Its sunday again :) Another full week to go before I can get a break next week at the company retreat. Already had 3 consecutive full weeks without any events liao.... time is getting hard to pass... So yar... when this week is over... things will move fast and bring us to the month of july :D yay! Another month closer to ORD... haha... Really getting sick and tired of army liao...

Hmm... k lar... talk about other things.... dun want to waste time on army stuffs again.

Haha... recently got another project :D I was tasked to do a painting for wensi :D Haha..... Went down to bugis area yesterday to buy a canvas. 22" x 28" . Its cheaper compared to what I did the previous time. Last time I bought a piece of canvas without the frame and it already cost me like $30 somemore its un-stretch and un-primed. This one with everything done only cost like $16... But okay lar... there is a difference between the quality of the canvas. My last one was really thick and of high quality.

So yar... I've already started painting on it. Looks quite bad.. LOL... duno if I can do it or not... haha... Just did the clouds... it looks more like stones to me... haha... Will try to complete the picture and see how it goes lar... If really bad then I wun sell to him lor.. haha... throw face sia... But I really hope that it will turn out good lar... cos it will be a test of where my standard is. Haha... I got no official training. All self taught... Although I've went through lessons in sec school art classes... and perhaps last time my children drawing classes... or the more recent chinese painting class... I've only learned the basics.

Other than that this weekend feels great. Not as sian as the previous few. Haha.. somehow I feel more energetic and excited. Maybe its the thought that I'll be painting lar :D So yar... maybe I should paint more :) It makes me happy :D But then someone will need to adopt all my paintings... haha... no room in my house to store all of it :P

K lar... have a nice week ahead :) Hope to blog soon :D Bye~

Arlow.... Will take this little opportunity before I book in again to blog :)

Life in army has been quite bad recently... Lots of things happening. The cyclical war between my unit and cco regarding the medics has started all over again. We are the poor things that is sandwiched between the two very stubborn old man who refuses to give way to each other. So yar... the war rages on....

And I say its a cyclical war because every few months this problem will surface again. Evidence from the email fired by both parties showed that this matter dates more than 5 years ago in 2002. That is when I'm still studying in secondary 3 when both parties are already fighting about this matter. So yar.... I don't see a complete conclusion to this matter even after this war has blown over... After a while... someone will start this war all over again.

So while war rages over our heads... what we can do is only to try to aviod the debris that falls down. Some are large enough to kill.... Hope that this war will blow over without any casualties.

K lar... thats all that I want to say... I only hope that this war will be over soon and we can go back to our peaceful life till ORD. bye~

Arlow... been quite a eventful week.... haha... Our superiors tried to stun us again. So now... we have to stun them back... lol... Its like playing a game of chess... They make one move... we make another. But now the game is in their favor.... we have to do something quick.

Life for me in some way is kind of fun... haha... we are not like normal soldiers who just follow orders and suck thumb. We are constantly playing a game of chess with our superiors.... challenging their every move. I duno why this game can be played for so long batches after batches of medics... haha.... its a never ending game... sometimes they win a little and sometime we win. Life is never peaceful. we constantly have to fight for our rights.

So yar... we will see how things will become next week when we began to fight back with the help of another person... haha...

hmm.... then yar... nothing much liao lar... dun feel like blogging about the other stuffs... kind of late already... want to sleep also... bye bye :) And to all my friends enlisting this week.... good luck... ur time has come to experience the shit... lol... bye

2/5 Outing :D

Haha... went for my 2/5 class chalet yesterday. Nice to see everyone again. It was like 5 years since we were promoted and 3 years since graduation from commonwealth sec. Though the time span was not considered long, there are already surprising changes to some of the people :) But then.... there are still things that have always stayed the same :)

Many of the guys are like me, serving the army... while the rest are going to enlist soon :) Some really soon... in 2 weeks time :P haha... Oh well... I've already walked more than half the journey already... Its about time for them to start :D Wish them all the best and have a memorable experience ahead :)

As for the girls... not many turned up. Those who were there are all doing well :)

Everyone seems to be doing quite well in their own way. Many already have commendable achievements and the future hold out bright for them :D

I want to thank jun jie for organizing the chalet :) haha... After 5 years... he's still performing the duties of a class chairman :P

Was looking at the class photo just now... It brought back a lot of memories... Saw some of the faces that didn't turn up for the chalet. Totally forgot about them yesterday when we were listing the people who didn't come. haha....

Though 3 years isn't that long of a time. But then things really have changed and so many things has happened during this short span of time. One major one might be that commonwealth sec is no longer at the place we used to be. It has shifted away. In just a short 3 years after graduation... the classroom that we studied in... the places that we used to hang out are all gone...

I wonder when will out next outing be. Oh well... by then there might be even more changes as we all moved on to another part of our lives. I wish for our friendship to last forever. And everyone to succeed in any thing that they do :D

Hmm.... that is also a finale to the nice week I had lar :) Haha... Its almost like a week long holiday to me since I only went back on two separate days... Its precious... since I dun get this kind of thing often. Now that its over... its time to go back and face all the shit again. June is here already. Haha... the much awaited june... It is the mid point of the year and means that half the journey through this year has been over. Another half of it then I can smell my ORD day coming...

K lar.. shouldn't dwell too much on this matter... it should be a happy thing that half a year has passed... so yar dun want to drag on about how the next half the year will pass and spoil the mood :)

Have a nice week ahead :) Bye~

Tuesday night... Its amazing how fast my off is spent... haha.... Tmr got to book in again... but then... good thing is at night get to book out once more...

Feeling rather lethargic lately... Having a headache with my designing work... I've come to a point where I need to decide whether designing is just my hobby or is it going to be my work. I need to choose which is it cos it will have a big impact on the things I do.

I've always treat designing as my hobby. I just design at my free will... anything and anytime... This is easy... and fun... and it feels great. Inspirations find me and I do my designs...

But then in recent times... it started to become more like my work. I design because I need to design. I do not now wait for inspirations to find me... I look for them... I force myself to design... and then come up with products that I don't really feel excited about. Because this is what I have to do and not what I want to do. Although the product still comes out nice and beautiful... but... there is no excitement and anticipation about it...

I wanted to go back to it being just my hobby. Where I can take it slow and wait for inspirations to strike me. But then... if I do so... that means to give up on all the work I've done so far. My litbud.com and the many other projects that I have on hand now. Because I don't know when I'll get inspired again about litbud. It may come soon... or it might never come at all. If it never came... then litbud will be stuck like this forever.... There won't be any further developments.

So yar.... duno what to do now....

Oh well... its time for 'Another sunday night' haha.... K lar... didn't get to do it last week cos I got to book in.... Finally life should be going back to the normal monday book in again :)

Life is still the usual sian the past week.... Oh well... Just have to take it lar. Moved to a new bunk liao... All my bunk mates ORDed.... so my bunk is empty now... Moved over to the Coy HQ bunk....

Coming week should be a very short week lar... Off on tues and fri... plus thurs holiday... So I'll be spending my nights all at home :)

Perhaps I will blog more tmr lar... not really in the mood to blog now... bye~

haiz... sian... another sunday night book in.... but okay lar... not as bad as the previous few times... at least dun need to go back so early.

The past week has been bad... really bad... made a lot of terrible mistake. Making mistakes is still fine... the problem is that this mistakes caused trouble to my friends. This is what I hated most. When things goes wrong and its my mistake... then fine.. I can take it. I'm used to making mistakes... afterall this is what make me the person I am today. I do alot of things by trail and error... and in this process.... dozen of mistakes have been made. But I learned from it and get better. So these are my mistakes... I dun want anyone else to be implicated by my mistake. However the 3 big mistakes I've made last week have caused trouble to the people around me... This is what I feel bad about. Haiz.... the past week is really bad luck for me lar... hope that things will turn for the better this coming one.

Anyway... today is my birthday :) Haiz... finally turned 20 already... haha.... old liao lar... My age number no longer start with the digit one... I've lived my second decade as a little human being on this big big world. The coming decade would be the most exciting part of my life. It will be full of energy and vibrance. In this coming decade.... I'll start off with my uni life... then would be my career.... Looking forward to this coming decade. :) My birthday wish? Well... I hope I'll be a happier person :D

Another thing has been bothering me. Somehow people have a impression that I'm a good and obedient person with a sense of responsibility. But then I'm not.... I'm actually a fuck-up person. I do things half fuck, cut corners and take the easy way out. Always having this 'arga arga' 'looks okay then alright' attitude. I don't seek for perfection of anything near that.
So when people have this impression of me. I have to live up to their expectation. I try to do my best in my work... but sometimes I become very tired.... I can't meet their expectation anymore. Did something quite bad last week.... Something that dosen't fit into other's impression of me. But I just dun care... I'm tired...

Anyway... whatever lar hur... I just dun care... but then duno why I have a very strong sense of conscience.... Whenever I do something bad... I'll feel bad for quite sometime... until I start to forget about the matter when time passes by. So yar... maybe this is what that guides me to become a responsible person lar... So yar... U guys still can trust me... haha... :P I'm still a good person... :D

K lar... nothing much already.... Looking forward to the next weekend.... See ya. Have a nice week ahead.

Oh well... time for another entry with...... Another sunday night... haha....

sian lar.... got a lot of things to say... but just not in the mood to type it out.... haiz...

This is just a sad sad entry......

bye~

Hello... its friday night... got a little time to spare before I need to book in for RT tmr, so decided to take this time to write an entry.

