other shirts.... So yar... this nature order of selecting genes is done without us being aware.....

Hmm.... so wads your view on this issue? Feel free to voice your opinion in the shoutbox :D

Okie... so lets move on to the next issue I want to talk about....

was watching naruto recently and there is this part where they were like saying naruto didn't have parents in the first place.... so he would not understand the pain that sasuke felt when what he once had, had been taken away from him....

This lead me to thinking.... so is it more painful to not have anything before or is it more painful to lose something you once had....

Hmm... to me.... well... I guess it is less painful to not have anything before.... but the pain will last very long.... and... it is more painful to lose something you once had... but the duration will be shorter.....

This is because.... the first one... since you did not have it before... the pain will be lesser.... because you can't make a comparison between having and not having.... and the pain will be longer because you will forever long for it....
For the second one.... the pain will be more acute because you once had it... so you can compare the difference between having it and not having it... but the pain will be shorter because as time goes by... you will be glad that you once had it.....

So yar... wads your opinion? :) Feel free to share it :D

okie... thats about all for today :) Typed a lot :P haha..... hope you had a nice time reading it :) Think about the issue discussed... may be potential GP question :P haha.....

Wee~ haha.... another addition to my gallery :P

This one is more of humor :D Was bored so went to take picture of my dad's aquarium.... then hehe.... had this cute little anemone so decided to make a Little alien take over the world picture :P

http://www.deviantart.com/view/18308075/

New addition to my gallery :) Will expain more later :) Hope ya like it :)



full view here :)

http://www.deviantart.com/view/18267416/

Argh!!! Survived another day of this horrible week loaded with tons of homework... haiz... am slowly catching up with work.... thing are getting better... am more motivated to study.... haha... cos I see the EJ is starting to do his work liao -.- I can't lose to him! :P haha.... yar... he's the main source of motivation that powered me to do my work recently.... Cos... its like I am supposed to be doing all the work and he slacking :S... but recently... our roles changed... he is doing all the work whereas I am slacking -.- So yar.... hehe.... I cannot lose to him! haha... must also start to study liao :D and not only him lor... it seems that everyone has started to study.... all doing their work already lor.... only left me and andy still copying homework -.- But from today onwards.... I will start to do my work liao :D hehe... so left only andy still slacking :P Got to work harder eh :P

K lar... today also watch a performance of the SYF pieces by the various CCA.... well.. I think that they got what they deserve lar.... cos yar... a lot of our CCA only got a bronze.... but.... think they deserved it cos... its really not up to standard yet.... I know they've work hard... staying late till night to practise... but the result arn't good enough...... but nevertheless.... I applaud them for the hardwork put in :)

Okie... thats all for today :) 3 more days to the weekends.... must perservere on.... :) Bye~

Argh!!! School SUX!!! So MUCH WORK TO DO!!!! Haiz.... Got no time to rest at all.... everyday study until 4pm... go home 5.30... wash up, and do some things then 6.30... eat dinner then 7pm.... watch 1 hr TV then 8pm... do 2 hrs of work then 10pm.... 15mins of surfing net... then sleep again.... then the whole cycle repeats itself again... Haiz....

K lar... nothing much for today.... got lots of work to do... lots of test to study... even though we don't have mid year.... but there is almost a test for every subject this week -.-

Bye~ Haiz.... duno how am I going to survive the week ahead....

Yay! haha... my bar grew by another square again :D haha... kind of feel rather nice these days :) Haven't gone into depression for quite some time :D Hope that this will carry on and soon I will be able to find my missing piece :D