Had been feeling rather down for the past few days. Many thing have changed. The old batch of people in my company has ORDed. Now my bunk is only left with myself. Its kind of empty. And there is this sudden discomfort in the change. It used to be very noisy with people making lots of noise even late into the night. I hate it... but now that its gone... it feels kind of empty...

Haiz... the familiar faces will be gone. It took my quite a while to get used to them when I first came into the company 6 months ago. Its only recently that I grew really comfortable with them and now when things are changing for the better, they had to leave. Will miss them....

Duno lar... maybe I'm just getting abit too emotional... haha...

Anyway... life wouldn't be too much a change for me lar... Life still goes on.... and I'm still counting down till my ORD day.... which is like still so far away.... haha.... I want to get out of this place as soon as possible.... I can to go back to my civilian life.... but okay lar... days are not that hard to pass.... there are things to look forward to. For now... its towards the end of the month where I'll get a long weekend. That will also bring me to the month of June already... half way through the year....

Argh.... sian ar.... haven't been feeling well for the past month or so.... neck is aching.... head feels heavy.... hope I'll be able to solve the problem soon...

k lar... nothing much.... bye.

Hello... won't be starting the blog with 'another sunday night' again... haha... cos yar.... its only evening now :D

Gonna book in later.... sian.... but okay lar... feeling better already.... finished my bottle of cough syrup... not taking it anymore... so perhaps without the drowsy side effect I'm feeling better now :) Flu still persist... cough too... but then all under control :)

Just finished downloading a anime called Ray the animation. Its a very interesting medical anime. Its about this doctor with X-ray eyes that can see through a person's body into his organs. Haha.... then there are also other interesting characters in the hospital too.... They have a director that looks and acts like a pirate... and nurses who can fight pretty well... haha... only watch 2 episodes... Its a short anime lar... only like 10+ episodes in total... so yar... highly recommended by me :D

Also been watching planet earth... Its really a very nice documentary.... Can't imagine there are still such nice places left on earth.... If I ever had a chance... I would like to go see those beautiful places with my own eyes... I believe it would be a breath taking experience. So yar... we should really try to conserve our nature. There is this recent hype about conservation... I hope that this would carry on as well... finally this matter is being brought to such high attention... so yar... hope that we will be able to solve the problem before this issue gets cold again....

K lar... nothing much... bye~ Have a nice week ahead :)

Sian.... Fell sick... Argh.... It was a sorethroat at first... then it became a fever and cough... yesterday was feeling better already... but then had to do flu vaccination for ppl at the medical center... Then when priming the needles I think I came into contact with the vaccination... thats where I suppose I got the flu from.... Shouldn't have did the vaccination if I knew this would happen... quite careless on my part... argh... take this as a lesson lor... hope it won't happen again next time.

Tmr still need to book in by 8... cos of the stupid ATP that I have to cover lor.... haiz... waste my time... Didn't want to do the cover at first... but due to some considerations... lan lan have to do it...

Sian ar!!!! Anyway.... its may already... Woho~ Soon it will be june and its half a year gone :D So happy... haha.... K lar... not in the mood to blog too much.... bye~

Haiz... so sian.... quite late already... tired too... but then just dun want to go and sleep.... Dun want to waste a night just like that leh.... Fark up feeling....

Argh.......

Another sunday night... Duno how many blog entries I've opened using that opening... oh well... its really another sunday night... haha...

Anyway.... feeling quite sian now... haiz... luckily tues is a holiday~ so yar... somehow it makes the week shorter... May is finally round the corner... Still counting down till ORD... Many people are going off in june... I can't wait for them to go.... Because when they are gone... it will be my turn soon.... actually not soon... but then.. well... its still coming closer....

June also means another batch of intake... friends who are the same age as me and took the poly route.... Its time for them to serve the 2 years of national service... haha... Haiz... I've already gone through so much and got so far in the journey... but they are just going to start... Wish them good luck... lol...

Think I'm going into depression soon... haven't been feeling well lately.... There seems to be alot of things bothering me.... My mind is heavy.... packed and loaded.... as if its gonna burst anytime.... Argh... it seems like I haven't feel happiness in quite a long while... This cannot go on.... something has to be done....

K lar... duno what to type anymore.... the feeling is just fuck up.... bye....

Haiz.... sian ar.... sunday night again.... the night before book in... Its about time to sleep now... but I just don't want to.... I dread going back to camp... I hate it.... There are far too much shit in camp.... I need a long break.... really need it.... NS is sucking all the life out of me... I've been feeling lethargic... tired.... and lost interest in a lot of things... I've lost the drive to work.... I'm just living each day finding places to slack and wait for the day to end..... I duno how long I can last like that.... I'm really tired of this kind of life.... Everyday I've been thinking of how life would be after I ORD... the things that I'll do during my studies....

That will come... yes.... but in another 10 months time... Actually.... its no come to think of it... its not that far away.... Its lest than a year.... Time will certainly pass... I only beg for it to pass faster....

K lar... dun want to dwell so much on this matter.... time will pass.... I'll just have to wait for mine :)


Hmm... recently nothing much happen lar... Weekends are slowly going back to what it used to be.... boring.... The starting of the year was great... weekends are packed with appointments... Its busy... but time pass faster.... not only for the weekend... but for the weekdays as well...

Oh well... I duno lar... Life is kind of in the mess now.... I also not in the mood for my business.... because of all these stress.... I've been unable to get any inspiration for my works...

ARHH!!!!!!!!!!!! bye........

ARGH!!!!!!!!! SIBEH SIAN!!!!!GONNA BOOK IN ALREADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Haiz..... ord faster come ar!!!!!!!!!!! CAnnot take it liao!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

bye...................

Past few days had been fruitful... :) learnt 2 very important lesson.

Lesson one: Learn to deal with rejection

Went for a introductory talk to be an insurance agent :) Teddy wanted to register to be a insurance agent under AIA... so he made an appointment to meet with one of their manager to find out more. So yar... I was asked if I wanted to tag along. I did... and learn some lesson. The manager talk about how how he managed to succeed in this business.... and one key aspect is to be able to deal with rejection. As you know, insurance agent have to approach many people to sell their policies... and then more than 95% of the people approached will reject them. He talked about how he made cold calls to people.... like out of 100 people he called only 5 will be interested... and out of the 5... 4 will not turn up and finally... only 1 policy will be sold... So yar... in order to succeed in that 1 policy... you will have to face with 99 rejection...
Hmm... thats important if I want to do business in future :) So... I must train myself to look in the face of rejection and not feel demoralized :D


Lesson Two: How to obtain POWER

Had a long chat with my friend cos we were both doing weekend duty yesterday... and one of the topic we talked about is this. He told me that there are many sources of power. Power from knowledge, ie. you know more than people. Power from influence, if you know important people and can influence them.... and many more. Hmm.... what interest me most is the power from knowledge. If you know more than others, you will always have an edge over others. No one can cheat you... and you will be needed for your extra knowledge over others. With that knowledge that you have, you gain the power to manipulate that knowledge to your advantage. This power is not impossible to obtain. You just have to be hardworking and devour as much knowledge as you can grab. You have to become the expert in that field. Hmm... I think this will be the power that I will work to obtain :D

Hope by sharing this with you guys, you may also be enlightened :D

Thats all for now lar.... Quite sian.... Took off tmr... but then still have to book in at night... Oh well... Life has to go on... and because of the off... the week is shorter.... so yar... hope it will pass sooner... and that will bring us to mid april already :D Dong will be going to taiwan tonight already... by the time he's back will be May :D Haha... By then its almost half the year gone :D Wee~ So much closer to ORD!!!!!

Hmm... actually I got the perfect plan to make time pass faster.... and the crucial part of it is to be able to pass my IPPT by july... Cos then... I will be able to go taiwan in september... then when I come back it will be around the end of year holiday season where I will start to clear my leave and offs.... And then that will bring us to the year 2008... where I continue to enjoy holidays and then ORD!!!! Haha... So if I am not able to pass.... then I will have to endure all the way till end of year... and time will pass slowly... I've been training very hard... and I start to see a little result :D Haha... my muscles are getting more defined :D Hope this is a good motivation for myself to strive for my pass :D

Okay... shall end the entry here... bye :D Have a nice week ahead too :) Oh... other than Dong going overseas... my cousin andrew is also going to taiwan for atec tmr.... and sen min also going to australia for live firing... Wish them all the best and hope they come back soon :D

Yo! Haha... Just took a photo :P Saw that the sky and the lighting was nice :)



Nice? Haha... got artistic value :P lol....

ANyway.... haiz... my long weekend gone just like that... coming week is a long one cos got duty on sat... then can only book out sun morning... Am still deciding whether to take off on monday or not... Actually... maybe I should... haha... Anyway... its almost mid april by then already... can afford to spend some off and leave... I wanted to save till end of year... but then.. hmm... think by then I wun crave for it as much as I would now cos its very near my ORD... LOL... So yar... Maybe I should take that off on monday :)

Haiz... okay lar... although there is still quite a distance to go before I ORD... I'm feeling quite alright now... haha... cos yar... The past weeks and months are going past quite fast. If this continues then I would be ORDing in no time :D haha.. K lar... this is just a illusion... but... nvm... haha... as long as I feel good can liao...

Hmm... met a interesting person online... :) Or should I say a talented person :D He can sing, write, compose and record his own songs! Hmm... dun really meet people with such skills often... haha... Actually... its hard to even meet people who possess any kind of specialised skill.... Hope we would be able to work together in future too... haha... so $$$ minded... :P I can contribute my set of skills to help him with any designing needs... hehe....

Haiz... going to sleep now...
Start of another week...
But nvm... I will look forward to the end of the week... that would be in mid april already :D
Bye~

Hmm.... just had a very bad feeling just now... haha... a fantasy of mine just got smashed into pieces in an instant... without warning.... lol.... The impact of the sudden shatter is quite big... haha...

K lar... its nothing much actually.... just that I am abit dissappointed now... but nvm... nothing bad happened... just had to get it over and done with :)

Bye~

Its a sunday night again... sian.... have to book in tmr.... Really dun like the situation in my unit now... The future is bleak.... There will be major changes in the management in the unit. New people will come... and along with them... new policies. And I'm not optimistic about it....

But anyway... looking on the bright side. Its april already :D YAy! Moving closer and closer to my expiry date... haha... The coming week is a short one. Friday is a holiday. By then it will be another week gone. :)

K lar.. getting abit tired now... bye~

Haiz... wanted actually to blog something... but then... am too tired today... gonna sleep now... hope I'll still be in the mood to blog about it next time :) Bye~

Hehe... received compliments about my writing skills.... happy~ happy~ happy~ HAha.... especially since it came from someone whom I believe have better language ability than me... :)

Anyway... every word is an agony when writing this entry today. Cos you know... my thumb have those irritating flaked off skin at the side... so when ever I press the spacebar... it hurts... maybeIshalltrywritingmyentry
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kk... stop being lame... :) For the compliments that I receive... I shall literally PRESS ON... haha...

Other than that another reason for writing this entry is to give recognition to 4 brave AETC medics whom went forward to help a guy with fits yesterday... Haha...

Went to watch 300 with my group of medic friends yesterday. After the movie when we are about to return back to camp. We saw someone lying down on the floor,body shaking, around the taxi stand area at jurong point. It took awhile for us to realise that the person is having fits. For the brief moments in the beginning, we were undecisive of whether to go forward and render our aid. If we were not medically trained... we might just be like normal passerby... kapo abit go see see then walk off. But then because we are equipped with that knowledge, there is this innate obligation to go and help out. So we followed our heart and went forward.

Some interesting things happened along the way....

Because there is this misconception that a person with fits might bite off their tongue, a lady came forward and tried to put a key into the guy's mouth.... haha... Its a misconception okay... they won't bite off their tongue. If you put things into the person's mouth, you might cause other damage like him swallowing and choking on that object.

Another lady came forward and says she knows CPR. haha... but that situation then dosen't require the use of CPR. CPR is used when the casualty does not have any breathing of pulse. Mis-application of it may interfere with the person's breathing. Its good to have people learning CPR and offering to help. But then... do also emphasize on the correct usage :)

Then there are also cases of ugly and kapo singaporeans who just crowd around and do nothing but block the way.

Then there is this super inconsiderate lady. I'm not trying to be racist or nationalist here... but that f**king china women is unbelievably inconsiderate.

Cos the taxi stand only has one lane, it has to be cleared so that the ambulance could enter. So when the ambulance finally came, the security guard stopped the people from boarding and try to clear the remaining taxis left in the stand. Then there is the women whom just die die want to board the taxi. She chase the taxi all the way out of the taxi stand, tapping on the door demanding it to stop for her. The security guard asked her to stop it she just dun care and keep tapping on the door and running with the taxi. Can't she just let the taxi go off and wait for another taxi when the ambulance is done. Really cannot stand this kind of inconsiderate people. I believe this kind of people will have their retribution. Maybe next the next casualty will be her... and someone will try to do the same thing as what she did....

So yar... wanna acknowledge the effort put in by my friends lar. I didn't do anything cos I got nothing to do... u don't need 4 medics to attend to a person at one time. So yar... I dun really deserve the credit, but the others do :)

hohoho~ this is gonna be a long entry :) Long time since I wrote such a long one. Just nice that there are things worthy to blog about this week.

About the movie 300. Hmm... its a nice movie :D It made killing and battles beautiful. You see blood splashing around and heads severed.... but then you won't feel sick cos everything is filmed so beautifully. Somehow they are not splashed and thrown around,what you see is blood dancing and twirling elegantly around in the air.... and heads prancing in air. And I guess this is what made this movie different from others. So yar... I do recommend that you people watch it. Its not always that you get such beautiful killing scenes.

Oh well... its saturday night... but then its sunday already as its passed 12... So it would correct if I were to say I am booking in tonight... haha... Sian.... Have to book in on a sunday night again. Gonna have a outcamp activity on monday, so have to book in the night before. Coming week is the last week of march liao :D April is coming... I can already smell it.... lol.... hopefully time will pass fast enough to bring me to my ORD date without me realising.

K lar... thats all for now... bye~

Haiz.... weekends are getting shorter and shorter... need to book in later by 8 for gunnery tmr... sian leh.... slept early yesterday cos was very tired.... slept like for 12 hours till this morning... haiz.... now can only look forward to the next weekend lor... cos this weekend is wasted... getting really sick of army... duno how to go through another year....

well... passed the mid of march already..... april is coming soon... just have to endure till the end of the year... 10 more months to go.... After that... its only 2 more months to ORD... :)

Duno why... feeling very stress lately... my mind feels heavy.... duno whats the problem... but I think I'll just take a break this coming week... gonna stop thinking. Haven't had any good inspiration lately... may be due to the overload of stress...

K lar... thats all for now... bye...

haiz... another weekend just like that... I really hate booking in.... I cannot take it anymore.... There was one period of time when I felt okay with it already... but then now I start to not be able to take it.... I want to ORD... and I want it now!!!!!!! haha.... 1 more year leh... duno how to endure it... But okay lar... its march now... and soon march will be over...

Feeling abit tired now... dunno is it tiredness or the dread of booking in... How long do I still need to suffer from this pre-booking in syndrome?

Weekends seems to be getting shorter and shorter. Duno is it because I've been busy... Has been quite some time since I last ate dinner at home. Usually its lunch and then I'm off... then when I come back... its the end of the day liao.... Is that what happens when u are busy working? I duno... I've never been as busy as I'm now. I longed to be busy last time... cos I was really bored... I thought I would be happier when I'm busy.... But am I really happy? Well.. I guess so... I only feel sad cos the time is short... All ns fault lar... haha... cos yar... whenever I come home... then I realise my day is just gone like that... then I sian liao... hope that after I ord... I wun feel the time restrain anymore :) And I would be even happier!

K lar... I'm working towards my new year resolution... to meet more people and improve my social life. I'm making good progress... so yar :D Must cheer myself on :D

thats all for now lar.... gonna try to sleep now... shorten my misery.... just sleep and the resign to the fate that I'm gonna be stuck in camp for another 5 days before coming out again... Looking on the bright side... thats another week nearer to ORD... haha.... bye~

wow... I am really impressed by a portfolio done by my friend. Its really nice. Has been a long time since I am so excited about a design. Its truly innovative.

www.qwertydesign.net

Do visit it. The navigation of the site is very well done.

haha... here I am trying to set up my own design studio... thinking that I'm good... but after looking at his portfolio... I think nah.. lol... I still got a long way to go.

But then nvm... I seem to move away from that idea already. :S haha... I think designing is not my main competency. I got other plans... and I hope it will work :) lol... I guess I can't stay with a idea for long. I just keep generating ideas and then get excited about them and forget about my old ideas. Haha... maybe that what I do best lar... generating ideas... lol... but not staying commited to them...

Gonna spend the next week rethinking about when I am going to do... organise my thoughts abit... cos its really in a mess now... I got like 3 projects that I want to do on hand.... so yar... have to decide which one to focus on. :X

Hmm.... seems like blogger has merged with google...

anyway... I wanna spend some time blogging about something. Its about the education system. Not too long ago was the release of the A levels results. There were many articles about how people in the top JCs were unhappy because they did not score the perfect score.

Well... that may not concern me directly but then an incident happened right at home that compelled me to write something about this issue of unhappiness created by our education system.

To cut the story short, my sis changed one of her subject to Art, and my mom is very against it. So yar... some things happened at home lar. Don't want to say too much... as the saying goes "dun wash ur dirty linen in public"

At first I was also very against the idea of her changing the subject, as I see that art is not an easy subject and from what I see is the standard of my sis, she wouldn't really make it. But then, just in the afternoon, she came to me and showed me her first assignment. It wasn't really very well done... but she was happy. And I guess that is really what matters. To be happy. Whats the point of having her stick to her original subject when she's not going to be happy even when she score good grades?

When I got my A levels result... I was really really happy... I even got to collect my result on stage. It became such a big affair... I really thought I was smart... haha... but then... now... thinking of it.... my result is nothing.... there are tons of people scoring perfect score.... and many others near perfection... so what is my result compared to them?

But at least I was happy... and I think this is why my results are more valuable than the others.

So yar... lets all make choices that will make us happy! :)

Life is short.... make it a happy journey.

Haiz... sunday night again... tmr booking in liao... suddenly the weekend seems so short.... Been too used to having long weekends... now... haiz.... coming week will be one full week... no more off or leaves liao... not even public holidays... haiz... but okay lar... at least got something to celebrate this friday.... Haha... My 1 year soldier!!! lol... finally... I completed 1 year of service already... 1 more year to go!!!! Come on!!! Haha... :D

Been rather tired recently... duno why... but really tired... both physically and mentally as well. My eyes are pinkish... dark eye rings are darker than usual... I duno is it the lack of sleep or not... but then I should have enough sleep wad... slept for like 9 hrs yesterday... okay lar... maybe the sleep debt I owe is too much for it to be repaid with 1 or two days of longer sleep.