Okie... this weekend seems very short to me... attended 2 dinners on the 2 night... Saturday was a wedding dinner.... today was my grandpa's birthday. Had lots of fun yesterday night :) The dinner was held at Pan Pacific Hotel Ballroom.... Then after dinner its about 11.10 already... so we were on the way home. Had a slight trouble finding the way to the MRT cos think my Uncles were slightly drunk.... so they anyhow lead the way :S Then we walk walk walk... then pass by Starbucks at Suntec -.- Then they suddenly say " want to drink kopi or not? " So the whole hord of about 14 of us including my grandma went to Starbucks.... lol... Then yar... after drinking they finally decided to go home.... but it was about 12pm that time.... so we were afraid that we won't be able to catch the last train home. So we start to pick up our pace towards the MRT station. When we were entering CityLink. I noticed on the door that CityLink closes at 12.15! LOL... Only 15 more minutes! Haha.... So fun... then finally we made it to the MRT station, but the last train only stop at Kranji, 1 stop away from my home!!! Haiz... but we still took the train anyway... cos its cheaper then we take cab all the way from Cityhall....
Everything seems to end already... then my mom suddenly remembered that the night rider service has a bus stop right under my block, so ask if we want to stop at orchard and transfer to the night rider.... but the thing is I am not very sure where to take the bus at orchard, I only guess it would most likely be at the bus stop behind takashimaya. hehe... but we still took the risk anyway.. so we alighted at Orchard... we were on our way to the bus stop when.... NR3 just went pass us!!! we missed the bus!!!! -.- so yar... waited for quite some time before the next bus came...
While on the bus, we were wondering whether my uncle will alight first or us... so we were like watching every turn of the bus cos each turn will tell us which direction it is heading.... but lol... the bus went around the whole of CCK.... reaching every cluster of flats in CCK... at first we thought my family will alight first... but in the end, it's uncle's... haha.....
While on the bus we were also saying that my grandma was the oldest throughout the whole journey home... from sitting at starbucks.... to the trains... to the streets of Orchard... and on the bus.... haha.... How often do you see a old lady out so late at night :P

So yar... after everything... we reached home at about 1.30 -.- Lol.... after washing up I went to bed liao... :) Fell asleep very fast cos yar... its pretty late and tiring from all the walking around... and also some wine that I drank during the dinner...

thats one of the best sleep I had for quite some time... so in the morning when I woke up... its raining!! :) The weather was cool, lighting was dim.... the perfect condition for sleeping :D haha... but I slept all the way till 11.... Missed my show on channel U :'( .... Last episode leh..... haiz... if only I woke up just an hour earlier :'(

Okie... then yar... spent the afternoons doing my homework.... Finally cleared my integration exercise.... Did some probability problems.... cos yar... copied it last week... so decided to redo it myself... :) Then now still owe a AQ, and Lecture exercise.... but :P lecture exercise tmr then copy lar :P

Argh... then also had been planing to do up my revision plan for econs.... but haven't got a chance to do it.... Really have to put in more effort for my econs liao... cos its currently my worst subject.....

K lar... think thats about all for tonight :)

have a nice week ahead :D

SPECIAL:


SLEEP

Okie.... Since I have been deprived of sleep recently.... I've decide to do a write up on this topic... Hope this will help people facing the same problem as me to understand more about sleep :)


From my previous entry, I've mentioned that the idea of having 8 hrs of sleep is due to a labour movement labour movement in 1870s. If you would like to find out more, you could visit the website below. Its actually a speech by someone, who he/she is doesn't really matter.... but in the speech, the speaker mentioned about the movement and the process of how the union fought to achieve this right.... the sacrifices the people made for this idea to be realised.

http://www.global-labour.org/sewa1.htm

Regarding Kevin's question about the recommended hours of sleep by doctors. It is 8 hours. The following website explains how it si obatined.

"How did we get the age-old recommendation that we need a solid eight hours of sleep? In a classic study, researchers placed a volunteer in windowless, light-controlled room for 30 days. The light was on for 16 hours and off for eight hours, but the study participant could also turn the lights on and off at will. Before the experiment began, the subject routinely got about six and a half hours of sleep. During the first night of the experiment he slept eight hours, the second night 10 hours, the third night 12 hours, and the fourth night 14 hours. Over the next several days, he began to reduce the number of hours slept, eventually falling to a steady eight hours and 13 minutes. This experiment was performed repeatedly with all types of people, with similar results, and this is where the recommendation of eight hours comes from."

http://my.webmd.com/content/article/62
/71838.htm?z=1836_00000_0000_ep_01


By the way. If you are wondering why the people's sleep hours increased from 8 to 14 and then fall to a steady 8 hours... it is because, the person has accumulated sleep debt over the years. So the first few days, he would start to sleep more to repay the debt. but when the debt is cleared, the person will return to the normal amount of sleep required which is 8.