Tmr going to start chalking up a whole week of sleep debt again.... Hate my bunkmates... Every night so late then sleep. Then I am the kind of people that can't get to sleep easily.

K lar... 1 more year to go... then I dun have to sleep with those irritating people again. Haha... guess this might be the last chance I get to sleep with other people lar. Cos next time I wun have any Halls of hostels to stay in. So yar... wun have this kind of problem anymore... Argh.... just bear with it for ONE MORE YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bye~

Hey... I'm trying to get a christian name for myself. So as to facilitate my introduction next time when I meet people. I've been thinking for quite some time and Desmond seems like a nice name :) Haha... what do you think about it? Or you all got any better suggestion?

Haiz... feeling very lousy now... suddenly I feel like there is so many things bothering me... I feel very stress... My mind is under a lot of pressure... There seem to be alot of things bothering me... but I can't pin point it. I think I have to start reorganizing my life again. Argh... can't take it... Gonna sleep early tonight... hope tmr will be a better day :)

Its chinese new year eve! haha... Well... time for another fresh new start :D Lol... Quite nice hur... after making a new year resolution on 1st jan and if things dosen't work out... the next new year is just 2 months away... haha...

Anyway... yar... its the start of a new year again... Things that I wished for on 1st jan didn't change. Rather, its gaining momentum and is progressing smoothly. Which is good :D Haha... hope it will continue like this and have a fruitful year ahead.

Been rather tired lately... duno why... kept feeling sleepy... But I slept alot liao leh... hmm... maybe its the huge sleep debt I incurred over the past months... Hope that I can repay all the debts during my block leave next week...

Yar... nothing much lately lar... things are going fine... All the best for the new year :D

Hello... long time never blog le... Had been busy lately. This weekend is an especially tiring one as so many events just happens to coincide. Yesterday morning was in camp for RT... then book out for CVD then went to take a look at a company after that met my parents for dinner. Then today went out with the NS guys as well... So yar... Duno why my events always like to happen at one shot. After that is nothing all the way... so sian... why can't it spread out over a period of time -_-

Yar... went back to yj yesterday :D haha.. quite nice lar... met up with the teachers, long time since I've seen so many of them :) Feels good to go back to school. Haha... maybe just to help promote YJ abit... The place is really conducive for studies lar. Dun let their past ranking defer u from choosing this school.

Recently also met up with a group of people from a company with regards to my litbud. Things are too complicated to be blogged here. But yar... in the end I didn't join the company. But still like to thank them for helping me revive my enthusiasm and passion for it. Cos yar... after sometime I lost direction for the development of litbud. Been quite some time since I last updated it... But now... things are going to change. I can't be so laid back anymore. If I want litbud to succeed then I have to work for it... So yar... be prepared to see rapid advancement of the development process in the next few months :)

Thats about all for now lar... felt that there is more that I want to blog about, but then just duno how to put it in words... haha... K lar... CNY coming soon... :) Hope u people will have a nice week ahead :)

once again... its the end of the weekend already :) It also marks the last weekend of the month :) yay... haha... the next weekend would be in feburary le... Well... its a pity that I let time pass just like that... but... haiz... too bad.. haha...

Anyway... there is something bothering me lately... I hope it will pass and something good will come out of it...

thats all for now lar... not in the mood to blog... at first I wanted to write about the campaign for real beauty by dove... but maybe I shall leave it for next time lar...

K lar.. see ya...

.... my installation is really pushing the limits of my patience... I feel like throwing my com out of the window now... haha... k lar... Can use it to train my patience.

anyway wanna share something that I read just yesterday. Its from the book Rich dad's : The business school. Just happen to browse through a few pages of the book when it was left on the table.

Shall share some excerpts from the book first.

The author is 15 years old and having biology lessons.
"I'm bored in school. I don't see any relevance between what we are required to study in school and the real world. I just want to learn to be rich. So how is a dead frog going to help me buy a new car? If the teacher would tell me how a dead frog can make me rich. I would disect thousands of them"

This is him on the topic of building network relations.
" As a young boy in high school. I began choosing my friends and teachers carefully because your family, friends and teachers are very very important element of your network."


The first thing that came to my mind when I read this book wasn't how great this person is at making money. Or be amazed by what a prodigy he is to have such strong financial mindset at a young age. My first impression of him is how shallow this person is.

Yes, money is very important, but there are other things that are as important. Studying subjects like sciences are not a waste of time. Human lives are not just about acquiring money. These subjects help us understand the world that we live in.

Imagine a person without any knowledge of anything else other than making money. How would he live his life? He wakes up every morning. Without any idea how the sun rises, drive to work without knowing a single thing about the machine he sits on. His mind just filled with thoughts about how to acquire more money.

His friends are all chosen based on their advantage to him in acquiring money. He chooses friends with a motive of using them to gain wealth.

Its scary isn't it?

I'm not saying that the author is totally wrong. but just feels that the way he does things is cold and unfeeling.

There are still some pointers that I agree with him. The school does teaches us quite a lot of unnecessary stuffs. I think the knowledge that we gain up till our secondary school is quite enough to help us appreciate the world. Anything more than that is going into the specialist field which we don't need. By the end of secondary school education. We should all be out working and gaining the relevant and up to date information in our specialist field. Rather than still studying so many things at one time. People like me don't have the courage to break out of this system. Thats why I'm still stuck at studying and have not gain any experience on my specialisation.

Just like what the book says, the education system is training us to be employess rather than the employer. We study so hard to earn a certificate and use it to beg for a job. People are encourage to study hard to make themselves more employable. But that is not the best way to get rich. The best way is to employ and not be employed.

This is something that I gained from the book lar. It helps to firm my stand to have my own business and not work all my life. But then I will still continue to study and use the qualifications as a safety net lar. I do not have the privilage to go all out and take a risk because there are things that I need to look after too.

So yar... thats all for now lar. Hope you gained something from this sharing session :) Bye~

Haiz... another weekend gone just like that... but then looking on the bright side... another week closer to ORD :) Haha...

Feeling alot better than yesterday now... The giddiness and teary eyes are no more... but then I kind of realise that my eyesight is getting very bad. my vision is getting really blur... Think I gonna have to wear specs soon... But then I want to wait till I'm nearer to ORD then go make a nice one... haha... my current one is damaged from outfield... it will still last through my army life when I need it lar... after that not that I dun want to use it anymore... I think my eyesight worsen already, so also cannot use liao...

Met up with my insurance agent today for a review. Kind of made me realise something.... My net worth is so little... lol... I'm so worthless. I realise that the money I tried so hard to save are actually peanuts... its too little... Last week I saw a bed room furniture set... Just a simple bedroom set will cost half of my worth... Haha... that means I'm only worth 2 sets of bedroom furniture... isn't that a little pathetic. I want more money!!! But then I got no means of getting more income. I dun mind working, but then nobody wants to employ me... haha... sian lor...


Somemore my expenditure is quite high for the past months. Bought a lot of things. Think it will stay that high for the next few months to come as I still have some more things on my shopping list. Oh well... remember my new year resolution. I said I'm gonna spent money as long as I'm happy :) And yar... I'm happy :D haha... OKay lar... I will still spend moderately... but then I feel the pinch because I no longer save as much as I did last time. Nvm... as long as I'm happy :D

Actually why should I feel the pinch? Since my net worth is peanuts... then my spendings will be the nuts in the peanuts... lol... It is so insignificant... Think I must change my mindset... Now to me... 1k is still as big as a wheel of a cart. At this time and age... peanuts already worth 600K ... lol... so yar... hope I wun feel the heartache after some time when I get accustomed to it.

Next week is quite a boring week. Nothing special. Hope it will pass fast.

ARGH!!!!!!! I really dun want to go back to camp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
TIME PLEASE PASS FASTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M GONNA GO CRAZY AT THIS RATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kk... bye~

feeling quite bad now... think on the verge of falling sick... my head is giddy... my eyes tired... but I just dun want to end my day like this... got very dissappointed at something...

K lar... really feeling terrible now... will blog again when I feel better... bye~

Haiz... sian ar... super short weekend... Just book out this morning then so fast come to the end of the day liao... 1 day is really very short... got a lot of things I want to do but didn't have time.... anyway.... 5 more days to go before I get to book out again... haiz... just bear with it... by next week, half of jan will be over already :) Time should pass fast... Am really looking forward to the end of this year.... You know... actually it isn't good to hope that time pass faster.... Let me tell u a story that I've heard over the radio quite some time ago... Its something like this lar... can't really recall the details.

There is this guy who is very impatient. he always wish that time will pass faster. So one day a old man came and gave him a button. The old man said, " if you want time to pass faster, just turn the button" So yar... while walking home... the guy felt that the journey home was too long and boring, so he turned the button and time passed, he was home. And so... he started to use the button more and more often and to skip longer and longer period of time. He skipped the time taken to build his carreer, then skip the time to set up his family... One day... he finally realised that he is old and does not have much time left... Then he looked back... and regretted... the human life span is already so short, yet he skipped such a huge part of it away...

So yar... my life isn't that long either... By hoping that time pass faster is also equilevant to skipping this part of my life away. 1 year may not be a long time... but in reference to my total life span... I guess its quite a chunk. I really don't wish to do so... but then... I find no reason to enjoy this part of my life....

K lar... anyway... yar... still got 5 more days till the next weekend... Hope I'll feel better then lar.. I'm feeling lousy now perhaps because I can't finish the things I want to do...

But then... I still accomplished something today :D Haha... well perhaps not entirely done today... did some part of it yesterday... but then... Yar... digitallised it today... was also another accomplishment cos I used a totally unfamiliar and new program :)

Here's it



This is the new concept that I'm heading towards now... gonna open a character design studio. That will be my logo and the site name :)

Done entirely in adobe illustrator. This is the first time I'm using it... Had a lot of trouble cos I'm too used to using photoshop that it takes some time to adjust cos some functions are no longer there. Also perhaps my com is too lousy, so I faced a lot of lag-ness when using it... Perhaps gonna add some ram to my com when the next opportunity comes :) So do watch out for my new site coming to you soon. Litbud.com will soon cease to exist, but litbud will still live on under the new concept. :)

K lar.. thats all for now... bye :)

Argh!!! sian ar!!! got to book in tonight... haiz... After my long long block leave, the weekends already seem so short then the fact that I have to book in on a sunday night makes it even worst. Haiz... cos my company having combat shoot next week. Then tmr got IMT... thats why have to book in the night before. Haiz... even those not involved also have to book in together lor. Including me... but I'm not exactly uninvolved lar... Got to cover them... haha... even for IMT... lame lor... cover them playing computer games...

Anyway... things may be getting better in the coming days. Last week the much awaited revolution in the life of the medics in my unit happened. Haha... cos yar. Because of what happened. the lives of the current and future medics in my unit will change for the better. But then its still too early to celebrate lar. Cos there are still many details not settled yet. We shall see how it goes ba...


So yar... start of a new year... its quite nice to have good things happening :)

Haiz... the coming week will be a long one for me... Other than having to book in later, I still got duty this coming saturday... that means that I will only book out on sunday... the next morning got to book in again... sian lor... but then... okay lar... at least after the 2 weeks we are more than halve way through january liao :D haha... Things will be moving very fast this year cos a lot of events coming up... Also my formation is also organising the NDP this year. So yar... there will be lots of things to do and hopefully, time will past even faster :D

K lar.. thats all for now... bye :)

Sian ar!!!! tmr got to book in liao... haiz.... Faster ORD!!!!!

Anyway... been thinking about my new year resolution in my previous post. Think there is really something missing in my life. After some thinking. I guess I've been doing things that I'm good at... and not things that I wanted to do.

It has been a long time since I deliberately did something challenging. Thats why my life became so mundane and boring. There is no excitement in my life. And as time passes, I became unhappy and dull.... I lose the brightness and sunshine in my life. I wasn't like that in the past. I used to be very naughty and do crazy things. Duno since when I start to lose my direction in life.

That is why... in the year of 2007... I want to find back my sunshine. I will do all I can to achieve it. If money is able to buy me happiness... I will spend it... Talking about money. I realised that I became quite a miser. On some occassions I hold on to money too tightly. Just few weeks ago... I could have spent that little amount of money to make myself happier... But then I just held on to it and dun want to spent it... Maybe thats why I'm not as happy as before.

Now that I've identified my problem... I will spend this year rectifying it. I will pull together all my available resources to grab back the happiness that I've lost. I hope to be a happier person when I blog about my new year resolution next year. Wish my success.

Thats all for now lar... quite sian lar.. got to book in tmr liao... anyway... lucky this is not a very long week lar since it starts on a wednesday. So yar... life is going back to the way it was again. Looking forward to the next holiday. All the best for 2007 and enjoy your first working or studying day tmr!

Happy new year! Congrats to earth for orbiting another successful round around the sun. Haha... K lar... kind of lame... but I was just wondering, why are we celebrating the new year? Perhaps it is to mark another period in the short life span of humans.

For the next coming frame of 1 year. Here are the little resolution of a little human living in the big and vast world...

First thing... I dun want to spent the next new year eve at home again! Think I have been spending it at home for the past few years liao... So here are some plans and actions to take. I would like to get to know more people. I would be considering doing some volunteering work during the weekends. Or maybe take up some lessons. Like that I wun be wasting my time at home too... at least can get out and know more people. Another thing is to get my current contacts organised. came to realise the fact that my mind cannot store too much information. If I imagine my mind to my a computer. I would have very small hard disk space, average processor speed and very high ram... haha... cos I cannot store information, cannot think too quickly, can solve problems after a long processing time, but then cannot store information after I process it... So yar... decided to get a personal assistant... a digital one... haha... When the next opportunity comes, I would like to get a simple PDA to help manage my contacts and to do list. Cos really... my mind and memory really very bad. Only 2 years never get in contact I can forget a friend's name and even where I've met him... So yar... I think very soon I will forget all of you guys... haha... then also I realised that I never remember any of my friends birthday.... Quite sad right... not even a single person leh. So yar... hope it will improve things.

Secondly... I would like to take up a new performing skill. Cos now my skills cannot be shown to others as a performance. Just like I'm good at art so wad... I can't perform with it... So I would like to learn something like piano... or perhaps even magic.

next I would wish for the better life in the army... now quite sian and dissappointed in it lar... so yar... hope in the new year things will get better.

K lar... last but not least... wish everyone stay happy and healthy always :)

See ya~

Its almost the end of the year again. :) Another year passed just like that. Well. Although there is still 1 more day to go before the year finally comes to a close. But I shall do my year end reflection and summary now :D Well... This is quite an eventful and exciting year. Although it seems to have passed long ago, it still hasn't been a year yet.

First up... 09 March 2006... Enlistment!
Haha... this is a date that I won't forget that easily. Haha... Its the start of a 2 year journey in almost every singaporean guy's life. Till today, it has already been like 9 months in the army liao. Many things have happened... and indeed... it was really alot..... Experienced quite a lot in the army. The days in BMT at Ulysses coy... the heavenly days at SMM.... and now... the working days at AETC. Things are starting to get boring now in the army. Life is mundane, or perhaps, there isn't any life at all... haha... everyday wake up do the same things. Then everyday thinking about how to slack off or hide somewhere without getting caught.... haha... Now... no feeling to work leh. No motivation. Actually... its more like somethings made me very dissappointed and unhappy about work... Thats why I dun feel like working anymore. If I am like working outside I would have quitted long ago. Its not because the workload is too much or I want to slack. I dun mind working hard. Something just happened that made me very dissappointed lar.. dun want to talk about it. Anyway... yar... I guess the fun part of my army life is over, along with the harsh part. The days during BMT, though was hard, but fun. Really... Didn't appreciate it during that time. But now thinking of it... its a very nice experience. Following that I'm very grateful to be posted to medic course. Not just because its slack... but also for the knowledge. Its a knowledge that I would actually like to have although I'm lousy in bio and have a strong dislike for large quantity of blood. Other than that, you also get to see more things as a medic. You are no longer a man in a platoon. You are able to step out of it and look at things in a larger perspective. And yar... its a nice thing to be able to do.

K... other than that... the next big event that happened only this year but seemed so long ago is the release of the A lvls result! :D Although I've already been through 2 major exams... the PSLE and the O lvls... this was different. The pressure is on as there is no alternative route to go if I dun do well. The only way was to press forward and upwards. And thus, the stress level is also there. On that lovely morning.... I receive a plesant call from the school that set my heart pounding... could it really be? haha... I could still remember that morning very vividly. The excitement and the anxiousness. It was unexpected that I would earn such honour... although frankly, I always dream and fantasize about it... haha... Anyway... yar... its one of the major events that mark 2006 and my life.

2006 is indeed filled with fun and excitement. I would say... perhaps one the the best years so far... With this, I think we can now bring 2006 to a close. 2007, a brand new beginning. I shall write on the expectation and resolution in my next entry :) Bye~

Yo, quite some time nv blog liao. Enjoying my block leave now :D Haha... shiok sia.... Can live 1 week of civilian life... Woho~ K lar... just have bear with it for a while longer. By the time I report back would be in the year 2007 liao! Haha... much closer to ORD liao. Just have to count down till end of the year cos I think the last 3 mths would pass quite fast. Or rather, I can bluff myself that I only left 1 year of service cos I just need to look forward to the block leave at the end of the year again, and then... :D I can go into ORD mood liao :D

The past few days of my holiday was quite nice lar :) Sang alot... haha... but then my singing still cannot make it... :S must practise more.... Then also did my first fake oil painting... lol... It was a budget painting. Instead of a pretty canvas, I bought cloth for curtains... haha... then also used acrylic paint instead of oil paint.... The result is okay lar.... one word to describe... budget... haha.... Although got the 'feeling' of oil paint, but it still lacks something that makes it a true oil painting.

Nothing much lar... plan to go shopping tmr, but then have to depend on the weather lar. Hope it won't rain... then tmr go out and see if there is any post christmas sales to grab some goodies :P

K lar... thats all for now... bye :)

SIAN AR!!!!!!! got to book in again tmr... haiz... I dun want... lol... Have been enjoying too much lately... now dun want to go back liao... haha.... k lar... nothing much... this week might be having cover for the whole week... Might only lar, not confirmed cos not on black and white paper... But most probably is got lar... Although its abit sian... but okay lar... like that time will past faster...

K lar.. nothing much... sian...