Below are 2 articles related to sleep which I find interesting :)


"Sleeping on the Job Although it may seem like a radical idea, some employers are opening their eyes to the value of letting their employees nap. Companies such as Burlington Northern Santa Fe Railway and the Union Pacific Railroad both have napping policies for train engineers. OP Contract in San Francisco has a nap room for staff. Kansas City’s architectural firm Gould Evans Goodman provides spent tents for napping if one is tired."

http://www.centeronline.org/knowledge/
article.cfmID=558&ContentProfileID=122121
&Action=searching

:D How nice would it be is schools also have these napping policies for students :P haha.... Propose to YJ to have a napping room for students. So that we could sleep in between classes :D

And this article about sliming.... It shows that if you want to slim down, you better get enough sleep... So yar.... perhaps thats the reason why I am unable to slim down.... cos I am deprived of sleep!!!! haha....

http://sparkpeople.com/resource
/nutrition_articles.asp?id=129

Thats all for this SPECIAL entry, hope you people enjoyed reading and gained some useful knowledge as well... We spent like 1/3 of our lives sleeping... so its good to know more about it :)

Hey.... haha... think I will be implementing a new feature to my blog :D haha.... there will be a section for some articles which interests me... and I will write comments of it :) Well... its not exactly a new feature as I have been writing my comments on articles previously.... but this time round.... I will try to use a seperate header for these entries to differentiate it from the other mundane day to day entry :)

So yar.... Recently I've been bothered by the deprivation of sleep.... and since myles look slightly interested.... I've decided to do some research and write a entry onn SLEEP :) haha.... so yar... do look out for it :) Its.... COMING SOON :P haha..... Bye~

Wee~ Its friday again :D haha... finally.... Been looking forward to it for the whole week liao... This week is damn busy.... Lots of work to do... Lots of work undone.... and lots of work copied.... Duno why... my mind is just too tired to do anything...

The workload recently is very heavy... especially maths homework... Its like for maths there is sub sources of homework lor.... We have our usual tutorial to do.... then our lecture examples to do.... and our revision exercises.... The work load is triple that of other subjects...... haiz.... if this carries on think sure get at least a B for A lvls lor.... hehe :P So yar.... I shouldn't complain :S Remember not too long ago when life was quite slack.... I wished for someone to force myself to study? Haha... think I got it now :S But the thing is.... I really cannot keep up :S Duno why my mind is so tired.... Even EJ notice that I have not been doing work recently -.-

Nvm... I shall perservere through :)

Okie...then yesterday had our last lecture with Mr Goh.... Well... felt that he is a very nice teacher.... Will miss his lectures :)

OH.. something very funny happened last night :P Haha... we were on our way back from maths night lesson.... we were walking along the walkway to the gate.... Then we saw one snail on the near the side of the pathway..... EJ wanted to save the snail from being step on by other people.... so he took up the snail and throw it back onto the grass patch.... then soo fen who was walking behind suddenly shouted.... Throw wrong place already!!! At first I was quite puzzled.... wad throw wrong place? Then after that then realised that the snail wanted to cross the path to get to the other side.... but EJ picked it up and throw it back where it came from -.- Haha.... then we started teasing Ej... saying that the snail crawl for so long wanting to go to the other side but EJ threw it back and the snail have to start crawling all over again.... -.- LOL..... Or maybe the snail wanted to commite suicide..... but EJ saved it... so the snail will go ' Argh~ Let me die!!! Just let me die~~ Why did you save me~~ :'( ' lol

Haha.... EJ was just trying to do some good and save the snail.... but got teased by us instead :P haha.... So the lesson to be learnt..... Its good to help others.... but think before you do it :)

Hmm... think thats about all for today ba.... bye~ :)

OKie... today was erm... quite normal.... Haiz... like got a lot of work to do....
Maths integration haven't finish....
Physics tutorial haven't finish....
Econs tutorial haven't finish....
GP still need to re write AQ....