After some thoughts, I guess I won't go ahead with the litbud idea anymore. Guess its potential is quite limited. I am changing the direction I'm heading now. Instead on just focusing on litbud, I will diverse out to start a designing business. Litbud will still exist as a micro part of the new concept. I will still do character design and more.

There are a few factors that caused me to change. Firstly, I stumbled upon this website www.mojizu.com which has a collection of different character designed and contributed by other users. While browsing through the designs, I suddenly feel that litbud is so small and insignificant in this vast arena of character design. There are so many characters out there vying for a chance to get famous. My litbud would not stand out against them.

So I went back to analyse the growth potential of litbud and realised that its very limited, I'm almost touching the ceiling for it already. In the long term, nothing much can be done to develope it futher. It has already gone from just plain doodling on paper to having a website dedicated to itself. Anything more may be just creating a soft toy for it... So yar... I can't build a business just based on litbud alone...

Now I came up with a new concept. I will create a umbrella website encompassing all aspects of my designs. Then there will be a section for character design, and each character will own a small micro site dedicated to them. There will also be other sections for the other designs, which is still in the concept stage.

I guess this change is more suitable for me as I dun like my design to be constant. I realised that I keep changing and upgrading my designs too often. Litbud.com has undergone 3 major facelift within a year. And my personal blog, has been changing its design every few months. Except lately cos I haven't got the time to do it... haha...

So yar... somemore I dislike to dwell on a design for too long. I like to just finish it and move on. Thats why you see that my new website always last for like 1 months before I start working on a new design :S With this new concept I am able to keep changing my design. It somesort of like acts as a online portfolio for me.


Haha... then as I'm still in the stage of conceptualizing, litbud.com will stay there until my new website is up lar... haha... My 3 months of effort into this version 3 will last for another 3 months before its taken down... lol... see how fast my designs get taken down each time.


Other than these few factors there is also the financal part lar. I am still not financially stable to develop litbut futher, and litbud also hasn't mature enough for me to take the risk lar. So yar... this new concept will let me have time to develop other characters and when the right time comes I will be able to decide on which of my design has matured enough for me to take it to a new level.

Meanwhile, I'm also trying hard to upgrade my skills :D I want to try to master adobe illustrator. Its a very powerful program that the industry uses. So yar... it would be very good if I can master it.

Went out for recently for a family gathering. Then my aunt is like saying, that nowadays its very hard for middle age people to keep their jobs. Companies are retrenching old people. So my aunt has to take up courses to upgrade her skills.

So yar... I dun want this to happen to me next time. I want a safety net for myself when I get to that age. Cos I know that competition is going to increase by the day and by the time when I get to that age, my skills will get obsolete even faster. I dun want to by the age still go back to studies in hope to keep a job... To spell it more crudely, I dun want to beg to retain a job. Somemore even if you are willing to study, how far can you go to keep your competitivness? The young are always more energetic than you. So I've decided that the best way to escape this is to own your own business by then. As when you are your own boss, no one can retrench you. Even if its not a very big business, but then if I can earn enough for a decent living I will already be very contented.

But I know this is going to be a long and tedious process. I just wished that I would be lucky and be able to break free from the fate of being obsolete.

K lar, nothing much liao... bye :)

Woho~ this week is haven sia... haha... Got to stay out... somemore is like 3pm can go home liao... yseterday the best, can go home after lunch... lol... Nice sia... I think this month will pass very fast. Cos after this week, next week will be cover for ICT for the whole week, then another week will be gone. Then I still got 1 more week then can go for my block leave liao.. haha... after that the next time come back is in the year 2007! :D Haha... that will be much closer to ORD loh! haha....

K lar.. nothing much... have been thinking alot about my litbud business lately. Duno if I should start it now. Cos yar... the whole venture will cost about $6000 to me. And I duno how much I can recover. Although it may seem like a small sum, but it will make quite a big dent in my savings, cos I got some money tied up in deposits and periodical savings account. So the liquid cash I have is quite limited. After some calculations, my liquid assets will go into the reds for the first 3 months. Somemore it won't be long before I start my uni, and I need the money to get quite alot of things. So the time frame for me to sell all the products is actually quite short, otherwise I won't be able to recover my money in time for the uni spendings.

Other than the financial aspect, there is also the management side. Although this is a rather small business, but I doubt I can do it alone. Even if I can, it would be a hard and tedious process. I need someone who can stand by me. Give me support when the route gets tough. I am looking for that person who can become my partner. Someone who has an entreprenuer mind who wish to break off from the norm, take the risk in hope for greater returns. So yar, if you dream of having your own business, do contact me :) But be prepared to work hard for it :D

Its quite a sad thing that for people like me who comes from a below average income family, its quite a difficult thing to start your own business. Firstly, you dun have a rich father who can supply you with the capital you need, or even when you fail in your business, he can be a cushion for you to fall back on. Look at all those susscessful young singaporean entreprenuers in recent times. Almost all of them come from a rich family. They may claim that they didn't receive help from their parents. But then, they know that even if they fail they have nothing to worry about because they have a safety net to fall back on. For people like me, who can I rely on? I dun have the capacity to flush a few thousand dollars down the drain just to take a chance at starting a business.

So I still considering whether this is the right time to start it... I could maybe wait a few years, get a stable income, and at a time when $6000 is not too big a sum for me, then start the business. But then, there would be other considerations. Maybe I won't have that much time to focus on my business, of maybe I have other commitments like family. Will I still have the time and energy for such things. Now may be the best time as I'm still young. I do not have much other commitments or obligations. I am carefree. The lost money can still be earned back in future. So why not make use of this chance to just take the gamble and go all out for it?

So yar.... its quite a hard decision to make. Still have to consider it for some time before I cna make the decision. Perhaps I would also consult some people.If you people have any comments of opinion on this matter, feel free to drop me a message in my shotbox :D

K lar, nothing much liao. Bye~

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haiz... so fast my 6 days super long weekend ended... Well... okay lar... was quite bored towards the end cos all the things that I planned on doing was done quicker than expected.

Actually nothing much lar... life is kind of plain lately. Nothing special.

Just to recommend this anime that I've downloaded. Quite nice lar... haha... its a very lame and violent show. haha... Its titled, Muteki kaban musume... its about this waitress with super human strength....

K lar... nothing liao... boring~

Yay! version 3 of litbud.com is finally up! haha... had beem working on it for the past few months. It was a long and hard process... Had mental block in the process.... cannot get inspiration for the design of the website... But... everything is finally done :D Haha... am quite pleased with the result. Although there its still a bit different from what I had expected. But then... oh well.. this is the best that I can do with the skills I have now.

Okay... am clearing leave for the next 3 days :) haha... Finally can get a break from army... Had been very busy last month with all the covers and duties. Hope its fianlly over now. Shouldn't have too much activities during december, so not much cover.

K lar... nothing much liao.. rather sian... nothing to do at home.

:) Went for ATP for the past 3 days... and got $200 richer :D haha... achieved a marskman score.
Think its a much needed end of year bonus for me... Had been spending quite alot lately :S Last week went out for two events... cost me about a 100 bucks... okay lar... actually not really alot... but then... 100 out of my 450 pay is relatively big... haha... sian... had been thinking of ways to increase my income. Wanted to work but duno how to find job leh. My working hours must be very flexible one lor cos my weekend also not confirm free on both days, sometimes got weekend duty... and maybe I'll be going india for some time... so I think no one would want to employ me lar... Even giving tution is a problem lar. Cos now I got saturday RT that means I won't be able to teach during that time, and I think thats the peak period for tution lar cos people can go out in the afternoon. See lor... if got any lobang can intro me :) haha... in much need of $$$

okay... it worked.. haha... duno why I can't publish my post for the past few times...

Anyway... feeling quite sian... had been rather busy for the past days... kept doing cover and duty... and kept booking out on sat morning... sian leh... There is really a lot of difference booking out a night later. This this weekend even worst lar... Got to book in on sunday night, which is a few hours away... Had to prepare for cover very early tmr, so cannot book in the next morning... The feeling now is like BMT lor.... Like just booked out yesterday and today had to book in already. SIaN AR!!!

Duno why... been feeling quite bad lately. Am not really happy. Something wrong with work... There is too much uncertainty... I feel kind of insecure... It has been quite a few months since I got posted there already... but I still haven't really settled down. Haiz...

sian ar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Haiz... sian ar!!!! Tmr have to book in again... somehow this seems to be a very short weekend.... Perhaps I've been too used to long weekends... :S had been enjoying long weekends for the past few times... then when it return to normal... it feels so short...

Haven't been feeling very good lately... Kind of moody and depressed... Perhaps its because of the RT thats is coming... Haiz... Also perhaps I'm really bored lar... I want to find something to do... something that I can also earn extra cash while doing too... But no lobang leh....

Neck feels very stiff now... slight headache...

Oh well... its a long week ahead... must make myself happy... otherwise how to survive? Really looking forward to the block leave....

K lar... nothing much liao.. bye~

Just attended a birthday dinner... felt quite out of place... :S Its a guy from my new company... so we only know each other for like less than a month... somemore we seldom talk to each other... so I dun really know him. But okay lar... since he invited me so I just go lor... I thought its just a simple catered buffet... so I just went wearing shorts and slippers and without any present... Thought I'll would just go there show my face then go off lor... didn't expect to stay long... But then.. I was wrong... It was a restraunt buffet... :S Felt alittle bit awkard.... haiz... next time must get more information before going to such events... :S

Anyway... was feeling quite bad in the afternoon... didn't have a good night sleep yesterday... was doing duty yesterday... and only slept about 4 hrs.... kept being disturbed.... So duno why I felt terrible... then got a slight fever too... but now felt much better already...

k lar.. nothing much liao... bye~

Just attended a birthday dinner... felt quite out of place... :S Its a guy from my new company... so we only know each other for like less than a month... somemore we seldom talk to each other... so I dun really know him. But okay lar... since he invited me so I just go lor... I thought its just a simple catered buffet... so I just went wearing shorts and slippers and without any present... Thought I'll would just go there show my face then go off lor... didn't expect to stay long... But then.. I was wrong... It was a restraunt buffet... :S Felt alittle bit awkard.... haiz... next time must get more information before going to such events... :S

Anyway... was feeling quite bad in the afternoon... didn't have a good night sleep yesterday... was doing duty yesterday... and only slept about 4 hrs.... kept being disturbed.... So duno why I felt terrible... then got a slight fever too... but now felt much better already...

k lar.. nothing much liao... bye~

haiz... tmr have to book in to camp liao... haiz... sian... Kind of have the same feeling when school reopens after the holidays... haha...
Anyway... just looking forward to the weekends :) which is not too far away lar... since its already tuesday now... Got medical center duty this friday... which means that I would only be booking out this saturday.

Sian ar... suddenly ORD seems so far away... Just a couple of days ago I saw one of my seniors getting his pink ic.... I suddenly felt sad... I want to go back to civilian life!!!! But okay lar... the next few months will pass fast... October is ending very soon... then comes november... nothing much to expect in Nov... but then I'm just waiting for my block leave in december. Then I'll have a good nice and long break again :) And that will bring me to the year of 2007. The first 3 mths would pass rather smoothly I supposed... with all the holidays... then in march... I can celebrate my 1 year of service!!! Haha... which means I can very fast countdown to my ORD date :D

haiz... k lar... nothing much I can do....

My broadband is back :D haha... finally... called up singnet to ask then they sent a technician down to check. Its a technical fault with them... so yar...

I'm now enjoying my super long weekend... Yay :D haha... was on off on friday, then monday also off... so in total plus the weekend and hoilday... I got like 5 days in total :D Woho~ HAha.... But then thats my last chance of going for off liao... cos with effect from 1st nov... those who didn't pass ippt cannot go for night out, off, canteen break and have to stay back on sat for RT!!!!! Thats like the worst thing that could happen lar... no more friday bookout!!!! No!!!!!

Haiz.... sian ar!!! Have to start training liao... but then... miracles don't happen over night lar... so I think for the next couple of months until I can finally pass my ippt... I would have to resign to booking out on sat....

Remember the book 'Porn Generation' that I said I was reading... well... its really a very nice book... haha... it quotes alot of examples about how sex is everywhere is the media... TVs, magazines, music, movies... it gives real life examples which we know of.... this is also quite a newly published book... so the examples used are also quite updated.

Just to share a idea I find very interesting in the book.

Do you consider oral sex as sex?
Meaning... if you have performed oral sex, do you still consider yourself as a virgin?
If yes, does that means that virginity to you is nothing more then physical penetration?
Because, if virginity has its spiritual and moral aspect, then by having oral sex, you are already breaching it...

Heres an excerpt from the book " Teens don't see it that way. According to a 2003 northern kentucky university survey of almost 600 teens who had taken abstinence pledges, 61 percent had broken them; of the remaining 39 percent, who are still in their opinion "virgins," more than half said that they'd oral sex, " some people feel like they can maintain their pledge and still have oral sex and that oral sex dosen't count," NKU researcher and psychologist Angela Lipsitz osbserved"

hmm... thats all for now ba... bye :)

Sian ar!!! Am surfing the net at 56kbps speed now... Super slow leh... stupid com... duno whats wrong with it... my broadband connection went crazy.... Had been like this for about a month liao. Still can't find out whats the problem.... Sian....

Just came back from tekong two days ago... was there to cover for an exercise for 3 days. It was quite okay lar. I feel like a att B person... haha... dun need to participate in all the tedious activities. I only try to help out with simple things lar. otherwise it dosen't seem nice for me to sit down there whole day doing nothing and watching them slog their souls out. But then there is one regret about this trip lar. I didn't bring enough comfort items to truly enjoy the camp. Cos its like is the one and few chances that you get to live like a commander... haha... nobody to check your field pack, no one to tell you what you cannot bring and cannot do. You get to enjoy the privileges of a commander lar... but too bad I didn't make full use of it. But then... going outfield as a man in a unit is kind of different from going it as a recruit in BMT. You get more freedom. Your working relationship with your superiors gets a little bit better as they also have to rely on your help. Then yar... was in tekong... went past Ulysses company line. Recalled the time spent there... Though it was tough... but then its really part of your precious memories.

Today also went to do something for the first time... haha... I went to singapore pools and made a bet... lol... Or should I say make an investment... haha... I want to try my luck at the soccer betting lar. Its one of the more simple and lower risk gamble. Although I'm a total soccer idiot... I still can make my bet by the odds given. So yar... I believe that the statistics gurus at the singapore pools already went through all the troublesome calculations to decide who will win the game. I'll just ride on it and make my bet accordingly. Haha... Of the 8 teams in the 4 matches I bet on... I only know 1 team Man U... haha... And of the many people playing in the matches... I know none of them... LOL... So yar... Just to try out lar... haha... Have to find a way to finance my expenditure lar. Otherwise I my economy might go into recession.... :P

Today also went to the library... borrowed this interesting book titles. Porn Generation. Haha... will tell you more when I finish reading it. :)

Thats all for now lar... Bye :)

Hmm.... have been doing some financial analysis of my current situation. Cos recently due to the nature of my work.... I kind of like keep spending money... going for canteen breaks everytime, taking cab around, spending during weekends... So yar... kind of like lose track of how much am I spending already and have I exceeded my monthly allowance or not.

Did some calculation. And okay... I'm still spending within control. :) But then... it seems that I have no other income other than from the monthly allowance given by the SAF... which is not satisfying... haha... I need to look for other sources of income.

I want to find a weekend job. Its the best thing to do, I can kill time during the weekends and get extra cash. But then the problem is to find a suitable job.

Then I have some investment going on... My website that is still under construction.... this would be quite a long term investment as it is one of the more complex investment. There are many things that needs to be done and with my current strength it would take a very long time. I'm still looking for partners for the venture. Some have pledge their support but then their expertise is not needed in this phase of the work. I need expertise in digital graphics design and webdesign. Oh well... as I said this would be a long and hard road...

Next I would like to try playing with something with instant rewards. This is a new investment which I'm still studying its feasibility. I want to take out a small pool of money to experiment with soccer betting. It is a simple game with simple rules. And the bets are small. And it provides a fair bit of information to make a calculated risk. So I would like to try my hands at such things... Maybe just a teaser before I start learning to play stock market in future :) Things will be done within control and even if I lose everything its not too much a price to pay.

K lar... so yar.... hope to get more ways to increase my income lar... cos my expenditure is getting higher and higher, if my income dosen't keeps up then my mini economy would suffer.

Thats all for now... bye :)

Arlow... Long time since I last posted. Com was down for quite a while cos of some modem problem. Things are fine... went for parade reharsals for the past week. Got to stay out :) Staying out is so nice... haha...

The actual parade is held next tues. And it marks the end of another small chapter of my ns life. We spent about 2 weeks together, trained together, laugh at the incompetent parade commander together.... It was fun :) And now we have to part...

It is a good to have this kind of small little events throughout your NS life. You get a chance to break free from your mundane work in camp. It helps to make time pass faster... haha... And soon 2 years will be up :) And I can finally be free~ Actually... ORD dosen't seem that far anymore. Although I'll still short of a few months to become a one year soldier. DUno why, but I just felt that way... :)

Sometimes I ponder.... some of my friends who are the same age as me are still busily studying... either mugging for their A lvls or working hard on their end of course project. And here I am... in the army camp... having gone through my hardest part of the NS life.

Hmm... K lar... thats about all for now.. .bye~

Haiz.... its sunday night. Lucky I dun need to book in yet for now. But in the future, things might change.

But although I should be glad that I'm given such privileges. I am not really happy about booking in. In the course of my army life, I've been to 3 places, Tekong, Nee Soon and my current one Sungei Gedong. The experience and feelings of booking in is quite different between them.

Booking in to my first place in Tekong is the worst. Before even booking in, I'm already starting to think about booking out. The feeling is terrible. But then, there is still something to look forward to... the day of POP where I don't have to book in again to the place again. And yes, the day had came and I'm freed from that place.

Booking in to my second place is the best of all. It doesn't even feel like booking in. I feel like I'm just returning to my second home. Its a relax and 'painless' process. I don't countdown to my next book out, because I didn't even feel that I've booked in. Sometimes, I even feel happy about booking in. I really miss that place.

My current camp is actually in the middle of the two. I dun hate it as much as tekong, but there is still some pain felt. I find no reason for me to be happy about booking in. Something is just missing...

I guess its about the people there. K lar... I get along fine with the people there. But then the relationship is just normal acquaintance. Perhaps we haven't gone tru much together, thats why our bonding is not there yet. But then... I feel that thats not entirely the problem. Another thing is that I have a very small pool of people to select a group or a person to cling onto.

I've been thinking about the way I interact with people.