Haiz.... so much work... so little time.... but :P still took the time off this afternoon to relax :P haha... cos yar... tmr will be a long day..... and then followed by friday.... Its rather scary know... imagine... after I sleep tonight and wake up tmr.... I will spent the whole day in school until 9pm... go home.... rest awhile... then sleep.... the next moment you open your eyes.... have to come to school again -.-

HAiz... couldn't get my 8 hrs of sleep....Oh... just some facts in you didn't know :P The 8 hrs of sleep everyday is not recommended by doctors..... Its is actually a result of a labour movement long time ago.... The union demanded that the 24 hrs a day is to be divided into 3 equal parts... the working time, the leisure time, and the sleeping time... Thats where the 8 hrs of sleeping time comes about... :) So yar... WHERE's my 8 hrs of sleep? For tmr right.... it is like 13hr studying time... 7 hrs sleep time.... and only..... 4 hrs leisure time??? the leisure time and the sleep time add together is not even equal to the 13 hrs of studying time lor.... -.- Haiz... think we should start a Student Union hor :P Then we can bargain for our rights.... If we don't get what we want... we go on strike :P haha... the whole singapore pon school together!! whahaha...... Then we have to calculate our real wages.... then set a leisure time floor.... LOL... econs!!!!

Haiz... talking about econs.... duno why.... keep failing my essays... -.- Its like no matter how I write... I seem to miss out some points... or didn't elaborate well enough.... argh.... Starting to get worried about econs liao......

Now the subjects that worries me most is No.1 ECONS -.- No.2 Maths then abit of GP.... and least of physics...... So yar... have to put in 4X the effort for econs.... 3X for maths.... 2X for GP and... maintain my effort for physics :) Actually physics still okay... cos since I have interest in it... I can accelerate the effort put in very quickly... For eg... I can spent the whole day studying physics.... but for the other subjects like econs... the I can't like last minute try to put in the effort cos I can't sit there and study econs for the whole day......

Haiz... anyway.... its already MAY now.... (*HINT* *HINT*) haha.... the 2 years of JC life will soon be over..... time really passes very quickly..... Haiz......

K lar... shall end it here for today... bye~

Wee... haha.... think my bar deserves to be extended today :) well... had quite a nice day.... school was as usual.... haha.... had econs lecture.... sat at the last row again -.- Cos they suddenly change LT and we didn't know.... For those whom not studying in YJ.... Having econs lecture with miss aminah is like going for war.... haha.... if you suay suay sit at the last row, then you better know your work... or she will start shouting at you. -.- So yar... because she only call the last row... many people would go and Book seats in the front row.... Really very kiasu one leh... 1/2 before the lecture, the first 4 rows already filled up liao... the fifth row is the last row.... -.- If we didn't have tutorial 1/2 before. I think the seats would be filled up even earlier.... Its like everyone will rush straight to the LT right after tutorial, book a place, before going for their break -.- The guys of my class, including me.... always suay suay sit at the last row -.- But... hehe... because we sat there so many time.... we began to pick up survival skills liao :P haha... so yar... we dun get shouted at that often... :P

Then yar... after school went home... about 5 liao.... rest abit... then started doing maths integration exercise.... Spent like 3 hrs on 20 questions -.- Still got 10 more to go!!! But haiz... really dun feel like doing liao... cos for the 3 hrs... I feel like I'm a machine.... Just do and do non stop leh.... dun even think anything stays in my brain lor... Its just... identifying which type of question it is.... then applying the correct method.... The rest are just algebraic manipulation which should be as simple as 1+2=3 liao.... -.- So... the work become quite mechanical....

Today also watch the last episode of GOODLUCK on channel U .... well... the series is really short... but... quite nice lar...

K lar... nothing much liao.... gonna sleep already.... had to go school early to complete my integration exercise -.-

Okie... bye~

Haiz... feeling rather neutral today.... so the bar didn't grow longer or shorter.....

Spent the day at home, only went out for dinner.... did physics worksheets.... haiz... duno why.... dun have the mood to do homework during the weekends..... though I did my physics worksheets... I only spent like less than an hr on it? then for the rest of the day... I've watching TV and playing com....

Haiz... think it alright to do so :P haha... cos yar.... weekends is meant for relaxing one mah.... been studying so hard during for the week... then when I finally get 2 days of rest.... then have to do homework.... that means I'll be working all year round if I did my work O.o So yar.... I don't blame myself for not doing my work over the weekends.... I feel that we have to strike a balance lar... can't possibly work all year round... I will go crazy de....

Hmm... K lar... thats all for today... nothing much.... bye bye~