It seems that when I'm being introduced to a new environment. I would look around and find a group where I can fit it. Once in there, I would mix around with people within the group, and seldom with people from outside the group. It is almost such that I stop taking initiative to know people from outside the group. My contacts will only expand when the people in my group bring in other friends to my group. And then from within the group. I would find specifically someone that I will cling onto. So even when the group disperse to do their own things, I will still have someone to cling onto.

It seems abit weird but then, I see this pattern being repeated again and again whenever I get to new places. Sometimes I feel like I'm a parasite. I need a host to cling onto in order to survive.

And right now. Because the pool of people is very small. I am unable to find a group that I can fit into completely. Thus I am not able to find a person that I can cling onto. For now... there is this temporary group that I am in and this temporary person that I cling onto. But then... because I don't really fit inside. I am only loosely hooked on. I'm still searching for my new group and until then may I truly find a good reason for me to book in to camp.

hmm... sian...

went out for wei ping's son 1st month today. Haiz... my first time attending such event by a friend. I'm getting old.... Met up with a few from the combat medic course. All seems to be doing quite well. Slack :P

After that went to play lan... got pwned... haha...

then went down to suntec lor. THe place really very deserted. The restraunts are all empty... But can't blame us lar. U know how hard is it to get to suntec or not? We can't go straight tru citylink. You have to get out of citylink, go tru marina, tru millenia walk then u reach suntec. Its one very big round lor. No wonder the crowd is all stuck at marina square, all to lazy to continue walking tru millenia then suntec.

Something is really missing in my life...

duno what...

duno how....

but I hope to find the missing piece soon...

Hohoho~ Yet another week.

Life has been good... but filled with a lot of uncertainty. Until now there is still no confirmation of where we will be posted to and what will we be doing. It was said that a letter was sent up to the top for us to be put under CCO's control during office hours. That means that we might not have to go become platoon medic, instead we will hold position in the medical center and only go out when they need cover. But then the approval might take a long while to come, at least 1 or two months, so until then, we will still be under AEC.... But then.... new instructions were given that we will stay at HQ before our sergeant come back from his spec 2 course, which will take another month... So now... everything is in a big mess.... We just live by the day.

It would be best if things dosen;t change. Cos I really love the life I'm leading now. Although its not a 8-5 job where I can book out everyday... the work is 8-5.... We start work in the morning at 8, then end work sometimes before 5... As for the rest of the day, we are free to do our own stuffs. So after eating dinner we would go back to the medical center to watch TV until 10, then walk back to bunk and sleep. The medical center is like a mess for us... lol... we can also sneak into the canteen which is just next door to buy food. Its really heaven in there.. haha..

I wonder what changes there might be in the future, but nvm... let me enjoy as long as this lasts :)

see ya~

Yet another week has passed. It has been quite a nice week. The medical center got a little bit busier with platoons of people coming for FFI and a whole platoon of people reporting sick after a route march... There arn't any big cases except for a asthma case, which is a good thing lar... haha... firstly no one gets hurt, and we also can slack :P

I've begin to settle down in there. I dun mind passing the remaining 1/5 years of my ns life just like that lar... but then, things are going to change a little. I'm going to move over to company line in another week's time. There I might have to live a platoon life again. Right now, I'm so free.... Me, together with another 2 medics come and go as we wish. We no need to march, just walk here and there. OTOT go eat... Everything we decide for ourselves. Freedom is one rare thing that you would have in the army. But then... this freedom may not be lasting. I just hope that not too much of it would be taken away after I go to company line.

ANyway... nothing much lar... been rotting for the weekend. Think I really no life sia.... kept wanting to find something to do. But just couldn't find any...

K lar...thats all for now... bye~

Its monday night, and why am I here? haha... got a day off due to the army half marathon. It wasn't really a day off lar... since it ate one of my weekend, so its perfectly right to return one to me.

Anyway... I didn't take part in the running. I was doing the sai kang ( shit work) for them. We had to move the safety barriers to close a lane for the runners... And you know how much barriers we had to move or not? We take like around 4 hours to move them in place tru the night. And then take also as much time to pack them all up after the event... Now I got this phobia seeing those safety barriers... I kept imagning and wishing that I got the mutant power of Jean Grey... lol... I can just concentrate and move all the barriers in place.

Some of my platoon mates are also being dragged there to do other forms of sai kang, like medical cover and water point marshal. Its a pretty funny feeling to think that after we all got seperated after POP. we are all together and still working under the same night sky at singapore's southern area.
Althought they got the slacker job lar... can sleep at night... I have to move all the barriers throughout the night lor... sian....

Spending 1 night together with a section... well... they all seems to be quite nice people lar... hope I will be able to fit in well after I got posted to the company :)

Went to the library to borrow some books. Needed something to kill time in camp, Had been considering to get myself a PSP or nitendo DS... I think its a pretty good investment for the rest of my 1.5 years in camp. But I'll still wait a while lar... wait till I settle down in the company first :)

K lar... nothing much for now... bye :) This week shouldm'y be too hard to pass, afterall monday is already gone, 4 more days to my book out night :) Actually now considered not bad already. Cos is monday book in for the next 2 weeks, so now I have 3 night to spend at home :)

POP loh! Haiz... I was sent right to my new camp after pop... so sian... got a shock when I reach my new camp. My building is so run down. The bunk is even worst. It looks like some construction site worker's squatters. The first night there was unbearable. The fan has broken down so its so hot there... Somemore I can't imagine myself living in such conditions for the rest of my NS life. Its like within a 3km radius of the camp there isn't a single civilisation. Its almost like living in tekong, except its worst. I was posted to a engineer company situated in a armour camp. Thats why it seems like we are being outcasted. All the armour building have been upgraded. Only our little area at the very end of the camp is so run down.

First day there was also quite sad... I miss SMTI life even more. I miss all the familiar faces, voices and places of SMTI. I miss my bunk mates who are always so noisy talking cock. But haiz... got to bear with it for another 2 weeks lar. After that I'm moving over to the company line to be attached to a platoon. I hope by then things will get better lar... getting to know new people. And the living condition there is also slightly better, at least the bed is those spring mattress and not foams.

By the way, I just realised that I got a friend there in the company.. haha.. Elgin! I went for a briefing for AHM then saw him there. Hmm... that kinds of make me feel better lar... at least that place is not so alien to me anymore.

The second day there was the start of our on job training. First thing in the morning, even before the lesson starts, we were called into the treatment room. "the three of you, one of you go and do IV" .... lol... there was a high fever patient there... we were all stunned lor... lol... then I was sabo to do it. Heng I one shot kill ar... otherwise so xia suay... haha.... My first time shooting IV for a real casualty. It feels abit different. In school we shoot friends that we know, anyhow shoot also can. but there, its a real casualty that needs the IV... so there's a little weight of responsibility there.

After that we continue lesson lor... but half way a heat exhaustion casualty came in... Suddenly all the senior medics there became very serious lor. They did the 4 man drill on the causalty, MO was also being called in. The whole situation is very tense lor. They strip him of everything, planted 2 IV on him... inserted a rectal probe....

I see the casualty like suffering so much, I almost cried you know... Everyone is going through NS, but why does he have to suffer so much? Later then get to know that we was a trainee for Specs undergoing ASLC here. He was doing SOC when that happened.

Haiz... but whether I like it or not... this is life in the army lar... SUCK thumb.... I'm gonna be stuck there for 1.5 years. After that I'm gonna F**K off from there and hope never to return... so yar.... K lar... 1.5 years shouldn't take too long lar... right now I'm only looking forward to going to the company line in 2 weeks time. Look at the time in small blocks and it should pass by quite fast. Can't imagine I've already passed 9 weeks in SMTI... It seems too short... I wanna go back for a recourse!!!! haha...

My weekend this week is screwed up cos of the AHM... its like I have to report at 1745 tonight, then go back at around noon tmr, then have a off on monday and book in tues morning.

Thats all for now ba... bye~

Haiz... feeling very terrible... fell sick.... haiz... caught a bad flu... I'm like walking around my house with a roll of toilet paper in my hand for the whole of today... kept sneezing non stop... Hope to get well by monday, otherwise things are going to get worst... Going to have outfield activities this coming week, so if I dun get well by then, I duno whether my flu will worsen or not under the hot sun.

My watch also passed away this week... So sad... it has been with me for almost 10 years. Went through alot with it. It kept time for all my majoy exams. PSLE, O lvls, A lvls... It endured through though trainings during my BMT and field camp.... It also has travelled with me overseas....

I bought this watch when I was in pri 4... That year one of my cheapo watch was spoilt, then its near chinese new year. So my dad brought me to get a new watch. So we went shopping at Lot 1... That was my first watch that cost over a hundred dollars... haha... But its worth every cent lor... to be able to last so long.

It got injured during BMT, somehow one of the buttons for setting time is spoilt. That means that once the battery finished, there is no point changing battery again cos the time cannot be set anymore. So it began... the countdown till the very last minute when its battery goes flat.....

Oh well... time to get a new watch :D haha....

Anyway.... the countdown to the end of combat medic training has also began... The coming week can be considered is the last week I'll be undergoing training at MTI.... My posting will probably be also out this week. HAiz... duno where I'll be posted to... New places, new friends.

k lar.. nothing much... bye~ Gonna rest early :) Wish me speedy recovery!

Yet another weekend... so boring... haiz... got test tmr but dun feel like studying...

Been feeling unwell for the past weeks... had this persistent flu the comes and go all the time... feels terrible... In another 2 weeks time... my course will end... wonder where I'll get posted to...

haiz.. duno wad to write about... very sian ar!!!

bye~